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Hey everyone, my name is Casey Tuttle and I am from Missoula, Montana and a little bit

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about me.

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So I have three children, eight and 12 year old boys and a two year old little girl and

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married to my amazing husband of 15 years and I have a background in health and wellness

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and fitness and business but for the last eight-ish years I've been a stay at home mom.

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I've homeschooled my children for three of those years and then after my daughter was

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born, well after she was a year old and we put our children back in a different school

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and now we're homeschooling my oldest and so life has been kind of crazy.

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Homeschooling is like the hardest thing I've ever done.

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Very sanctifying I should say and so I'm joining this rest intensive.

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I feel like God has just been calling me into a journey of living from his rest, living

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in him and what he's done for me for like the past eight years and it's been a journey.

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I feel like I have a testimony very similar to Ashley Nicole.

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I listened to her testimony and I feel like all my life I've been striving to be good

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enough.

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I've been a perfectionist in many ways physically, business wise as a wife, as a mom and I've

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burnt out on several occasions and the newest thing for me is that in April I was diagnosed

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with rectal cancer and I've chosen an alternative route and with that has come a lot, well just

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with the diagnosis and such has come a lot of questions regarding faith and my faith

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and healing and just trying to like get rid of the lies in the church about healing.

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Some people saying that it's God's, might be God's will for me to have cancer and I

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believe that's a lie and just trying to like weed out the lies so my flesh believes the

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truth because I feel like my flesh is believing lies.

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My spirit knows the truth but I don't know how to get my flesh into believing what my

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spirit believes.

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I feel like I've been, anxiety has been pretty rampant in my life for the past eight years

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since I had my last son and it comes and goes.

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I've had various health issues and I believe it all comes down to my, what I believe and

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so when I came across Ashley on the Posture podcast, I was immediately went to her page

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and I saw the stress intensive and I was like this is what I need and it so happens to come

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at a time where I've really been struggling with the whole cancer journey and things have

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been hard and so my husband's going to be taking a three to four month leave of absence

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from work so I can learn to be at rest in my own home.

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Is that something my therapist said that I need to learn and it's crucial for my physical

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healing as well as mental healing and so this couldn't have come at a better time and

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so yeah, that's kind of a long story made short and I'm nervous to kind of go on this

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journey.

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I'm nervous like I feel like what if I fail, what if I, it's about what I'm doing and I've

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lived most of my life like that so I'm excited to just live from his rest.

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So I'm excited to join this with you ladies and men if there's any men in here and just

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looking forward to seeing what the Lord has for us.

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All right.

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I'll talk to you later.

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Bye.