While we are waiting for me to get this up on Facebook,
does anyone have a win,
a testimony that they would like to share?
Susie, you're unmuted. Is that on purpose?
No.
I didn't know if you had anything you wanted to share.
Well, I will share.
Please do.
My testimony is,
I have been practicing my peace, y'all.
I've had so many mishaps happening in my home.
I woke up to no internet.
I'm joining from my phone.
But I have been so empowered by our Monday nights,
every gift that the Lord has been giving us through our community prayer,
through our fellowship together.
Holy Spirit was just hosing me down with it today.
When I was tempted to lean into anxiety,
it's just like, oh, no.
But Holy Spirit was just hosing me down with
everything that is God and all of the gifts that we've been receiving.
Just had to share that,
that in the midst of it all,
God is amazing.
I have one.
Again, it's very similar to yours, Tamara,
because it relates back to,
well, the last few community prayer calls,
the one where I just lost it and I couldn't stop the tears a couple of weeks ago.
Right after that, when I spoke,
Marian had a word,
a prophetic word about self-protection.
I knew that it was for me and it may have been for others too.
But anyway, I've gotten to practice love on a different level.
You know that term,
lay it all down, which that song is just like the mantra in my head right now.
What the Lord showed me was,
I mean, my ministry is the love of God.
I mean, it's like the heart,
unity in the body and forgiveness.
What I saw was like laying down everything to pick up love.
That's interesting.
I'll just get nitty-gritty and personal here,
but with not too many details.
But this goes back to you,
Bobby, months ago and you,
Lindsay, where you all,
I mean, we started out this time praying and like,
no devil, we're going to unhook this.
It's been a real growing experience for me.
It was within that arena that self-protection wanted to come up.
I was like, no,
I'm going to choose love.
What just like, I mean,
it was like that fire coming up, Bobby,
that you talked about,
just consumed me and with it came freedom and joy.
Interestingly enough, I'm recovering from a traumatic injury that I had three years ago.
It's more on the compensating side of my hip.
Yesterday, before I'd already said yes to this,
the act of love that I was going to be doing was going to
require a lot of service, a lot of steps.
I was like, I had this piercing,
it felt like a knife in my groin.
I was just like, Holy Spirit,
you're going to be my comfort in this.
This is bonafide.
I would much rather lay out on the couch right now.
That's what feels comfortable, right?
Yeah. It's just cool.
It's just so cool how the Lord is moving and doing his thing.
He's so good.
I love that. Thank you for sharing, Amy.
I specifically love the, hey,
I had to lay something down so that I could be open and free to pick up love.
Yeah. Which is the exchange that we talk about a lot in Isaiah 61.
It requires a surrender.
We can't hold on to the thing,
we have to be willing to exchange it.
I love that.
I know Samara is on her phone,
so that's why I'm going to have to verbally tell her this because I
don't think she can see chat if I tried.
We're not going to be able to stream on Facebook today.
If there are people on Facebook who are like,
we have it recorded and you will have access to the recording.
No one will miss out.
But if there's people on Facebook that feel lost, Tamera, if you could just
double check and just tell them to go ahead and get on zoom, um, we're
going to have to do that today.
We're just going to roll with it.
Aren't we guys, Holy spirit will be our comforter in all of that as well.
So today we're going to, we're going to talk a little bit and then I'm going to,
I want to leave it really open-ended for Q and a as well, because I feel like this
is kind of the point where sometimes there's more case-by-case scenarios that
we want, you know, answers and help with, but we'll just see how, how it flows.
Um, I've asked Tamera to open us up in prayer.
I just, I would love the gift of Tamera's prayer to cover us today.
And you know what?
I felt like I needed that even before we hit record and we're already
experiencing some bumps in the way.
So Tamera is a prayer warrior and she's going to gift us with that gifting right
now, so go ahead, Tamera, amen, amen.
Father, we worship you.
We come with Thanksgiving.
We come with praise.
We come with adoration.
We come with joy, with courage, with wonder, with Thanksgiving, all of the
gifts that you've given to us, we present back to you right here, right now in the
midst of it all, in the midst of technical difficulties, in the midst of
personal things that are happening.
Oh God, we present our heart to you full of gratitude for who you are to us.
You are our shield.
You are our great reward.
You are our peace.
You are our healer.
You are our truth.
Wow, that we can stand on our strong foundation and though, yes, we might be
pressed in on every side, we are not cast down.
We are not destroyed because we have your resurrection power on the inside of us,
Lord Jesus, and we are thankful.
We celebrate, we celebrate our identity as joint heirs with you, Christ Jesus.
We celebrate our identity as the beloved, as your beloved, as your beloved.
Oh God, thank you.
Holy spirit, let that saturate through each and every person that will watch this
session, that will join in this session.
Oh God, let it saturate.
Oh God, through the mishaps, through it all, through the ups, the downs, through
everything that life, the enemy, this flesh can throw at us.
We are your beloved.
Ah, you are ours.
So we thank you, Holy spirit, that you're here.
You're reviving us, refreshing us.
Actually, we're already revived.
You're just helping us to see.
You're just making it the lens clear again.
That's all.
Oh, you're just polishing it.
That's what I see.
You just polish a glass just so it can shine a little bit and be a little bit more clear.
So we thank you for that.
We welcome you into this session and we bless Lindsay to be able to share and edify
and equip and all of the, uh, all of my brothers and sisters on the line that we
can all build up one another in Jesus name.
Amen.
And amen.
Amen.
Thank you for that.
So I'm just curious, and this is a little bit off program, but I think we'll all be
down for it.
I'm just curious.
Is anyone feeling something of prophetic significance about today?
Has anyone had something to marry?
I'm seeing you shaking your head.
Yes.
I don't know what it is.
I can't quite articulate it, but the Lord has just had me to just kind of come to the
side with him today.
Like he's just kind of marked this day where, look, I couldn't do anything else.
So I was like, okay, Lord, you're up to something.
And so I wish I had right now, I don't really know what to share, but it's, it's
just been a, an important day for me too.
I don't know how to articulate it though.
So for me, and I'm, and I feel, I feel like it's deeply personal, but I also feel
like, you know, how you sometimes just feel like, Hey, this could be for others as
well.
Bobby, I'm going to let you share first before I share, because I see your hand.
Are you sure?
Yes, I'm sure.
Okay.
Well, today I have this piece that it's like a heavy piece and that doesn't make
sense.
