Hello, good morning. My name is Susan Chapp. I'm a biblical counselor and relationship
readiness coach for single ladies. And I am joining the rest intensive. Here I am. I'm
from Georgia. Excuse me. I am married. I have a son and a stepson. They're both in middle
school. And it's, it's been very interesting. The last couple months trying to homeschool
them here during this time. I just really very quickly remind you of how much you forget
what you get out of school. So I met Ashley maybe a year ago. I don't even remember exactly
how we connected, but I immediately knew there was something different about her and I wanted
to, to be in her space. So just over the last, I don't even know that it's been a year actually,
but in getting to know her, I was very excited to hear about this program that she's now
doing as a group and being in community with other women who are all, I don't want to say
working together, but I guess learning new terminology during this as well, because we're
not talking about doing things or learning things or trying, working, doing, learning,
right? All those adjectives that we would normally use are things we're trying, trying to not do.
So I'm really excited to get into this. And I actually, I already watched the first, the first
video and there's just so much, there's so much. I, I've watched it twice now and constantly
stopping and pausing and trying to like get my mind around things that she's saying and writing
things down. And like, there's just so much in it. I know that this is going to be such a time
of growth for me. And I really wanted to do this because not just because I already knew her and
knew that it would be beneficial, but because I've been in this place the last, I don't know,
probably six months of feeling really stuck and not knowing what to do. And growing up in church,
I've read the Bible so much that it's so easy to read something and just, you know, just read it
and not take it in, not understand it, not get the full meaning of what God's trying to tell me.
So I knew, I knew I needed something different and I didn't know what it was. So when I read
the description of what this was about, I was like, okay, maybe that's it because I've, I'm doing
everything I know to do right now and nothing's working. So there's got to be something different.
There's got to be a different way of doing things and being in my business, working with single
women and, you know, giving them this message of, you really have to live out of your identity in
Christ first before you go into marriage. And, um, I've even interviewed Ashley in my group about
what that looks like. And, um, one of the things that she said was that she feels like she's already
married, even though she's not physically married. Um, and, and I can see just in, just in watching
that first video, that made so much more sense to me, um, of what she meant after just looking at
the Ezekiel passage. I haven't even looked at the other ones yet, but just that one has, has already
shifted my perspective of how God feels about me. And.
um i know that i need to see him as my husband and i'm realizing in the past week or so i've
i've realized how much i really do um look to my husband to fulfill things that he cannot feel
and so already like i said just in that one video and that one passage from musicio i'm seeing
i've already felt a shift and i've already seen in doing that exercise
it's interesting how when she says to picture looking at jesus
as you know looking him in the eye my mind immediately went to my wedding day
and it was jesus there instead of my husband
so i'm already already shifting already seeing things differently and um learning that
i've only scratched the surface of god's love for me and i cannot wait to just
dive in and i'm gonna try my best do my best to not
try to consume it all so quickly i really want to sit in this and and just do one video a day
or maybe not even every day moving through something i really want to take my time with
this i'm so much the perfectionist and i'm like check the box check the box do the next thing do
the next thing um so already getting so much out of the one video i'm my brain is already saying
do the next one do the next one and i'm having to stop myself and slow down and say no
take this in take this in and um
so i'm gonna meditate on this in this one video just for today and i may do one tomorrow and it
may not and that's okay i'm gonna restrain myself it's okay to not i don't want to i don't want to
miss anything i don't want to rush through this i really want this
to be um
a life-changing thing and i know it will be because god is in it and he doesn't ever leave
us the same so um my intro video has turned into something totally different i wasn't expecting but
y'all will see that with me um i'm just
gonna give give to this process and allow it to happen and um i can't wait to do this with you
and learn more about everybody i've gone back through and searched through um finding intro
videos and um so i'm really looking forward to just doing this in community
um because that's another reason i wanted to do it i've been feeling really disconnected
um especially not being able to go to church i'm realizing i wasn't as close with people as i
thought and we haven't stayed connected in other ways now that we haven't been at church so um
i really want to connect um not just with god but with y'all as well and make new friends and so um
yeah just really looking forward to this experience and um i don't even remember
what i told you about me
um at this point so yes i'm in georgia i'm married i have a son and a stepson
and um and a cat who is just i tell people all the time god made him just for me he's my he's
my person you know what i mean that's my baby um my cat not that i baby him but just his personality
is so me it's funny um so you may see him in some videos he may make some appearances in my videos
but i am
Open if anybody wants to connect if you have questions, or you just want to talk let me know
Yeah, I'd love to connect with you y'all have a great day blessings