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Yes, so we are going to open up with some wins and testimonies. So if you do have a

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win or testimony recently or this week this past week, feel free to unmute and share.

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Anyone has one. I see you unmuted Mary, did you have a testimony or a win that you wanted

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to share? Well, I just been away, just got back last night. So I feel a little bit removed

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from everything. Oh, okay. You get back into the swing of things. I feel like reality sort

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of slapping me in my face as I walk into my house. Long weekend. Yeah, that makes sense.

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I was going to share, I mean, just looking at the stats here for a second, I know it's

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been climbing pretty quick. Like we were very happy at one point to be like getting like

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here we maybe added like 1500 people and then, you know, that was like 2000 or so, but it's

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been really cool to see this jump. We had like whatever that is, 8000 people, 9000 jump

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in just one week, which is really exciting. And you can see TikTok is going to quickly

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about to pass Facebook as far as our total impact. That's really exciting. So another

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week or two, we should be past 300,000. That's really cool. And this group here as well,

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I know we have roadmap people on here today and members. So this chart is with everybody.

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It's like we don't really distinguish between which program you're in, but that way it's

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it's cool to see that number growing up. So well done. Whatever you guys are doing, keep doing it.

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Like y'all, we can hit 500. We can get half a million. Let's do it guys. We can do a quarter

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of a million before this year is over. Like we do it. We did say last year we wanted to

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hit a million. Oh, I'm still believing for a million. No, we can do it before the end of this

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year. This year. Yes, we can do it with the help of the Holy Spirit. We need like a hundred Kingdom

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Messengers to be added to this group and then we'll be there. We can do it. We can do it.

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Well, I will report a win. I mean, what I thought was was a loss because I got my,

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well, I'm about to get my challenge relaunched because I'm on a new platform with with most of

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it. And then everything went berserk. And it just so happened that it got no traction,

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which was a good thing because it all went berserk.

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And so in the end, I'm like, oh, thank you, Lord, because, you know, I was able to clean up some

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stuff. And so we're doing again, but everything is going going well. And even when you guys don't

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see me, I'm always paying attention or usually if my face isn't on screen, it's because I actually

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have another Zoom call going on for work. That's talent right there. Two places at once.

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So, you know, I am just kind of walking that line. But but it's good to see everyone. And

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fortunately, today is kind of a quiet day. I think it'll be a quiet week. But I'm here and

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happy to see everybody and just thrilled to see what's going on. So I'm with you, Lindsay. Let's

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hit a million before the end of the year. Yes, let's do it. Let's go big, guys, because that's

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who our God is. So I if we have no other wins or testimonies, everyone good. I actually have

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a scripture I want to read over us and just pray it over us. And I'll say the quick prayer and

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Lindsay and Bruce will just jump in and share. So Song of Solomon, chapter eight, verse six,

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the Lord really impressed that in my heart. And I'm going to read it from the passion

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translation. And so I'm going to personalize it a bit for us. And Lord, today we affirm,

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we reaffirm, oh God, that we fasten you upon our hearts as a seal of fire forevermore.

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This living, consuming flame will seal us as your prisoner of love. Your passion is stronger

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than the chains of death and the grave, all consuming as the very flashes of fire from the

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burning heart of God. We place this fierce, unrelenting fire over our entire being.

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Rivers of pain and persecution will never extinguish this flame. Endless floods will be

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unable to quench this raging fire that

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burns within us.

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Everything will be consumed.

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Everything will be consumed.

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It will stop at nothing as we yield everything

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to this furious fire until it won't even seem to us

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like a sacrifice anymore.

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So Father, we thank you.

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We thank you.

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We set you, Lord, upon our hearts.

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We reaffirm.

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We just affirm it again to ourselves, O God,

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that the endless floods, the raging that is coming

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against us, O God, the things that are happening, O God,

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will not be able to quench.

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You will not be able to quench your love.

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We know that we are loved.

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We walk in your love.

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We live in your love.

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We speak from your love.

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We communicate from your love, O God.

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Nothing will quench that.

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Nothing will extinguish that, O God.

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And so I just thank you for that today,

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that we are just reaffirming ourselves in that truth

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and everything that is not like you, any doubt, any fears,

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any unbelief, any self-doubt, Lord, self-condemnation,

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where we feel like we're not good enough,

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where we feel like we're not growing,

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where we feel like we're stuck,

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and we feel like we're stagnant,

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and we're not moving how we wanna move, O God,

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that let your holy fire consume it out of us, O God,

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that we are more than enough, Lord.

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It's you, O God, that shines through us.

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This is not a performance, O God.

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It is you that is shining through each

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and every one of us, Lord, your kingdom messengers,

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your beloved, we are your beloved before anything else,

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before anything else, before business and entrepreneurs

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and communicators and leaders, we are your beloved.

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And how our channel does or how people respond,

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it does not change that fact.

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So God, as we move forward,

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and as we see the times getting even more dark, O God,

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as we move forward, we will move forward confidently,

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walking and radiating your love,

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not just walking in it, but it radiates from us.

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And God, I just thank you for that,

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that we will walk in that assurity of being loved,

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and it can't help but pour out into others, O God.

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It just, it spills over.

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It doesn't take us to have the prop,

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it just spills over, it comes with an ease

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because that's who you are, that's who you are.

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So I just thank you for that,

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and I just bless us to walk in that.

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Holy Spirit, have your way as Lindsay shares on today.

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And if Bruce, as we have a conversation today

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in this session, have your way,

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let us receive, reveal to us, take us deeper,

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take us deeper, answer those questions,

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give us that reassurance, Lord,

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let us be reaffirmed in who we are this day.

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In Jesus name, I pray, amen and amen.

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Amen.

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Awesome, and then there were so many more after we prayed.

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You just keep praying, Tamara,

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like people keep multiplying on the Zoom call.

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That's great.

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Well, today we got something a little different.

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Lindsay's got something on her heart

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that she's had for a while

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that she's gonna be sharing with you guys.

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And we're just gonna give you guys also like an update

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since we've got both of our groups here at the end.

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We'll kind of just be sharing what to expect for all of July

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and then what to expect for August and September.

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We've got a number of cool things going on

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that you guys are gonna be a part of.

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And so it's all good things.

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And we're adding a lot of new stuff

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to Kingdom Messengers the next few months.

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So we just wanted to share all that with you guys.

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So we're gonna jump into it and I'll let, yeah.

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I mean, so as you guys know,

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this Kingdom Messenger community

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is never far from our hearts and minds

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and it's something that we talk about a lot

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with each other, with the Lord.

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And the Lord in the last really, I mean,

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maybe a couple months,

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but has really challenged us to pay attention.

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To what's happening in our personal lives, because we believe the things that he is walking us through and teaching us is being mirrored in the community as well.

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Like there's something that's happening as a collective that the Lord is walking us through, but we're experiencing it in our personal lives and it's not disconnected from you guys, if that makes sense.

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Yes. And so, um, today what I want to talk about it kind of has to do with the training that we're going to be walking through tonight but I feel like this, I was talking to the Lord today about it, I felt like he said, make this an open

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because I believe that what you guys share back to me is going to be really helpful feedback and clarifying for the larger community the way that we, you know, think about your, the members and the roadmaps is like this is more of the concentrated kind of,

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and I don't really have a good analogy but like the engine room of what's happening with the larger community if that makes sense and the impact that like what takes place here is reverberating to the larger community.

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And so I want to bring you guys a part of that into that conversation because I feel like there's something that's happening within this group that's going to be a larger deposit into the community, the, the lessons that you are learning the things that

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the Lord is showing you the revelation that you are teaching is something that is that the Lord has intended for the larger kingdom messenger group and I don't even quite, to be honest with you.

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I don't have a full picture of what that looks like moving forward but it's just what I'm, it's like this prophetic sense that I have that the Lord is beginning to shift us into an upgrade for how we will continue on as a community and so I want to have a

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conversation with you today because you may remember in December, we got on and we did, you know, just a holiday greeting with the community and I shared briefly that we believe that 2021 was a year of pioneering, and it was like we started the kingdom

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and together all of us pioneered something very new and different beginning to think of social media as it's in the digital landscape as its own mission field and realizing that maybe the way, maybe there was a shift happening with the way we even think about ministry,

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moving forward and so that's what happened in 2021 and then we believed that the Lord was telling us that 2022 was going to be a year of breakthrough and I was personally very amped about that I was like breakthrough.

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And then what happened with like not even a month later is, I realized, oh well, in order to experience breakthrough you have to break through some things so there's was resistance, and I became very not thrilled about the resistance that we started experiencing

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resistance like not places that used to flow. All of a sudden there was this app, there was this pullback there was this pushback. And does that resonate like because I know that I've heard from some of you, Xavier saying yes Tamara, that in our members group and in our

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members there's been just resistance whether it's unexpected life circumstances or feeling like you can't get over the hump of learning like a technical, I mean little, little resistance big resistance there's just been this pushback to what you're wanting to build and create and grow as a kingdom messenger and we were we were feeling that like very early like there was no like break it was like January, we were experiencing pushback and in an embarrassingly short amount of time.

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I stopped getting it I stopped wishing for breakthrough I just wanted to break away, like to be quite honest I just had that reaction in me of like actually, I just want to like pull back as well and break away from this and like be done with it.

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Oh and Holly saying she also had that same word. That's really, I mean that's so confirming. So that was what was going on with us really in the first couple months of 2022, and, you know, the, there was so much, there was so much going on that you almost there was it was almost too much to process, but the Lord, I can see was beginning to in His kindness pace us for the year ahead like to start to build and what I realized I think it was right before

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April.

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The scenario went like this, I got to a place where I didn't even feel like I can make a decision like Bruce came with his like new business opportunity he was really excited about and my immediate response was absolutely not.

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I don't want to send yours was working. Yeah, and I was like absolutely not I don't want to do another new thing like I just want to like, like, I just want to play it safe I just want to keep it sass quo like just kind of build slowly.

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And the problem with that is that saying no brought absolutely no relief to the pressure that I was feeling.

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And I didn't feel peace in the yes either.

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And so I knew enough to know that like, okay, something is off because this is not who I am.

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Like, you guys know my story.

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You know my testimony of walking with the Prince of Peace, learning to live in perfect peace.

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And so when I don't have peace, what has happened is my awareness has slipped of peace.

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I know I need to go to the Lord immediately.

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And so I did that.

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I'm like, Lord, what's going on?

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And I shared this with you guys, and it was maybe the beginning of April, right before April.

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He said, Linz, this is not about any of the external resistance that you're feeling.

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This is an identity issue.

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This is not about what's happening around you, what's happening to you.

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Circumstances, hard circumstances, but circumstances.

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It's about what's happening in you.

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This is an identity issue.

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And I realized that in the midst of all the resistance, I had become resistant.

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I had become resistant to taking action.

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I had become resistant to trying new things.

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I had become resistant to change.

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Is this resonating?

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Does this make sense?

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So that's where I was at.

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And so I realized the Lord in that moment had kind of revealed to me, like, you're not even focusing on the right thing.

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Because you think it's about all this stuff happening, and you're identifying with the resistance.

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You're letting the resistance speak to you.

