We are in week three, moving right along here and I'm going to spend just one episode today on
really your original blueprint and why it may be locked up and why it needs to be liberated.
So I'm just going to spend this one episode on that and then I'm going to spend the last two
on how to unlock it and liberate your true identity. So I didn't want to skip this part
because there are some whys that I want to answer. So number one, you are an original.
I mean who you are, who each human being is, is an original. You have an original blueprint
and you see that on your fingerprints. I mean you can't get any more proof than that,
that everybody is original and unique and everybody is a one-of-a-kind and
you know there's no one else on the earth that is you or that is like you. And the fine-tuned
detail by which we are formed and designed is really nothing short of a miracle. That's why
I wanted to go through the seven parts of the identity because the parts of you that make up
who you are, there's so much fine-tuned detail. Even though every person has the same seven parts,
every single one is unique and there's this detail added to each one. So really every human
walking around is really a walking supernatural miracle. And I think that one of the main
tactics that the enemy uses against humanity is to hide that from you, to do whatever he can,
take advantage of whatever experiences and situations and people that you've had in your life
and to try to keep the truth of who you are from you so that you don't realize it. You don't realize
and see how extraordinary you are. And so this is why this is so important to
take a little bit of time to focus on your identity and how to liberate your identity because
where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty and freedom. Whom the Son sets free is free
indeed. Jesus was anointed to set the captives free. There's so many scriptures about freedom
and one of the things Jesus purchased on the cross with his blood was our freedom. He purchased
our freedom from captivity and bondage. So it's really, really important to get our identity,
our original blueprint, who we are, free, out, functioning and operating.
And another reason why this is so important is because your identity is related to your health.
Okay, it's related to your mental health and physical health. And this has actually been
proven. There's a lot of scientific evidence that has come out in the last 10 years that has proven
how stressful it is to your body when you're not living according to your authentic self.
So it puts your physical body in an extreme amount of stress and you can see that even
with the muscle testing that I do. When I'm doing a muscle test one-on-one in person,
I test somebody's arm and we're all basically human lie detector test. So one of the ways that
I can get information from the body about what's going on in somebody's subconscious mind
and maybe they're not aware of it is that I'll ask a question and if you're saying something
that's true for you, your energy and your muscles will be really strong and you can resist my
hand and I won't be able to push your arm down. If you say something that's not true for you,
that doesn't align with the truth of who you are and what you are inside,
your muscles become weak, your energy changes and I can easily push your arm down. So that
just shows you and that's just asking questions and that just shows you how stressful it is
if you're living a lie or believing a lie or functioning according to something that's not
true about you. It's extremely stressful to your body and that can come out in physical
manifestations and health problems. It can also cause mental issues like depression,
it can cause, you know, I think a lot of mental disorders have to do with the person's identity and
and they're living with these falsehoods or they've adopted or accepted or agreed with
or received some kind of falsehood about them.
So it's a pretty important thing.
And your body just really, really reacts to untruths.
It just has a physical reaction.
So we want your body, your mind, everything to be working together, to be in unity.
And when that's happening and you're your authentic self and there's freedom to be yourself,
your body can work with that.
Your body knows what to do.
Your body knows how to respond to your authentic self.
Your body does not know how to respond to an unauthentic self because it's not you.
You're not wired to be this other thing that you're being.
You're not wired or designed for it.
So your body doesn't know how to do it.
So that's why it's really, really important.
So I think that your identity can really be locked up because of these false, maybe
false identities that we adopt and we think that they're us and they're not.
So I want to talk about the light within you.
Do you know that you have a light within you?
And I'm not even talking about Jesus because Jesus is the light of the world.
And so you have his light in you.
But every human being also has a light.
This is fascinating.
But I've seen the picture of what happens at conception when a sperm and an egg meet
at the moment of conception, there's this flash of light.
It's the most incredible picture.
If you haven't seen it, Google it because it is incredible.
There's this electric event that happens and this spark of light shoots out.
