is the last week. It's just flown by. I've enjoyed every minute of it, every week, every
one-on-one call that I've had with each of you. It's been better than I even thought. I didn't
really have an expectation going into it because it's the first time I've done a class on identity,
but the one-on-one times have been just really, really great, and it makes me want to do more.
So I'm going to just talk briefly because I wanted to wrap up where we left off last time
and showing you how to unlock your identity, and then I'm going to do an activation exercise
because that's what I want to spend a majority of our time on. And it's funny because I was
listening to my daughters. My two oldest daughters were having a conversation yesterday,
and they don't even really know that I'm doing a class on identity. They know I do a Zoom class
every week at 11 because I tell them they have to be quiet in the house, but they don't know
what I talk about or what it's about. And they were talking about identity, and my second daughter
was saying it's frustrating because she wants to know her identity, but she doesn't know
what it is, and how does she find it? How does she find out what her identity is? And
my oldest daughter said, that's not true. They were arguing about it. You do know. You know who
you are. You just have to be who you are. You already know who you are. So I was listening to
this conversation, and it hit me that yeah, they're both kind of right because you already
know who you are. You are in your heart, in the depths of your heart, in your innermost being.
You know who you are. You know why? Because you already have the code. You already have the code
just like your DNA. When you're in the mother's womb, your DNA has already been written. It's
the code, and you know how to make yourself because you already have the instructions to do it.
Well, in your heart, in your innermost being, in your spirit man, in your spirit woman, you already
have your code. You already have your identity code, the instructions of who you are and who you
will be. So you do already know who you are. It's the mind that gets in the way sometimes,
and your mind always runs and interprets your life and interprets your
situations based on your experiences. So your mind and your brain work together. When you
experience something, your mind interprets it and then tells your brain how to respond.
So those two things, your mind and your brain, are always working to protect you. That's what
they're designed for. They're designed to protect you, to keep you from getting hurt, and to make
sure you survive and you stay alive. That's what they're designed for. So a lot of these
things that have happened, and your brain and your mind and your body have done that for you,
they're actually doing what they were made to do, and they've done a good job. Because if your
mind felt like you were in danger, there was a threat to you, even if there was a threat of
a broken heart, even like to that extent, that you were doing what you needed to do
to stay alive and to be protected. So you've done a good job. Now it's just a matter of
taking charge and making sure that you are operating and living not according to your
experiences, because your experiences don't define you. Your experiences are part of your story and
part of your testimony, but you can misinterpret who you are through your experiences. So
I just wanted to point that out, that you know who you are in your heart.
And I'm going to give you a little clue, maybe things to look for. My second daughter was right
too, that it's not always easy to understand who you are, because your self-protection
mechanisms that have kicked in and have walled you in, that sometimes it's hard to see it and
to understand it and to recognize it. But I'm going to give you some clues. I made a little
list here of how to recognize who you really are, and you do know. Every time you've been brave
enough to take an action or to take a step when it was really hard, that was the real you.
Every time you kept going in your life, when you felt like giving up and there was a good
reason to give up, but you kept going, that was the real you. That was you.
Every time you overcame an obstacle
or moved past an obstacle in your life
that could have, you know, shut you down
or could have caused you to make a detour,
but instead you went forward and you moved past it
and you overcame it, that was you.
That was the real you.
Every time you made a mistake in your life
and you learned from it and you made a positive change,
that was you, that was the real you.
So you can look at these things
and recognize who you are at your core.
And it doesn't have to all be negative, you know,
every time something was hard
because the real you can come out
in good circumstances too.
Every time you gave to something, you gave yourself,
you gave your time, you sacrificed for someone else
or for something, every time you loved someone
unconditionally when it was hard to love them,
that's the real you, okay?
That's how you love, that's how you give,
that's how you share who you are, okay?
Every time you helped someone or encouraged someone
or impacted someone or walked with someone else
through a difficult situation and you stuck by them,
that was you, that was the real you.
Every time you contributed somewhere
where there was a need or there was a void
or there was something that somebody needed
or something needed to be done and you contributed,
that was you, that was your identity,
that's how you contribute, that's you.