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Speak to you about yourself, about who you are, and paint a false picture about who I am.

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Because deep, deep, deep in your core, you believe that the resistance that you're experiencing, the hard circumstances, the ebb, the pushback, the pullback, is a passive aggressive message from me.

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You think I'm trying to tell you something with the resistance.

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You think I'm trying to teach you something with the resistance.

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I realized I was carrying this.

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I didn't even.

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I mean, I wouldn't have voiced it that way, but I was carrying this, like, deep-rooted, like, accusation, unbelief towards the Lord that because there was this evidence of hard circumstances around me, or I felt like this inability to move forward, that it was attached to him wanting to change me, teach me something, I've done something wrong.

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We've lost our way.

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We've lost our way.

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We've gone too far.

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We've taken on too much.

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And I was thinking, okay, well, like, the Lord's trying to, like, it's the Lord pulling me back.

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It's the Lord pushing back at me, right?

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And I wasn't trusting in his goodness anymore.

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I wasn't trusting his faithfulness.

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I wasn't trusting in his word.

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Because the reason we did Kingdom Messengers, the reason we started out in 2021, was because we felt like we had a word from the Lord.

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We felt like we had an open invitation from him.

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We felt like he had given us permission.

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And then in 2022, he confirmed it by saying yes and amen to 2021.

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Now this is going to be a year of breakthrough.

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So I had the word.

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He'd given me the seed of his word.

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But I didn't believe it.

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Because the circumstances weren't lining up.

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And so in April, I came to you guys, and I shared a little bit of that story.

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And I said, I really feel like it's time to lay some new seed into the month of April that's going to reap a harvest for the rest of the year.

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And so that's what we began to do.

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The resistance did not yield.

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Things were still hard.

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The Lord had kind of opened up, given me a correct way to move forward and to look at things.

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And so as we kind of got into the summer, and our summer started off with some deep resistance in our health and everything like that, I really felt like the Lord said, okay, what I've been walking you through.

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I do want to point that out that, and this is a conversation for the mature, but too often we think or we've been taught that we can only share our messages from the mountaintop.

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Yeah, I'm seeing some handshakes.

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That qualifies us to then share, to then teach, to then preach.

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Because it is wrapped up in our own natural ability to reach people, touch hearts, change lives, alter eternities.

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Because I'm on the mountaintop.

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So now I've qualified myself to have authority to teach and preach,

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and it's not my truth that I'm sharing,

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it's God's, it's his word.

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The truth is secured in the word of God,

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not whether I'm in the valley or on the mountaintop.

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What authorizes me to share the truth is belief.

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That's my participation in the truth, is believing the truth.

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The year is not over.

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The Lord is still walking us through something,

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but what we felt the Lord say to us at the end of June,

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going into July is,

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it's time to remind the community of that word,

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that this is a year of breakthrough.

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We need to start having some open conversations and teachings and

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trainings about this because it's very easy.

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I've had the joy of being a part of prophetic communities for the last decade.

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And it's wonderful, it's a gift.

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But if I'm not aware, I'm always looking for the next word,

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and not sitting and soaking in what has already been spoken.

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And so when we face resistance, it's like, Lord, I just need a word.

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I just need confirmation.

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I just need something.

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And how much more wonderful and sweet is it that we trust what he already said?

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This is the process of maturity, is trusting our father's word and

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participating in it and walking into it.

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So that's what we're doing.

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Like this is obedience for us.

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Like, I would love to have the full script and a five step process.

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And like, if you just do these things, but it's not a formula, it is a lifestyle.

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move us away from living for situational breakthrough and

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begin living a lifestyle of breakthrough.

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Because that is who we are.

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That is our identity.

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about becoming someone, really becoming who we already are,

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becoming a more aware of who we are in Christ.

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We're being made in his image and likeness as he is.

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So are we, if it's true about Jesus, it's true about us.

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And our whole lives is learning, relationally learning that with the Lord.

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And all of our journeys are going to look different because the Lord is revealing

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things to us at different times, different seasons.

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I do believe that part of the beauty of community and the fellowship of the saints

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is that he also walks through with us things corporately.

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And I would say as well, like we talked about being in this community,

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we're a part of other masterminds and other groups as well.

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And this is something that we kind of felt, we're seeing kind of across the board.

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So we're like, we're hearing it from you guys.

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We're hearing it from some of our peers who are doing similar things.

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And there's this idea that I think someone shared it recently was like,

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if you're coming off like this mountain, there's kind of like a coming down.

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like you're feeling that resistance.

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You're kind of on that down.

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In fact, it's not like, hey, I was doing really well.

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And now things that were working, was working really well is not working anymore.

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And so you're like, what's happening?

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It's not just like a couple of failures.

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It's like a trend of failure.

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It's just like a trend going down.

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mountaintop that's going to go even further, even higher.

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attentive to his voice, right?

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And to his leading, because like I said, if we're on that mountaintop

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and everything's just doing awesome, it's just,

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it's harder to take suggestions from people when everything's going really well.

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So this is just one of those things that, um, it definitely is.

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We're seeing it in a number of different places, but there was this continuous

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continual theme of, Hey, we're only halfway through the year.

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Like the Lord can still redeem something.

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I just, there was a, we've had words.

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Um, I'll even share like about like our house.

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We had a word in 2018 that Lord was going to give us a house in 2018.

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And we had the craziest year of 2018 between us both losing jobs, changing stuff,

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changing jobs.

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Like it was the craziest year financially for us.

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And we just held onto that word.

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We're like 2018, Lord's going to do it.

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And after like, and we start found a house that, you know, that we liked and we're like,

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okay, Lord, like we're going to follow peace.

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We're going to do that.

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And literally on December 28th of 2019, we like walked out with the keys to our house,

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to our first house.

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and in the most miraculous way possible

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because there was no other way to do it

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except for the Lord to make a way for it.

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And I just think that there's a word,

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like this is a year of breakthrough.

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but I think this year there's gonna be a lot of breakthrough

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for us, for you guys, for this community as a whole.

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And we're just gonna keep pioneering together in that.

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And it starts with us recognizing that, again,

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this is not a one-time event.

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And it's not even contained in the year.

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I just feel like what the Lord is,

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it's not like, okay, well, then 2023,

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it's something else, it's not breakthrough anymore.

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this lifestyle of breakthrough

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that we will carry with us beyond this year.

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But it's just as he was intentional

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with us kind of receiving that spirit of a pioneer in 2021.

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For some of you, it was a spirit to pioneer again.

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It was making that bold decision of,

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I've been there, I've done that,

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I've taken ground, but now I'm going to pioneer again.

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and identifying with his word over us.

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It's the same for this year as well.

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And so I feel like the Lord is,

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like it's a practice of this year for us

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to begin to identify with the breakthrough,

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no longer identify with the resistance.

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And practicing that into a permanency

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to where it is our lifestyle walking out of this year.

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We're gonna experience a lot of situational breakthrough.

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That's part of the beauty of it

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is there's going to be breakthrough in specific situations,

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specific arenas of our lives.

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But it's more than that.

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It is who we are.

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We're going to begin to identify with that

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to where we'll walk into rooms,

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we'll walk into situations,

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we'll walk into relationships,

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we'll walk into communities

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and breakthrough will flow from us

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because it will be coming from the inside out,

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not us taking in what's going on in the outside

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and internalizing something negative

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and then growing resistant in us.

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So I saw a lot of you saying,

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yeah, I'm understanding what you're saying.

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I'm resonating with what you're saying

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when you said I'm becoming resistant.

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I'd love for us to talk a little bit about that

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if you're willing of,

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and here's the thing.

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What I don't want this to be

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is let's all be in the ditch together

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and talk about how bad it's been.

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I don't think that is,

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there's a time and place for that.

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I don't think the time and place is now.

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What I would love to hear,

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because I don't want to say assumption,

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but just based on what the Lord's been speaking to me about,

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I know that He's speaking to you as well

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and He's walking you guys through some things.

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So I would love to hear from you and say,

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and I see Marcelle's hand already,

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what have you been experiencing?

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What has the Lord been walking you through?

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How is this resonating?

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Go ahead, Marcelle.

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Yeah, so it really is a testimony

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and I was really sleepy right now

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because I kind of stayed up too late, woke up too early.

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I have a share, so, oh, sorry.

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Over, I'm trying to,

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my thoughts are coming faster than my mouth can move.

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I apologize.

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It'll come, it's in your spirit.

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So one of the things in terms of resistance,

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over the holiday weekend,

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it's such growth just from being in this community,

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just from being here.

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So when I started, I started in the middle of,

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I don't know, muddy waters, murky waters,

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I was being healed.

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I wasn't quite healed yet.

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Really broken, really, I'm just almost fragmented.

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I didn't recognize who I was.

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I wasn't sure what God wanted.

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All I heard was I had one word from the Lord

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and then there, here was Lindsay in my face,

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and I was like, Lord, I am not going to take

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another webinar class, whatever this is,

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because I was doing it as a way to stay afloat.

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it was God's way to kind of lead me through the wilderness

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that I was experiencing.

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But as time went on in my healing process,

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you know, we think healing,

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we think what you go through,

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what people understand that you go through,

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that they will be compassionate.

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And out came this word that God was doing in my life

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was also to help redeem other people,

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but it was a heavy word.

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And I kind of felt, this just came to me this weekend,

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I kind of felt the word was so heavy and so sad.

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I didn't feel like it was redeeming.

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Although when I would share the word,

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talking about grief, talking about all the things

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that God did for me in my process.

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still doing with me, walking with me,

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I felt it was so heavy that people would resist it.

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So I felt the resistance to that word

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that God had given me.

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And then I was struggling to get, you know,

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to keep recording, but I was getting all this stuff,

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but then I would feel like nobody's gonna wanna,

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they don't wanna deal with that.

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They don't wanna hear that.

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So then it was my own head in the way,

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I guess you can say, my own feeling about it.

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But this weekend was the first time I went back

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to some things I had recorded

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and I had not uploaded at all because of those feelings.

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And I saw growth in myself.

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I did not hear what the enemy said that I sounded like.

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So it was in that, in this past weekend,

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I was like, God, you did something for me,

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but that's one part of it.

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So I'm thanking the Lord

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because I am gonna release those things now.

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So, you know, playing with the editing

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and all that stuff over the holiday weekend.

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But the other part of that was along that process,

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there was this level of resistance to me personally

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that I started embracing as rejection.

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00:31:12.220 --> 00:31:17.220
And that really kind of just solved me,

459
00:31:17.980 --> 00:31:21.940
just analysis paralysis, I guess you can call it

460
00:31:21.940 --> 00:31:25.420
or whatever, just, and God was reminding me.

461
00:31:25.420 --> 00:31:27.260
He reminded me just what you wrote.

462
00:31:27.260 --> 00:31:31.400
I was sitting here writing as you were speaking, Lindsay,

463
00:31:31.400 --> 00:31:35.060
as God always, often I should say,

464
00:31:35.060 --> 00:31:36.420
I hear what you're saying,

465
00:31:36.420 --> 00:31:39.080
but I also hear something from me directly.

466
00:31:39.080 --> 00:31:41.420
And it was that part that you were saying

467
00:31:41.420 --> 00:31:43.060
that that was not my identity.