I don't know that I've experienced this makes me kind of emotional.
Because usually peace is so light, but this is like, like I'm so peaceful that it's almost,
it's just different.
I don't know how to explain it, but today he kept talking to me a lot about, there was
just things he was talking to me about this morning that are personal, but it's like this
communication and that he has like the remedy and, and it was spoken forth this morning
and I really never really saw this before and I think what I needed to hear from what
Lindsay just said is maybe it's for many, but I know he put it at one person and I spoke
that forward from him to them and so, but I too might have this feeling that maybe it's
for more and I just think it will be revealed here, so I don't know, that's, it was nothing
major, but major, you know, so all right, love all of you.
Thank you for sharing.
Amy, I see your hand.
Well, so I described to you all the space that I was in, just a space of, of love because
I had felt kind of a heaviness and that I did recognize is like, okay, there's something
I need to lay down and it was in the, the performance, in that realm, perfectionism
performance realm, you know, just something that the Lord and, and so yesterday I just
really experienced, you know, just a lot of joy, a lot of freedom, a lot of breakthrough.
And this morning, as I sat down with the Lord, he began to speak to me about the body.
And so for three years, and I think I've shared this on this call for about three years now,
at the end of the year, I asked him, you know, like, okay, what, what do you want to give me
that'll be a lens prophetically to, you know, look into and navigate this year?
And there's always, you know, at least a key scripture, if not a handful.
And for about three years, Psalm 85 has, has been one that he has like, had me pray over
the body of Christ. And that's the one where it says that mercy and truth have married each other
and righteousness and peace have kissed. And anyway, he, what I saw was this mist,
like a dew coming down from heaven. And the bride who was sleeping
was being woken up by this mist. And, and what I saw is that it was the word of God,
the truth and love, which of course, you know, like mercy has to make a way for, you know,
I mean, like, it's like hand in hand with love. And I feel like in the spirit realm, something
was released into the body today. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I'm feeling too. I mean, everything
that you guys have shared has been confirming. So we've been talking about this all year long.
It's a year of breakthrough and the Lord has been, you know, I don't know if anyone else has felt
like constricted or in a tight space or claustrophobic or something around that when it
comes to any area of your life, maybe many areas of your life. Maybe you don't know why you feel
that way. But the Lord gave me the analogy of birth and you know, the birth canal is tight.
It's a narrow space. And when you get, when you're birthing a baby, you know, you hit transition,
which is like so close to the end. You are there. You're almost there. But it's when most women
feel like I cannot do this anymore. Like their body almost just because it's like this overwhelming
sense of, I cannot go on, you know, women want to go home. They want to stop. They're not even
sometimes speaking coherently anymore. And that's when the dual of the birth partner, the nurses,
the doctors say, you are so close and there's no going back. There's no going home. Like the
process has started. It must end and life will come forth. And it's really right before the
breakthrough, right? Right before the baby comes through. And so.
something about today felt like the shift was taking place.
And it's like, it's so sudden, but not, right?
Because this is something we have been laboring.
Like there's maybe things that you guys
have been going through for years even.
And sometimes birth feels like it goes on for years, right?
But there's the nine months, there's the prep,
there's the, all that stuff.
And Kandi, are you saying something?
I'm sorry, no.
My son's home and he's special.
And he just ran to the bathroom with his pants down.
So I was covering my camera,
so you guys didn't all see his hiding.
Listen, this is a day of vulnerability.
This is a day of vulnerability.
Hey, but you know, while you're on the topic,
that's something that Lord has ministered to me about a lot
is concerning my son's restoration for about 10 years now.
And he's used birthing for me a lot
because I have four kids.
So that's a process I'm really familiar with,
the birthing process.
And he's expanded on it throughout the years quite a bit.
But the most recent thing he told me was,
when you have a contraction,
which like, what he's,
what he described to me is your hardships
and the struggles that you're going through,
as a contraction that you're having.
And what do you do, you know,
when you're in the midst of a contraction?
You know, you bear down and you push.
And I just feel like that's something
that he's told me to do.
And he's given me the role of each of the Trinity
in like my birthing room, you know,
like he showed me the, father's a great physician.
So the promise is being delivered into his hands.
And then Jesus is my husband.
He's my birthing partner.
And he's the one that I put my focus on.
So he's like, anytime you have a contraction,
you look at me, you know, otherwise we lose ourself.
You know, you get swept up in the pain of the circumstances
if you're not, you know,
looking at your birthing partner and keeping focused
because they're the ones that's keeping you grounded,
you know, so you don't like crawl out of your skin.
And then he said, the Holy Spirit's the force
or the energy that's pushing, you know,
that natural component that us women have.
That's like, whether I want to push or not, guess what?
Everything in my body is telling me to push.
And it's like, that's the Holy Spirit.
You know, he's the one that comes along
and he's like, ready or not, I'm pushing, you know?
So anyways, I don't know if that's helpful.
I didn't mean to raise my hand, but you know, there you go.
I'm glad you did, because that was really good.
I mean, it's, that is, I wasn't even thinking
about the contraction and circumstances,
but that is a wonderful connection.
So that's why I wanted to open it up just a little bit
because I felt like I probably wasn't only one feeling,
and there's something about today.
Like what I felt from the Lord was the day,
the day is not ending the way it began.
Like there's just this sudden shift
that's going to be taking place.
And so I just want to encourage everyone to be aware of that
and to lean into that in your own space, in your own sphere.
And you can purify that word
in your own context of the Holy Spirit.
But I'm just, I'm feeling the shift.
Like I'm feeling like we've hit that place of transition.
And for some of us, it's like, I cannot go on.
And it's close to the end.
Like life is coming forth.
And so I just want to encourage you guys with that.
Something else that's been stirring for me,
because I want to make sure
that we keep these coaching calls.
I also want to, we're going to do Q&A, by the way,
if you guys have questions for your,
so if you have questions,
like we'll get those answers today for sure.
But I always want to make sure
that we're talking some mindset stuff.
Like what is it, how do we think as a Kingdom Messenger
that sets us apart
from just being a regular content creator?
Because I feel like, you know, once these eight weeks are up
it's the mindsets that we're taking with us.
You know, the skillsets and things are helpful,
but things will change and social platforms will update.
And, you know, we'll keep up with those
because now we've kind of got the skillset
to even be aware that things change.
And I think that's one of the mindsets
that I really feel like the Lord wants me
to make sure that I instill in you
while we're spending time together.
