WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:08.440 I can't hear you. 2 00:00:08.440 --> 00:00:09.440 I think you're muted. 3 00:00:09.440 --> 00:00:10.440 I am. 4 00:00:10.440 --> 00:00:11.440 There we go. 5 00:00:11.440 --> 00:00:12.440 Hi. 6 00:00:12.440 --> 00:00:13.440 Hey. 7 00:00:13.440 --> 00:00:14.440 How are you? 8 00:00:14.440 --> 00:00:15.440 How's it going? 9 00:00:15.440 --> 00:00:16.440 Good. 10 00:00:16.440 --> 00:00:17.440 This is really good. 11 00:00:17.440 --> 00:00:18.440 Doing good. 12 00:00:18.440 --> 00:00:19.440 I'm good. 13 00:00:19.440 --> 00:00:20.440 Yeah, this is really bright. 14 00:00:20.440 --> 00:00:29.080 I'll get my lights on here. 15 00:00:29.080 --> 00:00:31.420 Oh, goodness. 16 00:00:31.420 --> 00:00:32.420 Hold on. 17 00:00:32.420 --> 00:00:33.420 A client's texting me. 18 00:00:33.420 --> 00:00:34.420 My friend. 19 00:00:34.420 --> 00:00:35.420 Strength. 20 00:00:35.420 --> 00:00:36.420 Doesn't limit. 21 00:00:36.420 --> 00:00:37.420 Okay. 22 00:00:37.420 --> 00:00:38.420 Too much to do. 23 00:00:38.420 --> 00:01:05.980 I have a client that's an electrical engineer and he knows too much for his own good, but 24 00:01:05.980 --> 00:01:07.540 I'm learning a lot. 25 00:01:07.540 --> 00:01:11.620 It's just that trying to get answers for him anyway. 26 00:01:11.620 --> 00:01:12.620 Yeah. 27 00:01:12.620 --> 00:01:19.860 Well, it's exciting because then you'll have it for trial by fire and then you'll have 28 00:01:19.860 --> 00:01:20.860 it for all your other clients. 29 00:01:20.860 --> 00:01:25.740 You'll like, you'll have it all down and be like, you have more information than they 30 00:01:25.740 --> 00:01:31.340 need and mix this out and then they see you as even more of an expert. 31 00:01:31.340 --> 00:01:32.340 That's good. 32 00:01:32.340 --> 00:01:36.300 Well, if it worked out that way, because a lot of times what happens, this happens in 33 00:01:36.300 --> 00:01:39.980 every sales job I've had, you start out, you don't know what you don't know. 34 00:01:39.980 --> 00:01:42.460 And so you can sell it like everyone's business. 35 00:01:42.460 --> 00:01:45.260 And then you start realizing what you don't know. 36 00:01:45.260 --> 00:01:49.380 And then it's harder to sell because you know all the downsides, you know, the answers you 37 00:01:49.380 --> 00:01:50.700 don't like. 38 00:01:50.700 --> 00:01:55.260 And so he's actually, the questions he asked were very telling and the answers I'm getting 39 00:01:55.260 --> 00:01:58.180 from the company are not very comforting. 40 00:01:58.180 --> 00:02:07.180 So he has, he has data from a friend who has a system from another company that negates 41 00:02:07.180 --> 00:02:09.100 what our company is telling him. 42 00:02:09.100 --> 00:02:12.740 And so I'm just like, great, here we go again. 43 00:02:12.740 --> 00:02:13.740 Sorry. 44 00:02:13.740 --> 00:02:15.740 There's no perfect. 45 00:02:15.740 --> 00:02:16.740 Yeah. 46 00:02:16.740 --> 00:02:17.740 I'm sorry. 47 00:02:17.740 --> 00:02:18.740 How's it going? 48 00:02:18.740 --> 00:02:19.740 Good. 49 00:02:19.740 --> 00:02:30.860 Chloe in the background, you want to say hi to this peanut butter face. 50 00:02:30.860 --> 00:02:33.860 This is Chloe. 51 00:02:33.860 --> 00:02:38.860 Nice to finally meet you. 52 00:02:38.860 --> 00:02:39.860 Love you. 53 00:02:39.860 --> 00:02:40.860 Sorry. 54 00:02:40.860 --> 00:02:41.860 You're fine. 55 00:02:41.860 --> 00:02:44.860 The dog has claimed a baby recliner. 56 00:02:45.860 --> 00:02:49.740 He stays there until they come to get him for bed. 57 00:02:49.740 --> 00:02:51.580 He just curls up beside me. 58 00:02:51.580 --> 00:02:54.980 So I didn't mean to interrupt your meeting. 59 00:02:54.980 --> 00:02:56.980 It's like you're fine. 60 00:02:56.980 --> 00:02:57.980 That's sweet. 61 00:02:57.980 --> 00:03:01.980 Yeah, I'm glad to finally get to meet her. 62 00:03:01.980 --> 00:03:02.980 Yeah. 63 00:03:02.980 --> 00:03:05.100 She slipped in and slipped out. 64 00:03:05.100 --> 00:03:06.660 The dog has peanut butter all over his face. 65 00:03:06.660 --> 00:03:08.140 He took Emma's sandwich at supper. 66 00:03:08.140 --> 00:03:10.060 So no, he dropped it. 67 00:03:10.060 --> 00:03:15.180 He waits under her chair and waits for manna to fall and she dropped her sandwich and that 68 00:03:15.180 --> 00:03:16.180 was it. 69 00:03:16.180 --> 00:03:17.180 So yeah. 70 00:03:17.180 --> 00:03:18.180 Oh, that's cute. 71 00:03:18.180 --> 00:03:19.180 It sounds like a good life. 72 00:03:19.180 --> 00:03:20.180 He's well fed. 73 00:03:20.180 --> 00:03:21.180 Yeah. 74 00:03:21.180 --> 00:03:22.180 My dog has got a good life. 75 00:03:22.180 --> 00:03:29.740 Let me see if I can show you a picture. 76 00:03:29.740 --> 00:03:33.140 She has claimed my quilts. 77 00:03:33.140 --> 00:03:34.140 There she is. 78 00:03:34.140 --> 00:03:36.140 She's got herself a good life. 79 00:03:36.140 --> 00:03:37.140 Yes. 80 00:03:38.140 --> 00:03:40.140 I saw the picture of her and her basket. 81 00:03:40.140 --> 00:03:41.140 That was so cute. 82 00:03:41.140 --> 00:03:42.140 Yes. 83 00:03:42.140 --> 00:03:45.140 She likes, she loves that basket. 84 00:03:45.140 --> 00:03:49.140 So the plan was not that that be her bed. 85 00:03:49.140 --> 00:03:57.140 When my grandmother passed away a couple of years ago, I guess it's been, it was a huge 86 00:03:57.140 --> 00:03:58.140 fruit basket. 87 00:03:58.140 --> 00:04:04.140 I mean like that thing is like was this big and it was filled with like the ripest, most 88 00:04:04.140 --> 00:04:10.140 beautiful fruit and all the variety you can possibly imagine in a fruit basket. 89 00:04:10.140 --> 00:04:13.140 And everything was top notch high quality. 90 00:04:13.140 --> 00:04:15.140 It was just really, really good. 91 00:04:15.140 --> 00:04:21.140 And that basket of fruit had to have been $375 or something like that. 92 00:04:21.140 --> 00:04:23.140 It was just very expensive. 93 00:04:23.140 --> 00:04:29.140 And so someone has given it to my grandfather, you know, in condolence for his wife passing 94 00:04:29.140 --> 00:04:30.140 away. 95 00:04:30.140 --> 00:04:31.140 They were really good friends of theirs. 96 00:04:31.140 --> 00:04:36.140 So my aunt, when we were leaving, she said, Hey, does anyone want this basket? 97 00:04:36.140 --> 00:04:39.140 And I said, I do because I love baskets. 98 00:04:39.140 --> 00:04:40.140 I love containers. 99 00:04:40.140 --> 00:04:42.140 I don't know why. 100 00:04:42.140 --> 00:04:46.140 I want the Lord to eventually show me why I love containers so much. 101 00:04:46.140 --> 00:04:47.140 But I do. 102 00:04:47.140 --> 00:04:49.140 I love anything that can hold something else. 103 00:04:49.140 --> 00:04:50.140 I don't know why. 104 00:04:50.140 --> 00:04:54.140 But maybe it's because I like structure and everything. 105 00:04:54.140 --> 00:04:57.140 You can have the creativity of like filling it with whatever you want. 106 00:04:57.140 --> 00:04:59.140 Anyway, I said, well, I'd like it. 107 00:04:59.140 --> 00:05:00.140 So. 108 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:04.400 I, I took it home and I thought, well, I'll just put all of doses little 109 00:05:05.400 --> 00:05:14.560 Blankets in there because she's half. She's half dachshund so she loves to borrow. So she loves blankets and loves like completely submerging yourself in something 110 00:05:15.160 --> 00:05:23.520 And because that's how they were bred. They were bred to like go down in the you know the tunnels, you know, to find. Yeah, rabbits and all of that so that she likes to be completely covered 111 00:05:24.160 --> 00:05:36.760 Anyway, so I thought I'd put her extra blankets in there when she's not using them. Well, she decided she actually liked it in their basket with the blankets. So it's now officially her bed for two years. 112 00:05:37.320 --> 00:05:51.920 Loves it. So I take her I take I take it with me when I go somewhere and unless I need her actual crate. So when I travel with her when I take her with me in the car. I take that huge basket and I said it in the passenger seat. 113 00:05:52.800 --> 00:05:56.200 She loves it because it's her safety net. She knows 114 00:05:57.520 --> 00:06:02.960 My basket. I'm safe in this spot. It's got all the blankets that smell like me. 115 00:06:04.920 --> 00:06:05.480 Oh, 116 00:06:06.880 --> 00:06:08.720 Yeah, so she's awful sweet. 117 00:06:10.600 --> 00:06:14.240 Little girl. She's 70 now so she's got all the white on her. 118 00:06:16.400 --> 00:06:20.800 She's a good little girl and the end of it really likes her like, well, yeah. 119 00:06:22.320 --> 00:06:25.240 Our big outside dog. We had some pretty bad. 120 00:06:26.320 --> 00:06:34.520 I like thunderstorms. I like to watch him. If I'm not driving him. I'm good. Yeah, he hates them. So when Dan came in the door. Here comes Buford right behind him. 121 00:06:35.000 --> 00:06:45.000 The girls. Oh, can you stay inside. Like, can you not smell him. Oh, he can't stay inside, but he laid in the bedroom floor for a little bit. Okay, it's time to get up. 122 00:06:45.200 --> 00:06:56.440 We yeah I said, Dan was going to tuck him in. And it was like, did you give him a blanket. No, why would I give him a blanket. Mommy said took him in like not quite what I meant, but 123 00:06:56.560 --> 00:06:58.120 Yeah, I know. 124 00:06:58.240 --> 00:06:58.560 That's 125 00:06:59.080 --> 00:07:01.360 I know. Well, if he's an outside dog. 126 00:07:01.520 --> 00:07:02.760 Yeah, yeah. 127 00:07:03.120 --> 00:07:05.080 Yeah, Australian Shepherd. 128 00:07:05.880 --> 00:07:06.400 Oh, 129 00:07:07.240 --> 00:07:07.920 Pretty dog. 130 00:07:08.240 --> 00:07:16.680 We had him inside. He was I potty trained Abby and paper trained him at the same time while pregnant with Bailey. So that was a rough week in our house. 131 00:07:17.440 --> 00:07:28.160 But he did great. He just didn't like it. He wanted to be out is too hot in here and all that. I thought it works in the way he says I'm so glad he's outside though. 132 00:07:29.360 --> 00:07:30.040 Yeah. 133 00:07:30.280 --> 00:07:32.040 Sorry, beautiful, but you're out. 134 00:07:32.960 --> 00:07:44.400 I know, and I grew up with all with dogs outside cast me a cat dogs outside because I grew up on a farm graph out in the country and we had a dog. 135 00:07:44.840 --> 00:07:57.000 And then we had actually over the time we I think we had three dogs or four. I think we have four dogs, not all the same time, but we have four dogs and then at the same time we had 14 cats. 136 00:07:57.560 --> 00:08:00.000 They were all outside, though, and 137 00:08:00.920 --> 00:08:10.480 You know, they would catch all the mice and it was great. But anyway, they were all outside. So when I got my dog. It felt very weird. 138 00:08:11.760 --> 00:08:15.960 That I had to take her to the vet. I was like, that's just strange. 