468
00:31:43.060 --> 00:31:46.980
It was through, you know, I'm learning that sometimes

469
00:31:46.980 --> 00:31:49.620
when you're broken and vulnerable and hurting

470
00:31:49.620 --> 00:31:52.640
that the enemy comes in and then tries to sell you

471
00:31:52.640 --> 00:31:56.300
a bad bill of goods.

472
00:31:56.300 --> 00:32:00.100
And then you find yourself almost kind of taking it in

473
00:32:00.100 --> 00:32:03.100
and internalizing it, even though you know the word.

474
00:32:03.100 --> 00:32:04.820
And that's what was happening to me.

475
00:32:04.820 --> 00:32:09.460
So I was faced with resistance, I was faced with pushback,

476
00:32:09.460 --> 00:32:13.540
but yet God had given me his word that now it's only,

477
00:32:13.540 --> 00:32:15.740
I'm like breaking out of like this,

478
00:32:15.740 --> 00:32:17.220
I can't even hardly explain it.

479
00:32:17.220 --> 00:32:19.300
It's like coming out like a caterpillar,

480
00:32:19.300 --> 00:32:23.180
fighting my way out.

481
00:32:23.220 --> 00:32:27.980
But I want to say this, it's this community,

482
00:32:28.900 --> 00:32:32.620
Bruce and Lindsay, it's what God gave you.

483
00:32:32.620 --> 00:32:35.020
Yes, I get that you had resistance

484
00:32:35.020 --> 00:32:38.140
and all the things that you're going through in the process,

485
00:32:38.140 --> 00:32:42.420
but this was a lifeline for somebody like me

486
00:32:42.420 --> 00:32:46.740
who didn't have, I couldn't find the lifeline

487
00:32:46.740 --> 00:32:50.940
to just keep showing up, just keep listening,

488
00:32:50.940 --> 00:32:55.940
just hear the word, hear the tech, hear the inspiration,

489
00:32:56.220 --> 00:32:57.660
hear what other people are saying,

490
00:32:57.660 --> 00:33:00.500
hear Marion's doing this on TikTok.

491
00:33:00.500 --> 00:33:05.500
It was a lifeline to say, you may be rejected here,

492
00:33:06.180 --> 00:33:10.140
but you are received here, you are accepted here.

493
00:33:10.140 --> 00:33:15.140
So I say all of that to say in the resistance there,

494
00:33:15.820 --> 00:33:19.380
I can look back now and see what I recorded,

495
00:33:19.380 --> 00:33:23.220
see messages that I said and felt some kind of way

496
00:33:23.220 --> 00:33:25.980
only to see there is breakthrough.

497
00:33:25.980 --> 00:33:29.220
While it doesn't look like it's breaking, right?

498
00:33:29.220 --> 00:33:33.020
Midnight is still dark, but it's still a new day.

499
00:33:33.020 --> 00:33:34.820
So I just said all that.

500
00:33:34.820 --> 00:33:36.500
I know it took me, I know.

501
00:33:37.420 --> 00:33:39.980
It's good because it's what we've walked through.

502
00:33:39.980 --> 00:33:43.220
We look back now in this second,

503
00:33:43.220 --> 00:33:46.060
we're halfway through, more than halfway through 2022,

504
00:33:46.060 --> 00:33:47.780
and we see that the Holy Spirit

505
00:33:47.780 --> 00:33:50.220
was walking us through resistance training.

506
00:33:51.140 --> 00:33:53.860
As we continued, and here's the, yeah.

507
00:33:53.860 --> 00:33:55.740
So there was resistance training happening

508
00:33:55.740 --> 00:34:00.340
that was increasing our stamina, our strength, our capacity,

509
00:34:00.340 --> 00:34:04.340
though to Marcello's point, it didn't always feel that way

510
00:34:04.340 --> 00:34:06.740
because we were still having to shed

511
00:34:06.740 --> 00:34:10.780
this identity of resistance, like the resistance within us,

512
00:34:10.780 --> 00:34:13.780
also the expectation for resistance

513
00:34:13.780 --> 00:34:15.900
that what we've experienced,

514
00:34:15.940 --> 00:34:17.860
we would continue to experience.

515
00:34:17.860 --> 00:34:21.060
And often it's about us changing

516
00:34:21.060 --> 00:34:22.739
before the circumstances does.

517
00:34:22.739 --> 00:34:27.100
It's not that I don't wanna make it transactional.

518
00:34:27.100 --> 00:34:29.060
Like, okay, I just gotta like, check, check, check.

519
00:34:29.060 --> 00:34:29.900
Okay, I've changed.

520
00:34:29.900 --> 00:34:31.139
Now the circumstance will go away.

521
00:34:31.139 --> 00:34:34.739
No, it's you come to a place,

522
00:34:34.739 --> 00:34:37.020
your stance in your circumstances, Graham would say,

523
00:34:37.020 --> 00:34:42.020
where if this never changes, I am settled,

524
00:34:42.300 --> 00:34:44.980
I am established in who I am,

525
00:34:45.020 --> 00:34:47.540
and I will not be subject

526
00:34:47.540 --> 00:34:49.219
to what is happening in the circumstance

527
00:34:49.219 --> 00:34:51.739
because I'm a son, I'm a daughter of God,

528
00:34:51.739 --> 00:34:54.980
I'm one with Christ, I'm filled with his spirit.

529
00:34:54.980 --> 00:34:57.060
That is the confidence.

530
00:34:57.060 --> 00:35:00.020
That is the stance that the Holy Spirit.

531
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:13.000
is is building us and he's leveraging the resistance that we experience, so that we become more of who we are not depleted from our identity.

532
00:35:13.000 --> 00:35:20.000
And so, um, thank you for sharing Marcello Walt I see your hand and then Xavier and Susie so what you go ahead.

533
00:35:20.000 --> 00:35:33.000
Yeah, I, I have to say that, that this has been very very very very challenging some of y'all know what happened last week with my wife that just came out of nowhere.

534
00:35:34.000 --> 00:35:39.000
That's just part of some of the things that that I've been going through.

535
00:35:39.000 --> 00:35:53.000
Because I guess what God has been doing, doing in me is is showing me a lot about this orphan mindset set slash spirit that that sense.

536
00:35:53.000 --> 00:36:03.000
I think the end of March is when it hit me like a ton of bricks, and the resistance is when I try to talk to people about it.

537
00:36:03.000 --> 00:36:13.000
They haven't got a clue of what I'm talking about. And I'm going, but, and yet I'm seeing it I see it happening around me I hear the words that they're using.

538
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:20.000
And for me to try to figure out how do you take this, turn it around and say here's a mirror.

539
00:36:20.000 --> 00:36:30.000
Do you see that hidden little thing there. That's it there and, and they go, what they don't they honestly don't get it and then I take that on as.

540
00:36:30.000 --> 00:36:36.000
Are you sure God said this. Are you sure that that this is what's really going on.

541
00:36:37.000 --> 00:36:46.000
And then I give up on it for a while and I go and then I keep seeing it. I mean I can't even watch a movie

542
00:36:47.000 --> 00:36:59.000
with something I go there it is again. And I go, okay, but this past weekend for example, when I was, I was at work on Saturday night I was up.

543
00:37:00.000 --> 00:37:04.000
Well I worked last night, and again, was it Monday.

544
00:37:04.000 --> 00:37:20.000
I was up the whole night, and I went through at least two sections that I want to do for the court for my course, two sections, and they will versus that that just came to me what God says you need to go into this to go into that.

545
00:37:20.000 --> 00:37:34.000
And a lot of it is what we're talking about here and I'm sitting here. And all I see again is God's goodness and how he works within community. And for me, coming out of self imposed isolation.

546
00:37:34.000 --> 00:37:44.000
This is like, it's like a breath of breath of fresh air. It's like pure water.

547
00:37:44.000 --> 00:37:52.000
Thank you for sharing that well you know it's interesting because there's what 10 people on this call.

548
00:37:52.000 --> 00:37:57.000
And there's like 80 people in our membership.

549
00:37:57.000 --> 00:38:04.000
There's no accusation there's people who are like hey I would love to be a part of it there if you're watching the replay but if you're watching the replay.

550
00:38:04.000 --> 00:38:08.000
You know they have day jobs or the international time doesn't work out.

551
00:38:09.000 --> 00:38:19.000
Often, we're expecting. We get focused on an outcome this was this was our story okay I'm not picking on anyone who's not here.

552
00:38:19.000 --> 00:38:35.000
We get focused on an outcome and we're like that's the thing. If we just hit this revenue goal in our business or if we just get over this illness or even this many followers if we just get this many followers or have this case study or whatever it is whatever outcome

553
00:38:35.000 --> 00:38:46.000
we get so focused that we're no longer entering each day with the Lord, asking, what is your gift for today, and Holy Spirit help me receive it.

554
00:38:46.000 --> 00:38:59.000
And so sometimes the gift is a community, sometimes it's a mentor, sometimes it's a conversation with a friend it's like the one thing we need to hear to take us out of whatever funk we're in, or sometimes it's a creative idea.

555
00:38:59.000 --> 00:39:03.000
Sometimes it's just, it's the Lord, it's, it's His goodness it's us, it's.

556
00:39:03.000 --> 00:39:21.000
There was one day I woke up and I just felt the Lord said today, just let me minister to you just receive, like, stop receive you know, and so again there's this dependency that he is this it's it's it's a deeper trust, it's a deeper relationship

557
00:39:22.000 --> 00:39:41.000
and sometimes we can get so wrapped up in the thing outcome that we're not, we're becoming dependent on that, that ideal that whatever and we're not, we're not staying dependent on him so, Xavier, are you going to say yeah and I think what's powerful about this

558
00:39:42.000 --> 00:39:55.000
is becoming a lifestyle of breakthrough and not just breaking through and then, you know, basically coming back to this in a year or two like that having this lifestyle of breakthrough is if, like we said this well like sometimes we're praying so much for what we are trying

559
00:39:55.000 --> 00:40:00.000
to build the Lord's like way more interested in what he's building in you, and the thing that you're building and so

560
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:02.480
So he's building in you endurance.

561
00:40:02.480 --> 00:40:04.120
He's building in you like the faith.

562
00:40:04.120 --> 00:40:07.280
He's building in you like the ability to hear his voice

563
00:40:07.280 --> 00:40:08.760
in those different moments.

564
00:40:08.760 --> 00:40:10.800
And with these things in place,

565
00:40:10.800 --> 00:40:13.160
like we, this is something that we are very passionate

566
00:40:13.160 --> 00:40:15.560
about and we feel like this is something that will help

567
00:40:15.560 --> 00:40:17.920
you become a powerful kingdom messenger.

568
00:40:17.920 --> 00:40:20.320
And it can happen in every season, right?

569
00:40:20.320 --> 00:40:22.320
It can happen in any circumstance

570
00:40:22.320 --> 00:40:24.640
and it helps you to show up for your people.

571
00:40:24.640 --> 00:40:27.640
Cause like it's, this whole thing is very,

572
00:40:27.640 --> 00:40:28.800
it's all about multiplication.