Every time you had a solution for something,
every time you had a strategy for something
and it worked, every time you had a great idea
and you implemented it and it worked, that was you,
that was the real you coming out.
So by now, I hope you're seeing all kinds of amazing things
about you, about who you are.
And I'm sure there's more, those are just a few
that I came up with, but I'm sure there's more clues
in your life about who you are,
it's just a matter of seeing it and recognizing it
and embracing that and celebrating who you are
and then being congruent and like your mind,
every part of you, your mind, body, spirit,
being congruent and working together,
almost like working for yourself.
You know, the scripture that says,
if God is for us, who can be against us?
That means God is always for us, always.
He's never against us, even on our worst days,
even in our difficult times, even when we're on the couch
and not able to move or do anything, God is for us.
And so if God is for us,
we need to have that same attitude towards ourself.
We need to be for ourselves.
We need to be for us, not against us.
We don't wanna work against ourself.
We wanna be for ourself and work with ourself
and all every part of us work together
and we want to be for ourselves, for yourself.
Okay, so I wanna lead you through just an exercise.
And if you have been with me, working with me for a while,
you know that I love to do visual visualizations.
And the reason why I love to do these
is because there's actually scientific evidence
that meditation changes the state of your brainwaves
and it puts your body into relaxation mode.
And when you're in relaxation mode,
that means there's no danger signals,
there's no life-threatening signals
circulating through your body.
And that means that your body's not on alert
and in self-protection mode.
And so when that trigger is off
and you're completely relaxed, you can make changes.
You can change your brain, your mind, whatever it is,
you can change anything when you're relaxed
and you're not in a stress mode.
And meditation does that.
And I know that there's a lot of weird meditations
out there, but it works.
And the Bible says to meditate.
And so the reason why meditation works
is because in order to really have an impact
on your subconscious mind and on your body,
it can't just be information.
It can't just be, oh, I'm hearing the right.
information. You need to hear it, you need to feel it, you need to see it, and you need to experience it.
And if those four things are happening, then you will make the shift, you will make the changes
that you want, and your body and your mind will accept it as real, as reality to you.
And so the good news about Christians is that when we visualize, we are actually joining
with God's heart and God's mind for us, and we're allowing him to work with our own imaginations,
and we're synchronizing with him. And so when we visualize, we're visualizing with him
the things that he wants us to see, and the things that he wants to experience,
and the things that he wants us to know. So this isn't just meditate on anything.
So I'm going to lead us through a visualization exercise to help you unlock the door that has
held your true self in captivity. Because remember that Jesus already came when he was anointed to
set the captives free, and to proclaim liberty to the captives, and to open the prison doors.
So all of that has already been accomplished for us. So there is no
captivity. There is nothing locking you into anything or locking you up except for yourself.
So now it's a matter of, with your will and doing this exercise, just appropriating and activating
the truth and the reality that already exists for you, that's already in you, that you are free,
you are liberated, you are healed, you are whole. That's already who you are. It's just a matter of
letting that out. So we are going to do this visualization exercise to unlock the door that
has held your true self in captivity. You are not a captive. You are not enslaved. You are not locked.
You are not broken. You are whole. You are free. You are liberated. It's who you are. We're just
going to convince your mind and your body of that truth that already exists. Okay, so I'm going to
have you close your eyes. There's nothing that you need to do. There's nothing that you need to
stress about or force to happen. All you need to do is be still and just listen to the sound of my
voice and just let whatever plays out, play out. Just let whatever thoughts come, come.
Whatever pictures you see, just let it be. There's no wrong or right way to do this.
So whatever this experience is for you, it's good. And God, we invite you in
to this exercise to infuse our imaginations with your heart and your mind and with truth and with
your love and with your life present in us. When we give it to you, God, we give our imaginations
to you. We give our spiritual eyesight to you. We give our spiritual hearing to you.
And we would hear you and see you and feel you and know the truth
and that that truth can be activated and released so that we can experience the freedom.
Jesus name. Okay, so eyes closed and just listening to my voice and let your mind
and your imagination go wherever it needs to go. And I want you to picture a timeline.