And so, you know, John 8, 32 talks about
the truth setting us free.
And a lot of times we, you know, cut that verse short
and we just, you know, say,
oh, the truth will set you free.
The truth will set you free.
Like, I feel like even people in the world
that have no context necessarily.
of scripture it's kind of this become this proverb of like the truth will set you free
the truth will set you free and it will set you free but what the scripture says is it's knowing
the truth that will set you free and that word for knowing and i'm not going to try to pronounce it
but that word for knowing that's used when jesus says you will know the truth and the truth will
set you free it's the same word used for like when a man knows a woman it's a very intimate word
it's speaking to a heart knowledge not a head knowledge it's speaking to knowing something
through experience and interaction not just knowing something because you've been given
information about something or about someone and so when we show up online we are not dishing out
information alone information does not transform people there's a lot of stuff i know that has had
little to no effect on me doing anything about that knowledge right we sit in in the information
age especially like again we are born for such a time as this like there is a lot of information
out there right information that's become villainized information that's become criminalized
right like no just just information alone has come under scrutiny like is that really real
because people are searching for what is true and what the deep desire of our hearts is because we
know we have a creator and we are divinely designed is our our deep desire is not just to know the
truth it's to experience the truth and so what does that mean for a kingdom messenger because
sometimes at days it just feels like i'm dishing out information right well part of what we're doing
when we show up and we're willing to show our face and we're willing to show up consistently
is we're creating interaction this is why social media is such a powerful tool today not just for
ministers of the gospel but for business owners and marketers and you know people that are used to
dishing out information because it has changed what used to be a monologue into a dialogue and
now there's conversation and and it's expected now some of that interaction will happen through
our interaction with them through commenting and messaging and engagement like that but i think
there's a deeper level and i want to set you free today because and i'll go first with the
vulnerability i have had in a very hard time keeping up with comments and it has bothered me
to the point where you know i start to question what am i doing should i be doing this like you
know how those conversations sometimes in your head goes because what happens is it becomes
something and then it starts to challenge your identity it becomes very personal very quickly
why can't i get ahead of this i should be doing something differently i should be knowing how to
like you know do this so that i can teach how to do this right but for whatever reason when it comes
to the keeping up with the comment section on all of my platforms it's just been difficult to
keep up with all the comments and it's sad for me because i feel like man that's where like i'm able
to engage with people and get feedback and it's such a valuable thing and it is a valuable thing
however we are not mere humans we're sons of god one with christ filled with the holy spirit
connected to our source the father so what is true for the world which is hey you got to engage
you got to comment you got to keep up with those things don't let things fall behind
is not necessarily true for us because we are not in this alone and what the holy spirit has
been showing me is that even if i'm unable to interact i am creating a seat of interaction
between them the watcher and the holy spirit when i show up and share truth it's an invitation
and i i believe that's happening because guys i get okay we had a convert we had a call this
yesterday bruce had a call with someone who had set up a discovery call we didn't even know where
they came from they but they had set up our discovery call and it there was this like year
process of like oh well like i've been listening to lindsey on posture and like i found this link
for this on-demand workshop but i had never had an interaction with this person other than
them watching posture podcast right like i don't remember commenting messaging anything like that
and the transformation that this person shared what that has happened like i i can't even take
credit for that because i know what the holy spirit did is he and he took the seed
of what I did and created interaction between him and that person, right?
And transformation started taking place and it didn't matter that Lindsey didn't respond
to a comment or a message.
What mattered was the partnership of me sowing the seed and the Holy Spirit doing what he
does best, which is leading people and guiding people in truth.
So I was reminded this week, I'm not the hero of the story.
And you're not the hero of people's stories.
They may credit you as hero and that is just the grace of Jesus, right?
I do this with people, you know, with my mentors and friends that have deep, I'm like, they
are like my, they are my heroes and they are, I sincerely mean that, but I can always trace
back the heroicness to their connection with the Lord and what they have poured into me
based off of what they have received from him, right?
So it always comes back to Jesus.
Jesus is the hero of people's stories and he's the hero of your story.
And it's so important to remember that in the press, in birthing moments, right?
In tight spaces, in constricted spaces, in spaces where things are expanding and life
is coming forth, Jesus remains the hero of the story.
We get to partner.
And I don't, I don't like the, I don't like self, you guys know this about me.
This is not about self-deprecation.
This is not like, well, it's not about me.
Like it is about, you are the target of God's love.
You're the focus of God's love.
You're who he decided to pour his love into from the beginning.
It's why you were created.
So it is about you.
This isn't about like, you know, you're out of the equation and you're just this lowly
thing and, you know, you have nothing to offer.
No, we get to partner in the seed, right?
There is, there's partnership, but we have to remain because this is where I feel like
so many ministers of the gospel, myself included, you guys know my story, burn out.
Is that they feel this sense of responsibility that is not theirs to carry.
And they push beyond themselves.
They push beyond the partnership.
They push beyond the participation into a space where I'm the hero of the story.
And I've got, and it's this, it's, it often comes from a pure heart.
Truly.
I do believe that, but we become people's saviors and that is not a burden we are able
to carry.
It's not when we're supposed to, and it will crush us.
So we have to be aware.
So the beauty of this is that there is so much life and transformation taking place
that we may not even be aware of.
And that's beautiful, but we also have to be aware that that's happening in order to
stay free from potential burnout and lies that come against our identity saying I'm
trash.
I'm not doing a good job.
I'm behind.
Right.
And we start to compare and we lose the delight and everything becomes a dread and we get
to a place like, I don't even want to look at a screen anymore because it is so much
work and I don't feel like I'll ever be what I need to be.
So we have to remain free of that.
It's not just the truth that sets us free.
It's knowing the truth and it's not a head knowledge.
It's a heart knowledge.
It's an intimate experience with the truth and it's something that the Holy Spirit is
ultimately responsible for.
But we had the beauty of partnering with him.
Now, I feel like there's I feel like there's ways that we can sow seed that is actually
really helpful to people and brings us out of the noise of everyone else who's just sharing
information.
And part of one thing and so this is kind of a there's going to be a little bit of homework
for those of you that are new to the intensive, but I did I think it was like six months ago
in our membership.
I did a teaching about sharing your origin story, sharing your testimony, and we so let
me just show this really quick.
I'll share my screen.
Okay, I think I'm doing this right.