And I believe that is the moment that the spirit of the baby is brought to life and
activated and the manifestation of that is a light.
So we all have a light.
It's also, you can see this, when you go in for an x-ray, I always thought that x-rays
were taking pictures of your bones and they're not.
An x-ray is scanning the frequencies of light.
Your bones actually hold the same frequency as light.
Light has a frequency.
And what an x-ray does is it scans your bones and it's looking for where there's an absence
of light.
Because if you have a break in a bone or a problem with a bone, it's dark.
There's no light there.
So you actually are a light.
And the Bible says, do not cover up.
It says, do not hide.
Don't put your light under a bush.
Don't cover up your light.
It says, let your light shine before men.
There's so many verses about that.
And what makes you so incredible is not only are you a light because God created you that
way, you're a human being and he's light.
So therefore you have light as well.
So not only do you have your own individual human being light, but then you've got the
light of Jesus that comes in on top of that and just illuminates the heck out of you.
So you're literally walking around in the spiritual realm like this shining, beautiful
beacon of light.
And guess what?
The devil does not want you to know that.
That's why you can walk into any atmosphere or any environment and you can bring the light
because you bring your own light plus the light of Jesus.
And it's great.
So we want to get our lights uncovered.
We want to get our identities liberated.
So I want to talk about the fruit.
Okay.
So the fruit of having your identity locked up.
Okay.
This is what happens when our identities are locked up and they're not able to flow out
of us.
Number one is that a person with a locked up identity will feel unfulfilled.
There's a sense of unfulfillment in your life.
And that's, that's really sad.
I mean, that's really sad.
Purposeless, useless.
You may have physical, mental, and spiritual lethargy from not using, if your identity
is locked, that means it's not being, there's no use.
Your identity, who you are is not able to be used in any way or to affect or influence
anything.
And you can mentally, physically, and spiritually become lethargic because of that.
Like when you sit around on the couch all day and you don't do anything, it actually
makes you feel more tired.
It doesn't make you feel more restful.
You get more lazy and more tired.
So lethargy, laziness, physically, mentally, and spiritually.
You may feel frustrated all the time and not know why.
And it's kind of like a volcano, you know, when there's pressure or a, you know,
when there's pressure building up under a volcano, it has a limit.
And when that pressure starts to build up, there's only a matter of time before, you know,
it's going to erupt, and so if that's capped, if you put a cap on the amazing, remarkable,
extraordinary identity and person that you are, that pressure is going to cause frustration
because it's building up, building up, and it needs to come out,
and it's going to cause frustration.
We already talked about stress.
It can make you feel very, very stressed all the time.
And you may dislike yourself, and that's really a tragedy because if you don't,
if you're not aware of who you are, and you don't see it and recognize it,
you will probably not like yourself.
And it can even lead to self-hatred, honestly, which is a tragedy.
And, you know, fulfilled and satisfied people are those who are able to live life true
to their authentic self, that's how it works.
And so, I want to just talk about why, why your identity can become locked sometimes,
and I want to get to that.
I'm turning off my phone because it keeps blinging at me.
So, your identity can become locked.
I'm going to go through the reasons why.
And the way I've seen it, so this is me on my own journey.
I mentioned it in the first, my introductory video that I did not know my own identity.
I knew little pieces of it, but I didn't really know myself until about five years ago.
And the way that God revealed it to me was that there's a door.
There's a door, and I felt like I was locked behind this door, and I couldn't,
I didn't know how to open the door and come out.
And the Bible talks about doors.
There's, you know, Jesus stands at the door of your heart and knocks and waits for you to let him in.
You know, the Bible talks about gateways and doors all over the place.
Even in Isaiah 61, my favorite life verse, where it says that Jesus came to bind up the brokenhearted
and set at liberty the captives, and he says to open prison doors.
So, there's all kinds of doors, and those are obviously spiritual doors, right?
So, there's some kind of door.
And since your true identity is in your spirit, that's where it's formed.
You know, your spiritual identity, your spiritual DNA, and your spiritual code,
who you are and who you're made to be in your spirit,
your identity needs to come from your spirit, from the depth, from your innermost being,
and come through your soul.