And this is the timeline of your life. And whatever that looks like to you,
it's going to be personal to you. So whatever your own personal timeline,
whatever that looks like, or whatever that feels like, it's all up to you.
And I want you to turn to one side and look back at the timeline of your life. Look at your past
and the timeline in your past, there's going to be all kinds of things that you may see,
you're going to see some beautiful parts of your timeline where there's beautiful colors
and beautiful lights. And there's some really bright moments, and there's some really glorious
moments. But there's also going to be some dark moments too, and maybe some gaps and who knows,
but that's your past timeline. And the good news is, is that none of that really applies to you.
right now because right now you're in the present moment.
And now I want you to look to the other side.
And this is the timeline that's in your future.
And I want you to look down the timeline of your future
and as far as you can see.
And the timeline in your future,
you'll notice brilliant, beautiful, bright colors
beaming up almost like color beams
shooting up from your timeline.
You might see bright white light
because you were designed and created to shine
and to almost be like the light bulb,
the light bulb of God to shine his light.
And so in your future, you're gonna see really bright light
and beautiful colors
because light has the frequency of every color.
And then I want you to start walking that direction
in the timeline of your future
and start walking through the different colors
and like feel what those colors feel like.
And walk through the really bright white lights
that are just brilliant and bright.
And I want you to stand there
in the midst of those beautiful colors
because that's who you are.
You actually radiate with light and color
on the inside of you.
And in the spiritual realm,
all those beautiful, brilliant colors and bright lights
actually exude out of you.
And so stand in the midst of all of that beauty.
And that's who you are.
That's you, that's what you're capable of,
that's what your future holds.
And you'll remember, you'll remember how to get there
because it's already,
all of those beautiful manifestations of you,
the brilliant lights and the beautiful colors,
they're already encoded in you,
they already exist in you.
So you will know how to get there in your future.
So there's no need to worry about it.
So now I want you to walk back into the present
in the middle of your timeline.
And I want you to walk down below the surface.
There's a stairway that goes down below the surface of you.
And you can start walking down the stairs.
And this is a pathway going to the deepest part of you.
Into your heart, into the depths and core of who you are.
And walk down, it's probably dark because you're going deep.
And let yourself go down as deep as you need to go.
And I'm gonna count down five,
and keep going down, four, three, two, one.
Till you've hit the very bottom.
And I want you to, there's a door there,
and I want you to open that door and walk in.
And when you walk in, this is the door of your heart.
And when you walk into that room,
it's a huge room and it's filled with all the people
in your life that have loved you and supported you
and encouraged you, that have impacted you.
It's filled with all your favorite people
and all of just beautiful, beautiful things.
And it's like a giant gathering and party on your behalf.
And all the people there are welcoming you
and so happy to see you.
And they're there celebrating you.
And they see how wonderful you are.
And then there's one last thing.
There's one door in the back of that room
and it's a old door that probably hasn't been opened
maybe in a long time.
And there's nothing, it's just plain and old wood.
And it's in the back of that room.
So walk over there and open that other door in that room.
And go ahead and go in.
And in that room, you will find
a part of you that has been locked in that inner room.
And I want you to see what that part of you looks like
and feels like.
And that part of you that's been locked up in that room
all of this time, actually that part of you did her best.
That part of you did her best.
That part of you did what they needed to do
to keep you safe, to keep you from being hurt,
to keep you from heartbreak.
And so I want you to say thank you,
to say thank you to that part of you
for doing what they needed to do to protect you
and say thank you for waiting patiently
for you to come and let them out.
And I want you to say sorry, just say sorry
to that part of you for locking this door
and for the ways that you've limited that part of you.
And now just know that it's time to say thank you
for that part of you to come out.
So just let that part of you know,
just tell them it's time to come out now.
Everything is okay.
It's the right time.
And I want you to grab that part of you,
grab them by the hand and lead them out of that door
into the room where all of your favorite people are still
and let that part of you meet everyone.
Let that part of you be welcomed and celebrated.