139 00:08:16.320 --> 00:08:32.360 But, you know, we're like our shots and are in our little inner senior visits in our, in our, in our annual visits and I'm like, this just feels weird. But, um, you know, I've just, I'm just attached and I just take care of her. And so it's 140 00:08:33.400 --> 00:08:45.240 She's, she's precious. I'm very grateful for. She was a rescue and I believe that she was abused based off of her, her response to things. In fact, I know she was. I don't know why she didn't 141 00:08:45.960 --> 00:08:52.200 Say I think she was. It's too obvious. And so I prayed over her a lot and she does her well I've had her eight years now. 142 00:08:53.320 --> 00:08:53.960 And 143 00:08:56.280 --> 00:09:02.120 Anyway, so she does a lot better with people instead of being afraid of people. She now thinks everybody loves her. 144 00:09:02.760 --> 00:09:13.280 Everybody she meets. She sure is going to love her. She's still afraid of men, though. And so she just has to have like about two or three minutes to check them out. 145 00:09:13.840 --> 00:09:23.440 Before she'll stop barking at him and not be scared and all of that. But in every now and then I'll hold something in my hands and I'll be talking to her. 146 00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:31.480 And she and she gets scared and like, why is she why she ran away. Why did she ever tell between your legs. I can't quite figure it out. Also, no realize 147 00:09:32.160 --> 00:09:44.200 I've got something in my hand. Anyway, so even after all these years, eight years I've had her and she she was only a year and a half or two and a half years old when I got her and throw this 148 00:09:46.560 --> 00:09:49.640 Feathers coming out of my club and poking me in the back. 149 00:09:50.800 --> 00:09:59.960 So anyway, but yeah, she's a she's a sweetheart and everybody that needs her loves her. So she's, she's got a sweet little temperament. But yeah, dogs and and 150 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:07.000 animals are just real precious. The picture I was tagged in, or the mask I made, 151 00:10:07.000 --> 00:10:12.200 it's a girl I graduated high school with. I've got my retainer in, I can't talk. But she 152 00:10:12.200 --> 00:10:16.920 works at our vet's office and so she loves Tonto and he loves her. I'm like 153 00:10:16.920 --> 00:10:20.920 seriously you can have him because I don't feel the same way about him. But 154 00:10:20.920 --> 00:10:24.880 when I sent her mask to her, there was a note in there from Tonto, he kept 155 00:10:24.880 --> 00:10:28.480 flopping down on the sewing machine pedal. So it's a note about to my 156 00:10:28.480 --> 00:10:32.720 favorite vet tech. I tried to help mom and she wouldn't let me and just kind of 157 00:10:32.720 --> 00:10:37.600 hammed it up a little bit. So he's just sure everybody loves him. I'm like not 158 00:10:37.600 --> 00:10:51.340 all the time sorry. So, wow, 15 after. I got on just a little late, sorry about that. I 159 00:10:51.340 --> 00:10:55.760 was just busy doing things and all of a sudden I was like oh my word, I got to get on. So 160 00:10:55.760 --> 00:11:01.480 do y'all, does anyone have anything that they wanted to start with? Hopefully 161 00:11:01.480 --> 00:11:06.080 some more will join us in a little bit, but either something like from y'all's past, I 162 00:11:06.080 --> 00:11:13.400 don't know, a few weeks, or any questions that y'all have. I liked the story that 163 00:11:13.400 --> 00:11:18.560 you shared, Steph, about you and Chloe and how the Lord had, you know, 164 00:11:18.560 --> 00:11:22.040 just revealed himself in a special way where it actually created, what that's 165 00:11:22.040 --> 00:11:26.000 called. Well, the way that sometimes I hear it referred to, and the way that I 166 00:11:26.000 --> 00:11:30.240 refer to it as well, is it's like it creates a new record within us whenever 167 00:11:30.240 --> 00:11:35.040 we have an experience like that. It's like where we have a new knowing that, oh 168 00:11:35.040 --> 00:11:41.280 wow, God really, it's like something that, it's not just a knowing outside of our 169 00:11:41.280 --> 00:11:46.760 head and theory of what God could be, but like he actually evidences himself like 170 00:11:46.760 --> 00:11:51.160 that to a place where we just kind of have this new knowing, this 171 00:11:51.200 --> 00:11:57.040 point of reference that we can go back to, that where we know God does come 172 00:11:57.040 --> 00:12:01.160 through, he came through in this way at this particular time. So that was neat. 173 00:12:01.160 --> 00:12:10.640 That's cool. Yeah, that's so cool. Because it was, it was not what we wanted at all, so, like, oh 174 00:12:10.640 --> 00:12:19.400 please, come on, but no, I'm so glad it worked out the way it did. So glad. Yeah, and the 175 00:12:19.400 --> 00:12:23.840 reason that we don't want it like that is because we're anticipating a problem. 176 00:12:23.840 --> 00:12:29.400 We're anticipating a, oh no, it always works out like this. I'm alone. I'm going 177 00:12:29.400 --> 00:12:34.240 to be alone. Something bad is going to happen. So what God does in these tests 178 00:12:34.240 --> 00:12:41.880 and trials, interestingly, is not to have us prove ourselves to him and like, 179 00:12:41.880 --> 00:12:48.040 okay, I've been teaching y'all things and I want you to now, I want you to now 180 00:12:48.040 --> 00:12:52.560 follow through with what I've taught you and whatever. It's not that. It's that 181 00:12:52.560 --> 00:12:58.960 he wants us to, he wants to put us in the place that we're afraid of and show us, 182 00:12:58.960 --> 00:13:02.960 no, no, no, I've been telling you that there's freedom, so let me put you there 183 00:13:02.960 --> 00:13:09.280 in order to prove to you that you're in freedom, as opposed to, okay, I'm gonna put 184 00:13:09.280 --> 00:13:12.720 you in a scary spot and I want you to trust me anyway. No, he's like, okay, no, 185 00:13:12.720 --> 00:13:18.200 it's theory to you until I put you in there to prove to you, oh well, I'm in the 186 00:13:18.200 --> 00:13:23.720 place of my fear and there's freedom here. There's not fear. So then it becomes 187 00:13:23.720 --> 00:13:28.920 like what we've been saying, this record. So I think that's the, so in other words, 188 00:13:28.920 --> 00:13:33.200 he brings us to those points to prove himself, not that he's trying to get us 189 00:13:33.200 --> 00:13:45.480 to prove ourselves to him. I have a question about that. Yeah. So, I mean, God 190 00:13:45.480 --> 00:13:49.240 has proved himself over and over and over and over and over to me, but there's 191 00:13:49.240 --> 00:13:58.040 still that element of fear, like the old record that it's always like, I don't know, 192 00:13:58.080 --> 00:14:04.640 seems like it's still the prevalent one is like, oh no, what am I gonna do? You 193 00:14:04.640 --> 00:14:14.480 know? Yeah. Well, it could be last week, you know, and then this week it's like, well, 194 00:14:14.480 --> 00:14:23.240 I'm on my own again, you know? Yeah. Yeah, it's a habit. Well, it's a habit of 195 00:14:23.240 --> 00:14:32.800 thought. It's, it's a, it's a, we're always, it's familiar. And, and so God is, 196 00:14:32.800 --> 00:14:40.440 it's this process in this journey, kind of like children who are, that we see as 197 00:14:40.440 --> 00:14:44.640 being disobedient and we're like, how many times have I taught you this? How 198 00:14:44.640 --> 00:14:48.480 many times have you had to bear the consequences of this action and yet 199 00:14:48.480 --> 00:14:53.560 you're continuing to do it? It's because subconsciously there's still something 200 00:14:53.560 --> 00:14:58.360 that they believe about the situation that they haven't shifted their belief 201 00:14:58.360 --> 00:15:00.960 system yet. 202 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:15.840 Oh, it's like it really needs to be proven to them because they're so ingrained in the other that fear is just so ingrained in them. You know, it's the same thing with us. It's just so ingrained in us. It's that it's the debt to which we are believing whatever it is that we're believing 203 00:15:16.760 --> 00:15:28.880 It's not, it's not a, it's not a little thing. And it's, and it's a process. It's a process of actually overcoming. So that's what that that's what that is. 204 00:15:29.360 --> 00:15:35.720 It's not a one and done thing necessarily, even though sometimes there's things like one and done like 205 00:15:36.400 --> 00:15:46.080 You know, you do hear about people, for instance, that are alcoholics or that are drug addict that are addicted to drugs are addicted to pornography or some other kind of addiction. 206 00:15:46.520 --> 00:15:57.120 And and they meet the Lord and boom, they're, you know, it's a one and done thing and they don't have any temptation to go back to it. They don't have any desire. They don't struggle with it from that point out. 207 00:15:57.640 --> 00:16:05.800 And then there are others that actually have to go through this process of overcoming. So it doesn't negate 208 00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:19.600 What has happened in the fact that, well, we did have faith back then we did have faith yesterday. We did believe yesterday we were operating out of the spirit in that moment yesterday, but I'm 209 00:16:20.200 --> 00:16:25.960 I'm back down in my soul again in a similar moment today and in this moment. 210 00:16:27.080 --> 00:16:39.600 And that's not for us to get discouraged about it just means that, okay, we're here again. And we now have a new record of what it's like when I'm not like this and to know 211 00:16:40.080 --> 00:16:56.520 That I can be in a place of peace. I can be in a place of rest. I don't have to be in this place of fear. God has proven himself faithful and I know that not just by theory, but because I've experienced it. So now I can choose yet again to step into that. 212 00:16:57.520 --> 00:17:10.119 And so anyway, that's what that's what it is. It's not for us to get discouraged about it. It's a journey. It's not a always the one and done thing for us to get discouraged about 213 00:17:10.760 --> 00:17:19.839 It's a very deep record within us that the other we we've had too many things that we saw as affirmations of the fear. 214 00:17:20.480 --> 00:17:31.160 And the affirmations we have of the truth have not yet been strong enough to overpower the other in our in our 215 00:17:32.240 --> 00:17:34.040 To our satisfaction. 216 00:17:35.360 --> 00:17:46.080 And and so we have to continue to choose to believe and choose to believe and choose to believe until this record becomes stronger and more dominant 217 00:17:46.800 --> 00:17:55.880 So, yeah, but it's not a point of condemnation or discouragement, just like, okay, it's a journey, you know, a two year old doesn't learn something overnight. 218 00:17:58.360 --> 00:17:58.680 So, 219 00:17:58.920 --> 00:18:07.560 Yeah, I think I'm in the past, past, not immediate past, but what I what was coming to me and I was writing it down furiously so I don't 220 00:18:07.560 --> 00:18:17.480 And I lose this angle is that whenever I would go through the same test again I was, I would go, oh no, God, not this test again. Haven't I 221 00:18:18.480 --> 00:18:36.560 Passed this test yet seeing it like you said we always see it. Oh, he's testing me. He's wanting me to prove my faithfulness. But instead of that, it's like, oh no, here we are again you you've already proven your faithfulness. God, I can't, you know, I can't wait to see 222 00:18:36.920 --> 00:18:40.960 Yeah, so I can see how my perspective has been flawed. 223 00:18:42.360 --> 00:19:01.040 Yeah, yeah. Well, it's, yeah, it's just, it's just an area in which we are. We're not believing and we're in a we believe that we're in a place of lack. So we have to choose to believe God, your character is such and therefore you will evidence yourself in this situation as such. 224 00:19:02.040 --> 00:19:18.040 Yeah, and there's something else that's going to say along those lines. I don't remember what it was. Oh, yeah. So it's kind of like a like an onion or a layer. There's we God is a way to view it is kind of like 225 00:19:18.040 --> 00:19:26.040 Sometimes this visual kind of helps where, you know, think of like pulling something up by the root, you pull something up by the root and then you cut it off. 226 00:19:26.360 --> 00:19:38.040 And then, and then we think, oh, we're done, because it's all we can see and then God pulls up a little bit more. And then we see that there's some more because his point is to bring the whole dadgum thing up. 227 00:19:38.040 --> 00:19:48.800 What until finally the roots gone, but also, sometimes if we were to, if we were to take care of the whole wide at once it would overwhelm us 228 00:19:50.120 --> 00:20:02.560 And so, and God knows that in, so he's okay with it being a jump and say one more line because the only thing you can be desired is completion. 229 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:04.000 learning to just be able to handle what we're able to handle. 230 00:20:04.600 --> 00:20:08.160 So there are some things for us in each one of our lives, 231 00:20:08.160 --> 00:20:12.240 and they're going to be individual, um, that are one and done thing. 232 00:20:12.400 --> 00:20:14.440 But then there are other areas, like say for instance, 233 00:20:14.440 --> 00:20:17.040 that Steph might have something that for her is a one and done thing when the 234 00:20:17.040 --> 00:20:19.840 Lord deals with her on it. But that when you, Amy, you're, 235 00:20:19.840 --> 00:20:23.320 you're dealing with it, it's not a one and done thing for you. Well, 236 00:20:23.400 --> 00:20:26.040 but then there's something that's going to be one and done for you. 237 00:20:26.080 --> 00:20:28.840 That's not one and done for Stephanie. And it's going to be, you know, 238 00:20:28.840 --> 00:20:30.280 and it's going to, it's going to take a while, 239 00:20:30.520 --> 00:20:32.920 but we're all very different and God will father us all, 240 00:20:32.960 --> 00:20:34.920 all differently based off of, you know, 241 00:20:35.240 --> 00:20:39.120 us as individual sons and what he has for us and who we are, our background, 242 00:20:39.360 --> 00:20:42.520 what it is that we've chosen to believe, how it is that we grew up, 243 00:20:42.560 --> 00:20:46.600 what we believed with being told to us by our parents or by our Sunday school 244 00:20:46.600 --> 00:20:49.840 teachers or by the school bully or whatever. 245 00:20:50.400 --> 00:20:53.720 And so we can't compare ourselves. 