And what happens is your soul is the buffer between your spirit and your body,
because your spirit isn't physical matter.
Your body is physical, and so the soul is the in-between.
It's the gateway or the buffer or the intermediary portion of you where your spirit,
it goes through your soul, and then it can manifest into your physical body.
So, a lot of times, the door, whatever this door is, can be locked or blocked or something like that.
So, the reason, so I'm going to tell you some reasons why that you're the door of your heart.
If it's the door of your heart, between your heart and your soul, you know, your heart is where your spirit is.
So, this is why.
Reasons for a locked and blocked identity.
Number one can be a hardening of your heart.
You know, the Bible talks about that a lot.
Don't harden your heart.
So, a hardened heart can cause your identity, that door, to be closed.
A hardened heart can even cause a wall.
It can cause a wall.
It can cause a locked door.
And most of the time, people harden their hearts because of self-protection,
self-preservation because of pain, okay?
So, you wouldn't know that you're hardening your heart.
It's not like everybody decides one day, I'm going to harden my heart.
It happens without, unknowingly.
It's just a natural reaction to pain is to try to protect your heart and preserve yourself
so you harden it or put up a wall.
Another reason is living primarily from your soul.
So.
As I go through this list of the reasons why your identity might be locked, if any of those apply
to you, that means you're living primarily from your soul. Your soul is your mind, your will,
and emotions. And your soul can get skewed because your soul is affected by all your life experiences,
the people that are around you, the things that people say to you, your mindsets, the beliefs that
you establish and develop. So if you're living primarily from the soul instead of from your
spirit, that door can be locked. Moving forward, adopting false pieces of your identity because of
negative words that people in your life spoke over you, especially if they were
very influential people, your parents, even teachers, people that have authority over you
when you're little. So words from people and negative experiences that were difficult
that made you feel less than who you are, that made you doubt your value and worth, and also
being around wounded people. So if you grew up around wounded people or you hung out with
wounded people, wounded people wound people. So that's another reason why your identity can be
locked up, adopting false pieces of your identity through those things. Another reason is not wanting
to be who you are. In other words, you may have rejected yourself. And I've seen this a lot.
I've seen this even in my own family where you start to look over at somebody else's life or you
start looking at another person's who they are and you think to yourself, oh,
I don't like who I am. I want to be like that. Okay. So if you've rejected yourself and not
wanted to be who you are, you actually willed to close the door to your identity and cap it off.
So another reason, and this kind of goes along with that one, is comparing yourself.
Comparing yourself to other people, comparing your life to other people's lives,
and almost idolizing other people and thinking, oh, that person is so great, and putting them up
on a pedestal and idolizing them and trying to be like them, and looking at yourself and seeing
all the things that are different and this comparison thing. And I have to say, I did that
for so many years of my life. I didn't know any better because I grew up in church and you see
all the church leaders and all, especially the church, I call them the church ladies,
the church ladies, and you look at them and you think, oh, they're so godly and their families
are so successful and their kids are so good and they're doing all these things for God, and I want
to look like that. I want to do that. And I spent, I wasted, you guys, I wasted so much of my life
trying to make myself like those ladies that I saw, and I couldn't do it. I exhausted myself
doing it. And the more I tried to be like them, and I realized I couldn't, then it just made me
feel worse about myself. Why can't I be like those ladies? There must be something wrong with me.
So don't do that. Don't compare yourself because it turns out I wasn't like any of those ladies.
I wasn't like any of them. And I never was, and I'm still not. And so comparing yourself to other
people is going to cause your own identity to get blocked, and it's not going to be free.
Your true authentic self is not going to be free to come out. So a couple more.
Being afraid that who you are deep down is not good enough.
Not recognizing your value and worth. Not agreeing with God about who you are.
Not believing who you are from God's perspective. So those two things are important because if God
designed you, if God wired you, if God created your spiritual identity and encoded your spiritual
identity with who you are, and we don't agree with that, then we say, no, that can't be.