Okay, so in your Kingdom Messenger account under week six, we've already put the recording
of that teaching quite frankly, guys.
I just I didn't think that I needed to reteach it.
This is also a lesson to you to upcycle your content and don't feel like I have to teach
things over and over again.
But I want to I want you guys to watch this this week.
I would.
encourage members to rewatch it. If it's been a while since you revisited it, you can watch the
video and then there's also notes here that have been typed out. But this, and if guys,
if anyone's struggling with the way that they look on camera and their thumbnails, like just
please take a look at this thumbnail. Like this is, this is the literal thumbnail that was chosen
for this video. So there you go. So be set free today. But you can find that under week six.
I would encourage you to watch it and then work on it. And we, I can always answer questions
on coaching calls or in the Facebook group. If you want to drop, basically it's a one minute
origin story. So if you want to drop that, I can review it. And if you've done it before and you
want to do it again, I'm talking to the members. You're welcome to do that. Just make sure to tag
me, but sharing our story. We've talked about this before. What God has redeemed in you,
you have authority to restore in others. And usually the connection point for people is your
story. What was your breakthrough with the Lord? What was redeemed in you? I don't ever want us to
overlook the power of this. You know, sometimes it just becomes way too. Oh yeah. My testimony,
my testimony, my testimony, but do not let overlook the power of this. This is the connection point
that you typically have with your who that brings them out kind of the noise in the space of this
is just another person sharing information. But instead of like, Hey, this is someone who
makes me feel seen, who makes me feel known. And they have a way out of where I currently am.
They're touching on that deep desire I have for transformation. And so, um, I want to encourage
everyone this week to kind of revisit that origin story and revisit your testimony.
And also ask yourself, are you sharing enough of yourself in your content? Because vulnerability
is a gift that we can give people that opens up and creates space kind of cuts through the noise
of all the other stuff that's out there on screen. I have found time and time again,
that when I share parts of my story, when I share my experiences with the Lord, like the good, bad,
and ugly people respond really strongly to that. And I think part of it is because people are just
not used to mature authenticity. I think people are used to people never sharing anything and,
and kind of showing up as the guru and expert and never, and, you know, it's like, I'm just,
I'm successful and I'm a high achiever and follow me and you'll fulfill your dreams.
There's that end of the spectrum. And that happens in ministry as well, by the way,
people not willing to share real stuff about their struggles and their real breakthroughs,
and everything's very whitewashed and put a bow on it. And then the other extreme, which I don't
think is healthy, is people sharing everything. And it goes into this like weird exposure
situation where they're exposing themselves, they're exposing other people that they're,
you know, surrounded by, and it's just kind of a come sit in the black pit with me and let's be
sad together about how hard life is, but there's no, instead, there's no exchange offered. There's
no invitation for breakthrough and redemption. So neither one of those, I think is helpful,
good or biblical or kingdom. What I think is biblical is being able to share from your story,
what's authentic to you in a, in a way that is, this is where I have been.
This is where the Lord entered in to my story. This was what the interaction was like.
And then this is where I am now. And here's an invitation. This is where you can be too.
And I go a little bit deeper into this in the origin story video. So you'll be able to see that.
But I think, and that's not, it's not just the big testimony. Like, it's not like, Hey,
it's not just your salvation story, or it's not just the big, like, sometimes it's just
circumstances. Like, Hey, like Tamara saying, guys, today I'm practicing my peace because
everything seems to be going wrong. And Hey, here's, here's what I'm doing to participate
with the promise of peace in the midst of the circumstance. And I just want to encourage anyone
else who might be experiencing this. Like you can experience peace as well in midst of your
circumstances, helpful, freeing. Does it make you feel like you're the only idiot in the room
who's struggling today? Right. And, Oh, there's an exchange to believe something more to not get
stuck in this pit, to be encouraged, to be filled with hope, to interact with the truth.
That's what our stories do. And so even in 60 seconds or less that can be taking place,
but often, you know, especially when we use the time constraint sometime, I'm like, well,
I just got to get in here and share that, share the one highlight, but are we self-protecting
is that our way of staying hidden? Is that our way of kind of preserving ourselves?
Cause it already feels exposing enough that we're on here.
putting our face on social media.
And I understand it's a process you have to learn to do this.
Well, you have to, you have to try it a few times.
I, I share the story with you guys.
There are times I would share podcasts.
I wake up the next day, totally nauseous.
Like, I can't believe I shared that, or is that even going to help anyone?
And always, always, always, there was somebody that was helped through that.
And I'm so grateful.
And so, you know, the Holy spirit is our helper in this truly, because
there's questions I ask him, like when I'm sharing a story about,
um, am I exaggerating?
Cause we, we have a tendency when we rehash details to exaggerate how it
happened and how specifically how we showed up in that story, right?
It's easy to kind of whitewash a little bit, our interaction in the story.
Am I exposing others without their permission?
Cause a lot of our stories involve other people, right?
Other relationships, people closest to us, you know, there's the pastor kid
joke, like, oh my gosh, I'm all, I'm all my dad or mom's illustrations.
They always use my stories.
Right.
Cause it's, you know, it's funny, but it's not because it's true sometimes.
So like, am I sharing this in a way that protects other people?
Am I sharing this in a way that protects, protects the identity of my enemies,
enemies being the people that we, obviously we know we don't fight against
flesh or blood, but the people who have participated with the enemies
plans towards our lives, that's a hard one because we want to get up there.
And we want to be like, and I don't think I've always, quite honestly, I don't
think I've always executed this well, specifically when it comes to church life.
And I try, I have, I have noticed between the last three to four years and now how
less sharp my retelling of my ministry burnout is because it's something that
the Lord has walked me through and matured me in, Hey, when you share
something like this, even if it's not your heart, even if it is your heart,
but even it's not your heart, this is how it comes across.
And people might think that you're saying this about this person or that person,
so how you share it, you know, keep it to as best you can, your participation
in the story and you and the Lord's participation in the story without being
like, you know, it was this person, it was that person or it's important.
Cause it's honorable and we're people of integrity and it's a way we live our
lives and we're people of integrity.
And it's a way we love even our enemies when we retell our testimonies and this
is not modeled very well, um, because when people hurt us, we want to hurt them.
And maybe the way we want to hurt them is just to make sure that they
know how much they've hurt us.
And that conversation is important, but that conversation needs to be between
you and that person, not you in the world or you and your best friend
or you and someone else.