573
00:40:28.800 --> 00:40:30.320
Like the kingdom is about multiplication.

574
00:40:30.320 --> 00:40:33.120
Like we're talking about reaching our who,

575
00:40:33.120 --> 00:40:34.560
which is you guys.

576
00:40:34.560 --> 00:40:35.480
And then we're also like,

577
00:40:35.480 --> 00:40:37.160
you guys are also reaching your who, right?

578
00:40:37.160 --> 00:40:38.920
So this just multiplies, it resonates.

579
00:40:38.920 --> 00:40:41.920
And we were part of a mastermind a few weeks ago

580
00:40:41.920 --> 00:40:44.360
in a few day event where we were sitting together

581
00:40:44.360 --> 00:40:47.360
and we were the ones getting kind of ministered to

582
00:40:47.360 --> 00:40:48.480
and they were sharing to us

583
00:40:48.480 --> 00:40:50.840
and literally having a similar conversation with us.

584
00:40:50.840 --> 00:40:52.200
And we were kind of re-inspired us.

585
00:40:52.200 --> 00:40:56.120
So it's like, it's trickling down like multiple groups here

586
00:40:56.120 --> 00:40:57.520
and we're just, we're excited.

587
00:40:57.520 --> 00:40:59.360
And that's why we kind of want to share some of what's,

588
00:40:59.360 --> 00:41:00.680
how it's working with us,

589
00:41:00.680 --> 00:41:01.920
because we feel like all of you guys

590
00:41:01.920 --> 00:41:04.600
are going to be sitting on Zoom calls like this

591
00:41:04.600 --> 00:41:06.080
with your who, right?

592
00:41:06.080 --> 00:41:08.280
Coaching them, mentoring them.

593
00:41:08.280 --> 00:41:11.320
And so it's something that as a kingdom messenger,

594
00:41:11.320 --> 00:41:13.480
like it's just something that we can,

595
00:41:13.480 --> 00:41:15.240
if we dial, if we figure this out

596
00:41:15.240 --> 00:41:16.800
and kind of think about it in the right perspective

597
00:41:16.800 --> 00:41:18.280
from heaven's point of view,

598
00:41:18.280 --> 00:41:21.040
it will actually help us show up in any season, you know?

599
00:41:21.040 --> 00:41:23.080
And of course there's extreme seasons, right?

600
00:41:23.080 --> 00:41:25.480
Where there is a time to mourn and do different things,

601
00:41:25.480 --> 00:41:27.920
but we're talking about kind of the day-to-day stuff,

602
00:41:27.920 --> 00:41:28.760
right?

603
00:41:28.760 --> 00:41:29.600
I think that's kind of the focus.

604
00:41:29.600 --> 00:41:33.480
I feel like what we, again, I'm hesitant

605
00:41:33.480 --> 00:41:34.880
because I'm trying to articulate

606
00:41:34.880 --> 00:41:36.320
and I don't know if I quite can yet.

607
00:41:36.320 --> 00:41:37.960
So just bear with me.

608
00:41:37.960 --> 00:41:40.120
Like what the Lord is jealous for

609
00:41:40.120 --> 00:41:43.040
and I want to match his heart in this

610
00:41:43.040 --> 00:41:47.240
is for the participation, for the partnership,

611
00:41:47.240 --> 00:41:49.160
for the continuing on.

612
00:41:49.160 --> 00:41:52.320
It's not some, it's not a pressured performance

613
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:54.960
and it can easily become that in ministry, right?

614
00:41:55.440 --> 00:41:57.200
Like comparing ourselves to others.

615
00:41:57.200 --> 00:42:01.200
And what happens when we internalize the resistance

616
00:42:01.200 --> 00:42:04.000
is it's no longer about what's wrong,

617
00:42:04.000 --> 00:42:05.800
like that's happening to me that's wrong.

618
00:42:05.800 --> 00:42:10.040
It's about believing something's wrong with me.

619
00:42:10.040 --> 00:42:13.800
Like something is inherently faulty with me.

620
00:42:13.800 --> 00:42:17.600
Some of you began this journey as kingdom messengers

621
00:42:17.600 --> 00:42:20.240
and it was as, and I love that Tamara prayed

622
00:42:20.240 --> 00:42:21.520
about the beloved.

623
00:42:21.520 --> 00:42:24.000
We started, it was like we had this breath of fresh air,

624
00:42:24.000 --> 00:42:27.120
like the Lord had renewed our passion for ministry,

625
00:42:27.120 --> 00:42:29.080
for reaching people, for communicating,

626
00:42:29.080 --> 00:42:30.800
for sharing his truth.

627
00:42:30.800 --> 00:42:33.120
And we looked at the roadmap, right?

628
00:42:33.120 --> 00:42:35.160
Or like looked at the road ahead

629
00:42:35.160 --> 00:42:37.440
and we were like, wow, there's so much to learn.

630
00:42:37.440 --> 00:42:40.760
It was like this eagerness of a much loved child.

631
00:42:41.800 --> 00:42:43.800
But now weeks, months,

632
00:42:43.800 --> 00:42:46.160
some of you guys have been with us over a year,

633
00:42:47.360 --> 00:42:49.200
you believe I will never learn.

634
00:42:49.240 --> 00:42:50.800
Right.

635
00:42:50.800 --> 00:42:54.240
Or it won't work for me.

636
00:42:54.240 --> 00:42:57.080
It's working for everyone else, but it won't work for me.

637
00:42:57.080 --> 00:43:01.640
Or it's something is wrong with me.

638
00:43:01.640 --> 00:43:02.720
That is shame.

639
00:43:04.240 --> 00:43:07.760
And Jesus for that, so that you don't have to anymore.

640
00:43:08.760 --> 00:43:10.480
There's absolutely nothing wrong with you

641
00:43:10.480 --> 00:43:12.160
because you're one with Christ

642
00:43:12.160 --> 00:43:16.200
and his righteousness is now your righteousness.

643
00:43:17.200 --> 00:43:22.200
And so the Lord is jealous for that place with him where

644
00:43:25.240 --> 00:43:28.560
there's nothing that will keep you from participating.

645
00:43:28.560 --> 00:43:31.520
There's nothing that will keep you from the partnership

646
00:43:31.520 --> 00:43:33.000
because there is no separation.

647
00:43:33.000 --> 00:43:33.880
There's no separation.

648
00:43:33.880 --> 00:43:37.280
We just sometimes throw up false separators

649
00:43:37.280 --> 00:43:39.560
when we feel shamed,

650
00:43:39.560 --> 00:43:42.720
or we feel like there's something between,

651
00:43:42.720 --> 00:43:43.920
we're feeling like he's sending us

652
00:43:43.920 --> 00:43:46.040
passive aggressive messages with the resistance

653
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:48.040
or all those things.

654
00:43:48.040 --> 00:43:52.080
And he wants to remove that once again.

655
00:43:52.080 --> 00:43:54.000
And he wants the participation.

656
00:43:54.000 --> 00:43:55.640
He wants your heart in this.

657
00:43:55.640 --> 00:43:58.520
Like I feel, I felt this for me,

658
00:43:58.520 --> 00:44:01.160
because for me, it got to a place where I was so,

659
00:44:01.160 --> 00:44:03.280
I didn't wanna write another episode.

660
00:44:03.280 --> 00:44:05.080
I didn't wanna show up for the coaching calls, guys.

661
00:44:05.080 --> 00:44:06.720
I love you guys, but I thought,

662
00:44:06.720 --> 00:44:09.160
I literally believed in my head and heart.

663
00:44:09.160 --> 00:44:10.680
I have nothing to bring.

664
00:44:10.680 --> 00:44:12.160
I have nothing to offer.

665
00:44:12.160 --> 00:44:13.600
I'm helping no one.

666
00:44:13.600 --> 00:44:15.160
This is not making an impact.

667
00:44:15.200 --> 00:44:19.400
This is not going fast enough or all the things.

668
00:44:19.400 --> 00:44:21.280
I genuinely felt that way.

669
00:44:22.120 --> 00:44:22.960
And the Lord was like,

670
00:44:22.960 --> 00:44:26.880
Linz, this is our thing.

671
00:44:26.880 --> 00:44:28.360
This is what we do together.

672
00:44:29.280 --> 00:44:32.400
This is our special thing with our relationship.

673
00:44:32.400 --> 00:44:36.440
Like we sit for hours and we write an episode together

674
00:44:36.440 --> 00:44:37.720
and we like figure it out.

675
00:44:37.720 --> 00:44:38.920
And like, I feel like that's what,

676
00:44:38.920 --> 00:44:39.760
I don't wanna speak for Bruce,

677
00:44:39.760 --> 00:44:41.440
but like, I feel like that's his thing with tech.

678
00:44:41.440 --> 00:44:43.160
Like, you know, like they just,

679
00:44:43.160 --> 00:44:44.280
it frustrates me sometimes

680
00:44:44.400 --> 00:44:45.240
because I'm like, we're on vacation.

681
00:44:45.240 --> 00:44:46.080
Bruce is like, oh my gosh,

682
00:44:46.080 --> 00:44:48.200
I got this idea for like a website coding thing.

683
00:44:48.200 --> 00:44:50.480
But it's like, he's genuinely enjoying it.

684
00:44:50.480 --> 00:44:51.560
It's like his thing with the Lord.

685
00:44:51.560 --> 00:44:53.600
And you guys have a thing too.

686
00:44:53.600 --> 00:44:56.040
Like with Susie, it's studying the Greek.

687
00:44:56.040 --> 00:44:57.800
Like this is, Susie, this is our thing.

688
00:44:57.800 --> 00:44:59.440
This is what we do together, right?

689
00:44:59.440 --> 00:45:00.280
Don't despise.

690
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:03.840
is it? Don't put it away. It's okay if it doesn't look like

691
00:45:03.840 --> 00:45:07.160
what somebody else is doing. I just want your participation. I

692
00:45:07.160 --> 00:45:09.500
just want your partnership. So Xavier, go ahead and share what

693
00:45:09.500 --> 00:45:10.560
you were sharing to share.

694
00:45:10.680 --> 00:45:15.000
Yeah, no, no, but thank thank you so much, because I really

695
00:45:15.000 --> 00:45:19.400
needed this to. First off, yeah, as far as resistance since the

696
00:45:19.400 --> 00:45:22.960
beginning of the year, oh, absolutely. You know, I felt

697
00:45:22.960 --> 00:45:26.800
this in every aspect of my life. And I know that it's just

698
00:45:26.800 --> 00:45:29.640
resistance. And I know that it's going on. And I'm determined,

699
00:45:29.640 --> 00:45:32.840
I'm still going to go ahead and do it. And, you know, a few

700
00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:36.960
weeks ago, I think, Tamara, you were praying, and I got this

701
00:45:36.960 --> 00:45:40.560
impression of a wall of water being held back, you know, and

702
00:45:40.560 --> 00:45:42.840
I was saying, Bruce, you said something about seeing a wall

703
00:45:42.840 --> 00:45:46.160
yourself. And so I said, I know, that's what it is, the enemy is

704
00:45:46.160 --> 00:45:48.800
just resisting us. And that's great. But we're just going to

705
00:45:48.800 --> 00:45:52.360
pray about we're going to move through it. And, and so, you

706
00:45:52.360 --> 00:45:56.440
know, I contacted our, you know, my group of prayer warriors as

707
00:45:56.440 --> 00:46:01.400
well, we're all praying against this, everything. And, of

708
00:46:01.400 --> 00:46:05.360
course, you know, we're still in resistance. And, you know, and

709
00:46:05.360 --> 00:46:08.760
so it's been discouraging, because I've been there. And

710
00:46:08.760 --> 00:46:13.120
it's even more discouraging, because I know better. Okay. And

711
00:46:13.120 --> 00:46:15.240
you know, and you're still,

712
00:46:15.760 --> 00:46:19.320
you're condemned for feeling condemned. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I

713
00:46:19.320 --> 00:46:20.120
get it. Yeah.