246 00:20:54.200 --> 00:20:57.040 Um, we're all one in Christ and each one of us, 247 00:20:57.040 --> 00:21:00.720 and we should honor each other for how each of us, 248 00:21:01.960 --> 00:21:06.080 each of us is given things and has 249 00:21:06.120 --> 00:21:10.720 chosen to walk a specific path that allows us to overcome 250 00:21:10.720 --> 00:21:12.800 something in the, for the body of Christ, 251 00:21:13.120 --> 00:21:15.600 so that the rest of us don't have to overcome it. 252 00:21:16.920 --> 00:21:21.920 The rest of us get to benefit from the fact that we are overcoming for 253 00:21:22.200 --> 00:21:25.400 the rest of the body of Christ. Each of us dies that the others might live. 254 00:21:25.640 --> 00:21:30.640 And then they die so that we can live and we can honor each other in what it is 255 00:21:32.480 --> 00:21:36.000 that each of us is having to, is overcoming. Um, 256 00:21:36.240 --> 00:21:39.880 instead of condemning each other that they haven't gotten it or gotten over it 257 00:21:39.880 --> 00:21:42.440 yet. And they haven't learned, they haven't quote unquote, 258 00:21:42.480 --> 00:21:46.400 learn their lesson yet, which is old mindset, mentality, et cetera. 259 00:21:46.680 --> 00:21:49.800 And it's another way for us to view with compassion, 260 00:21:49.800 --> 00:21:54.800 other people on their journey that may not look very pretty that we had gotten 261 00:21:56.400 --> 00:21:58.160 that we had, um, 262 00:21:58.320 --> 00:22:02.880 that we had moved into faith and into belief faster than they are. 263 00:22:03.080 --> 00:22:05.560 They're going to, when they go through their process, 264 00:22:05.600 --> 00:22:07.960 even though their journey was longer, sometimes it's, 265 00:22:08.000 --> 00:22:13.000 there's an in-depth richness to it in their overcoming or in our overcoming, 266 00:22:13.720 --> 00:22:17.320 if it's taking us longer, that's very unique, very special, 267 00:22:17.320 --> 00:22:21.560 that fosters a deeper intimacy with the Lord, 268 00:22:21.920 --> 00:22:22.760 um, 269 00:22:22.760 --> 00:22:27.320 in that area that maybe somebody who for whom it was one and done didn't 270 00:22:27.320 --> 00:22:29.640 experience. We, it's really interesting. 271 00:22:29.640 --> 00:22:34.040 We think that if it's a one and done thing, that that is the cooler way, 272 00:22:34.520 --> 00:22:38.400 that that is, um, uh, 273 00:22:38.680 --> 00:22:40.880 that that is the one that we all want. 274 00:22:41.520 --> 00:22:46.520 That's the one that it's proved that God loves that person more than he loves 275 00:22:47.080 --> 00:22:50.520 the other people because they got the really cool, special miracle. 276 00:22:51.520 --> 00:22:52.720 And it's not true. 277 00:22:53.200 --> 00:22:57.640 The people that it took a while for them in order to journey and to overcome, 278 00:22:57.680 --> 00:23:02.400 there's an, there's a depth and an intimacy and the relationship that they, 279 00:23:02.920 --> 00:23:07.880 um, that they, um, had with the Lord and the experience that, 280 00:23:09.040 --> 00:23:11.360 um, you know, it's priceless. 281 00:23:12.320 --> 00:23:17.040 That's just different. I don't know that it's more valuable. 282 00:23:17.720 --> 00:23:20.400 It's not less valuable. That's for sure. Uh, 283 00:23:20.400 --> 00:23:23.160 but it's just different than a one and done thing too. 284 00:23:23.200 --> 00:23:26.280 So neither one is to be condemned 285 00:23:28.120 --> 00:23:29.160 or to feel bad about. 286 00:23:36.040 --> 00:23:40.120 That makes sense actually. Yeah, that makes total sense. 287 00:23:41.760 --> 00:23:43.960 Think about the more you have invested in something, 288 00:23:43.960 --> 00:23:46.280 the more value valuable it is to you. 289 00:23:46.840 --> 00:23:49.560 Think about our culture being a microwave culture, 290 00:23:50.160 --> 00:23:52.880 wanting everything quick. We don't want to have to work for it, 291 00:23:53.520 --> 00:23:55.280 but it's actually detrimental. 292 00:23:55.360 --> 00:24:00.360 You don't appreciate things as much as things that you've had to invest more 293 00:24:00.960 --> 00:24:04.960 into. So it makes sense. Never thought of that. Never heard that. 294 00:24:05.440 --> 00:24:06.640 That probably just came out of you. 295 00:24:08.800 --> 00:24:13.800 I don't know. Have you talked to the Lord about it before? 296 00:24:14.080 --> 00:24:16.880 And I'm trying to think if I've taught it before necessarily. 297 00:24:16.920 --> 00:24:21.920 The Lord taught me it in the fact that I've been happy because I had to come to 298 00:24:22.000 --> 00:24:27.000 terms and grips with other people that it felt like we're moving faster. 299 00:24:27.200 --> 00:24:31.560 And I was feeling, um, I was feeling condemned as a result. 300 00:24:32.360 --> 00:24:37.360 And then other people that have encountered me have felt condemned because, 301 00:24:38.880 --> 00:24:42.440 and they've told me there's been specific things in which they've told me that, 302 00:24:42.480 --> 00:24:47.240 Oh, well, actually, you know, yeah, you know, you, this, that, and the other. 303 00:24:47.240 --> 00:24:50.960 And that's not fair because I've been going through this longer or I've 304 00:24:50.960 --> 00:24:52.960 whatever. And then, so either they were, 305 00:24:53.040 --> 00:24:57.800 they were putting themselves in a place of condemnation and then they were 306 00:24:57.800 --> 00:25:00.080 either expressing their self-condemnation. 307 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:06.720 to me it just is like a sharing moment or they were actually casting blame on 308 00:25:06.720 --> 00:25:10.800 me and trying to shove blame on me like actually that's that's not fair or that 309 00:25:10.800 --> 00:25:15.240 can't be real because it took them longer and so I had to understand with 310 00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:20.560 the Lord Lord what's going on because I'm being hurt and I if I'm taking 311 00:25:20.560 --> 00:25:25.520 longer than someone else I'm in self-contamination and if I'm and if I 312 00:25:25.520 --> 00:25:31.240 moved through something faster and it just felt easier then then sometimes it 313 00:25:31.240 --> 00:25:37.440 would alienate me from other people and and I just I felt and it was just 314 00:25:37.440 --> 00:25:43.960 difficult and so I just needed to understand Lord how do I get out of this 315 00:25:43.960 --> 00:25:49.160 feeling of self-condemnation is this that doesn't feel from that doesn't feel 316 00:25:49.160 --> 00:25:54.320 right from you and yet at the same time I don't know what the truth is about the 317 00:25:54.320 --> 00:26:00.400 situation and I and I asked him to reconcile it for me and so anyway yeah 318 00:26:00.400 --> 00:26:09.600 I felt that way many times you know with not I haven't felt any anger or anything 319 00:26:09.600 --> 00:26:13.240 towards you but I've observed that I'm like wow Ashley is so young and she 320 00:26:13.240 --> 00:26:18.480 learned this so fast it's like why has it been taking me so long God and not 321 00:26:18.480 --> 00:26:23.880 just you but other people I know like a friend of mine who's you know she's just 322 00:26:23.880 --> 00:26:29.160 she's been spirit filled for like six years and she you know it just it like 323 00:26:29.160 --> 00:26:33.680 you said you feel like people pass you up and you're like what's wrong with me 324 00:26:33.680 --> 00:26:39.240 that I mean that's the natural response but the scriptures says not to compare 325 00:26:39.240 --> 00:26:45.440 and there's a good reason for that you know yeah because that's just yeah 326 00:26:45.440 --> 00:26:52.480 correct he brings pride or condemnation if you compare you know so I have to 327 00:26:53.120 --> 00:27:01.720 but you know wasn't it for me it wasn't so much a a well it was a comparison but 328 00:27:01.720 --> 00:27:07.000 it was it does it makes you wonder like well what am I missing God you know and 329 00:27:07.000 --> 00:27:12.200 so thank you for explaining that because that I've I've wondered that myself like 330 00:27:12.200 --> 00:27:18.640 why is it taking me so long what what am I missing you know or what's wrong with 331 00:27:18.640 --> 00:27:29.280 me you know yeah yeah yeah so we're all learning different things and there there 332 00:27:29.280 --> 00:27:35.400 are ways in which I felt so behind from other people but then that's just in 333 00:27:35.400 --> 00:27:40.800 certain areas but then I then I get around others and I'm like feel like I'm 334 00:27:40.800 --> 00:27:45.840 way ahead so I realized that that there's there is there for now no 335 00:27:45.840 --> 00:27:51.720 condemnation it's it's um it's just God is taking me the way that he wanted me 336 00:27:51.720 --> 00:27:58.680 to go and it's been it's been a struggle for me because what he did is he knew 337 00:27:58.680 --> 00:28:03.880 what he wants each one of us he knows the path that he wants each one of us on 338 00:28:03.880 --> 00:28:08.240 and what it is that he desires to develop and foster in a relationship in 339 00:28:08.240 --> 00:28:12.280 us what it is that he wants us to know about him how it how it is that we also 340 00:28:12.440 --> 00:28:18.040 choose to lean into him and then he works with that what availability that 341 00:28:18.040 --> 00:28:24.360 I've given him of myself etc and and it's just it's just all different it's 342 00:28:24.360 --> 00:28:28.240 just all different and we all have some we all have a way in which to contribute 343 00:28:28.240 --> 00:28:32.160 to others but in the church culture there were things that we had been that 344 00:28:32.160 --> 00:28:38.120 we had believed based off of so we take in the idea of from the world that 345 00:28:38.120 --> 00:28:45.320 there's a hierarchy of better things and lesser things and there are certain 346 00:28:45.320 --> 00:28:48.680 standards and if you have these things they're better things now if you have 347 00:28:48.680 --> 00:28:52.080 these other things well then you're lesser then they're lesser things and 348 00:28:52.080 --> 00:28:57.320 the better things are achieved by the better people or if you do the better 349 00:28:57.320 --> 00:29:01.280 things well then it makes you a better person and I don't mean like good versus 350 00:29:01.280 --> 00:29:07.720 evil better but just like I don't know smarter you know the smarter and holy 351 00:29:07.720 --> 00:29:18.440 holier-holier more spiritual yeah we're here Rachel yes yeah it's breaking up a 352 00:29:18.440 --> 00:29:22.120 bit so I just had to had to grab a word here and there but yeah like more 353 00:29:22.120 --> 00:29:26.320 spiritual whatever and so we've adopted that mentality from the world into the 354 00:29:26.320 --> 00:29:31.360 church because it's from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil so anytime 355 00:29:31.360 --> 00:29:34.360 that regardless of whether the person calls themselves a Christian or 356 00:29:34.360 --> 00:29:38.080 non-christian if they're operating out of the soul well then they're gonna have 357 00:29:38.080 --> 00:29:44.640 this feeling like I'm not provided for I'm not protected and therefore I have 358 00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:52.680 to create it for myself whether they're a Christian or non-christian so anyway 359 00:29:52.680 --> 00:29:55.520 and then we have to get a hierarchy and a structure and a way to be able to 360 00:29:55.520 --> 00:30:01.960 measure ourselves and because we were outside of relationship 361 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:12.840 Out of sight of living out of relationship with God for over here and we have to create some arbitrary list in order to measure how it is we're doing. Well, that has no place in rest in the spirit realm. 362 00:30:13.800 --> 00:30:25.440 So y'all are for. Well, no, maybe y'all aren't frozen. Okay. I thought maybe y'all were frozen. So how is, am I breaking up at all when I'm talking 363 00:30:25.440 --> 00:30:33.120 No. Okay. Okay. Because sometimes y'all are breaking up. And so I can't tell if it's y'all's internet or mine. So I was wondering what the recording, what's going to be like 364 00:30:34.760 --> 00:30:44.760 So just wanted to make sure. Hey, Cheryl. I love the side ponytail. Thank you. And my cat. You look like an all American girl next door. 365 00:30:46.040 --> 00:30:50.920 Well, thank you. This is the been a couple days since I washed my hair. Look, 366 00:30:50.920 --> 00:30:52.840 I enjoyed your hair tips. The other day. 367 00:30:57.240 --> 00:31:02.200 Yeah, I think y'all favorite was that to discover that I only wash my hair once a week when 368 00:31:04.800 --> 00:31:05.320 Yeah. 369 00:31:08.760 --> 00:31:09.280 So, 370 00:31:09.280 --> 00:31:20.560 We're painting a chicken coop. Um, so we're going to give backyard chickens a shot. And so we got six over the weekend, little chicks and then 371 00:31:20.680 --> 00:31:25.920 So what are you painting. I can see the paint on you periodically, you know, on your arm. 372 00:31:25.960 --> 00:31:33.680 Yeah, we're painting a chicken coop. Um, so we're going to give backyard chickens a shot. 373 00:31:33.960 --> 00:31:35.200 And so we got 374 00:31:35.640 --> 00:31:50.120 Six over the weekend little chicks and then I'm Steven I can design the coop and it was supposed to be done a couple days ago, but these things never go quite as planned and so 375 00:31:51.040 --> 00:32:01.640 Today I just, I was like, I've got to get those chickens out of their box and into the coop. So we've painted and painted and put wire on and he's finishing it up out there right now so 376 00:32:04.000 --> 00:32:06.520 That's exciting. Well, good. 377 00:32:06.960 --> 00:32:07.440 What what 378 00:32:09.120 --> 00:32:11.120 What chickens. Did you get 379 00:32:11.520 --> 00:32:12.160 What's the brain. 