That can't be. That's going to be a problem. And so we want to believe God and agree and believe
who we are from his perspective. Believe who he says we are. Believe how he sees us. Who does
he see when he sees us? And believe that. One more. False humility. And I've seen this a lot
in church, that people believe that it's not okay.
pay to think well of yourself or to love yourself.
And that is wrong too.
That's false humility.
When you see how remarkable and valuable you are,
when you love who you are,
when you appreciate what makes you unique
and the things that you do,
when you can see that and you love that about yourself
and you like yourself and you believe that you are valuable,
that's not pride, that's agreeing with God.
That's agreeing with God and believing
who he made you to be.
So false humility, not good.
So I'm gonna go through an exercise really quickly
just in case any of these things have taken place
inside you and has caused your own true identity
to be locked behind a door or blocked
or if there's been a wall or a barrier
created in between your spirit and your soul
so that what's in your spirit is not able to flow
through you and come out of you.
So I'm gonna, this might sound really weird,
but I'm gonna lead you through, it's sort of a prayer,
but it's also a prayer, a declaration,
an acknowledgement, but this is what we're gonna do.
I'm gonna lead you through a prayer-like declaration
to apologize to yourself
for not allowing your true identity to be expressed.
And I started doing this a while ago
and it's not the first time.
I actually remember hearing years ago
about this healing conference
where all of these people started getting instantly healed
after they apologized to their body
for straining and abusing their bodies.
So this is similar to that.
There's something about when you apologize to yourself,
it's like what you would do to your child.
If you, you know, one day went overboard
and yelled at your kid or something,
you would go to your child and you would say,
I'm really sorry.
Well, you can do the same thing to yourself.
And when you're apologizing to yourself,
you're setting it right
and you're giving yourself permission to then be you.
That's what you're doing.
And then the second thing we're gonna do
is apologize to God.
And this is kind of like a confession,
but it's not that you were committing some sin or something.
This is just acknowledging like, you know what?
I've been wrong to be out of agreement
with who you made me to be.
I've been wrong about that.
And I'm choosing with my will,
I'm willing to change this
and to do it differently from this point on.
So go ahead and close your eyes.
And I'm going to lead us
through this prayer declaration exercise.
So thank you, Father God.
I just wanna thank you for the original blueprint of me.
Go ahead and pray along with you.
Thank you that I'm one of a kind.
Thank you that I'm extraordinary.
Thank you that I have my own unique light to shine.
And thank you that Jesus paid for my freedom
so that my true identity,
my true purpose for living could be free to come out.
And so right now I apologize to myself.
I say that I'm sorry to myself
for the ways that I've come out of agreement
with God about who I am.
I say that I'm sorry to myself
for not believing who I really am.
And I'm sorry for creating any kind of barrier or wall
that has not allowed my true identity to come out.
And I apologize to myself for locking the door,
for locking the door in my soul
to where my true spiritual identity was not able to come out.
And I also say that I'm sorry to you, God.
I apologize to you, God.
I'm sorry for everything.
every way that I've been out of agreement with you
about who I am, where I'm sorry and I apologize
for not liking who you made me to be,
for not accepting who you made me to be,
for not loving,
for not loving my design, my wiring, my makeup,
for not loving who I really am in my innermost being,
I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for the ways
that I've been out of alignment with who you say that I am.
I've been out of alignment and I'm sorry, God.
And I just declare right now that I desire
to discover my true authentic self
and who I really am in my innermost being.
And I declare that I'm willing to open the door,
to open the door between my soul and my spirit
to let my true identity come forth.
And I give my true identity permission
to come out and to express who I am
and to shine my light.
And I declare that I am willing to believe,
to believe the truth about who I am
and to believe who God says I am and how he sees me
and to believe that and to function according
to the truth of who I am, not according to untruths.
In the name and authority of Jesus Christ of Nazareth,
the Messiah who paid for and purchased
my freedom and liberty, in Jesus name.
Okay, so we are done with that.