Right.
Maybe between you and a licensed professional, I think that can be helpful.
Right.
But it's for someone who knows how to like hold a situation in confidentiality,
but that is not maybe people that know that person or, you know, so this is
important because I'm seeing a lot of this, um, with content creators when they
start to share their story, it's really easy to identify their villains and it's
not Satan and it should be.
So am I exaggerating?
Am I exposing and am I offering an exchange?
Those are three questions that are always helpful to ask.
Like, am I bringing people into the midst of the worst part of my story and leaving
them there, or am I offering the exchange that the Lord offered me?
And if you're in a place where you might be in a, in the middle of a story right
now and the exchange hasn't been made, or it's not obvious to you, like it's not a
story to share publicly yet.
That is, it's just, it's green fruit.
It needs some ripening.
It's a story in the, in the, in the, in the midst of it, it's not a story to share
in the, in the midst of it.
It's not for public consumption.
It's between you, your trusted mentors, your therapist, your counselors, and
hopefully eventually you and that person, if reconciliation or whatever needs to
take place, but that is not for me to get on social media and be like, you will
never believe what so-and-so did to me last week.
That is too recent.
Yeah.
And so this, again, this is, this is the conversation and dialogue and
interaction we should be having with the Holy Spirit in our stories.
And the process cannot be rushed.
And there's so many times I want to rush the process.
There's so many times I'm in the middle of something
and I'm already visualizing what the sermon is going to be,
right?
What the teaching is going to be from this story.
And guys, that's too soon.
First, I need to pursue healing for myself at all cost
before this becomes something that I can share publicly.
But it doesn't disqualify me from sharing
from a place of victory in exchange
of all the other stories that I have with the Lord, right?
So kind of another extreme is if we're struggling in an area,
we immediately disqualify ourselves
from showing up for anything.
And I don't think that's necessarily healthy.
Sometimes that's healthy depending
on how big the crisis is.
Like, you need to tuck in sometimes
and there are seasons of hiddenness
and that's really healthy.
But often, it's this area or it's that area over here
or maybe this one relationship or something
happened here at work and I didn't
respond the way I wanted to.
And now I'm carrying that guilt and shame.
And instead of facing that reality and pursuing healing,
I'm just disqualifying myself from everything
and being like, well, I just can't anymore.
And that's not who we are.
That's not a victorious stance.
So those are things I want us to be
thinking about when we're sharing parts of our story,
when we're sharing our origin story.
And I feel like we need to be sharing more stories.
So that's why I want to give you some wisdom points
because I feel like there is a powerful connection
in our story that, honestly, I feel only kingdom people
can tap into.
Because everything else, so think about this.
If your story does not involve the transforming power
of Jesus, maybe transformation took place,
but it means that it was the transformation that you
had to make happen, or another human,
or something had to make happen.
And that is not long lasting.
Because eventually, it's going to come up
against some type of resistance that it's not
going to be able to withstand.
Because you can only prop yourself up by yourself,
and somebody else can only prop yourself up for so long.
If Jesus is not involved in that equation,
it's not long lasting.
And so that's the world, right?
That's the gurus.
That's all the experts out there that have the next best thing.
There's things you can learn.
I do believe.
I learn things from people.
I learn some business things and some interesting things
from people who are not Jesus followers.
That's OK.
But I have to be aware that if I'm not processing
the information that they're sharing with me
through the lens of Jesus, it's not going to be long lasting.
It will fall short at some point.
And so that is also some wisdom.
Maybe if you're taking in some guru knowledge,
doesn't mean it's all bad.
But you have to take a kingdom lens on it
and purify it through that lens in order for it
to be something long lasting.
Jesus, is this for me?
Is this for me right now?
And if it is, then how do you see this?
And how would you apply this?
So homework, origin story, watch the video.
If you haven't already, or if you're like, I want to redo,
create your origin story this week.
And there's instructions for that in the video.
And post it into the Facebook group, and I will give feedback.
I'm happy to give feedback and help you with wording,
even if you're like, I'm stuck here, or I can't make it short enough,
or I'm really helpful to workshop that.
I want to give some space for the time we have remaining
for any questions that you guys might have about your content,
about what I've been talking about.
You can just raise your hand or unmute yourself.
Hey, Marcella.
Well, it's more of just thanking you for being vulnerable,
and even for Monday, because I kind of got into this space.
It's like a roller coaster ride with me, right?
I get into this space, and I'm excited, and I'm doing it.
And then all of a sudden, it's this perfectionistic mindset,
this self-critic, this judging.
And then I feel like this week, I felt like,
what am I doing with these people?
I'm not one of these people.
I'm not a kingdom messenger.
Get off of here.
Stop now while you're still...
Stop here before the numbers jump.
This is a good time to get off this train.
I love that you're in self-denial.
I felt that you're a kingdom messenger, but also you are totally,
you have a lot of faith that it's going to jump. You're going to, you know,
Oh my gosh.
Spirit is speaking even in the midst of the swirl.
And it is like that for me. And, um,
you know, I just felt like,
I think a part of what I felt like was because I'm a very feeling person,
not that my feelings dominate me, but I'm very, um,
I want to say comfortable and sharing and being vulnerable, um,
not self deprecating or not, um, you know, not doing too much,
but you know, I feel that, but I also,
I don't know if it's something that the enemy has made me feel or it's
something to me that has come up. Um,
I just felt like it makes people uncomfortable.
So then I don't want to talk about it.
So then I feel like all the stuff that God has given me to talk about is kind of
that yucky stuff that people that make people uncomfortable.
So then I felt this feeling like maybe, you know,
this is just not the right time for me. So I said all that to say,
um, I appreciate the vulnerability on, you know, Monday and, um,
in prayer and today. And, um, cause today,
it's kind of a little difficult day for me. Um, and I won't say difficult.
It's just what it is. It's the process. It's the process of grief.
I'm still walking through it. It's three years today. Um,
and I did a little video today. I forced myself to do a little video today.
I didn't put any makeup on. I didn't do anything.
I just showed up as me because that's another area too.
And I want to overcome it because at the end of the day,
the truth of the matter is I do believe he called me here and I do believe he
placed me here with, with, um, with all of you.
And I'm so encouraged by all of you, but, um, just keep me in prayer.
You know, I don't even know how to,
get beyond it. Um,
sometimes the war in my mind sometimes is overwhelming because I just
don't feel as put together as I want to be. And, um,
and I know that's a trick of the enemy. I do know that.