Let that part of you join the party
and let yourself feel what that feels like
to have that part of you almost even applauded.
Everybody in the room is applauding and cheering
for this part of you that's been let out
and you're welcomed and celebrated and honored.
You're the honored guest of that party.
And then I want you to just say a blessing,
just say a blessing to this part of your identity,
this part of you, because blessing,
speaking of blessing always builds up and encourages.
So I want you to say, I just bless you,
this part of you, I bless you to shine,
to flourish and to operate freely and fully.
And now you can go back into the stairway
and you can bring this part of you with you.
The same way you went down, you can go back up
and go up the stairs all the way back
to where you started at the surface with your timeline.
And as I count up, you're gonna be walking up
to the surface.
One, two, three, four, five.
And you can open your eyes and you can now just be
and your mind, your subconscious mind and your mind
and your brain will understand what just happened
and what just occurred.
And they will interpret it correctly
because it was all truth.
There was nothing that you just visualized
or just imagined that wasn't based in truth
and your mind and your body recognize truth
and they understand it and they know what to do with it
and how to interpret it.
So you will, without you even trying,
you will accept that practice that you just did
and you will implement it on your behalf.
So I want to, I hope that went well for all of you.
I want to just end with what's next
because this has been such a great,
five weeks and I feel like I could just keep going and going on this topic of identity. I've
gained so much revelation and deeper understanding of identity myself just going through this,
but I want to let you know of how you can keep going if you're interested because I have a lot
of really great things coming up that I want to let you know about. I'm going to be starting my
90-day program again and I did it last year in February and it was really great. There's a
few of you that have been with me for a long time, almost a year now, and you started out with the
90-day program. It's called Restored 90-Day Renewal for the Soul and I'm going to be
running that again in February. I'm going to start offering it in January for people to sign up and
at the beginning of the new year and then offering it in February, but for you all who have already
started with me and you have done a little bit of inner work already and you also have experienced
the one-on-one sessions with me and you understand it, I'm going to give you
a really great deal if you're interested in doing the 90-day program coming up in February
and I'm going to take $200 off the price for you. I'm going to send out
an email with details and if you are interested and you want to sign up right away before I start
offering it in January, then I'm going to give you a really great deal. Of course, there's always
the private coaching package called Total Retune where I meet with you one-on-one through the phone
every other week for six months and it is the most comprehensive healing program that exists and I
literally go through every part of your mind, body, and spirit and get everything cleared out
that doesn't need to be there that's hindering you in any way and retune any part of you that has
gotten out of tune for some reason and I know that a couple of you have already done the Total
Retune. Do either of you want to say what it was like for you or say anything about that since
you've already been through it? I mean, I thought it was remarkable. I found it to be
just a lot of freedom and healing
and like so Holy Spirit-led, you know, so I made, I think, you all may know the story of
how basically God tricked me into doing it because I didn't think I could afford it.
It's good you did because in the end, seemingly, I couldn't but it all worked out.
Isn't that funny that it seems to just work out somehow even when we think that it's not going to?
Oh yeah, no, if he hadn't tricked me, I would have been like, no, I can't afford that this month.
Yeah, but yeah, so anyway, thank you and I appreciate that. Thank you so much for
sharing about your experience and with the Total Retune, you also get the 90-day program. It's
part of it. It's included. So you would get that as well for free included in the six-month package
and I can guarantee after six months, you will be different than you were when you started if you do
the whole six-month thing and there's no way you can't be different after the six months. So I just
want to say that. Can you hear me? Yes. Oh, well, I would just like to say that it was life-changing
for me in many ways and I really was grateful that, excuse me, you were able, I was able to
listen to a lot of the sessions over and over and over again to kind of change my default
and the change how what you see, what you hear, your expectations, all those things.
I mean, it really helped me tremendously and I just can't even really say enough about it.
It helped my family too. I believe it's helped my son and just and the alignment.
with the Lord and with the Holy Spirits that focus on on him and not listening.
I hope I can do it again.
