So here is the dream slash experience. So okay, I was in a room and there was this kind of device
like it's kind of hard to explain was this device but there would be like it would register
there like I don't know it would it would have different levels of frequencies and once it got
to a certain frequency then it was like an evil spirit came out and that would happen over and
over and I didn't know what that meant but I know when I was in there I felt comfortable I just was
like like I was not afraid I was not alarmed and I was like I didn't understand it in my dream and
when I journaled it the next day I was like well god if evil spirits are coming out of this device
why am I just like standing around like okay with it and then also I realized after I journaled that
out also was this like it's like a spirit in the corner sitting in a chair and just like with this
slimy grin on his face and I just knew that wasn't god-like and christ-like but I didn't know why I
was okay with being in that room and I really um I believe god gave me interpretation as I journaled
it out and what I understood that to be was the stronghold of just me just being so open to
entertainment in the form of television and just like that just being an entryway and a portal
for spirits that could just torment me you know and you know I will I would consume so much like
tv that like it would even it that's when the it allowed even the dark cloud to kind of come
over me and um so I got an interpretation as to what that was and as far as like why was I feeling
like okay with it Rita was there I shared the dream with her and my friend Kim and she was like
Tam you know what Ashley said in regards to um oh wait let me tell you the other part and then I'll
tell you that so basically I think that's what that was then I had another one this that right
after that portion of the dream I walked into this other room and the other room was dark and
it was like my spirit man was there and I couldn't actually see it but I could just see like the
shoulders and then I was afraid like there was definitely fear that that I felt as a result of
this portion of the dream and while I was there though I felt like it was this my angel that I
couldn't see him but I just felt his presence and I just know he was really tall like like really
really tall and I felt his presence and he was like he was protecting me and watching over me
and it's like I um my spirit man grew it's like he grew like morphed into a larger form of itself
like I kind of like think of it like armor like Iron Man how it's like
but it was like it was this thick skin this thick armor like skin and he just got my spirit man just
got bigger and it was like I was just powerful and it's like I saw this tempered glass just break
and I've seen this before in a dream because I and it's like breakthrough and and then I grabbed
my spirit man grabbed a sword and I heard some of the electricity and then I walked towards the bed
because it was like in my room um at home and it was on the side where my husband sleeps and I took
the sword and I cut the head off of that being that was on that side of the bed and it wasn't
like it wasn't the face or whatever of my husband but I felt like it was the stronghold
that's been enacted in this relationship and um so from that I just like I felt like God answered
me and I had a different kind of experience and it was it was scary like I woke up after that and
looked around the room like oh my gosh what's going on and then I later told Rita and she was
like well remember what Ashley said about like the um man's greatest fear is the fear of the unknown
and I was like yeah you're probably right because like that's just so different that spiritual
portion of it that second half was just so different like kind of coming more in tune with
the spiritual world and um and then I was like why why wouldn't I feel that way with the first part
of the dream but I think that just like about the device and the spirits negative spirits of
the enemy coming through was just how what my temperament was towards television and
just thinking like, oh, there's no harm
that can come from this.
So I remember, first of all, that was amazing.
And then I told, oh, I came home that weekend
and my husband happened to come home on a whim.
He came home and he was like, later on that evening,
he was like, well, you're not gonna watch TV to like,
you know, when I would watch it,
sometimes we would get in the bed together
and I would just turn and watch it.
And I was like, he's like, you're not gonna watch TV tonight?
I was like, no, this is the new me.
And he was like, oh, okay.
So anyway, I wanted to share that with you
because I know I get such joy
from hearing other people's experiences
and them sharing it has allowed me to be more open
to receiving my own from God.
So anyway, that's that and that's a victory.
And y'all, I have not watched TV since then.
I've been filling my days with all these things
that bring me joy.
So yesterday, what did I do yesterday?
It was Monday.
I volunteered at a library school, school library in an ISD.
And what else did I do?
Oh my God, I had a praise dance class.
That was so exciting.
Rita and I had been just really praying,
like we wanted something like that
and went to another ballet class trying to figure out,
I don't know, the technical aspect, but it just wasn't it.
But we did one by, we did one with a Christian
and she does praise dance at her church.
So that was an amazing experience.
And then for the last five to seven minutes,
she just let us freestyle and she put on a worship song
and we just got to worship God individually.
It was just three other people in there
besides the dance teacher.
Rita was one of them.
My other friend was another.
She does my hair and she, it was just,
we were all just crying afterwards, so precious.
We were just dancing before God.
And it was, it's so precious.
So be in prayer for us because we just learned afterwards
that that was a one time thing or maybe like another time,
but it was not like a consistent weekly thing
like we thought it was gonna be.
So we're believing God that he's gonna provide an outlet
for us to do that on a regular basis,
like in a small group and then maybe corporately
as time goes on.
But in addition to doing it during our quiet time,
we wanna be able to have a place where we can come together.
So please be in prayer with us about that.
So it was that, oh, and then I had a flag football game.
It was at 9.30, which was great
because I got to go to my dance class
and I had all this time to be able to still make it
to the flag football game.
So we didn't win the football game,
but I did catch two passes and like it's a co-ed,
the only two foot touchdowns that we made
were made by girls.
Okay, girl power.
And then it was, so it was just a beautiful night.
Like, it's just great.
Like the weather was great, great to have fun competition.
So that was like a blast.
That was my Monday night.
It was like Monday, it was the best.
So anyway, I just wanted to make sure
that I shared all the great things
a little bit more in detail
that God has been doing in my life.
And I know this is a 12 minute long video, my bad,
but thanks for listening, bye.