I know that without a shadow of a doubt. Um,
and then God always sends me little confirmations. I mean, you know,
I'll share a little tidbits with people that I don't even know.
And then they're like, Oh, I want to follow you.
Like I picked up a follower today who I don't, it's a stranger,
total stranger and just sharing and about what Jesus and what he's done for me.
And, um, so I'm here on the journey.
Well, let me pray.
Let me pray right now for you because the invitation for this week from the Lord
was that we are, we are being given comforted comfort through our comfort and a
new awareness of our comfort or the Holy spirit.
So this is on brand if you will.
And so I'm going to pray Marcella because your spirit knows the truth.
I hear you saying my spirit knows the truth and you are not led by the flesh,
but you're led by the spirit, just like Romans eight talks about.
So that's what's happening right now.
So the conflict I think is happening on a physical level in your body,
your body's remembering the trauma, the grief and your soul,
your mind and your emotions processing all that's taken place.
And that takes time because your body and your soul can believe the spirit
always believes it's the default because your spirit's now one with Christ.
It can't be separated from belief and what's true,
but your body and soul are catching up with what's true and they can believe.
But often a lot of us have inherited human DNA that has a record
that set that of unbelief.
And part of our process with the Lord is that the spirit is writing a new record.
And so Holy spirit,
we thank you right now that Marcella spirit is one with Christ.
According to your word, not mine. This is what you said.
This is what you designed. This is what you've always purposed and planned.
And that is what we rely on. We believe what you say, Lord.
And so Holy spirit as her comforter,
I pray that you would permeate her soul and her body and
healing would be manifested right now in those spaces and
places body.
I speak to you and I recognize that you have felt like you've had to
defend yourself all these years and in kindness and gentleness,
I invite you into the truth.
And that is you do not have to defend yourself any longer because you have a
protector and father God, and he is your source in all things.
And soul. I say the same thing to you right now,
allow the spirit to lead, allow the spirit to write new records.
I pray for redemption of memories.
I pray for redemption of moments and soul.
You will be renewed with the truth and you will be transformed and it
will be gentle and it will be done with kindness.
You haven't always experienced kindness, but it's a new day, and the shift is taking place,
and you are in a safe place because you are in Him. And I pray all these things,
not by my own authority, but by the authority that Jesus Christ has given me. And in those
things we say, Amen. And just one more thing, Marcella, because I think this is applicable
to everyone. When life feels this way, I don't feel like that's necessarily the truth for Kingdom
people, but I do think that life sometimes is this, and there's a cycle happening because
there's opportunities for us to experience increase and upgrades in the Lord. And those
opportunities often happen in reoccurring circumstances because we are discovering
our victory in those places. So if anyone's feeling like, Hey, I'm stuck right now in this
cycle. I feel like I get a little bit ahead, and then I kind of come back to the same thing.
There is an opportunity there that the Lord wants to meet you in that place and give you an upgrade
and an increase, and there will be victory. It doesn't mean you'll be doing this the rest of
your life, but this is a place specifically for you to experience His overcoming power. This is
where you're going to become more than a conqueror. So don't take on the shame, the guilt,
the condemnation of, I'm wrong. I've done something wrong, and that's why I keep getting stuck in that
space. Because shame, guilt, regret, remorse, they do not transform you. You can only be transformed
by love, and love has brought you to a place of victory. And so if things are going
like this, remember what Graham talked about? It's from Him, through Him, to Him. That's what's taking
place. So look for that and allow the Holy Spirit to help you identify what's taking place and where
the victory, how you're going to receive that victory. So, okay, Denise, I see your hand.
Hi. Hi, Lindsay. Hi, everybody. Hey, thank you so much. Lindsay, every word you spoke was just
dripping with honey. I mean, you have such a teaching gift. It is amazing. Everything spoke
to me, so thank you for what you shared. Oh, I'm grateful. Thank you so much for your encouragement.
Yeah, so what I'm struggling with is, I've been listening to your voice in my head, like,
don't say you're behind. Okay, I'm not behind. But I'm in step with the Holy Spirit. But here's the
thing. So I haven't posted in four or five days because I can't seem to have the balance of
my podcast and the TikToks. I can't seem to do both at the same time. And so I just said to God,
well, I'm just in pace with your spirit. I can only do what I can. And then the other thing that's
coming up is, I loved what you said about social media is such a powerful tool. It changes monologue
to dialogue because attachment is what changes people not. It's what transforms, not information,
attachment. And that's all the life model material, which I've been following for eight years, Jim
Wilder, all his people. That's what they teach. And so when you said that, and I never connected
to social media that we've, okay, we've changed a monologue into dialogue. So that really helped
because what I've been feeling is, I have to give up on, I can't just do a one minute thing
because I'm a therapist. I'm used to spending 60 minutes with someone going deep, deep, deep. And
I'm like, how is one minute really helping anybody? And so what I realized, it is creating a platform
to really interact. So I think as we plant the seed, and then God gives us a platform where that,
you said that transformation can take place in a relational context with Jesus. It's not,
and that's how people change anyway. So I love that. But my concern is that, should I continue
to, do I just ruin everything if I don't post for five days in a row? Should I just bounce back in?
Yeah, that would be my, so bouncing back in, absolutely. Pick it back up. And if you can
only focus on one or the other, so your longer content or your short form content, I would focus
on short form content right now, because it's the quickest way to organically reach and grow
your tribe. And I feel like that's really important when it comes to building momentum
for your message and your ministry. And I don't think that it negates the long form content,
but this is just how the algorithms are playing out right now. And we talk about leverage all
the time. So we need to be aware of what is dominating. So that's why we did video and not
just audio podcasts. That's why I encourage, because video is dominating. And the type of
video that's dominating right now is short form content. And I just, there's something about
for you and for your audience, when you're able to find your tribe and start building that
following, again, and it's also a quicker way for you to build those creative reps,
much quicker than doing like one weekly or one every other week episode.
That's why I'm like put your energy into short form content right now because I haven't done a long podcast since June.
Oh really?
Yeah, because my, and it's killing me a little bit I'll be honest, like, I wish I could be doing that I'm planning to pick that back up in the fall.
But I only have time to kind of focus on one thing or the other. And so I'm just we're just doing daily short form content right now.