380 00:32:13.160 --> 00:32:20.480 I'm to like horns to Rhode Island reds and to Americana. 381 00:32:21.280 --> 00:32:26.320 There's the ones that do the the pastel colored eggs. So it's gonna be so pretty. 382 00:32:28.360 --> 00:32:33.360 Yeah, I love I'm farm raised eggs, you know, there's a bit creamy with yolks. That's really good. Yeah. 383 00:32:33.960 --> 00:32:34.360 Yeah. 384 00:32:35.680 --> 00:32:39.720 I did it to distract. I was very interested to know what you what you're paying 385 00:32:40.400 --> 00:32:40.880 Yeah. 386 00:32:42.280 --> 00:32:52.320 It's gonna look cute or done when you when I came in and you guys were talking about how God brings us to the trials to prove himself rather 387 00:32:53.240 --> 00:33:02.000 Rather than to prove us. It made me think of a Bible verse that I've had for a while. Um, the Lord will fight for you. You need only be still 388 00:33:02.840 --> 00:33:24.880 Um, I had never heard that verse until I was in Hobby Lobby after I had just come out of a really hard thing. And so I got it. And ever since we've been going through this material with Ashley this verse keeps coming to my mind. Um, and so I'm like, I need that out and keep it out again. 389 00:33:26.520 --> 00:33:29.000 I love it. I know. Isn't that funny when we start 390 00:33:29.600 --> 00:33:38.000 Us how many Bible verses we find like that and like, oh, it's real. God really has been telling us that all of this time. 391 00:33:38.320 --> 00:33:49.200 Or the Bible. What was the is it Hebrews 11 six or 11 for you know that I have that I had up on the old community. I'm going to add that Bible verse to the current picture that we have up there. 392 00:33:49.640 --> 00:34:03.000 And about the fact that, you know, he who was that he who or that we will is for man to enter God's rest is to see rested from his work or however that that thing goes. 393 00:34:03.320 --> 00:34:13.280 And then that one and then be still and know that I am God and just so much about so much about rest. God just desires to be just rest and fact that there's 394 00:34:13.520 --> 00:34:30.159 We're always taught that we need to be a warrior. We're always taught that we need to fight ensure there is that there's a place in an element for that. However, even that fighting is still from a place of rest because rest is abiding in the spirit where everything everything 395 00:34:31.159 --> 00:34:37.000 That were spiritual spiritual laws are subject to us as opposed to us being such a spiritual laws. 396 00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:44.880 And then we just tell we Lord and and act as kings over creation so that then knows what it is, what is expected of us. 397 00:34:45.199 --> 00:34:53.040 And so even the warrior ness even the fighting is done from a place of rest. So, but then, you know, there's no need for us to fight. 398 00:34:53.560 --> 00:34:58.800 Because we need only be still so we'd be still and then there are other verses that talk about the fight. 399 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:02.840 but they're not contradictory to each other. 400 00:35:02.840 --> 00:35:04.040 It's the same thing. 401 00:35:04.040 --> 00:35:06.480 We're fighting from a place of rest, 402 00:35:06.480 --> 00:35:07.960 and we're able to rest, 403 00:35:07.960 --> 00:35:11.700 not because it's the Lord who's fighting on our behalf. 404 00:35:11.700 --> 00:35:13.600 Anyway, it's really interesting. 405 00:35:13.600 --> 00:35:16.520 So those verses don't contradict each other. 406 00:35:17.880 --> 00:35:20.280 And isn't that in Old Testament, verse two? 407 00:35:20.280 --> 00:35:21.120 It is. 408 00:35:21.120 --> 00:35:23.560 It's from Exodus 17. 409 00:35:25.840 --> 00:35:27.680 The writing's kind of hard to read, 410 00:35:27.680 --> 00:35:29.600 but I think it's Exodus 17. 411 00:35:30.840 --> 00:35:32.280 Yeah. 412 00:35:32.280 --> 00:35:33.120 Well, good. 413 00:35:33.120 --> 00:35:34.320 Thanks for reminding me of that one. 414 00:35:34.320 --> 00:35:35.280 I forgot about that one. 415 00:35:35.280 --> 00:35:36.440 That one's one of my favorites. 416 00:35:36.440 --> 00:35:37.960 I've enjoyed that one. 417 00:35:37.960 --> 00:35:38.860 Sure. 418 00:35:43.040 --> 00:35:43.880 So I'm sorry, Amy, 419 00:35:43.880 --> 00:35:46.760 did we finish what we were talking about there? 420 00:35:46.760 --> 00:35:47.680 Yeah, yeah. 421 00:35:47.680 --> 00:35:48.520 Thank you. 422 00:35:48.520 --> 00:35:49.340 It was good. 423 00:35:49.340 --> 00:35:50.440 You're welcome. 424 00:35:50.440 --> 00:35:52.040 Did anyone have anything else 425 00:35:52.040 --> 00:35:53.940 or anything that they have been going, 426 00:35:54.960 --> 00:35:57.400 that the Lord's been talking to them about? 427 00:35:57.400 --> 00:36:01.440 Or, appreciate you sharing that, Cheryl. 428 00:36:01.440 --> 00:36:03.940 The Lord had been talking to you about that verse. 429 00:36:07.600 --> 00:36:10.080 I've learned, if y'all don't have anything, 430 00:36:10.080 --> 00:36:12.240 to make sure that I come prepared. 431 00:36:12.240 --> 00:36:15.840 I'll check it out if you need me to. 432 00:36:22.600 --> 00:36:24.860 Well, it's already 8.40, so. 433 00:36:27.640 --> 00:36:30.840 Yep, so we don't have a whole lot left. 434 00:36:34.760 --> 00:36:38.160 So, Steph, how have you been? 435 00:36:38.160 --> 00:36:39.680 You know, you said that you've been able 436 00:36:39.680 --> 00:36:42.840 to move more into a place of rest and peace, 437 00:36:42.840 --> 00:36:44.760 and you were telling us about that. 438 00:36:44.760 --> 00:36:46.040 Any updates? 439 00:36:46.040 --> 00:36:48.040 Are you still in that same place, 440 00:36:48.040 --> 00:36:49.460 or have you noticed you've got, 441 00:36:49.460 --> 00:36:51.400 or whenever you get triggered, 442 00:36:51.400 --> 00:36:53.840 you're able to know how to shift back, 443 00:36:53.840 --> 00:36:56.600 or how's all that going in your home? 444 00:36:58.040 --> 00:37:00.860 I think I'm shifted back into it now. 445 00:37:02.400 --> 00:37:04.360 Of course, everybody knows we had testing last week, 446 00:37:04.360 --> 00:37:07.320 and we passed, everybody passed. 447 00:37:07.320 --> 00:37:11.980 But that was insanely stressful for some reason. 448 00:37:11.980 --> 00:37:15.000 And then I knew that Chloe's filling was coming up, 449 00:37:15.000 --> 00:37:16.660 so that was kind of in the back of my mind. 450 00:37:16.660 --> 00:37:21.240 I've literally detoxed myself from social media. 451 00:37:21.240 --> 00:37:23.000 Like, this is the latest that I'm allowed 452 00:37:23.000 --> 00:37:24.800 to be on social media at bedtime, 453 00:37:24.800 --> 00:37:27.520 so that I can control the crazy dreams and stuff. 454 00:37:27.520 --> 00:37:30.000 So, that's why you're seeing all the lettering 455 00:37:30.000 --> 00:37:32.320 and stuff coming out now, where I'm like, 456 00:37:32.320 --> 00:37:34.360 okay, I've got to shift my focus, 457 00:37:34.360 --> 00:37:36.820 I've got to get away, I've got to just stop. 458 00:37:36.820 --> 00:37:39.280 So, yesterday and today, today's the first day 459 00:37:39.280 --> 00:37:42.480 I've actually done anything of any consequence, 460 00:37:42.480 --> 00:37:44.620 business-wise, because I finally had 461 00:37:44.620 --> 00:37:46.580 the mental capacity to do it. 462 00:37:46.580 --> 00:37:48.960 I've been running on overload and overwhelm, 463 00:37:48.960 --> 00:37:51.360 so I had to literally just stop and say, 464 00:37:51.360 --> 00:37:53.800 I'm done, I'm done. 465 00:37:53.800 --> 00:37:58.280 Dan asked me yesterday what my big health goal was 466 00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:00.440 for the day, and I'm like, nothing. 467 00:38:00.440 --> 00:38:02.680 Dishes, laundry, nothing. 468 00:38:06.200 --> 00:38:07.300 So, that helps. 469 00:38:08.320 --> 00:38:10.520 But definitely being able to shift my focus, 470 00:38:10.520 --> 00:38:12.040 and then the advice you gave Chloe 471 00:38:12.040 --> 00:38:17.040 about stopping a panic attack has been huge. 472 00:38:17.160 --> 00:38:19.040 So, and she and I have both, 473 00:38:19.040 --> 00:38:22.400 did you hear the cash register sound? 474 00:38:22.400 --> 00:38:25.480 I did, I was like, is money coming in? 475 00:38:27.160 --> 00:38:28.880 Yeah, actually, that's Etsy. 476 00:38:28.880 --> 00:38:30.840 Anytime I make an Etsy sale, it does that. 477 00:38:30.840 --> 00:38:35.280 So, we laugh about it, because if someone says something 478 00:38:35.280 --> 00:38:38.360 and it does that, it's like, oh, Etsy said amen. 479 00:38:38.360 --> 00:38:41.320 Etsy's like, yes, right there, it's true. 480 00:38:42.480 --> 00:38:44.360 I always think of it as a life 481 00:38:44.360 --> 00:38:46.000 where an angel gets his wings. 482 00:38:47.800 --> 00:38:48.960 There we go. 483 00:38:48.960 --> 00:38:51.760 The cash register, an angel gets his wings. 484 00:38:52.720 --> 00:38:56.000 It's a wonderful life or something, isn't it? 485 00:38:56.000 --> 00:38:58.040 Yeah, isn't that from life, yeah. 486 00:38:58.040 --> 00:39:02.200 And then the bartender gets really snarky about it. 487 00:39:02.200 --> 00:39:04.000 He says, look, I'm giving out wings. 488 00:39:04.000 --> 00:39:06.160 You know, that wasn't like the bad version 489 00:39:06.160 --> 00:39:09.880 of if George had died, or if George had never been born. 490 00:39:09.880 --> 00:39:12.520 That's that sad version, but yeah. 491 00:39:12.520 --> 00:39:13.760 There's other really happy ones, 492 00:39:13.760 --> 00:39:16.880 you know, where like the bell tinkles on the Christmas tree. 493 00:39:16.880 --> 00:39:17.840 Those are the happy ones. 494 00:39:17.840 --> 00:39:20.200 Anyway, that's what I think I want to hear a cash register. 495 00:39:20.240 --> 00:39:22.000 I'll think of that every time now. 496 00:39:23.640 --> 00:39:26.600 But yeah, it does, it's made a big difference 497 00:39:26.600 --> 00:39:28.080 as far as, okay, stop. 498 00:39:28.080 --> 00:39:31.560 This is serving me, I'm not serving this. 499 00:39:31.560 --> 00:39:33.800 Huge difference, so yeah. 500 00:39:33.800 --> 00:39:35.680 You helped us both on that one. 501 00:39:35.680 --> 00:39:37.920 Good, I'm glad. 502 00:39:37.920 --> 00:39:38.960 Good, good. 503 00:39:38.960 --> 00:39:41.520 Yeah, and it helps, I think I mentioned that. 504 00:39:41.520 --> 00:39:46.000 It helps to practice, which it sounds like she's doing, 505 00:39:46.000 --> 00:39:48.680 that to take that into consideration 506 00:39:48.680 --> 00:39:51.720 just in life, and then you're used to it 507 00:39:51.720 --> 00:39:54.480 so that when something major comes up 508 00:39:54.480 --> 00:39:58.320 that she, that someone can, that she can be triggered by, 509 00:39:58.320 --> 00:39:59.920 that's a more intense moment. 510 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.760 and she's already familiar with, no, this is what we now do, 511 00:40:03.760 --> 00:40:05.840 as opposed to that being the first time to do it. 512 00:40:05.840 --> 00:40:08.080 So it sounds like that's what she's doing, and that's great, 513 00:40:08.080 --> 00:40:12.160 because it's a way in which we need to approach life, 514 00:40:12.160 --> 00:40:15.840 not, oh, a special thing we pull out on special occasions. 515 00:40:15.840 --> 00:40:17.800 It's just, you know, it's a mind shift. 516 00:40:19.840 --> 00:40:21.000 Yeah, that's good. 517 00:40:21.000 --> 00:40:23.840 And then, of course, there's always the, 518 00:40:23.840 --> 00:40:25.080 that's dealing with it, 519 00:40:25.080 --> 00:40:27.400 and then there's always the background 520 00:40:27.400 --> 00:40:32.400 of shifting, of changing, of renewing one's mind 521 00:40:32.600 --> 00:40:36.880 so that eventually we're not triggered by those things. 