Hey everyone, my name is Casey Tuttle and I am from Missoula, Montana and a little bit
about me.
So I have three children, eight and 12 year old boys and a two year old little girl and
married to my amazing husband of 15 years and I have a background in health and wellness
and fitness and business but for the last eight-ish years I've been a stay at home mom.
I've homeschooled my children for three of those years and then after my daughter was
born, well after she was a year old and we put our children back in a different school
and now we're homeschooling my oldest and so life has been kind of crazy.
Homeschooling is like the hardest thing I've ever done.
Very sanctifying I should say and so I'm joining this rest intensive.
I feel like God has just been calling me into a journey of living from his rest, living
in him and what he's done for me for like the past eight years and it's been a journey.
I feel like I have a testimony very similar to Ashley Nicole.
I listened to her testimony and I feel like all my life I've been striving to be good
enough.
I've been a perfectionist in many ways physically, business wise as a wife, as a mom and I've
burnt out on several occasions and the newest thing for me is that in April I was diagnosed
with rectal cancer and I've chosen an alternative route and with that has come a lot, well just
with the diagnosis and such has come a lot of questions regarding faith and my faith
and healing and just trying to like get rid of the lies in the church about healing.
Some people saying that it's God's, might be God's will for me to have cancer and I
believe that's a lie and just trying to like weed out the lies so my flesh believes the
truth because I feel like my flesh is believing lies.
My spirit knows the truth but I don't know how to get my flesh into believing what my
spirit believes.
I feel like I've been, anxiety has been pretty rampant in my life for the past eight years
since I had my last son and it comes and goes.
I've had various health issues and I believe it all comes down to my, what I believe and
so when I came across Ashley on the Posture podcast, I was immediately went to her page
and I saw the stress intensive and I was like this is what I need and it so happens to come
at a time where I've really been struggling with the whole cancer journey and things have
been hard and so my husband's going to be taking a three to four month leave of absence
from work so I can learn to be at rest in my own home.
Is that something my therapist said that I need to learn and it's crucial for my physical
healing as well as mental healing and so this couldn't have come at a better time and
so yeah, that's kind of a long story made short and I'm nervous to kind of go on this
journey.
I'm nervous like I feel like what if I fail, what if I, it's about what I'm doing and I've
lived most of my life like that so I'm excited to just live from his rest.
So I'm excited to join this with you ladies and men if there's any men in here and just
looking forward to seeing what the Lord has for us.
All right.
I'll talk to you later.
Bye.