I think that's a really good point, Julie, like and I know you and I've talked about this how
I know that, Holly, you know, you would some of the stuff that we would pray through,
you know, be blessing ourselves, but also future generations. And
I, you know, think of like the good things that have happened for for Zach this year. And I,
you know, I can't help but attribute it to the work that, you know, I did with you.
Wow. You ladies are blowing me away with with your words and how you're articulating
your experience. Thank you so much for sharing that. And yeah, it's if anyone if any of you
are interested, just go for it. And the other thing there's one more option if, if both if you
don't feel like either of those options are a good fit for you. I'm going to continue the my
mentorship. It's called Thrive Mentorship that several of you have been doing with me most of
this time as well for at least nine months. And that is a mentorship program. And it's a weekly
30 minute conference call, where I'm just investing in your life. I'm sharing
things with you every week. And we're just connecting and supporting each other praying
for each other. And that's a monthly subscription. But I'm going to give you a really good deal off
the price of the the monthly subscription to the mentorship, if you think that sounds really good.
And I want to I want to leave you with this is that your identity
is like a puzzle. And over the lockdown, my husband and I and some of my family got obsessed
with doing puzzles. And we started doing them when we were getting bored. And now we are addicted to
doing puzzles. We do them every single night. We sit around the table and we puzzle. And there's
some really profound life lessons you can learn from doing a puzzle. But what I learned from doing
puzzling is that when you first we do these big ones, you know, 1000 pieces, when you when you
first start a new puzzle, you dump it out. And the pieces are just everywhere. And you can't really
make any sense of the puzzle. It's just, there's just pieces and you look at it and it feels
overwhelming. And you go, Oh, my gosh, how can we? Where do we even start? And you can't make out the
picture, you can't tell where the pieces go at all, especially these hard ones, all the pieces look
the same, they are, they're all the same colors. And it can be really difficult, but you just start,
you just start and you do it piece by piece. And the beginning stages take a really long time,
because you have no framework, you have nothing to go by. And you're kind of just, you just have
to try and bring pieces in and try it. No, that one doesn't fit. No, that wasn't. Oh, I found one.
And so at the beginning, it's a slow process. But that process of trying every piece and know that
one didn't work, you start to learn the pieces. And you start to remember what they look like.
It's amazing. You start to remember those pieces. And then as you go, you get to a point where you
go, oh my gosh, I've seen that piece before. I remember that piece. And you go over and you're
like, yes, I remember that from before. And you know exactly where it goes. So even though it was
hard at the beginning, you're learning, you're mapping out all the pieces and you remember it.
And then by the end, after focusing and being diligent and being patient and going piece by piece
and slow and steady, by the end, you know the entire puzzle and it starts just going bam, bam, bam, bam.
And it's so exciting when you get to the end because that starts going so fast because you've
seen every piece a million times and you remember their shapes and you know exactly where they go.
And I feel like that's how it is with our identity is that at first it may see overwhelming. It's
just a bunch of pieces scattered. But if you just start trying things, if something's in your heart,
try it. If you have an idea, try it. If you have something that you've always wanted to do,
do it. If you have something that you love that is fulfilling to you, that's rewarding to you,
do more of it. If you have something that you've always wanted to do, but you talked yourself out
of it because you were afraid or you didn't think it would work, do it. So every piece,
every piece that you try, every moment
that you're that you're you don't give up and you keep putting the pieces together eventually it
just starts to all come together and then you can see the picture and it's it's really really
incredible so that is what I want to leave you with and I just want to say a prayer to send you
off on your way to Christmas and the holidays and thank you so much this has been a joy and an honor
and a blessing to me and I hope we can stay in touch and I want to send you off just with the
prayer and God I thank you for each one each one of these precious precious people that have
invested in themselves and that have made a priority to understand their identities to
recognize their identities and to unleash them and I just bless I bless who you are
I bless your true authentic self to come out of hiding I call you forth
out to be out in the open to be shining and flourishing and functioning freely and fully
in the truth of who you are united with Jesus as a new creation securely connected to the love of
the Father and empowered by the Holy Spirit within you and to be the expression of God and
his kingdom that you were intended and designed to be in the name and authority of Jesus Christ
of Nazareth the Messiah amen