522 00:40:36.880 --> 00:40:38.560 Because I am trying to think, 523 00:40:38.560 --> 00:40:41.600 I don't think I've experienced a panic attack. 524 00:40:41.600 --> 00:40:44.120 I don't think I may have. 525 00:40:44.120 --> 00:40:45.680 Sometimes I get a little confused 526 00:40:45.680 --> 00:40:48.360 between a panic attack and an anxiety attack. 527 00:40:48.360 --> 00:40:50.240 I did used to have anxiety attacks 528 00:40:50.240 --> 00:40:52.600 where I would begin to hyperventilate. 529 00:40:52.600 --> 00:40:53.440 Yeah. 530 00:40:53.440 --> 00:40:56.200 And all of this was as an adult. 531 00:40:56.520 --> 00:40:58.240 I would begin to hyperventilate and stuff like that. 532 00:40:58.240 --> 00:41:01.040 I don't, and I didn't know what was going on. 533 00:41:01.040 --> 00:41:03.040 I didn't know to call it a panic attack. 534 00:41:03.040 --> 00:41:05.240 I just knew I'm experiencing this. 535 00:41:05.240 --> 00:41:06.440 I don't know what's going on. 536 00:41:06.440 --> 00:41:08.240 In fact, it took me a little bit to realize 537 00:41:08.240 --> 00:41:10.760 that what I was going through was hyperventilating 538 00:41:10.760 --> 00:41:12.120 because people weren't around 539 00:41:12.120 --> 00:41:13.720 when I would have these episodes. 540 00:41:13.720 --> 00:41:15.960 So I didn't know that it had a name. 541 00:41:18.240 --> 00:41:20.440 I had actually depression for four years 542 00:41:20.440 --> 00:41:22.080 before I knew I had depression. 543 00:41:22.080 --> 00:41:23.720 And I had severe depression 544 00:41:23.720 --> 00:41:26.000 where I was like on suicidal level. 545 00:41:26.800 --> 00:41:29.000 I didn't know that that was depression. 546 00:41:29.000 --> 00:41:34.000 And anyway, so, but why was it telling me all that? 547 00:41:34.160 --> 00:41:36.680 Oh yeah, talk about the panic attacks and anxiety attacks. 548 00:41:36.680 --> 00:41:39.760 So I don't know if I've had panic attacks or not 549 00:41:39.760 --> 00:41:41.360 that had the anxiety attacks 550 00:41:41.360 --> 00:41:45.520 and I've had friends who have had the panic attacks. 551 00:41:45.520 --> 00:41:46.360 So I mean- 552 00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:47.200 I beat myself. 553 00:41:48.400 --> 00:41:51.880 Holly talked last week about her son with his anger 554 00:41:51.880 --> 00:41:54.880 and how that's not your anger, that was my anger. 555 00:41:54.880 --> 00:41:56.920 I beat myself up over that for a couple of days. 556 00:41:56.920 --> 00:42:00.400 I had severe anxiety when I was pregnant with Chloe 557 00:42:00.400 --> 00:42:01.360 and when she was first born, 558 00:42:01.360 --> 00:42:03.080 like just sure I was gonna break her, 559 00:42:03.080 --> 00:42:04.640 not gonna do something right. 560 00:42:04.640 --> 00:42:07.400 And really, really bad postpartum depression, 561 00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:09.560 like majorly bad. 562 00:42:09.560 --> 00:42:13.240 So I'm like, oh no, I've made her this way. 563 00:42:13.240 --> 00:42:15.880 And I was just sure that I had passed it down to her. 564 00:42:15.880 --> 00:42:18.560 So yeah, that took a few days. 565 00:42:18.560 --> 00:42:20.000 Like, no, let it go. 566 00:42:20.000 --> 00:42:23.240 That was 14 plus years ago, stop. 567 00:42:23.280 --> 00:42:24.480 Yeah, that's right. 568 00:42:24.480 --> 00:42:27.960 And you never know if you received it from someone. 569 00:42:27.960 --> 00:42:31.000 And if not your mother or your father, your grandparents, 570 00:42:31.000 --> 00:42:33.600 your great-grandparents, somebody you've never met. 571 00:42:34.720 --> 00:42:37.520 That it's just, there's no reason for us to beat ourselves 572 00:42:37.520 --> 00:42:38.680 up over all of those things. 573 00:42:38.680 --> 00:42:43.680 We work together as one body to overcome. 574 00:42:43.800 --> 00:42:46.800 And so there's no need for us to like 575 00:42:46.800 --> 00:42:48.440 take responsibility for it. 576 00:42:48.440 --> 00:42:50.640 I've done this to someone, I've messed something up. 577 00:42:51.040 --> 00:42:53.240 No, we inherited things from other people 578 00:42:53.240 --> 00:42:55.240 and we can just choose, you know what? 579 00:42:55.240 --> 00:42:56.960 I don't wanna live like this anymore. 580 00:42:56.960 --> 00:42:58.680 I wanna live in greater freedom. 581 00:42:58.680 --> 00:43:01.800 And we choose at which point we want to step into that. 582 00:43:01.800 --> 00:43:06.760 And there's tremendous things that you'd already overcome 583 00:43:06.760 --> 00:43:10.600 by the time Chloe came along that you gave her 584 00:43:10.600 --> 00:43:14.200 that she didn't have to overcome because you already did it. 585 00:43:14.200 --> 00:43:15.440 And it wasn't passed to her. 586 00:43:15.440 --> 00:43:18.840 Now sure, someone can choose to take something new on. 587 00:43:18.880 --> 00:43:21.920 But you know, in other words, there's just no need 588 00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:26.360 to take something on that God doesn't hold us 589 00:43:26.360 --> 00:43:30.200 accountable for and come out with life, so. 590 00:43:31.680 --> 00:43:34.600 So what do you tell a child that's having, 591 00:43:34.600 --> 00:43:36.960 how do you deal with a child that's having anxiety? 592 00:43:36.960 --> 00:43:39.080 It's not mine, but a friend of mine was talking 593 00:43:39.080 --> 00:43:43.520 about this just this morning about her son has terrible, 594 00:43:43.520 --> 00:43:45.360 I don't know if it's anxiety. 595 00:43:45.360 --> 00:43:49.440 She said that, I think she said anxiety attacks 596 00:43:49.440 --> 00:43:54.080 and he's so concerned about things he can't control. 597 00:43:54.080 --> 00:43:57.080 And so what, I mean, it sounds like this is something 598 00:43:57.080 --> 00:43:59.520 you've talked to Steph about maybe in a one-on-one 599 00:43:59.520 --> 00:44:02.160 that I don't know the answer to the question. 600 00:44:02.160 --> 00:44:06.880 How do you help a child get over or deal with anxiety? 601 00:44:08.320 --> 00:44:13.320 Yeah, so the way that I, that what I was explaining 602 00:44:13.880 --> 00:44:18.000 to them is that there's a quick way to actually deal 603 00:44:18.000 --> 00:44:21.960 with it in the moment, but then there's an underlying reason 604 00:44:21.960 --> 00:44:23.720 for why they're being triggered. 605 00:44:23.720 --> 00:44:25.640 And so that needs to be dealt with. 606 00:44:25.640 --> 00:44:28.040 In other words, the mind needs to be renewed. 607 00:44:28.040 --> 00:44:31.120 However, for like actually dealing with something 608 00:44:31.120 --> 00:44:33.640 in the moment, kind of like you have to like, 609 00:44:33.640 --> 00:44:38.560 you have to save someone from like, I don't know, 610 00:44:38.560 --> 00:44:40.400 going down in the deep dark pit. 611 00:44:41.200 --> 00:44:44.760 Kind of like that when a child is in the middle 612 00:44:44.760 --> 00:44:47.440 of a street and a car is coming towards them, 613 00:44:47.440 --> 00:44:49.160 now is not the time to play nice 614 00:44:49.160 --> 00:44:50.560 and be teaching them something. 615 00:44:50.560 --> 00:44:54.480 You run out there, you scream, you grab the child. 616 00:44:54.480 --> 00:44:56.320 So in other words, there's a couple 617 00:44:56.320 --> 00:44:57.160 of different ways to do it. 618 00:44:57.160 --> 00:45:00.200 So basically the idea is that. 619 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:06.000 um when because that when they're going through a panic attack they're just quickly spiraling 620 00:45:06.640 --> 00:45:12.720 out and losing control so then they have to do something extreme in order to get it back 621 00:45:12.720 --> 00:45:18.960 so and it doesn't need to take long but it will take longer in the beginning until they get used 622 00:45:18.960 --> 00:45:27.120 to pulling themselves out of it so it's actually very very simple and um when a panic attack comes 623 00:45:27.120 --> 00:45:32.240 on the person in the and this goes for an anxiety attack as well but the person in the attack just 624 00:45:32.240 --> 00:45:39.760 needs to stop completely uh whether they're i don't know a lot of kids are triggered by a panic 625 00:45:39.760 --> 00:45:46.000 attacks when they're taking um i don't know when they're taking uh when they're taking tests 626 00:45:46.000 --> 00:45:50.560 um you know how you hear about kids that don't test well and meaning like they're very very 627 00:45:50.560 --> 00:45:56.480 smart but then we actually test they don't test well look right and they they panic they lock 628 00:45:56.480 --> 00:46:02.880 down they think i'm going to fail impending doom whatever they're really smart and and unless that 629 00:46:02.880 --> 00:46:06.880 you know they actually have to act on it and then they just have this this impending noon that comes 630 00:46:06.880 --> 00:46:11.600 upon them or they find themselves in a situation in which they're being triggered by like past 631 00:46:11.600 --> 00:46:17.520 abuse situations that they've been in or social anxiety situations and then a panic attack comes 632 00:46:17.520 --> 00:46:23.520 on and they're just feeling very overwhelmed and overstimulated um so they're being triggered 633 00:46:24.320 --> 00:46:29.760 by the they're being triggered in their response to outside stimuli so they need to choose 634 00:46:29.760 --> 00:46:34.400 themselves in that moment they need to stop everything they need to choose themselves 635 00:46:34.400 --> 00:46:39.840 over other people and over whatever situation that they're finding themselves in including over their 636 00:46:39.840 --> 00:46:45.520 parents because you're talking about um the fact that this is someone who's whose son suffers from 637 00:46:45.520 --> 00:46:51.520 attacks so i'm assuming that it's a child that's still in the home as opposed to a child who's an 638 00:46:51.520 --> 00:46:58.640 adult and so even so the what the child needs to do is the child needs to know that in those 639 00:46:58.640 --> 00:47:05.040 moments they need to take they need to choose themselves even over their parents and what their 640 00:47:05.040 --> 00:47:11.680 parents are are encouraging them to do or wanting to do or whatever they need to stop focusing on 641 00:47:11.680 --> 00:47:17.600 how do i please my parents how do i plea because that's the problem they're trying to please their 642 00:47:17.600 --> 00:47:23.440 parents or they're trying to not they're they're trying to have their teacher or their or their 643 00:47:23.440 --> 00:47:29.280 parent or their situation or even themselves not be disappointed in them and they've got to 644 00:47:30.000 --> 00:47:34.560 cut all of that off and they've got to choose themselves and then they need to 645 00:47:34.560 --> 00:47:40.080 stop being aware of anything other than themselves and remind themselves that god himself 646 00:47:40.800 --> 00:47:47.280 has placed them in the position of the second you know second or third most important being 647 00:47:47.280 --> 00:47:52.560 in the universe so christ is the second most important being in the universe and we're in 648 00:47:52.560 --> 00:47:58.720 christ so we're the second most important being in the universe but christ also has the preeminence 649 00:47:58.720 --> 00:48:04.240 so sometimes it helps kids to think well i'm the third it doesn't matter whatever is helpful as 650 00:48:04.240 --> 00:48:09.520 long as they understand they're one in christ and they're that important that even satan isn't as 651 00:48:09.520 --> 00:48:16.800 important as they are or as powerful so and then in other words they just must choose because they 652 00:48:16.800 --> 00:48:23.440 often find it hard to believe they actually have to choose that they are more important than their 653 00:48:23.440 --> 00:48:28.960 situation and then what they think is being required of them to be or do in that moment 654 00:48:28.960 --> 00:48:35.360 because that's why they're shutting down they're they're feeling this the all of these requirements 655 00:48:35.360 --> 00:48:39.840 of like emotional requirements physical requirements they've got some things they're 656 00:48:39.840 --> 00:48:45.600 obligated to something something's being required of them to do or to be that they're worried or 657 00:48:45.600 --> 00:48:51.360 that they're going to fail to do or be and they have to shut themselves off from all of that 658 00:48:51.360 --> 00:48:55.760 feeling of obligation and understand they're more important than all of that so that's the 659 00:48:55.760 --> 00:49:04.000 quick way to stop the spiral and then to get back into control so um after being like that for a bit 660 00:49:04.000 --> 00:49:09.440 from that place they can then proceed to do whatever's in front of them like a test or 661 00:49:09.440 --> 00:49:17.520 