I don't know who this is for today, but my word for you today is don't commit suicide.
Stop.
Don't hurt yourself.
I want you to think about a couple of things.
Number one, if you do this, the pain that you are currently in doesn't really end.
What that does is you just transport literally all of your pain that you're carrying into
people that love you and people that care about you.
Death is not the end.
There is eternal life, and it goes on forever and forever.
But many of you who are maybe watching this today, I want you to know that God has a plan
for your life, and that plan for your life is for good, not for evil.
He has a future, and he has a hope planned for you, and you are to walk it out.
Many people are bombarded by anxiety and thoughts that are not even themselves.
These thoughts and these ideas are coming from the enemy, Satan.
He comes to steal, he comes to kill, and he comes to destroy.
But God came, Jesus came, that you might have life and that you might have it more abundantly.
I promise you this is just a bad moment, and you're going to walk out of this, and you're
going to go into a new season, and it's going to be a good season, and things are going
to turn around.
If you commit suicide, it's done.
It's over.
Your life is done.
And to think that somehow you're going to know who is grieving over you or all of that,
no.
It's done.
It's over.
It's the end of your opportunity to do something significant in your life.
Now I know you're probably hurting very, very badly to even look at this video or to even
consider this, but I want you to know that there is another day coming.
It's going to get better.
What you're thinking about doing and what you're thinking about doing to your body isn't
the answer.
God has not given up on you.
You can't give up on yourself.
God knows the pain that you're walking through right now, and many of you, you know God and
you still want out.
Allow Him to take whatever it is that is devastating you and give it to God.
The first thing you need to do is you need to ask Jesus to come into your heart and to
be your Lord and your Savior.
You need to repent of your sin.
You need to ask God to help you, to forgive those who have hurt you, and let me tell you,
you can't forgive easily.
You have to do it by faith.
You have to ask Jesus into your heart.
In fact, let's pray this prayer, Jesus, come into my heart.
I want you to be my Lord and Savior.
Say it.
I want you to forgive me of my sins.
I make a decision today to turn my life to you and to become a Christian.
Jesus, take my hurt.
Say it.
Jesus, take my pain.
I want you to be my Lord and Savior.
Thank you for saving me.
In Jesus' name, amen.
Okay, the next thing you need to do is you need to ask the Holy Spirit that now dwells
inside of you.
You've asked Him into your heart.
You now need to ask the Holy Spirit to help you forgive and even eventually forget those
who have hurt you.
Do not listen to the enemy right now.
I bind the spirit of suicide right now in Jesus' name over the listeners.
And Holy Spirit, come in and have your way in the lives of those that I'm talking to
right now in Jesus' name.
God does not want you to hurt yourself.
God has a plan.
If you do this, you're going to destroy the people that you love the most, the people
who really do care.
Don't do it.
There's an incredible Bible study on suicide and it's from really it's from
BibleReasons.com backslash suicide and I will post it in the links below.
You know your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit dwells
inside of you and it will help you and he will heal you of the pain and the
discouragement that you are feeling right now.
He will take it and he will heal it if you will allow him to but you have to
allow him to. You have to stop the voice of the enemy. You have to literally take
control of the thoughts that are feeding you. They're not of you. It's not you.
They're feeding you and they're telling you to hurt yourself. That's not of God.
You are beautifully and you are wonderfully made in the image and the
likeness of God. He loves you. He made you and he has a plan and I am telling
you there are thousands and thousands of born-again Christians out there who have
been where you are. They have allowed Jesus to come in. They've turned it
around for good and they're helping others out of depression, hopelessness,
and suicide. The next thing you need to do is you need to begin to ask the Holy
Spirit to help you to forgive and forget. You know forgiveness is is really for
you. When you are operating in unforgiveness it only punishes you. It
doesn't punish them. Holding on to bitterness forever doesn't do anything
to them. You have to let the bitterness and the unforgiveness that you are
walking in. You've got to let it go because that ultimately will want you to
hurt yourself and to kill yourself. Don't do it. Forgive and forget for your sake,
not for theirs. No, they don't deserve it. No, they don't deserve it but you can
make a choice to do it by faith regardless of how you feel, regardless of
whether or not it's right, but because forgiving others who have hurt you is
what ultimately is going to heal you and that's what this is about. This is about
healing you. Suicide is murder. You're murdering yourself. The Bible clearly
says thou shalt not murder. You are not to damage the temple of the Holy Spirit.
Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit and God dwells within you. You are
not to hurt yourself. You are not to hurt yourself. You know it's not normal to
want to even think these things and if you are thinking these things then begin
to look at some of those causes. It might not be people. It could be medical. Okay,
it could be a chemical imbalance. Maybe you need to adjust your diet. It could be
something with medications that you're currently taking. Maybe there's
medications you shouldn't be on right now that's making you feel this way. Well
then you need to get some help and you need to ask someone to give you
something else because it's hurting you. You know Matthew 24 13 says but the one
who endures to the end will be saved. Life is is a journey and it is one of
endurance and yes there are horrible things that happen to bad people because
we live in a fallen world but it's not the end. God can turn all bad things for
good. He can turn it around and you can walk out of it and you can walk out of
it today and I'm urging you now to do that in Jesus name. You know mental
illness is real and I know that and I know that your brain can be ill. I know
that your brain can be chemically affected but that but that doesn't give
you the reason to go ahead and hurt yourself. I work with special education
students. I work with kids all the time who are depressed and hopeless and feel
like they don't have a future and they're overwhelmed and I can tell you
we celebrate every single victory every single day and people keep going and
they overcome and they have breakthroughs and they get on the other
side and I am praying for you right now in Jesus name that you will get on the
other side of this and you think that you're watching this video just by
chance huh no I am your divine appointment right now you're listening
to my voice you have not just randomly come to my youtube channel to just
randomly search I am here today speaking to you
The love of Jesus in my heart.
I didn't even want to make this.
I just recorded something on grief, but I felt compelled that I had to.
Do not hurt yourself.
It's not the answer.
You know, if you're if you're really thinking about doing this, it
dishonors God.
It dishonors him because you know what he died for you.
He died to give you eternal life and he wants to take the hurtful
painful thing that you're walking through that I can't even imagine
and he wants to turn it around for good, but you've got to invite him
into the situation and then you've got to ask the Holy Spirit to
help you.
Another thing you can do is it is begin to ask the Lord to fill you
with the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in other tongues.
He will come the Bible clearly says that the Holy Spirit is our
comforter.
And when you invite the Holy Spirit into your life and you ask him to
fill you with the presence of the Holy Spirit with the evidence of
speaking in other tongues.
What happens is it's like charging your phone.
You you have a spiritual source of comfort of hope of help and of
energy and that that source will empower you to go on and and he
will heal you in Jesus name.
So I should probably make a video on how to be spirit-filled and you
know, now that I'm saying that even now I'm going to do it.
The bottom line is you have a hope and his name is Jesus and he wants
to help you.
And he and he will help you.
He will meet you right there right now where you are in the situation
that you are in.
And he will comfort you because he's faithful.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for defeating the enemy for telling the liar to shut up in
Jesus name.
Thank you for glorifying God by going on with your life.
You were loved you are worth it.
And I'm thankful that you've taken time to listen today.
Thank you.
Jesus.
Thanks you.
Your best days are ahead of you.
Don't give up.