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So here is the dream slash experience. So okay, I was in a room and there was this kind of device

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like it's kind of hard to explain was this device but there would be like it would register

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there like I don't know it would it would have different levels of frequencies and once it got

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to a certain frequency then it was like an evil spirit came out and that would happen over and

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over and I didn't know what that meant but I know when I was in there I felt comfortable I just was

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like like I was not afraid I was not alarmed and I was like I didn't understand it in my dream and

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when I journaled it the next day I was like well god if evil spirits are coming out of this device

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why am I just like standing around like okay with it and then also I realized after I journaled that

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out also was this like it's like a spirit in the corner sitting in a chair and just like with this

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slimy grin on his face and I just knew that wasn't god-like and christ-like but I didn't know why I

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was okay with being in that room and I really um I believe god gave me interpretation as I journaled

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it out and what I understood that to be was the stronghold of just me just being so open to

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entertainment in the form of television and just like that just being an entryway and a portal

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for spirits that could just torment me you know and you know I will I would consume so much like

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tv that like it would even it that's when the it allowed even the dark cloud to kind of come

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over me and um so I got an interpretation as to what that was and as far as like why was I feeling

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like okay with it Rita was there I shared the dream with her and my friend Kim and she was like

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Tam you know what Ashley said in regards to um oh wait let me tell you the other part and then I'll

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tell you that so basically I think that's what that was then I had another one this that right

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after that portion of the dream I walked into this other room and the other room was dark and

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it was like my spirit man was there and I couldn't actually see it but I could just see like the

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shoulders and then I was afraid like there was definitely fear that that I felt as a result of

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this portion of the dream and while I was there though I felt like it was this my angel that I

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couldn't see him but I just felt his presence and I just know he was really tall like like really

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really tall and I felt his presence and he was like he was protecting me and watching over me

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and it's like I um my spirit man grew it's like he grew like morphed into a larger form of itself

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like I kind of like think of it like armor like Iron Man how it's like

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but it was like it was this thick skin this thick armor like skin and he just got my spirit man just

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got bigger and it was like I was just powerful and it's like I saw this tempered glass just break

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and I've seen this before in a dream because I and it's like breakthrough and and then I grabbed

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my spirit man grabbed a sword and I heard some of the electricity and then I walked towards the bed

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because it was like in my room um at home and it was on the side where my husband sleeps and I took

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the sword and I cut the head off of that being that was on that side of the bed and it wasn't

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like it wasn't the face or whatever of my husband but I felt like it was the stronghold

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that's been enacted in this relationship and um so from that I just like I felt like God answered

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me and I had a different kind of experience and it was it was scary like I woke up after that and

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looked around the room like oh my gosh what's going on and then I later told Rita and she was

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like well remember what Ashley said about like the um man's greatest fear is the fear of the unknown

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and I was like yeah you're probably right because like that's just so different that spiritual

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portion of it that second half was just so different like kind of coming more in tune with

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the spiritual world and um and then I was like why why wouldn't I feel that way with the first part

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of the dream but I think that just like about the device and the spirits negative spirits of

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the enemy coming through was just how what my temperament was towards television and

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just thinking like, oh, there's no harm

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that can come from this.

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So I remember, first of all, that was amazing.

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And then I told, oh, I came home that weekend

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and my husband happened to come home on a whim.

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He came home and he was like, later on that evening,

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he was like, well, you're not gonna watch TV to like,

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you know, when I would watch it,

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sometimes we would get in the bed together

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and I would just turn and watch it.

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And I was like, he's like, you're not gonna watch TV tonight?

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I was like, no, this is the new me.

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And he was like, oh, okay.

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So anyway, I wanted to share that with you

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because I know I get such joy

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from hearing other people's experiences

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and them sharing it has allowed me to be more open

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to receiving my own from God.

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So anyway, that's that and that's a victory.

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And y'all, I have not watched TV since then.

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I've been filling my days with all these things

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that bring me joy.

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So yesterday, what did I do yesterday?

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It was Monday.

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I volunteered at a library school, school library in an ISD.

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And what else did I do?

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Oh my God, I had a praise dance class.

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That was so exciting.

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Rita and I had been just really praying,

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like we wanted something like that

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and went to another ballet class trying to figure out,

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I don't know, the technical aspect, but it just wasn't it.

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But we did one by, we did one with a Christian

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and she does praise dance at her church.

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So that was an amazing experience.

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And then for the last five to seven minutes,

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she just let us freestyle and she put on a worship song

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and we just got to worship God individually.

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It was just three other people in there

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besides the dance teacher.

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Rita was one of them.

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My other friend was another.

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She does my hair and she, it was just,

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we were all just crying afterwards, so precious.

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We were just dancing before God.

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And it was, it's so precious.

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So be in prayer for us because we just learned afterwards

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that that was a one time thing or maybe like another time,

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but it was not like a consistent weekly thing

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like we thought it was gonna be.

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So we're believing God that he's gonna provide an outlet

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for us to do that on a regular basis,

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like in a small group and then maybe corporately

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as time goes on.

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But in addition to doing it during our quiet time,

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we wanna be able to have a place where we can come together.

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So please be in prayer with us about that.

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So it was that, oh, and then I had a flag football game.

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It was at 9.30, which was great

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because I got to go to my dance class

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and I had all this time to be able to still make it

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to the flag football game.

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So we didn't win the football game,

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but I did catch two passes and like it's a co-ed,

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the only two foot touchdowns that we made

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were made by girls.

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Okay, girl power.

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And then it was, so it was just a beautiful night.

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Like, it's just great.

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Like the weather was great, great to have fun competition.

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So that was like a blast.

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That was my Monday night.

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It was like Monday, it was the best.

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So anyway, I just wanted to make sure

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that I shared all the great things

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a little bit more in detail

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that God has been doing in my life.

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And I know this is a 12 minute long video, my bad,

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but thanks for listening, bye.