714
00:46:20.480 --> 00:46:23.960
You know, and so I'm feeling like that. And I am shuffling

715
00:46:23.960 --> 00:46:27.400
along. And I'm still going forward. But honestly, there's

716
00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:32.120
no spring in my step. You know, and I'm kind of in a funk. And

717
00:46:32.120 --> 00:46:36.480
and I'm doing this. And even this morning, well, since the

718
00:46:36.480 --> 00:46:39.440
beginning of this month, this just since Saturday morning,

719
00:46:39.440 --> 00:46:42.960
it's I've been in a funk. And I'm still working on stuff. I'm

720
00:46:42.960 --> 00:46:45.520
still doing stuff, but I'm not getting it done. And like, I

721
00:46:45.520 --> 00:46:48.680
know, I could be, you know, and I'm still just kind of feeling

722
00:46:48.680 --> 00:46:52.360
there. And what the Lord impressed me with a reminded me

723
00:46:52.360 --> 00:46:56.480
again, because he told me this, a few months ago, you can react

724
00:46:56.520 --> 00:47:00.000
to circumstance, or you can respond to the Holy Spirit.

725
00:47:00.880 --> 00:47:04.240
Okay. And what that means is what what I'm doing in these

726
00:47:04.240 --> 00:47:09.400
moments is I'm focusing on the resistance, okay, rather than

727
00:47:09.600 --> 00:47:13.040
focusing on the promise or focusing on what God wants me to

728
00:47:13.040 --> 00:47:16.240
do. So we're still walking, but I'm just been shuffling,

729
00:47:16.280 --> 00:47:20.800
shuffling along. Okay, so I totally get it, guys. I

730
00:47:20.800 --> 00:47:24.480
understand, you know, and and I do know that the Lord is

731
00:47:24.480 --> 00:47:27.280
setting us up for, you know, is setting us up for something.

732
00:47:27.680 --> 00:47:30.360
Because it's true, you know, you're sharing your difficulty

733
00:47:30.360 --> 00:47:35.080
with me reminds me because I know, yeah, I'm not alone. Oh,

734
00:47:35.080 --> 00:47:39.080
this is what happens this the enemy is working very hard to

735
00:47:39.080 --> 00:47:42.440
not so that we don't move into the place where God is moving us

736
00:47:42.440 --> 00:47:46.600
towards. Okay, and we don't need to come into agreement with him,

737
00:47:46.680 --> 00:47:49.280
we can recognize what he's doing, but we respond to the

738
00:47:49.280 --> 00:47:52.760
Holy Spirit not responding to circumstances. So this is just a

739
00:47:52.760 --> 00:47:57.280
reminder for it's definitely for me, you know, with everything

740
00:47:57.280 --> 00:47:59.960
and you know, sometimes it's one area of our lives, but I'm

741
00:47:59.960 --> 00:48:05.720
feeling in every area from my job to my house to my car to if

742
00:48:05.720 --> 00:48:09.960
there's any area that that there can be resistance in. I've been

743
00:48:09.960 --> 00:48:14.680
going through that for the last three months. You know, and and

744
00:48:14.680 --> 00:48:19.560
so that's just what it is. But my focus is got I've got to take

745
00:48:19.560 --> 00:48:23.400
my focus off of that and put my focus back on my father. Okay,

746
00:48:23.400 --> 00:48:27.520
and just spend time there and go through that growth. This is

747
00:48:27.680 --> 00:48:32.080
this is what my wife calls the process and the practice, you

748
00:48:32.080 --> 00:48:35.320
know, the process of our growth, and the practice that we do

749
00:48:35.320 --> 00:48:38.800
walking it out, because we have to go through it, it doesn't

750
00:48:38.800 --> 00:48:42.720
have, you know, it doesn't come automatically. I like to say

751
00:48:42.720 --> 00:48:45.560
there's one thing that God won't do. And what God won't do

752
00:48:45.560 --> 00:48:49.200
is grow your character. Okay, you've got to walk that out.

753
00:48:49.200 --> 00:48:52.640
That's the one thing he will not do. We have to walk it out with

754
00:48:52.640 --> 00:48:55.560
him. So that's the participation. Yeah, it's the

755
00:48:55.560 --> 00:48:58.200
participation. It's what happens in the in the participation.

756
00:48:58.200 --> 00:49:04.440
Exactly. And I we, we measure our participation, guys, we make

757
00:49:04.440 --> 00:49:06.840
it we make it a contest, because we think, well, that wasn't a

758
00:49:06.840 --> 00:49:10.360
big enough step for today. Like it was, again, it's coming to

759
00:49:10.360 --> 00:49:14.440
the Lord open hand, it's relying on his character is what it is.

760
00:49:14.720 --> 00:49:19.120
And saying, Lord, I trust you, when you say that you love me,

761
00:49:19.480 --> 00:49:23.880
when you say that you're for me, when you say that you're with

762
00:49:23.880 --> 00:49:29.120
me, when you say that you're in me, I trust you. emotions and

763
00:49:29.120 --> 00:49:32.320
feelings, they're not bad things. But often what we're

764
00:49:32.320 --> 00:49:36.240
feeling is an indicator of what we might be believing. And so

765
00:49:36.240 --> 00:49:39.040
for for like the beginning of the year, I just kept telling

766
00:49:39.040 --> 00:49:45.360
Bruce, like, I just feel tired, I feel overwhelmed, like I and I

767
00:49:45.360 --> 00:49:48.800
felt, I felt bad for that. Because I'm like, there's people

768
00:49:48.800 --> 00:49:51.360
that I know that are doing way more than me in my life right

769
00:49:51.360 --> 00:49:54.600
now, you know. And so it's just this vicious cycle. And what it

770
00:49:54.600 --> 00:49:58.800
is, is we're identifying incorrectly, we're identifying

771
00:49:58.800 --> 00:49:59.880
with the wrong thing.

772
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.000
And that is a very quick shift that we can make.

773
00:50:04.000 --> 00:50:07.960
This is the beauty of repentance, is we get to change.

774
00:50:07.960 --> 00:50:10.140
We can change our mind about something.

775
00:50:10.140 --> 00:50:13.600
And we don't have to repent old covenant style,

776
00:50:13.600 --> 00:50:15.840
which is repenting for something,

777
00:50:15.840 --> 00:50:20.580
and ashes and sackcloth and penance,

778
00:50:20.580 --> 00:50:23.040
but it's repenting towards something.

779
00:50:23.040 --> 00:50:27.040
It's saying, Lord, this was an opportunity

780
00:50:27.040 --> 00:50:29.080
to practice perseverance.

781
00:50:29.080 --> 00:50:32.680
This was an opportunity to experience your gentleness.

782
00:50:32.680 --> 00:50:36.920
This was an opportunity, and I didn't take the opportunity.

783
00:50:36.920 --> 00:50:40.320
So I repent for that, bring another opportunity my way,

784
00:50:40.320 --> 00:50:41.680
because I wanna learn from you.

785
00:50:41.680 --> 00:50:46.160
I love what Jesus invited us into in Matthew 11,

786
00:50:46.160 --> 00:50:51.160
when he says, come to me, all who are heavy laden,

787
00:50:51.220 --> 00:50:53.520
burdened and heavy laden, weary and heavy laden,

788
00:50:53.520 --> 00:50:55.780
I will give you rest.

789
00:50:56.740 --> 00:50:59.660
There's a invitation and there's a promise.

790
00:50:59.660 --> 00:51:04.660
And then he says, I am gentle and humble in heart.

791
00:51:05.500 --> 00:51:07.900
Come to me, I'm not gonna crush you.

792
00:51:07.900 --> 00:51:11.460
I'm not gonna place overbearing expectations on you.

793
00:51:11.460 --> 00:51:14.680
I'm not gonna burden you with condemnation.

794
00:51:14.680 --> 00:51:17.940
We're gonna partner in something because my yoke is easy

795
00:51:17.940 --> 00:51:20.320
and my burden is light.

796
00:51:20.320 --> 00:51:23.340
There is something happening, okay?

797
00:51:23.340 --> 00:51:25.900
This is not inactivity.

798
00:51:25.900 --> 00:51:27.700
This is not quitting everything

799
00:51:27.700 --> 00:51:29.820
and never doing anything meaningful again.

800
00:51:29.820 --> 00:51:33.740
This is a new way of partnership,

801
00:51:33.740 --> 00:51:35.740
a new way of moving forward.

802
00:51:35.740 --> 00:51:38.940
It's a work that is marked by peace.

803
00:51:38.940 --> 00:51:41.620
It's a work that's marked by his character,

804
00:51:41.620 --> 00:51:43.980
not a work marked by stress,

805
00:51:43.980 --> 00:51:47.540
not a work marked by our weaknesses,

806
00:51:47.540 --> 00:51:51.860
inabilities, misconceptions, past mistakes.

807
00:51:52.860 --> 00:51:54.940
And I just wanted to say as well,

808
00:51:54.940 --> 00:51:59.940
I think the thing is that when we step into some territory,

809
00:51:59.940 --> 00:52:01.340
there are things like this

810
00:52:01.340 --> 00:52:04.180
that are kind of come with the territory, right?

811
00:52:04.180 --> 00:52:07.140
That when you're pioneering on the digital landscape,

812
00:52:07.140 --> 00:52:08.740
this is actually very,

813
00:52:08.740 --> 00:52:12.900
even if you go to other kind of content creator groups

814
00:52:12.900 --> 00:52:14.100
on YouTube and stuff,

815
00:52:14.100 --> 00:52:16.180
this feeling of like resistance,

816
00:52:16.180 --> 00:52:17.580
except they have different names for it.

817
00:52:17.580 --> 00:52:19.340
They call it burnout or they call it like-

818
00:52:19.340 --> 00:52:20.180
Imposter syndrome.

819
00:52:20.180 --> 00:52:22.940
Writer's block or whatever these things are.

820
00:52:22.940 --> 00:52:26.700
This is stuff that content creators are dealing with

821
00:52:26.700 --> 00:52:28.740
because they're trying to generate content.

822
00:52:28.740 --> 00:52:32.660
And I think what we feel passionately about

823
00:52:32.660 --> 00:52:35.420
is that we're called to not be content creators, right?

824
00:52:35.420 --> 00:52:37.060
We're called to be kingdom messengers.