Well, this is my problem. I'm very loyal to my audience I feel like I'm leaving them if I don't do that the one of the, there's a group in Connecticut that meets and listens to my podcast and I met them on zoom, and they they just wait for the
next one to come out and they discuss it. And so I feel like I'm leaving them. I don't, it's like I can't it's like my, my conscience won't let me just leave my podcast but I literally I said this is not sustainable I cannot do both.
So, something has to give it to give up a day on my job or something has to happen. So, and then also when do you say go to my website in a tick tock like how does that drive people.
I mean I understand they can look me up. But yeah, you never say it right you just never say I've never said, I've never said, go to my website.
There's a lot of prompts that you can do if you want a little bit more like time to engage or time to share so some people you'll see will say, read the caption below and in the caption there's a little bit more context to the 62nd.
Some people will you know do kind of part one part two part three and they'll say follow my account to, you know, hear the rest of the story or follow my account for the next part.
So I like these kind of subtle prompts, but you can try it. It's just this the style I would do it like one every 10 or 15 videos I would not do it every video.
I haven't ever done it.
And then in terms of leaving my audience hanging is that just let them know what's happening. So here, when there's a problem, like maybe there's a solution other than what you've been doing if what you've been doing is not sustainable so like maybe with this
group.
Maybe you offer doing a once a month, live call with them or one time like hey, I would love to connect with you guys right now I'm taking a bit of a sabbatical from doing regular podcast I'm focusing on this.
But I just love like how you know we've connected so is there, would it serve you guys if we could do a live call and how many times, it could be once or maybe it's a couple times but however you think would, I know there's content creators, like
and she's part of this group.
She's done that with a few people like there's just been special groups like in Pennsylvania who have like invited her to come and do like a three day conference at their like facility and then she's also done like calls and stuff and little mini groups so maybe that's something
that would be fulfilling and fun for you and something that would be sustainable for that particular group.
Okay.
Thank you. That's very helpful. Oh good.
I love when I can be helpful. Hey Susie.
I'm thinking Denise also could you present to that group of ladies, this is my dilemma. Do you have any suggestions, because I'm sure they would not want you to be feeling this way.
That overwhelmed thing, and who knows what kind of ideas they could come up with.
Okay, that's a good idea. Thank you.
I've got like four things, Lindsay, this is.
This has been my, my huge burden is I'm processing with the Lord thinking okay how am I going to put this in words and will this work on a tick tock and then when I sit down to do it on a tick tock my mind is blank.
And now I realized oh it's because it's, you know, it's not right. It's not time.
Again, Lord has given me permission, I know but I needed to hear it from you also.
And I'm almost feeling like the Lord saying will you give me space, you know, will you leave them alone, it's kind of like that thing of, if I'm being if I'm being what I'm not supposed to be, then I can't be what I am supposed to be, you know, that, that kind of thing.
So this is a, this is a huge, huge one for me.
And I'm also realizing I believe that Holy Spirit is at work in every single person, and he's the one doing it and I can speak to them according to that is not that I'm giving them answers is that like you said I love it, you know, I'm just putting that little
finger on the thing that the Holy Spirit's already speaking to them.
And the other thing is I'm really kind of excited because the video, I have one tick tock that's got 5600 views on it.
And this is another one of those okay it's the end of day I'm going to do this Lord, and I was feeling like I was being a little too vulnerable.
well, a little too exposed because I said, Okay, this is a
verse that I have resisted the most. And, and I was thinking,
Okay, is that a little too negative. And when I was looking
for my title, I finally came up, I wasn't gonna say dealing, I
wasn't gonna say overcoming resistance. So the title was
dealing with resistance. And I'm also kind of pleased because I
wasn't giving answers. I was saying, Okay, I didn't know what
to do. This is Romans 12. One, you know, present your body's
living sacrifice, and said, Okay, so I ignored it for
decades. And then I finally asked the Lord what we should
do about it. And we've had a good conversation for years. And
I would love to tell you what I learned, but be much better for
you to ask the Lord yourself. Say yes, Lord, thank you. So I
really didn't give any answers at all.
But you you've led them into an interaction.
Yeah, with the Lord. Yeah.
Because you said this is, this is what I would encourage you to
do. That's a call to action.
Okay. I'm so used to wanting to give like you said, I'm so used
to wanting to give information. Yeah. And I feel like a broken
record saying yes, Lord, thank you. But that's my response to
all of that angst that you've been talking about. I'm over.
Okay, Lord. Yes, Lord, I will rejoice in you. Yes, Lord, I
will. Thank you. Yes, I will trust you. And self pity leans
lean looms really big too. And yes, Lord, thank you is the only
answer I know to that. Okay, so I wasn't I guess I was thinking
was I was thinking I was being too transparent to putting
myself out there to say, Hey, I resist this.
No, I think it's an excellent hook, quite honestly. Because
that's what people deal with. And so many people, this is
where this is where like, and I'm not accusing you of this,
Susie. This is I'm just speaking of the overall like elitism in
the church hierarchy in the church. That feeling of less
than in the church. It's all stems from nobody talking about
the fact that hey, I struggle sometimes to believe this. I
struggle sometimes to think this is true. And everything
everything is just shared from the space of this is what's
true. You need to believe it. There's no story. There's no
experience. There's no interaction. So people don't
know what it looks like to believe like what what was the
aha moment for you? What did that look like? What was the
conversation with the Lord? It's not it's not bad to
address negativity. It's when we get stuck there. So you are
offering an exchange, you're saying, Hey, here's where I've
been stuck. And here's how I'm responding to that stuckness.
I'm not staying stuck. I'm making a call on his character.
I'm leaning into who he is, even when I don't know, I know him.
And that's enough.
And I think that that I think we all say it. Oh, I saw this. Oh,
but it doesn't mean that I've got it all down right now. I'm
still learning. And I guess that there's a way we don't have to
do that disclaimer thing if we worded in such a way that Oh,
this is an ongoing this is how I'm handling things.
Just tell the truth.
Just tell the truth. If that's the truth, that's the truth.
You know, Marcella being able to just share with her audience
like, guys, this is grief, it continues to show up. That's the
truth. I know I have the victory. I know you do too.
Here's how I'm participating with a victory today in the
midst of not feeling victorious. And sometimes it's making it in
all the time it needs to be I'm making a call on his character,
not my own. This is grace. This is the kingdom. This is the
gospel is that we don't have to rely on ourselves our behavior
anymore. We have been fused with him. And everything that's true
about him is now true with us. And greater is he who is in us.