something but it has to be from the mindset that they are more important than the test or they are 662 00:49:17.520 --> 00:49:24.640 more important than whether or not the other person accepts them they have to choose themselves 663 00:49:25.600 --> 00:49:31.360 and the test and the test or the social situation 664 00:49:32.240 --> 00:49:37.280 oops 665 00:49:47.680 --> 00:49:48.960 for once it's not me is it 666 00:49:51.760 --> 00:49:53.920 no i'm not i don't i think it's ashley 667 00:49:56.800 --> 00:49:59.920 it's not me is it ashley i think 668 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:05.920 So I'm used to it being mine, so I'm used to mine freezing up all the time. 669 00:50:06.960 --> 00:50:14.160 I think she lives a half a mile from me, so I don't know if my internet's not working very 670 00:50:14.160 --> 00:50:26.000 well. Hers probably isn't either. Amy's the host because I was the first one on. I think we'll 671 00:50:26.080 --> 00:50:34.000 wait for Ashley. Steph did you share? She told me all that stuff when Chloe was doing her test. 672 00:50:34.000 --> 00:50:38.080 What's that? I was just going to ask you about that. Was that something that you talked with 673 00:50:38.080 --> 00:50:44.000 her? You posted something on the in the group about it? No, I actually messaged her about 674 00:50:45.680 --> 00:50:48.960 if she would be willing to talk to Chloe. I feel like I can't talk. I want to take my 675 00:50:48.960 --> 00:51:00.000 retainer out. Just about her anxiety with her testing. She told us here, and it really did 676 00:51:00.000 --> 00:51:05.200 kind of help her. It's okay, this is serving you. This test is just a tool. This is not anything 677 00:51:05.200 --> 00:51:10.560 bigger than you, but I mean it really, she got rattled, and once they get rattled, it's just all 678 00:51:10.560 --> 00:51:15.600 downhill from there. So it was kind of a rough day, but after that I thought, okay, maybe she'll 679 00:51:15.600 --> 00:51:21.040 use this at the dentist. So on the way to the dentist that day, I was like, okay, now remember, 680 00:51:21.040 --> 00:51:26.800 this is serving you. This is something to help you, and we're kind of pre-emptive, but I mean, 681 00:51:26.800 --> 00:51:32.560 you can't really tell when it's going to hit. What's going to trigger someone to be anxious, 682 00:51:33.760 --> 00:51:40.640 but it definitely helped in our case. Yeah, that's awesome that she talked to Chloe. I'm sure that 683 00:51:40.640 --> 00:51:48.240 meant a lot to your daughter, just to have someone else that her mom, you know, respects to 684 00:51:48.240 --> 00:51:55.040 just speak to her one-on-one. That's cool. She just texted and said she lost connection. 685 00:51:57.760 --> 00:52:04.320 Anyway, can't connect or she's trying to? She texted and said she lost connection. 686 00:52:04.320 --> 00:52:10.000 Give me a sec, is what she said. So I don't see her coming back on yet. 687 00:52:12.480 --> 00:52:13.600 Are you there, Carrie? 688 00:52:16.240 --> 00:52:20.080 Oh, is Carrie there? It's just Carrie's iPhone. 689 00:52:22.560 --> 00:52:26.960 I'm highly presentable enough to actually turn my camera on. I literally just sat down 690 00:52:26.960 --> 00:52:33.760 with my bowl of watermelon. I'm solo parenting tonight. Josh is gone, 691 00:52:34.400 --> 00:52:38.320 and I all of a sudden got a huge burst of energy and was like cleaning the house and making a 692 00:52:38.320 --> 00:52:42.800 breakfast casserole and doing the laundry while I was listening, so I didn't want to be all 693 00:52:42.800 --> 00:52:47.040 distracting, and I was like, okay, finally, I'm going to sit down now. So yes, I'm here, 694 00:52:47.040 --> 00:52:51.120 and I've been enjoying all these conversations while I stuff my face with my watermelon. 695 00:52:51.920 --> 00:53:00.000 All right. Are you nesting? I'm not sure. I still have like 10 weeks to go, nine or 10 weeks. 696 00:53:00.960 --> 00:53:07.520 I don't know. I mean, I don't think so. Who knows? There's Ashley. 697 00:53:09.520 --> 00:53:15.760 I'm back. My internet cut off, so I had to go restart it. Sorry about that. 698 00:53:16.160 --> 00:53:19.680 Amy, what were you saying about 10 weeks and you don't know? 699 00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:24.320 Oh, I was saying that I was getting the backstory of why my video was off, 700 00:53:24.320 --> 00:53:27.680 because I was cleaning and doing laundry and making a breakfast casserole, 701 00:53:27.680 --> 00:53:32.320 and I didn't want to be distracting, and I just all of a sudden got a burst of energy, 702 00:53:32.320 --> 00:53:37.280 and Amy was wondering if I'm nesting, and I said, I don't think so. I still have like 10 weeks to go, 703 00:53:37.280 --> 00:53:44.320 so I'm excited to come early, but no, I don't think I'm, I don't look for labor anytime soon 704 00:53:44.320 --> 00:53:47.600 anyway, so I'm just sitting here now eating my watermelon and listening. 705 00:53:49.280 --> 00:53:56.480 That sounds good. So, sorry it cut off, but I had actually literally just finished saying 706 00:53:56.480 --> 00:54:01.360 everything I was going to say. Did that make sense, Amy? Yeah, that's good. I'll share with 707 00:54:01.360 --> 00:54:08.640 my friend. It's good to know. Yeah, that's, I've never heard of that technique, and it makes a 708 00:54:08.640 --> 00:54:16.800 whole lot of sense. I love it, because I just think that a lot of us humans grow up thinking 709 00:54:16.800 --> 00:54:22.880 that we're here to serve whatever is demanded of us and to teach a child at a young age that 710 00:54:22.880 --> 00:54:30.320 they're the most important thing. That's huge. I love that. That's really good, and there's nothing 711 00:54:30.320 --> 00:54:38.080 actually different or special about this technique that is different than what we all learn, 712 00:54:38.640 --> 00:54:44.000 in the fact that we have to release. So, it's like, falls right in line with it. So, when we 713 00:54:44.000 --> 00:54:48.800 think about the gospel, when we think about what it is that now that we have the gospel, now that 714 00:54:48.800 --> 00:54:54.160 we are saved, how do we move into it where we, into a place where we're actually manifesting 715 00:54:54.160 --> 00:54:59.040 the things that God says that are our inheritance, you know, etc. How to deal with a panic attack 716 00:54:59.040 --> 00:54:59.840 falls right in. 717 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:07.980 line with everything because that is the answer, shifting into belief of stopping and actually 718 00:55:07.980 --> 00:55:10.080 just letting go and releasing. 719 00:55:10.080 --> 00:55:17.280 That is how simple all of this is that we've made so complicated that we felt had to be 720 00:55:17.280 --> 00:55:22.780 handled in a variety of different ways with very complicated formulas that you have to 721 00:55:22.780 --> 00:55:29.780 learn, tips and tricks that you have to learn, and things that you have to find. 722 00:55:29.780 --> 00:55:40.820 Oh, no. 723 00:55:40.820 --> 00:55:41.820 We lost her again. 724 00:55:41.820 --> 00:55:42.820 You're muted, Ashley. 725 00:55:42.820 --> 00:55:43.820 You're muted. 726 00:55:43.820 --> 00:55:44.820 There we go. 727 00:55:44.820 --> 00:55:45.820 There you go. 728 00:55:45.820 --> 00:55:46.820 Yeah. 729 00:55:46.820 --> 00:55:57.180 It just cut off again, but at least it came back on this time without me having to do 730 00:55:57.180 --> 00:55:58.180 something. 731 00:55:58.180 --> 00:56:03.180 I have excellent internet, but I'm telling you what, the past several weeks, like even 732 00:56:03.180 --> 00:56:09.300 during COVID, everything was fine, but during the past several weeks, I've really struggled 733 00:56:09.300 --> 00:56:14.380 with my internet at night, and I don't know why because I have the kind of internet that's 734 00:56:14.380 --> 00:56:22.500 supposed to be, that's supposed to give me the best internet and not be subject to the 735 00:56:22.500 --> 00:56:23.500 amount of traffic. 736 00:56:23.500 --> 00:56:25.660 Does that make sense? 737 00:56:25.660 --> 00:56:27.500 So it's like a special amount. 738 00:56:27.500 --> 00:56:33.060 It's a special service that I bought so that I'm not subject to how many people are on 739 00:56:33.060 --> 00:56:35.700 at one time. 740 00:56:35.700 --> 00:56:37.340 It doesn't affect my bandwidth. 741 00:56:37.340 --> 00:56:39.820 So I don't know why I struggled with it the past while. 742 00:56:39.820 --> 00:56:42.580 I need to call Verizon and ask them, but anyway. 743 00:56:42.580 --> 00:56:46.900 So the thing that I was just saying is, you know, about the reason that we thought all 744 00:56:46.900 --> 00:56:55.220 of this stuff that other psychologists think are, oh, all these tips and tricks and formulas 745 00:56:55.220 --> 00:56:59.500 that we have to learn, and they go to school to learn all of the ins and outs of this, 746 00:56:59.500 --> 00:57:00.820 that, and the other. 747 00:57:00.820 --> 00:57:03.860 I'm not devaluing any of that. 748 00:57:03.860 --> 00:57:10.860 That's important, and all of those things are true, but it's making our world, it makes 749 00:57:10.860 --> 00:57:17.620 us believe that everything's a lot more complex for us to overcome than it really is, that 750 00:57:17.620 --> 00:57:25.660 there is all of this work and this knowledge that God requires in order for us to be allowed 751 00:57:25.660 --> 00:57:34.020 to walk in emotional, spiritual, and physical healing, and it's focused. 752 00:57:34.020 --> 00:57:35.300 It's absolute focus. 753 00:57:35.300 --> 00:57:43.220 So it's operating out of the soul and thinking that in the soul or out of the body, you know, 754 00:57:43.220 --> 00:57:51.820 in those realms where, oh, I have to learn these formulas in order to get something to work. 755 00:57:51.820 --> 00:57:56.820 All of that works, but if we use it as our source, that's the problem. 756 00:57:56.820 --> 00:58:03.420 We can use tips and tricks and all of that as long as we're using them as kings and as 757 00:58:03.500 --> 00:58:10.820 lords, knowing that God is the source of everything, and if we are inside of the source of everything 758 00:58:10.820 --> 00:58:20.420 because we're inside God, well, then spiritual laws will naturally respond to us. 759 00:58:20.420 --> 00:58:28.700 We don't have to harness them and subject ourselves to them as if they are more powerful 760 00:58:28.700 --> 00:58:32.620 and as if they can create the result that we want in our lives. 761 00:58:32.620 --> 00:58:38.300 That's the problem, and that's where we've been taught, oh, well, there's these special 762 00:58:38.300 --> 00:58:39.620 ways to deal with panic attacks. 763 00:58:39.620 --> 00:58:42.940 There's these special ways to deal with anxiety attacks. 764 00:58:42.940 --> 00:58:46.740 All of those things are true in that they're real, that God is more powerful than all of 765 00:58:46.740 --> 00:58:47.740 those. 766 00:58:47.740 --> 00:58:56.740 So anyway, so it's not any of those things, the reality of it. 767 00:58:56.740 --> 00:58:57.740 Okay. 768 00:58:57.740 --> 00:58:58.740 All right. 769 00:58:58.740 --> 00:59:06.740 Well, I think that that is, that we've hit 904 over here, 1004 where most of y'all are, 770 00:59:06.740 --> 00:59:13.740 but before we leave, did anyone have a question or anything that they wanted to mention before 771 00:59:13.740 --> 00:59:14.740 we jump off? 772 00:59:14.740 --> 00:59:15.740 Everything good? 773 00:59:15.740 --> 00:59:30.340 I've been using that release, like you told me, about the instructing my soul at night, 774 00:59:30.340 --> 00:59:34.500 like that it can let go and be healed and let the spirit heal. 775 00:59:34.500 --> 00:59:40.540 I've been doing that at night and it's really helped. 776 00:59:40.540 --> 00:59:44.420 Like after I did it for about a week, my mind cleared out and I was able to, like, 777 00:59:44.420 --> 00:59:50.700 I got new energy back from my business that I had been distracted from for all of COVID 778 00:59:50.700 --> 00:59:52.700 and it's just been a lot better. 779 00:59:52.700 --> 00:59:53.700 So. 780 00:59:53.700 --> 00:59:54.700 Oh, I'm so glad. 781 00:59:54.700 --> 00:59:55.700 Oh, good. 782 00:59:55.700 --> 00:59:56.700 Good. 783 00:59:56.700 --> 00:59:57.700 I'm really glad. 784 00:59:57.700 --> 00:59:58.700 I know. 785 00:59:58.700 --> 00:59:59.700 Thank you. 786 00:59:59.700 --> 01:00:00.700 Thank you. 787 01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:11.400 As these things are overnight. Sometimes it'll take, you know, it'll be over a week period of time, you know, we never know what it is that this spirit is doing and what kind of resistance that we are 788 01:00:00.700 --> 01:00:01.700 Thank you. 789 01:00:01.700 --> 01:00:01.700 790 01:00:11.760 --> 01:00:19.320 That we're holding against and against belief in the Lord and where it is and how deep it is and how many areas of design. 