Hi guys, this is just a quick journey share. I just watched you guys' rest group from I think
could have been Sunday and it was really great. It was really good to see you all and get to
know you a little bit. Besides you Rita, I haven't heard any of you guys' story. It was just
interesting for me to hear where you're at and how you're doing and what's going on in your life
and your personal walk through this. Thank you so much for sharing. I just wanted to say that
I have felt like I wanted to co-create with God. If he loves me to the extent that he says
and that if he's good and if I'm a king, what do we want to do together? That's something that's
come up and so I thought that I had this crazy thought that none of my friends do on Facebook
that they do a live of what is going on in their life and kind of going a little bit deep about
deeper issues and what God's doing in your life. Most of my friends or not most but a lot of my
friends on my Facebook are non-believers and also have maybe very different theological
background than me if they're Christians. So immediately I thought about doing a Facebook
live. I thought oh that's scary I can't do that and I was like but if I really am who God says
that I am then I want to do it just to please God. I want to do to make him happy and it doesn't
matter if anyone watches. So I did it a couple of weeks ago and I got so much feedback. I got so
many comments and likes and like over 500 views. You never know how many watch it all of it but
lots of positive feedback and people really touched and moved by it and in my heart I had
it that I wanted to do it five times and then I wanted to do it every Thursday before work at nine
o'clock before I go to work and so the next Thursday was even harder because then you have
this the fear of man and the voice saying so oh what are they gonna think now. The first time was
like fun and a stunt and a surprise but now what do you think you are? Do you think you're an
influencer? Who do you think you are? I had all these thoughts and I did it and I felt such freedom
and it was lost a lot less response a lot less feedback a lot less viewers maybe I don't know
maybe 150 or something but I still just felt God rejoicing over me doing it and now it's
Wednesday night in Norway and tomorrow is gonna be Thursday nine o'clock and I just feel so much
fear I just feel so much fear of man doing this and oh to put my face on Facebook with so many
people that I'm that I don't know where they're at with their relationship with God or there are
non-believers and I don't know what are they gonna think about me now I do I'm doing it the fourth
Thursday in a row and what am I gonna say and so I wanted to share a little bit about
what God has been doing in my life past half year after I started during the rest intensive
or heard the teaching for the first time but I just and I know that it matters to God and
I'm doing this with God and it makes him happy but I still feel fear in my heart and I can tell
that I'm not free in this and I want to move through it and rest but now I feel like oh my
gosh I just want to think of ways to get out of it of not doing it so then I thought oh I'm gonna
tell you guys that that's how I am at where I'm at and this is really challenging for me when it
comes to freedom in my life and freedom from the fear of man especially and to do something
in front of a live audience where you know that a lot of people might find this weird or they
don't believe the same or they um I don't know lots of things so I just wanted to share that
and uh maybe it just helped me to say it too so that you guys can keep me accountable and I can
share later how it went but I want to move through it and rest and I want to do to co-create with
God and to please his heart make him happy and uh
do it together with him and now also doing it together with you so that's
what I want to share today for my journey share see you guys