825
00:52:37.060 --> 00:52:38.700
And there's a distinction there

826
00:52:38.700 --> 00:52:40.580
that we are bringing kingdom to earth

827
00:52:40.580 --> 00:52:42.620
through just the message that we're bringing.

828
00:52:42.620 --> 00:52:45.700
And it's not about us just generating the next thing.

829
00:52:45.700 --> 00:52:49.420
Like I heard someone say on a TikTok today,

830
00:52:49.980 --> 00:52:51.540
you are the content.

831
00:52:51.540 --> 00:52:53.660
What your testimony is the content.

832
00:52:53.660 --> 00:52:55.060
Your message is the content.

833
00:52:55.060 --> 00:52:57.260
It's not that you have to go and now be profound

834
00:52:57.260 --> 00:52:58.380
and share all this stuff.

835
00:52:58.380 --> 00:53:00.980
Make something up or make something happen.

836
00:53:00.980 --> 00:53:02.740
The world's way of sharing content

837
00:53:02.740 --> 00:53:05.740
is go write a, do all this stuff, have a five point thing.

838
00:53:05.740 --> 00:53:06.580
And there's some ways-

839
00:53:06.580 --> 00:53:09.620
They're pulling from a limited source.

840
00:53:09.620 --> 00:53:10.460
Right.

841
00:53:10.460 --> 00:53:11.860
Because eventually it runs out.

842
00:53:11.860 --> 00:53:12.700
Because it's their own source.

843
00:53:12.700 --> 00:53:15.060
Even if, it doesn't matter how talented you are.

844
00:53:15.060 --> 00:53:16.780
And you'll see this with people.

845
00:53:16.780 --> 00:53:17.620
It doesn't, and again,

846
00:53:17.620 --> 00:53:19.620
we've talked about how this is an infinite game.

847
00:53:19.620 --> 00:53:20.900
So you guys are feeling it now.

848
00:53:20.900 --> 00:53:23.940
And maybe you're at a thousand people in your audience.

849
00:53:23.940 --> 00:53:26.220
But there are people with five, 10, 15,

850
00:53:26.220 --> 00:53:28.100
20 million people in their audience

851
00:53:28.100 --> 00:53:30.620
who are hitting burnout and then just going off the cliff.

852
00:53:30.620 --> 00:53:31.940
Closing off their channels.

853
00:53:31.940 --> 00:53:33.940
I mean, there's people who I just,

854
00:53:33.940 --> 00:53:35.500
every few weeks I see someone

855
00:53:35.500 --> 00:53:37.660
who had eight, nine million people on YouTube.

856
00:53:37.660 --> 00:53:40.380
Which as you guys know, is the hardest to grow.

857
00:53:40.380 --> 00:53:41.660
Just closing their accounts.

858
00:53:41.660 --> 00:53:42.500
Being like, yeah, we're done.

859
00:53:42.500 --> 00:53:43.860
And just like shutting the whole thing off.

860
00:53:43.860 --> 00:53:45.780
Like after years and years of like,

861
00:53:45.780 --> 00:53:46.980
I think we're just not creating content.

862
00:53:47.420 --> 00:53:48.260
So I think there's something

863
00:53:48.260 --> 00:53:51.260
we can encourage each other in this.

864
00:53:51.260 --> 00:53:55.020
That it's worth, that break is worth pushing through.

865
00:53:55.020 --> 00:53:56.860
Because I think that we're pioneering something

866
00:53:56.860 --> 00:53:59.460
as a community that can be used,

867
00:53:59.460 --> 00:54:01.980
not just for our group of, you know,

868
00:54:01.980 --> 00:54:03.020
our community necessarily.

869
00:54:03.020 --> 00:54:06.140
But just for as a whole of people creating content online.

870
00:54:06.140 --> 00:54:08.380
Because we're taking the digital landscape.

871
00:54:08.380 --> 00:54:09.220
Right.

872
00:54:09.220 --> 00:54:11.340
Like we're taking territory in that space.

873
00:54:11.340 --> 00:54:12.580
Like this is our field.

874
00:54:12.580 --> 00:54:13.420
Yeah.

875
00:54:13.420 --> 00:54:14.260
This is our land.

876
00:54:14.260 --> 00:54:15.660
So there's other people living in this land right now.

877
00:54:15.660 --> 00:54:18.940
There's other people taking dominion in this land right now.

878
00:54:18.940 --> 00:54:19.780
It's temporary.

879
00:54:19.780 --> 00:54:22.140
Like the Lord intends for his sons and daughters

880
00:54:22.140 --> 00:54:24.180
to reign even in the digital space.

881
00:54:24.180 --> 00:54:26.100
So, yeah.

882
00:54:26.100 --> 00:54:26.940
Susie.

883
00:54:29.700 --> 00:54:31.300
This is so wonderful.

884
00:54:31.300 --> 00:54:33.220
I'm so grateful for this.

885
00:54:33.220 --> 00:54:35.420
Because it is where I have been.

886
00:54:35.420 --> 00:54:37.420
And I'm just struggling.

887
00:54:37.420 --> 00:54:38.260
I don't get it.

888
00:54:38.260 --> 00:54:39.780
I don't know where I'm going.

889
00:54:39.780 --> 00:54:42.660
And then realizing, oh, but it's God's thing.

890
00:54:42.660 --> 00:54:44.220
And he's gonna show me.

891
00:54:44.260 --> 00:54:47.820
And all I need to do is this is right now.

892
00:54:47.820 --> 00:54:52.820
And struggling with the tech and so frustrated.

893
00:54:55.020 --> 00:54:56.460
And feeling like the Lord's saying,

894
00:54:56.460 --> 00:54:58.380
do you think I don't get this?

895
00:54:58.380 --> 00:55:00.060
Do you think that I don't?

896
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:04.560
know how to have Bruce say exactly the right thing, you

897
00:55:04.560 --> 00:55:13.360
know, or that this is all right. But also that sense of the world

898
00:55:13.360 --> 00:55:18.240
is messy. And the world is not going to stop being messy. And

899
00:55:18.240 --> 00:55:23.360
it's not our job to stop the world from being messy. And

900
00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:29.480
recognizing, okay, I am walking on troubled water, hoping that

901
00:55:29.480 --> 00:55:34.360
it will still instead of getting comfortable with Oh, this is

902
00:55:34.360 --> 00:55:38.840
what I do. I walk on troubled water, Lord, you know, what does

903
00:55:38.840 --> 00:55:41.840
this mean right now, instead of like you said, you know, being

904
00:55:42.160 --> 00:55:46.320
so focused on how do I make this troubled water stop being

905
00:55:46.320 --> 00:55:49.960
troubled? It's like, okay, what are we going to do with this

906
00:55:49.960 --> 00:55:54.280
now? Thank you, Lord. And one of my hardest parts has been I feel

907
00:55:54.280 --> 00:55:58.920
like I'm trite, or that people's eyes just glaze over when I say

908
00:55:58.920 --> 00:56:04.760
Holy Spirit is always calling us near to God. And, oh, we can

909
00:56:04.760 --> 00:56:10.040
say yes, thank you all the time. And I feel like there's just so

910
00:56:10.040 --> 00:56:14.120
much. Oh, yeah, yeah, right. You know, it's kind of like Jesus

911
00:56:14.120 --> 00:56:18.040
loves you. Yeah, right. You know, but that won't help. And so I,

912
00:56:18.280 --> 00:56:22.240
for a while set it aside too. And now the Lord is bringing me

913
00:56:22.240 --> 00:56:24.920
back to are you going to just say thank you, thank you, thank

914
00:56:24.920 --> 00:56:28.840
you until your mind lines up and you feel the joy. Remember that

915
00:56:29.320 --> 00:56:33.760
and, um, and the other thing that he's just saying big time

916
00:56:33.760 --> 00:56:38.040
to me is do it myself, which is exactly what you're saying that

917
00:56:38.040 --> 00:56:41.160
I try to figure out how do I put this into words for other

918
00:56:41.160 --> 00:56:46.520
people? When Oh, my goodness. Yeah, I need to be thanking God

919
00:56:46.520 --> 00:56:52.120
immediately. Not not I have to, I get to thank God immediately.

920
00:56:52.320 --> 00:56:56.160
Knowing like what you're saying, he's calling me near in order to

921
00:56:56.160 --> 00:57:01.120
pour out on me. He's not calling me near to require

922
00:57:01.120 --> 00:57:04.840
something of me. There's, I can't do anything apart from

923
00:57:04.840 --> 00:57:09.200
Jesus. So why am I thinking something's required of me? And

924
00:57:09.200 --> 00:57:12.520
it's like, this is all pouring out. And this is all for the

925
00:57:12.520 --> 00:57:16.440
purpose, like you said, of partnership and enjoying. This

926
00:57:16.440 --> 00:57:24.800
is all a setup. I am. This is a wonderful little torment. That

927
00:57:25.080 --> 00:57:31.200
gave me the opportunity to learn that we have to have a

928
00:57:31.200 --> 00:57:34.160
situation we have to have something that requires

929
00:57:34.160 --> 00:57:37.640
breakthrough. And you know, what could be better? Anyway,

930
00:57:37.800 --> 00:57:40.920
that's the life of an overcomer. Yeah, there has to be something

931
00:57:40.960 --> 00:57:43.760
we overcome. And what always ministered to me about Jesus

932
00:57:43.800 --> 00:57:46.960
calming the troubled waters was that he was at peace in the

933
00:57:46.960 --> 00:57:50.800
storm. And then he brought he wasn't at peace after the storm

934
00:57:50.920 --> 00:57:55.880
was calmed. And that's who we are. We are people who are calm

935
00:57:56.080 --> 00:57:59.160
in the midst of the messiness, or when things don't feel very

936
00:57:59.160 --> 00:58:03.560
clear, or feel overwhelming, or we just feel like we can't

937
00:58:03.560 --> 00:58:09.400
anymore. Because we have Christ in us. And the same Christ in me

938
00:58:09.400 --> 00:58:12.680
is the same Christ in you. There's no superstars in the

939
00:58:12.680 --> 00:58:14.760
kingdom where it's like, Oh, well, those are the special

940
00:58:14.760 --> 00:58:18.840
elite who just like got the easy way had the easy way had the

941
00:58:18.840 --> 00:58:22.400
easy, you know, they got the extra abilities. We can't do

942
00:58:22.400 --> 00:58:24.320
anything like you said, Susie, we can't do anything apart from

943
00:58:24.320 --> 00:58:28.040
Christ, anything lasting, anything worthwhile, everything

944
00:58:28.040 --> 00:58:32.320
else is just temporary, like we can, we can stir it up. But it

945
00:58:32.320 --> 00:58:35.600
doesn't do well against resistance. There's very

946
00:58:35.600 --> 00:58:39.320
motivated people out there. motivation doesn't do well, up

947
00:58:39.320 --> 00:58:41.760
against resistance, our personalities, our natural

948
00:58:41.760 --> 00:58:46.560
abilities, our connections, like, they're nice to have. But

949
00:58:46.560 --> 00:58:49.280
when it comes to especially like what Xavier is

950
00:58:49.280 --> 00:58:54.960
experiencing resistance on every side, like we need Christ. And

951
00:58:54.960 --> 00:58:58.880
we have them. We have them. We have what we need Marian.