791 01:00:19.920 --> 01:00:35.640 Who needs to learn it all. So we just tell us soul. You're fine. Just let go. You're not in a place of black and then just a lot of spirit to come in, you know, then it does miraculous things and people ask us, so how did you do it. Like, I don't know. 792 01:00:36.880 --> 01:00:43.400 So what happened. I don't know. It's like that thing that I posted on my wall. I don't know how many of y'all thought, you know, that just said it like 793 01:00:43.960 --> 01:00:49.560 You know, I was one way and now I'm different. And what happened in between with him so 794 01:00:52.440 --> 01:00:55.440 So what secret. Did you give to Cheryl, because I really need that. 795 01:00:56.080 --> 01:01:07.600 I'm trying to think if we've talked about it. The thing about maybe we haven't. Okay, so funny enough, I was actually going to do a teaching about it today and then post it on on our in our and 796 01:01:08.360 --> 01:01:18.880 What do you call it posted in our group because I realized that even though I've talked about it on the Q AMP. A's and I've talked about it on I'm just basically answering people's questions or responding when 797 01:01:18.880 --> 01:01:25.280 Say like Cheryl or Amy or someone has that. Oh, by the way, I use that trait, you know, I think that you told me about in our private session. 798 01:01:25.840 --> 01:01:33.000 That I brought it up then I've talked about in private sessions with people, but I haven't like talked to everybody about apparently. And so I thought, I just need to have this 799 01:01:33.480 --> 01:01:42.720 Teaching that people can just go and watch. So basically, so in other words, I plan to do that. I was going to, it was going to do that today, but I had and 800 01:01:42.720 --> 01:01:56.800 I had some things come up and including a 12 year old boy, Nathan, who came over and decided he had bought he he'd found a pet. He'd found a baby catfish in the river and he wants to keep it on my balcony. So we had to make 801 01:01:56.800 --> 01:02:09.800 On my balcony. So I do not know how long that poor little thing will live, but I love Nathan. And so we're going to keep tiny Tim on my balcony until he dies. 802 01:02:11.800 --> 01:02:12.520 Or until 803 01:02:14.200 --> 01:02:18.040 It's just sympathy for the fact that it's slowly dying. 804 01:02:18.040 --> 01:02:25.040 I pray, pray, help over that little thing that that that he will be released back into his natural habitat. 805 01:02:27.840 --> 01:02:39.040 So that was a little distracting this afternoon, which was really sweet. He kept bringing this little friend over. They come to check out the catfish make sure it's still alive. And so Nathan asked me, he said, actually, I'm going to keep it on my balcony. 806 01:02:39.640 --> 01:02:43.360 Okay, movie now. 807 01:02:43.840 --> 01:02:47.560 Is when you know when you wake up it's a screen not an airplane. 808 01:02:48.540 --> 01:02:51.180 So when you wake up, it's not an airplane. 809 01:02:51.540 --> 01:02:52.560 It's still alive. 810 01:02:53.400 --> 01:03:05.380 It's still a 811 01:03:06.380 --> 01:03:06.780 movie. 812 01:03:07.580 --> 01:03:10.020 Okay, I'll poke him every hour. 813 01:03:12.700 --> 01:03:15.660 After this call. I've got to go poke tiny 814 01:03:17.660 --> 01:03:18.380 The living 815 01:03:19.460 --> 01:03:24.980 I need to bring Emma to your house and let her go noodling on your balcony balcony. 816 01:03:25.140 --> 01:03:25.620 Yeah. 817 01:03:26.180 --> 01:03:26.500 Like 818 01:03:28.340 --> 01:03:41.900 It will be an easy cat. She's in this large shallow Tupperware or not Tupperware. What do they call that, you know, the ones that they put into is that Tupperware that they put into the under the put under your bed. They put like 819 01:03:41.980 --> 01:03:42.540 For me. 820 01:03:43.420 --> 01:03:44.620 For me, yes. 821 01:03:45.580 --> 01:03:48.340 Like a plastic things. Plastic bins. One of those 822 01:03:49.340 --> 01:04:04.260 Yeah, no, I'm thinking, oh my word. How much he how much is that heating up that water and anyway, but he got some moss so that the little catfish could hide under the moss and protect himself from the sun. I don't think it's gonna work. 823 01:04:06.140 --> 01:04:15.820 I have to pray over and over the fish. So anyway, long story of why I didn't do the teaching today. So maybe I'll get it done tomorrow, but the short 824 01:04:16.220 --> 01:04:20.540 Version is a basic version is that and 825 01:04:21.660 --> 01:04:44.780 That we don't our soul does not have to be conscious of when of what it is that we need to receive healing from or what it is that we're withholding or what it is that we are resisting that not allowing us to walk in belief and and our soul does not have to be conscious of it. 826 01:04:45.820 --> 01:05:00.020 That our spirit can actually heal that force because our spirit, because it's in God, since God knows all things are spirits in God, then, then our spirit knows all things are sold doesn't have to know something in order to actually 827 01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:05.940 heal because our soul forcing our soul to know all things and believing our soul has to know all things is 828 01:05:06.340 --> 01:05:11.540 Operating out of the soul is thinking that oh, I've got to know all that. I've got to understand all the ins and outs 829 01:05:11.540 --> 01:05:16.100 I need to know the strategy. I need to know the trauma. I need to look through my past 830 01:05:16.100 --> 01:05:20.580 I need to come to terms with my past. I need to remember everything 831 01:05:20.580 --> 01:05:24.740 I need to and then I need to figure out all the tips and tricks of how to actually heal and actually 832 01:05:25.220 --> 01:05:28.100 Actually meet with my inner child and tell my inner child 833 01:05:28.100 --> 01:05:33.780 I'm okay that it's okay and she can she can calm down and whatever I've done all those things and they work 834 01:05:33.780 --> 01:05:36.740 They do work wrong with all those things. I've done that 835 01:05:36.740 --> 01:05:39.420 I've talked to my little to the little girl that was hurt 836 01:05:39.620 --> 01:05:43.100 During such and such a time in my life and told her, you know, you're safe 837 01:05:43.100 --> 01:05:49.420 If all those things that were said, you know to you weren't true and whatever it is healing 838 01:05:49.420 --> 01:05:54.860 My point is you don't have to you don't have to go through that laborious process 839 01:05:54.860 --> 01:05:58.660 You don't have to revisit all of those all of those pains and all of those hurts 840 01:05:59.020 --> 01:06:06.060 You can just your soul is in a state in which it's a it's terrified. It's afraid it feels abandoned 841 01:06:06.060 --> 01:06:11.020 It thinks it's on its own and that God is not provide is provoked 842 01:06:11.020 --> 01:06:15.080 It's not providing for it and God is not protecting it and God has not identified it 843 01:06:15.120 --> 01:06:19.700 So it doesn't know who it is and it thinks it has to do everything for itself 844 01:06:19.940 --> 01:06:25.260 So you just have to tell your soul as a king and a lord because you are a king and a lord in your spirit 845 01:06:25.420 --> 01:06:27.420 Just tell it you're safe 846 01:06:27.700 --> 01:06:29.300 You're okay 847 01:06:29.300 --> 01:06:33.380 Just let go and you're safe with your spirit. You're one with your spirit 848 01:06:33.660 --> 01:06:39.580 So you can and you can just you can let go of everything that you're trying so desperately to hang on to 849 01:06:39.660 --> 01:06:41.940 Thinking that if you don't it's all gonna fall apart 850 01:06:42.260 --> 01:06:45.620 And you just talk to your you just kind of talk to yourself like that 851 01:06:45.860 --> 01:06:50.260 And then you tell and you actually you actually release, you know 852 01:06:50.260 --> 01:06:57.100 You just just let go and then and then you can tell your spirit, you know spirit and come in and I ask you 853 01:06:57.100 --> 01:06:59.100 you know what's going on and 854 01:06:59.420 --> 01:07:05.820 Just come in and and just just heal whatever it is that I need healing in 855 01:07:05.820 --> 01:07:09.780 I wherever it is that I'm resisting wherever it is 856 01:07:09.780 --> 01:07:16.060 I'm not believing the Lord and there might be specific areas that you're aware of which you're not believing the Lord in which you're with 857 01:07:16.060 --> 01:07:22.420 Holding with resistance and you don't know why you are then you can talk specifically about those situations 858 01:07:22.900 --> 01:07:27.540 And then there are times where you're just like I don't know why I'm like this. I don't know why I'm frustrated 859 01:07:27.540 --> 01:07:32.820 I don't know why I'm angry. I don't know why I'm tired scared. I don't know what I'm scared of 860 01:07:32.820 --> 01:07:38.700 I don't know what situation that it's that's I that's triggered me. I mean it could just be this generic 861 01:07:38.700 --> 01:07:43.620 I feel like I'm gonna funk. Well, whatever it is. It can be generic and vague as well 862 01:07:43.620 --> 01:07:49.540 So you don't have to have something specific and then you just tell your spirit to take care of it. You're like, okay 863 01:07:49.540 --> 01:07:51.820 I I expect that that's all gonna happen 864 01:07:51.820 --> 01:07:57.780 And then you just walk away and finish doing your dishes finish going about your day or you go to sleep 865 01:07:57.900 --> 01:07:59.900 whichever you're gonna do and 866 01:08:01.860 --> 01:08:04.100 Anyway, and so all of those things can shift 867 01:08:04.620 --> 01:08:11.660 Subconsciously without our consciousness being aware of it because our consciousness even in our soul our consciousness. It's only 5% 868 01:08:12.260 --> 01:08:14.260 of our total 869 01:08:14.420 --> 01:08:16.020 consciousness 870 01:08:16.020 --> 01:08:18.020 95% of it is our subconscious 871 01:08:18.540 --> 01:08:24.859 Conscious and then only 5% of it is our is our actual consciousness and we don't need it 872 01:08:25.620 --> 01:08:27.620 funnel and 873 01:08:27.660 --> 01:08:29.660 bottleneck 874 01:08:29.939 --> 01:08:34.540 Everything through 5% of our consciousness. Yeah 875 01:08:35.700 --> 01:08:37.060 so 876 01:08:37.060 --> 01:08:38.540 You know 877 01:08:38.540 --> 01:08:43.700 Because if that was required God wouldn't have made 95% of its subconscious 878 01:08:43.979 --> 01:08:49.380 He meant it for us for it to everything to just do what it needed to do in order to serve a son of God 879 01:08:49.380 --> 01:08:55.420 which is why he also created our bodies to be able to breathe and our heart to be and 880 01:08:55.580 --> 01:09:03.620 All of the processes all of the very intricate and very complex processes of our body to operate without us telling it what to 881 01:09:03.620 --> 01:09:04.620 do 882 01:09:04.620 --> 01:09:09.540 Consciously our subconscious our brain just does it automatically etc 883 01:09:10.700 --> 01:09:18.500 Creation knows what it needs to do and we don't have it. So he's given us examples all throughout the world to 884 01:09:19.100 --> 01:09:24.279 Prove to the fact that these there's natural processes in effect 885 01:09:24.420 --> 01:09:31.620 That are supposed to naturally do what they're supposed to do without us constantly having to dictate it to it 886 01:09:31.620 --> 01:09:33.620 And give it instruction 887 01:09:33.779 --> 01:09:35.899 We just they just need a king and a lord 888 01:09:36.819 --> 01:09:39.700 To present himself and know who it is 889 01:09:39.700 --> 01:09:45.220 And when they know when we know who we are we present ourselves as such creation will naturally see 890 01:09:45.740 --> 01:09:49.580 There is son of God and if there is son of God that means I'm such-and-such and 891 01:09:49.779 --> 01:09:55.460 therefore I can just settle into that position and I will naturally function the way that God intended me to function and 892 01:09:55.500 --> 01:09:59.820 We don't have to give an instruction about what it's supposed to do. We can do that 893 01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:03.000 We can tell money what we want it to do. 894 01:10:03.000 --> 01:10:05.920 We can tell spiritual laws what we want it to do. 895 01:10:05.920 --> 01:10:11.120 We can do stuff like that, but we don't have to. 896 01:10:11.120 --> 01:10:17.000 So I know that that was probably a lot, but it's a really very heavy topic, but that's 897 01:10:17.000 --> 01:10:25.000 the general idea that, and I'm hoping to do a more extensive teaching on that so that 898 01:10:25.000 --> 01:10:29.480 people can reference it because I've noticed that that seems to be a really big impactful 899 01:10:29.480 --> 01:10:35.240 thing in people's lives that they've continually, that clients have continually told me was 900 01:10:35.240 --> 01:10:36.240 very effective. 