Then he that is in the world, including that old dead self of
ours. We're new. We can make a call on his character. We don't
have to make a call on our own. Bridget slash mom I saw that you
had your hand raised. Did you have a question?
Um, yeah, I was just gonna say this is really helpful. I it's
good to hear the questions because it's the same questions
that I'm having. But I want to make a comment about the earlier
you know, with the
speaking about childbirth.
And one of the most important things
that's going through childbirth is breathing.
And I have found that I think breathing
is what's so important to help the contractions work.
And for me, working to me,
breathing is getting in line with the Holy Spirit
and doing what he wants you to do
and not going off into your own thoughts
and your own compulsions
and maybe following what you feel you should be doing
because that's what the audience wants,
but just getting in line with the Holy Spirit.
And that breathing actually helps us to keep our brain
and the oxygen flowing properly.
That is really good.
I think I just wanted to share that.
That's great.
It opens up the illustration even more.
Exactly, yeah.
Any pain that you experience...
So this is kind of a funny story, guys,
and we'll leave it here
unless anyone else has questions, I'm willing to stay.
But I was getting a massage
and I like firm pressure, but not deep pressure
because that hurts, but I like it to be firm.
And so the massage therapist was asking me,
I mean, I thought she was deep.
And she said, let me know if you need me to go deeper.
And I'm like, I mean, this is good.
I think it's helping.
And she just kind of chuckled.
She said, if you can't breathe through it, it's too deep.
It's like, we have to remember to breathe through it.
And I love the illustration of, I mean, Holy Spirit,
wind, breath of heaven.
So I love that.
That's so good.
Hey, Bobby.
Hey, Bridget, I wanted to tag onto that.
I love that because this is more in the physical sense,
but I don't know, several months ago,
the Lord was literally,
he kept saying that we were made from this,
but he breathed into our nostrils
and he kept giving me like my nostrils, my nostrils.
And then I had some things going on.
And he literally said,
I want you to breathe in and out of your nose
to the point I put tape here and here every night
because I was training myself to breathe out of my nose.
And I cannot tell you the life.
And because he said, Bobby,
the only thing that can stop the flow of Holy Spirit
through you is you, your little old self.
He calls it the self of me that was never meant for me.
So I was breathing through my nose.
So he usually talks to me in the spirit,
but then in the physical, and then they marry.
And my body so wants to surrender.
It was created to surrender and to be one.
So yeah, if any of you just want to maybe think about,
ask the Lord about this nose breathing.
I don't know.
I mean, I'm, but.
Deep, like breathing, breath work, breathing,
all that stuff in the natural medical wellness world
is really big because so many of us
have forgotten how to breathe.
I know we're going off, but it's true.
I always have an app that makes,
does anybody's iPhone,
have you ever seen that breathing app?
I mean, like you can put it on and I mean,
I put it off because it was driving me crazy,
but it would make you stop.
Oh yeah.
And breathe through your nose for so, for like.
A minute.
Like a whole minute, yeah.
Okay, sorry.
I love it.
Love it.
Creation is speaking to the truth, right?
Like it knows the truth.
It knows the truth.
It's being reminded of the truth.
The sons of God are here.
The glory in us is being revealed.
Creation's being unlocked from its frustration.
I love that we get to participate in that journey.
It's so powerful.
It's so good.
Well, I have, go ahead, Susie.
There was a woman who was talking about an app,
an app that she actually put onto her body,
that if she didn't breathe in X amount of seconds,
it gave her a little vibration.
It's so important.
We hold our breath a lot.
You'll notice that, especially in stress and in pain,
we hold our breath.
And the best thing you can do for your body
is to give it oxygen, is to breathe.
So, great example.
I'm just, I think what the enemy does
is though he actually restricts our breathing
and then we can't actually see things clearly.
And I think that, you know,
often when my husband and I went through our challenges,
we listened to Graham over and over again
and we chose to choose life and peace over our bodies.
And part of that was just getting in line
to hearing what the Lord was saying
and not being muffled by what the enemy was saying to us.
And I think that's part of the breathing.
The enemy stops our breathing so we can't think clearly
and we lose perspective of our circumstances.
And like you said earlier,
we have to see everything with the kingdom lens.
And so when we are breathing properly,
we can actually see and look at Jesus' lens
over our situation rather than, you know,
being all murky with the enemy's lens
over the situation, I think.
It's a great technique.
Talk. I know. Talk it into 60 seconds. Hey, you just said in
60 seconds. There you go.
And if I can add in, it says giving thanks always in
everything. And, and for me, I'm really thinking that rejoicing
the Lord requires some work. I'm still working on that one. But
thank you. And you know, thank you, Lord for Graham, getting up
on the stage and saying thank you. Thank you. No, seriously.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. To me, I'm thinking that
saying thank you is kind of like breathing.
It requires different breath work when we rejoice when we
sing when we praise when we're still. It requires our bodies to
do different things than our body probably needs our divine
design needs. Which is awesome. Hey, Gloria. How are you?
Everyone bless you guys. I'm doing great. Thank you. And I
just wanted to share just a few things just of encouragement.
But there's always a battle because we are in a war. And we
know that so that there's always that spiritual warfare that
we're that is happening. If we're if we're pressing in if
we're pushing back darkness, there's always that spiritual
warfare. So we just know that. And, you know, we are in that
season where the glory of God is descending upon the bride. And
you know, his glory is coming upon us. So there's there is
that spiritual warfare, but you know, God's glory is descending
upon us. And it's, it's our job to speak the word. It's his job
to, to give that revelation of his word. And so I just want to
encourage you guys, because all it takes is just one word. One
word to transform somebody's life or to change somebody and
our job is not to that's not our job. Our job is just to release
the word. And he watches over his word to perform it. So
that's, and I just want to encourage you guys with that. I
mean, we're not here to change everything, anybody, it's it's
God who's going to do it. And he just uses us as his as his
vessels. And yeah, so I just want to bless you guys. And
yeah, everyone. Yeah.
One word guys. One word. I love that reminder. So press in this
week. Know that life is flowing and breathe through it if you
need. There's so much goodness in this call. And we will put it
up in the kingdom messenger site since it was not streamed
on Facebook today. So that's where you're going to be able to
find it. If you want to rewatch anything, and we will see you
guys. I'll see you guys on Monday for our prayer call. Love
you all praying for you. See you later. Have a great weekend.