952
00:59:02.240 --> 00:59:05.880
So for me, the resistance hasn't been with my videos last few

953
00:59:05.880 --> 00:59:09.440
weeks, it's been going reasonably well. But it's time.

954
00:59:11.120 --> 00:59:13.640
I've had things I've had to do things that have been

955
00:59:13.640 --> 00:59:19.120
stretching. And lots of things filling the time. I need help

956
00:59:19.120 --> 00:59:22.080
with my garden, I need help with the house, you know, all that

957
00:59:22.080 --> 00:59:30.040
stuff. And so it's very easy to get burdened. But this week, I,

958
00:59:30.360 --> 00:59:35.240
I somehow picked up emails from a site that was showing

959
00:59:35.240 --> 00:59:39.960
Christian movies. And I don't really get time to do that. But

960
00:59:39.960 --> 00:59:47.000
one came up pilgrims progress. And I watched it the last two

961
00:59:47.000 --> 00:59:54.960
nights. And there's a part where he's already been taken off

962
00:59:54.960 --> 00:59:59.320
course a few times by the enemy and the enemies planning all

963
00:59:59.320 --> 00:59:59.760
these

964
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:05.680
demons that he's sending out to do his work to stop him from getting to the gate to the

965
01:00:05.680 --> 01:00:15.040
kingdom. And he's going up this steep hill, narrow way, and he's saying, I am going to

966
01:00:15.040 --> 01:00:21.280
go on the narrow way. I'm not going to take any more shortcuts. I'm going to go. It's

967
01:00:21.280 --> 01:00:27.240
really, really hard, but I'm not going to give up and I'm not going to stop. And I know

968
01:00:27.240 --> 01:00:32.280
God that you're going to remove this burden from my back. And he has this huge thing on

969
01:00:32.280 --> 01:00:39.680
his back. And as he's saying this and going up the hill, the straps start to give way.

970
01:00:39.680 --> 01:00:44.200
And so he gets excited. Lord, I know you're going to remove it. I feel it. And all of

971
01:00:44.200 --> 01:00:50.600
a sudden, the whole thing falls off, rolls down the hill into the tomb at the bottom

972
01:00:50.600 --> 01:00:57.480
of the hill, like the tomb Jesus was in with the little stone and everything. And for some

973
01:00:57.480 --> 01:01:04.480
reason that witnessed to me so much, there was such a powerful anointing on it. And it's

974
01:01:04.480 --> 01:01:11.920
and I haven't figured out why. But but it's almost like I feel for all of us that we're

975
01:01:11.920 --> 01:01:17.820
going up this way. And we have to keep our eyes on the light. Keep our eyes on Jesus

976
01:01:17.820 --> 01:01:24.300
and don't allow the enemy to pull us off course. And as we do that, and even though

977
01:01:24.300 --> 01:01:29.940
it's hard work, as we keep lifting up his name and thanking him for what he's going

978
01:01:29.940 --> 01:01:36.020
to do, and where he's taking us, that whole weight that would try to pull us back is going

979
01:01:36.020 --> 01:01:44.660
to fall off. Amen. That's the breakthrough. And that's what you were talking about the

980
01:01:44.660 --> 01:01:51.420
burdens come to me when you're weary and heavy laden. And I know for me, that's lifted.

981
01:01:51.420 --> 01:01:58.580
But there's still there's still things it will try to grab hold of me again. But, you

982
01:01:58.580 --> 01:02:03.340
know, it's not going to stop me. And every when you hear something like that, it's like

983
01:02:03.340 --> 01:02:09.740
it's not going to stop us. Yeah, it's going to go towards the light, it's going to lead

984
01:02:09.740 --> 01:02:17.460
it's gonna, the resistance is going to break. The resistance is going to break. There's

985
01:02:17.460 --> 01:02:25.140
the word. It's good. There it is, guys. The resistance is going to break. Amen. Thank

986
01:02:25.140 --> 01:02:33.060
you, Lord. Amen. I love it. That's the word. That's awesome. Well, I know we're kind of

987
01:02:33.060 --> 01:02:36.980
I'm going to try to like just pivot and just share like a few minutes just what to expect

988
01:02:37.140 --> 01:02:42.740
we have but you'll see this is kind of tied together because we had kind of a say it's slow

989
01:02:42.740 --> 01:02:46.100
start because we don't really know like all that Lord's been doing under the surface. But we've

990
01:02:46.100 --> 01:02:50.980
been feeling like said a lot of resistance. So it's been has we've been hesitant to launch

991
01:02:50.980 --> 01:02:56.740
another challenge and do another thing and all that. So we've taken some time the last few weeks,

992
01:02:56.740 --> 01:03:00.660
we've prayed about it, we've had a lot of words, we're like, you know, we've spent some time kind

993
01:03:00.660 --> 01:03:05.060
of thinking through kind of what this is what we're dealing with. That's why all this sort of

994
01:03:05.060 --> 01:03:07.860
came up. We're like, we need to share this, because this is like, we know a lot of people

995
01:03:07.860 --> 01:03:13.940
are going through this. So we are going to be, you know, pioneering again in July, like for

996
01:03:13.940 --> 01:03:19.540
kingdom messengers, we are going to. So I'll give you guys a quick snapshot of what we're doing. So

997
01:03:20.660 --> 01:03:27.780
we've only run one challenge this year, really in for Tick Tock. And Tick Tock was such a huge

998
01:03:27.780 --> 01:03:33.620
breakthrough for our community and just our thinking and roadmap. It was not a breakthrough

999
01:03:33.620 --> 01:03:39.060
for our business. Just like, you know, we just, there's a lot of different factors. And we've

1000
01:03:39.060 --> 01:03:43.300
tried to like figure it out. But that was part of the first thing of 2022, where we felt a lot

1001
01:03:43.300 --> 01:03:49.780
of resistance, we just, just a handful of people came in after that. And we were expecting 3040

1002
01:03:49.780 --> 01:03:53.380
people to join us. And we're like, this is, you know, going to be awesome. And so we've just been

1003
01:03:53.380 --> 01:03:59.140
like hesitant to do a challenge. We did something with tribe, which is kind of a parallel thing.

1004
01:03:59.700 --> 01:04:03.300
But as far as kingdom messengers go, so we are going to be running another challenge

1005
01:04:03.300 --> 01:04:11.380
end of end of July. And I think it's the 2020 at the 21st 22nd. And all throughout July,

1006
01:04:11.380 --> 01:04:14.660
we're actually going to be doing some free trainings on like Tuesday nights, we're doing

1007
01:04:14.660 --> 01:04:19.380
our first one tonight, where we're going kind of just a public kind of free training that anyone

1008
01:04:19.380 --> 01:04:25.460
can join our, you know, community that has the 1500 people will get it the YouTube community.

1009
01:04:25.540 --> 01:04:28.660
And we're just going to kind of go share something. And we're going to be talking a lot

1010
01:04:28.660 --> 01:04:34.420
on the same thing. Really, what we're trying to do is not really teach the tactics to to our

1011
01:04:34.420 --> 01:04:39.300
community. We're trying to teach these sort of these beliefs and these inner beliefs that we

1012
01:04:39.300 --> 01:04:44.260
have to sort of master if we're going to be true messengers, we're going to master the tactics and

1013
01:04:44.260 --> 01:04:48.100
the strategy. Yeah, it's kind of like there's some underlying things. And we've spent a lot of time.

1014
01:04:48.100 --> 01:04:52.900
So that's where our focus is going to be for July. So we're going to greater community. So

1015
01:04:52.900 --> 01:04:56.020
we're going to talk about more about this tonight. So you're welcome to join us tonight,

1016
01:04:56.020 --> 01:04:59.860
you don't you don't have to. And all we're doing is we're inviting people to come to

1017
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:04.240
to join an intensive that we're gonna be running

1018
01:05:04.240 --> 01:05:05.520
August and September.

1019
01:05:05.520 --> 01:05:09.240
So starting August 2nd,

1020
01:05:09.240 --> 01:05:12.360
and then running all the way through to September 27th,

1021
01:05:12.360 --> 01:05:13.180
it's all on my board.

1022
01:05:13.180 --> 01:05:14.180
We're gonna share this with you guys.

1023
01:05:14.180 --> 01:05:15.620
It'll be on the Facebook calendar.

1024
01:05:15.620 --> 01:05:17.800
You guys will get emails, don't worry.

1025
01:05:17.800 --> 01:05:20.040
But just think of all through July,

1026
01:05:20.040 --> 01:05:21.800
we're just gonna be doing a lot of things

1027
01:05:21.800 --> 01:05:25.840
to get people into registering for an intensive.

1028
01:05:25.840 --> 01:05:28.040
And then August, September,

1029
01:05:28.040 --> 01:05:32.080
we're gonna be doing an eight-week intensive for the group.

1030
01:05:32.080 --> 01:05:34.920
So you guys are all included with that, okay?

1031
01:05:34.920 --> 01:05:36.480
Because you guys came in,

1032
01:05:36.480 --> 01:05:38.400
maybe you did one intensive with us,

1033
01:05:38.400 --> 01:05:40.280
and we were feeling so much momentum,

1034
01:05:40.280 --> 01:05:42.200
we just kept adding to that.

1035
01:05:42.200 --> 01:05:44.640
So you guys were able to, you know,

1036
01:05:44.640 --> 01:05:46.560
just, we said, hey, first 90-day group,

1037
01:05:46.560 --> 01:05:48.360
let's just, you guys just join the next one.

1038
01:05:48.360 --> 01:05:49.760
You guys just join the next one.

1039
01:05:49.760 --> 01:05:51.200
And then in September, we're like,

1040
01:05:51.200 --> 01:05:53.000
and everybody gets a free year.

1041
01:05:53.000 --> 01:05:56.200
So we're just like handing, you know,

1042
01:05:56.200 --> 01:05:58.640
so we did all that and we felt led to do that

1043
01:05:58.640 --> 01:06:00.600
and be generous and so into the group

1044
01:06:00.600 --> 01:06:03.200
because we feel like there's a group of pioneers

1045
01:06:03.200 --> 01:06:05.480
that we wanted to pioneer this with us.

1046
01:06:05.480 --> 01:06:06.560
Like our early adopters.

1047
01:06:06.560 --> 01:06:08.720
Yeah, and we wanna reward the earlier you guys join,

1048
01:06:08.720 --> 01:06:10.600
the more stuff you're getting for free.

1049
01:06:10.600 --> 01:06:13.160
So that's happening.

1050
01:06:13.160 --> 01:06:14.960
So rather than just sort of end in September,

1051
01:06:14.960 --> 01:06:17.360
we wanna like end on a high

1052
01:06:17.360 --> 01:06:19.760
with that kind of weekly structure.

1053
01:06:19.760 --> 01:06:22.880
And so we will be doing,

1054
01:06:22.880 --> 01:06:24.440
you guys will be obviously with that.

1055
01:06:24.440 --> 01:06:25.840
What that looks like practically

1056
01:06:26.480 --> 01:06:29.560
is we're gonna do the same Tuesday, 3 p.m. coaching.