901 01:10:36.240 --> 01:10:40.920 And so I thought I just need to have it, it's a little separate deal so that people can 902 01:10:40.920 --> 01:10:41.920 watch it. 903 01:10:41.920 --> 01:10:47.720 They need to remember, as opposed to like hunting for it in a Q&A. 904 01:10:47.720 --> 01:10:50.680 So did that make sense, Steph? 905 01:10:50.680 --> 01:10:51.680 Yeah. 906 01:10:51.680 --> 01:10:52.680 Okay. 907 01:10:52.680 --> 01:10:53.680 Yeah, that helps a lot. 908 01:10:53.680 --> 01:10:54.680 I know, it was. 909 01:10:54.680 --> 01:10:55.680 I'm sorry. 910 01:10:56.680 --> 01:10:59.680 I try to give you as much as possible in a short amount of time. 911 01:10:59.680 --> 01:11:05.680 I still, I'm one of those people that definitely tries to do everything bottleneck it through 912 01:11:05.680 --> 01:11:07.680 that five, that little 5%. 913 01:11:07.680 --> 01:11:08.680 Yeah. 914 01:11:08.680 --> 01:11:12.680 I think I'm like the computer that locks up because it's doing so much at once. 915 01:11:12.680 --> 01:11:13.680 Yeah. 916 01:11:13.680 --> 01:11:15.680 That's pretty much what my brain does. 917 01:11:15.680 --> 01:11:16.680 Right. 918 01:11:16.680 --> 01:11:17.680 Right. 919 01:11:17.680 --> 01:11:18.680 Because we think it's required of us. 920 01:11:18.680 --> 01:11:22.680 We were taught that it was required of us because the rest of the people are under that, the 921 01:11:22.680 --> 01:11:28.680 rest of the people in the world are under that same oppressive belief that everything 922 01:11:28.680 --> 01:11:31.680 depends on us. 923 01:11:31.680 --> 01:11:36.680 And that if we don't harness it and if we don't control it, it will go to hell in a 924 01:11:36.680 --> 01:11:37.680 handbasket. 925 01:11:37.680 --> 01:11:39.680 And that is not true. 926 01:11:39.680 --> 01:11:41.680 That's not true. 927 01:11:41.680 --> 01:11:43.680 So, yeah. 928 01:11:43.680 --> 01:11:47.680 Cheryl, have you never heard that? 929 01:11:48.680 --> 01:11:49.680 I have. 930 01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:52.680 And I have thought it to myself so many times. 931 01:11:52.680 --> 01:11:57.680 And so, it was nice to hear it in that context. 932 01:11:57.680 --> 01:11:59.680 What the hell in the handbasket? 933 01:11:59.680 --> 01:12:00.680 It goes to hell in a handbasket. 934 01:12:00.680 --> 01:12:01.680 Yeah. 935 01:12:01.680 --> 01:12:02.680 Oh, my word. 936 01:12:02.680 --> 01:12:03.680 Okay. 937 01:12:03.680 --> 01:12:06.680 So, terrible, embarrassing story. 938 01:12:06.680 --> 01:12:08.680 Cheryl's in my communication. 939 01:12:08.680 --> 01:12:10.680 I was writing something to Cheryl the other day. 940 01:12:10.680 --> 01:12:12.680 And she remembers this. 941 01:12:13.680 --> 01:12:19.680 And on the little keyboard, you know, on my iPhone, the U is right next to the I. 942 01:12:19.680 --> 01:12:25.680 And I wrote shut, but apparently it hit the I instead of the U. 943 01:12:25.680 --> 01:12:27.680 And I was so embarrassed. 944 01:12:27.680 --> 01:12:29.680 I was so embarrassed. 945 01:12:29.680 --> 01:12:31.680 I didn't catch it. 946 01:12:31.680 --> 01:12:35.680 And I sent it to her and she responded before I reread the text. 947 01:12:35.680 --> 01:12:37.680 And I was like, oh, dadgummit. 948 01:12:37.680 --> 01:12:39.680 I'm sorry. 949 01:12:40.680 --> 01:12:42.680 I didn't know I wrote that. 950 01:12:42.680 --> 01:12:47.680 My saving grace was that the I was next to the U. 951 01:12:47.680 --> 01:12:49.680 I couldn't even blame it on auto spelling. 952 01:12:49.680 --> 01:12:53.680 But I could blame it on the fact that I wasn't thinking it in my head. 953 01:12:53.680 --> 01:12:58.680 And I just moved my thumb apparently a little too far to the right. 954 01:12:58.680 --> 01:13:02.680 I hope I didn't corrupt Cheryl's mind. 955 01:13:02.680 --> 01:13:04.680 Because I corrupt her mind. 956 01:13:05.680 --> 01:13:07.680 I'm sorry. 957 01:13:07.680 --> 01:13:08.680 I'm sorry. 958 01:13:08.680 --> 01:13:10.680 I've never written that word before. 959 01:13:10.680 --> 01:13:22.680 It was horrifying. 960 01:13:22.680 --> 01:13:26.680 It happened right before I went into a zoom call with Steve and our 961 01:13:26.680 --> 01:13:28.680 financial planner. 962 01:13:28.680 --> 01:13:31.680 And this poor guy is trying to explain to me, you know, 963 01:13:31.680 --> 01:13:35.680 what does he think of me like laughing at investments, but no, 964 01:13:35.680 --> 01:13:40.680 it totally cracked me up because it was so far out of your character. 965 01:13:40.680 --> 01:13:45.680 That was another saving grace. 966 01:13:45.680 --> 01:13:46.680 Oh, you know what? 967 01:13:46.680 --> 01:13:48.680 I have had to write that word before. And this was really, 968 01:13:48.680 --> 01:13:51.680 this really bothered me. There's a way in Facebook to write like, 969 01:13:51.680 --> 01:13:54.680 if you do not want profanity, 970 01:13:54.680 --> 01:13:58.680 if you want to automatically reject anything that's posted that has a 971 01:13:59.680 --> 01:14:02.680 profane word, and you actually have to type the words. 972 01:14:02.680 --> 01:14:06.680 That really bothered me. I had to think of them. 973 01:14:06.680 --> 01:14:10.680 You know, I had to think up and like try to drum up out of myself. 974 01:14:10.680 --> 01:14:13.680 I was like, these are horrible words. 975 01:14:13.680 --> 01:14:15.680 I don't want to have to think about these. 976 01:14:15.680 --> 01:14:18.680 I remember being at PCC and my, 977 01:14:18.680 --> 01:14:21.680 and my roommates trying to teach me cuss words because they thought it 978 01:14:21.680 --> 01:14:25.680 was important that I not be so naive that I didn't know those words. 979 01:14:26.680 --> 01:14:29.680 I didn't know those. Most of these were, most cuss words. 980 01:14:29.680 --> 01:14:33.680 I did not know until I was out of college, I think, 981 01:14:33.680 --> 01:14:37.680 that I knew like the D words and stuff, but you know, like the little ones, 982 01:14:37.680 --> 01:14:39.680 but I didn't know like that, you know, 983 01:14:39.680 --> 01:14:41.680 the little ones being like the more common ones. 984 01:14:41.680 --> 01:14:46.680 I didn't know all of these other words. Anyway, I learned them as an adult. 985 01:14:46.680 --> 01:14:51.680 Vantage in the oil and gas industry, pipeline loader. 986 01:14:51.680 --> 01:14:53.680 Of course not in the office, the pipeline loader. 987 01:14:54.680 --> 01:14:57.680 So we go to the Christmas party and I'm like, 988 01:14:57.680 --> 01:14:59.680 I've never heard that term used. 989 01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:04.240 is a term of endearment. And I mean, I'm hearing these words 990 01:15:04.240 --> 01:15:08.560 fly, and I'm going, wow, and Dan's like, normal job site. I'm 991 01:15:08.560 --> 01:15:12.240 going, of course, now that I have my retainer, I don't know 992 01:15:12.240 --> 01:15:15.120 what's going to come out. So I apologize in advance, because 993 01:15:15.800 --> 01:15:20.560 it's been a little embarrassing a time or two. So it's 994 01:15:20.560 --> 01:15:21.240 interesting. 995 01:15:21.560 --> 01:15:23.520 That's cute. That's funny. 996 01:15:24.120 --> 01:15:28.320 I actually have the last name that Toys R Us filters out. Like 997 01:15:28.320 --> 01:15:30.880 they would not let me order because they filtered out my 998 01:15:30.880 --> 01:15:32.880 last name with their profanity. 999 01:15:34.640 --> 01:15:35.360 I know. 1000 01:15:39.080 --> 01:15:42.400 I was just like, I wonder if like that ever caused the 1001 01:15:42.400 --> 01:15:46.560 problem like, like, when she introduces herself or when she 1002 01:15:46.560 --> 01:15:50.560 writes it or like, if you don't hear a lot of snorting, like 1003 01:15:50.560 --> 01:15:53.480 you'll say your last name, they're like, VIX. I'm like, Oh, 1004 01:15:53.480 --> 01:15:57.480 no. So one of the girls heard someone called at a doctor's 1005 01:15:57.480 --> 01:16:01.920 office, and their last name is Almond, A L L M A N. And she's 1006 01:16:01.920 --> 01:16:05.080 like, their last name just seems a nut. And I'm like, you don't 1007 01:16:05.080 --> 01:16:06.640 make fun of anybody's last name. 1008 01:16:12.800 --> 01:16:14.000 But there was a lady, 1009 01:16:16.080 --> 01:16:21.960 but there's a lady at PC Pensacola Christian Academy that 1010 01:16:21.960 --> 01:16:25.760 I that was my teacher growing up in her name was Mrs. Schmuck. 1011 01:16:26.200 --> 01:16:30.120 Very unfortunate name, but at least she married into it. So 1012 01:16:30.120 --> 01:16:34.000 she knew what she was doing. You know, at least she was prepared. 1013 01:16:35.280 --> 01:16:39.360 She wasn't born into it. Very unfortunate. 1014 01:16:39.960 --> 01:16:41.520 You know, that's true love, right? 1015 01:16:43.640 --> 01:16:48.240 Is she was the happiest person. She smiled all the time. I mean, 1016 01:16:48.240 --> 01:16:52.800 like these huge, you know, whole face light up smile all the 1017 01:16:52.800 --> 01:16:55.240 time. She was lovely. I loved Mr. Schmuck. 1018 01:16:56.680 --> 01:17:01.600 Her hubby was the sweetest guy too. He was one of my accounting 1019 01:17:01.600 --> 01:17:05.760 teachers and accounting was the worst class ever for me. And he 1020 01:17:05.760 --> 01:17:12.280 was just so patient, like, like a grandpa, like so patient. And I 1021 01:17:12.280 --> 01:17:15.240 don't know. Yeah, they were sweet, sweet people. 1022 01:17:15.800 --> 01:17:18.920 I've always wondered who her husband was. Because I've always 1023 01:17:18.920 --> 01:17:23.360 wondered, I wonder what his what her husband's like, and 1024 01:17:23.680 --> 01:17:27.840 that I never, I never met him or even saw him. So, so that's, 1025 01:17:27.880 --> 01:17:30.480 that's good to know. I would imagine that he would be a very 1026 01:17:30.480 --> 01:17:34.840 nice man. So and of course, by the way, everybody, so Cheryl's 1027 01:17:35.080 --> 01:17:39.760 father in law, I did not know who that was until recently, was 1028 01:17:39.760 --> 01:17:45.080 one of my favorite teachers ever. And he was like, he's the 1029 01:17:45.400 --> 01:17:49.520 he was the history professor at PCC and Dr. Reese, he taught 1030 01:17:49.520 --> 01:17:55.440 history, so much fun, very down to earth, and a light in the 1031 01:17:55.440 --> 01:18:00.280 middle of PCC, because not all of the teachers all like as 1032 01:18:00.280 --> 01:18:05.480 beautifully as he did. So anyway, I love Dr. Reese, he's a 1033 01:18:05.480 --> 01:18:10.240 lot of fun. And his his poor son grew up being called Reese's 1034 01:18:10.240 --> 01:18:13.680 pieces, because at least the dad thought it was funny. I can 1035 01:18:13.680 --> 01:18:17.280 imagine that the kids did not. But we all would hear about it. 1036 01:18:17.320 --> 01:18:20.560 We don't hear Oh, yeah, I call it Reese's pieces. And in my 1037 01:18:20.560 --> 01:18:23.480 mind, I'm going, I don't think they like that very much. 1038 01:18:33.520 --> 01:18:36.280 What'd you say? It kind of became an identity. 1039 01:18:37.720 --> 01:18:39.160 It kind of became an identity. 1040 01:18:40.080 --> 01:18:45.360 I see. I see. I always wonder, it's like, I don't think that I 1041 01:18:45.360 --> 01:18:47.800 would have liked to be called the Reese's pieces. And so I 1042 01:18:47.800 --> 01:18:50.120 would imagine that three boys wouldn't want to be called that 1043 01:18:50.120 --> 01:18:54.040 either. Is it three boys? 1044 01:18:55.440 --> 01:18:55.920 Mm hmm. 1045 01:18:56.040 --> 01:18:58.160 Three boys. Yeah, yeah. Anyway. 1046 01:18:59.200 --> 01:19:02.640 Well, did anyone have anything else that they wanted to talk 1047 01:19:02.640 --> 01:19:04.440 about before we jump off? 1048 01:19:06.880 --> 01:19:08.040 Everybody good? 1049 01:19:09.560 --> 01:19:11.880 Well, it's always good to see all of y'all. 1050 01:19:13.800 --> 01:19:16.160 Yeah, please do that teaching soon, though. 1051 01:19:16.560 --> 01:19:20.960 Yes. Yes, I will. I will. I'll do it because there's more to be 1052 01:19:20.960 --> 01:19:24.240 said than the way that I then what I said. So I just tried to 1053 01:19:24.240 --> 01:19:29.280 be as short and concise but as impactful as possible so that 1054 01:19:29.280 --> 01:19:32.080 you could actually use it tonight if you need to stuff. 1055 01:19:32.120 --> 01:19:34.520 So yeah, I'm sure it'll happen. 1056 01:19:34.520 --> 01:19:38.840 Well, bye ladies. Good to be with y'all. 1057 01:19:40.040 --> 01:19:40.760 Night. 1058 01:19:41.040 --> 01:19:41.720 Bye. 1059 01:19:41.760 --> 01:19:42.520 Bye.