1057
01:06:29.560 --> 01:06:31.560
We're gonna be a lot more training like this

1058
01:06:31.560 --> 01:06:33.240
and maybe a little bit longer, I think.

1059
01:06:33.240 --> 01:06:34.560
It may go to 4.30,

1060
01:06:34.560 --> 01:06:37.520
so maybe more like 90 minutes than 60 minutes.

1061
01:06:37.520 --> 01:06:40.480
And then on Thursday-

1062
01:06:40.480 --> 01:06:42.040
For opportunity of Q&A.

1063
01:06:42.040 --> 01:06:43.080
Yeah, so just for questions.

1064
01:06:43.080 --> 01:06:43.920
You'll get the meat of it

1065
01:06:43.920 --> 01:06:45.600
if you can only make it for the first hour.

1066
01:06:45.600 --> 01:06:47.120
Training people from start to finish.

1067
01:06:47.120 --> 01:06:48.480
And this is one of those things that you're like,

1068
01:06:48.480 --> 01:06:50.160
oh, well, I've already done TikTok

1069
01:06:50.160 --> 01:06:52.280
or I've already done Facebook or whatever.

1070
01:06:52.280 --> 01:06:53.640
This is an infinite game.

1071
01:06:53.640 --> 01:06:55.440
So even if you've done all the platforms

1072
01:06:55.960 --> 01:06:56.800
at a certain level,

1073
01:06:56.800 --> 01:06:58.080
we want each of you guys,

1074
01:06:58.080 --> 01:07:00.520
we're all gonna be setting goals for those eight weeks.

1075
01:07:00.520 --> 01:07:02.200
Cause it's a nice measurable time.

1076
01:07:02.200 --> 01:07:04.200
We get a lot done in eight weeks.

1077
01:07:04.200 --> 01:07:06.200
And say, hey, in the next eight weeks,

1078
01:07:06.200 --> 01:07:08.320
I wanna get to here on TikTok

1079
01:07:08.320 --> 01:07:10.000
or I wanna launch my podcast

1080
01:07:10.000 --> 01:07:12.480
or I'm gonna launch this type of thing.

1081
01:07:12.480 --> 01:07:14.640
So you guys will all have like specific goals

1082
01:07:14.640 --> 01:07:15.920
and you kind of set those yourself.

1083
01:07:15.920 --> 01:07:16.760
And then we're gonna be doing

1084
01:07:16.760 --> 01:07:18.920
this very intentional meeting every Tuesday.

1085
01:07:18.920 --> 01:07:22.280
And then we're gonna add a second call on Thursdays,

1086
01:07:22.280 --> 01:07:23.960
probably at 3 p.m. as well,

1087
01:07:24.000 --> 01:07:27.320
that is just gonna be called tech support.

1088
01:07:27.320 --> 01:07:29.160
Because I think that's one of the things

1089
01:07:29.160 --> 01:07:30.000
we get asked the most.

1090
01:07:30.000 --> 01:07:32.120
So that's gonna be just me hopping on

1091
01:07:32.120 --> 01:07:33.560
and just answering questions

1092
01:07:33.560 --> 01:07:35.640
and tech support stuff for you guys.

1093
01:07:35.640 --> 01:07:37.080
So we'll do that for an hour each day.

1094
01:07:37.080 --> 01:07:39.120
So you're gonna get those two calls.

1095
01:07:39.120 --> 01:07:41.400
So if you guys see us talking about it,

1096
01:07:41.400 --> 01:07:45.280
we've done a lot to make it a lot shorter and compressed,

1097
01:07:45.280 --> 01:07:47.520
which allowed us to make it a lot more affordable

1098
01:07:47.520 --> 01:07:49.960
and kind of lower the barrier for entry for that.

1099
01:07:51.120 --> 01:07:52.520
We will have some things as well

1100
01:07:52.520 --> 01:07:55.840
for you guys to participate in inviting people.

1101
01:07:55.840 --> 01:07:57.760
We have a whole partner program, as you guys know,

1102
01:07:57.760 --> 01:08:00.680
where we share some of the commission

1103
01:08:00.680 --> 01:08:03.360
on when we have people join the community.

1104
01:08:03.360 --> 01:08:04.880
If you guys wanna invite and help promote it,

1105
01:08:04.880 --> 01:08:06.360
that would be awesome.

1106
01:08:06.360 --> 01:08:07.200
We'll have some more of that,

1107
01:08:07.200 --> 01:08:09.720
but all of July is about just getting people in.

1108
01:08:09.720 --> 01:08:11.920
We may have a few people start to join

1109
01:08:11.920 --> 01:08:14.880
after these free trainings that we're doing.

1110
01:08:14.880 --> 01:08:16.640
So they're just gonna get all of July for free

1111
01:08:16.640 --> 01:08:19.399
and then we're all gonna do August, September together.

1112
01:08:19.439 --> 01:08:22.960
And we're planning to do something really fun in October.

1113
01:08:22.960 --> 01:08:25.600
That's gonna be some sort of celebration or something

1114
01:08:25.600 --> 01:08:26.920
because for a while we've been wanting

1115
01:08:26.920 --> 01:08:30.040
to really highlight some of our kingdom messengers.

1116
01:08:30.040 --> 01:08:34.120
And so we have, if you guys remember Landrum,

1117
01:08:34.120 --> 01:08:35.160
she's still working with us.

1118
01:08:35.160 --> 01:08:36.880
She's just not on these calls with us,

1119
01:08:36.880 --> 01:08:40.000
but we've been working with getting you guys

1120
01:08:40.000 --> 01:08:41.800
some like trophies and awards,

1121
01:08:41.800 --> 01:08:44.240
like as you guys cross thresholds.

1122
01:08:44.240 --> 01:08:46.279
So we have a thousand person when you break

1123
01:08:46.279 --> 01:08:49.439
the first thousand and they got a 10,000 and a few others.

1124
01:08:49.439 --> 01:08:50.800
And they're pretty cool.

1125
01:08:50.800 --> 01:08:51.640
Like they-

1126
01:08:51.640 --> 01:08:52.720
And some of you are already there.

1127
01:08:52.720 --> 01:08:53.560
Some of you guys are there.

1128
01:08:53.560 --> 01:08:54.399
So we're gonna-

1129
01:08:54.399 --> 01:08:57.319
We wanna have a time of recognition and celebration.

1130
01:08:57.319 --> 01:09:00.760
Yeah, and so we'll be doing all that.

1131
01:09:00.760 --> 01:09:02.840
So again, I just wanna clarify,

1132
01:09:02.840 --> 01:09:05.279
cause for a second I forgot we had two groups in here.

1133
01:09:05.279 --> 01:09:07.279
So for everybody who's in the members,

1134
01:09:07.279 --> 01:09:08.560
you guys are gonna be included that.

1135
01:09:08.560 --> 01:09:10.920
We will have a separate email go out to the roadmap people.

1136
01:09:10.920 --> 01:09:11.760
Cause you guys are already like,

1137
01:09:11.760 --> 01:09:13.720
where's tech support questions, all that stuff.

1138
01:09:13.720 --> 01:09:16.120
I'll send an email out for that.

1139
01:09:16.960 --> 01:09:18.600
So that should be a little bit different for you guys,

1140
01:09:18.600 --> 01:09:20.640
but we're all gonna set goals for those eight weeks.

1141
01:09:20.640 --> 01:09:22.520
And then we wanna go and basically celebrate

1142
01:09:22.520 --> 01:09:24.080
what gets done in those eight weeks.

1143
01:09:24.080 --> 01:09:24.920
Cause we think it's gonna be-

1144
01:09:24.920 --> 01:09:26.800
So we've talked about pioneering again.

1145
01:09:26.800 --> 01:09:28.160
We've talked about pushing through resistance.

1146
01:09:28.160 --> 01:09:31.200
Like we're ramping up into August, September.

1147
01:09:31.200 --> 01:09:33.240
So if really for the next 90 days,

1148
01:09:33.240 --> 01:09:34.080
we're gonna be focusing on this.

1149
01:09:34.080 --> 01:09:36.200
And I know hopefully you guys are feeling

1150
01:09:36.200 --> 01:09:37.640
some of that burden lifting off,

1151
01:09:37.640 --> 01:09:40.040
like as we're talking and just even knowing that,

1152
01:09:40.040 --> 01:09:42.319
hey, like everybody else on this call is like,

1153
01:09:42.319 --> 01:09:43.200
yes, I get it.

1154
01:09:43.200 --> 01:09:44.120
That's what I've been feeling.

1155
01:09:44.160 --> 01:09:46.760
At least you're not like isolated and on your own

1156
01:09:46.760 --> 01:09:47.720
and kind of struggling with this.

1157
01:09:47.720 --> 01:09:49.640
I know that when we were talking to other people,

1158
01:09:49.640 --> 01:09:52.600
just hearing other people who were well, well, well

1159
01:09:52.600 --> 01:09:55.280
beyond where we were saying the same thing.

1160
01:09:55.280 --> 01:09:56.800
And, oh my goodness, we're so behind.

1161
01:09:56.800 --> 01:09:59.560
And, oh, we're this and this year and 2022, you know.

1162
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:02.800
Just like, it's not, not that I'm rejoicing that, but it was just like, okay.

1163
01:10:02.800 --> 01:10:04.800
So we're not like the odd person out.

1164
01:10:04.800 --> 01:10:06.840
Cause I think there's generally this thing of like, well, everybody else has

1165
01:10:06.840 --> 01:10:10.640
got it together and we're just over here, like figuring it out and struggling.

1166
01:10:10.640 --> 01:10:10.960
Right.

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So, and so the focus is the word of the Lord and the exchange that we believe

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is going to be happening this second part of the year.

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And so we just, we wanted to kind of mark the space in our group and

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mark the time in our group and be very intentional to do all we can to make

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sure that we're supporting and coaching you guys into goals that you choose.

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Goals that you own, you fully, you know, we don't want to set goals for you.

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We want you to have full ownership and choice about what that is.

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And then a time of celebration of what the Lord has done.

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So that is, that's the plan and that's what we're moving.

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That's what's going to be unfolding.

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Yeah.

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So a lot of fun things to look forward to, but yeah, there's going to be

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plenty of extra trainings in July.

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And we'll be back, you know, starting in that, that in August, but you will

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send all this to you in an email so you guys can check it out, but just wanted

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to give you guys the heads up since we're going to be sharing some of

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that tonight in the free training.

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And if you have any specific questions, as always, you can reach out to our support.

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Like, yeah, help us support, but awesome.

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Anything else?

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I just really appreciate all of you participating in the conversation.

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It ministers to me and I feel like that's, it's the intention of the Lord

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that we do this as a community and we're not just talking at you, but we're

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talking with you as we process the process and, and move forward.

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And what the Lord has for us has set aside for us.

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So bless you guys.

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We're praying for you.

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We're for you.

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And we're very excited.

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Like our expectations have been raised even in the last week of, of what the

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Lord had, like he, he, he challenged us.

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He's like, raise your expectation for personal, but also for this community.

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And so we charge you with that.

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Raise your expectation.

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It is a year of breakthrough.

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Amen.

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Awesome guys.

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Thanks so much for joining us and we'll see you guys soon.

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Bye.