Okay, does anyone have anything that they would like to start us off with?
I don't know, either, you know, sharing about how y'all's week has been, or, you know, the
past several days, or, you know, just whatever, you know, kind of like a journey share, and
then we can start off with something like that, or if anyone has a question, or something
else that I haven't thought of, maybe there's another option in there.
I did see that Kate, I don't know if you saw it, Ashley, that she had posted a really good
question about fear in the Facebook group.
Yes, I was like, I would like to ask that question later.
Yeah, so yeah, that's a good one to start with.
I did answer but I felt it was short, yeah, but I felt that it was so short, I wasn't
sure if it fully answered your question, Kate, have you seen the answer yet?
I did, I just saw it before I hopped on, it was interesting, I was listening to a podcast
this morning, and somebody flat out said it, like, well, because fear is a sin, they said
it really nonchalant, like, it's absolutely, it wasn't a question, several, no, no, like
that was in the podcast this morning, and I've heard it several times, but I've heard
very various responses on it.
And as to whether or not it was a sin, but when I heard it this morning, it really resonated
with my spirit, like, wait, no, that's true.
And it felt like a key that was like, oh, that, for my brain and the way it works, it
might be really helpful for me to know that that's true.
Because if I categorize something as sin, I'm really good at deviating, like, not going
anywhere near it.
A very good little girl, very good little Christian girl.
Yes, like being very intense about making sure there's no remnants of it in my life.
So then I was like, oh, this could be a really helpful tool, if I can get somebody to confirm
that this is in fact true.
And so when I saw your response, but I don't know if there's anything more to elaborate
on if anything comes to mind, but I mean, I know it's rooted in, in lack of trust in
the, in the Lord and it's, and yeah, I don't know if there's anything else that comes to
mind.
Yeah.
So all I was saying for those who haven't read that part yet, because I did just answer
it.
I don't know, like an hour and a half ago or something like that is just that yes, fear
is a sin because fear is, is rooted in unbelief and that's what sin is, sin is unbelief.
So it's an unbelief about something, some aspect of the Lord in which he says, you know,
what fear, think about it comes from this belief that we're in lack of something, whether
it is lack of safety, lack of security, lack of provision, lack of protection, I don't
know, just whatever, there's some kind of a lack or there's a threat of lack.
And because it's not possible for us to exist in lack, we don't currently, and we will never
then it's actually then fear based on the fact that there is, or will be lack is based
in a lie.
And so God says that he's our provision, he's our protector, he's our safety, et cetera.
So that, that, so anyway, so the fear is, is rooted in some, is a, is an expression
of some aspect of unbelief.
Now I know it can get a bit confusing because sometimes we use fear as a prompting to us
of how to, how to put it, where, where we're prompted in something by the Holy Spirit.
And then we become afraid based on that prompting, like he's trying to help us be aware that
there is a physical threat.
In other words, that there's a bear around the corner and we haven't seen it yet, or,
you know, you can just kind of sense that someone is creeping up on you or just something
like that.
Well, God, the Holy Spirit would prompt well, let me, let me, let me kind of explain it
a bit this way is that the Holy Spirit, we give us a prompting to some kind of like a
knowledge or a discernment or whatever, but then where do we take that?
And that if we take it into fear, if we take it into some kind of an agreement with able
a belief against God, then that's the sin.
But so anyway, I mean, does that, does that help?
Or is there some aspect for whatever reason, I just feel that there, that there's probably
a deeper question that I'm just not understanding or a specific aspect of the question.
So it did the way that I describe, it makes sense and answer your question.
Or was there something else there about fear or like, yeah, but what about this situation
or what about this type of fear or something that I'm just not understanding?
No, I think the question was pretty as simple as, as you're understanding it, but I, I,
I guess in that.
it's good to get those examples of like, oh, if a bear is running at you, it'd be a normal
instinct for your body to go into fight and fire fight fear. And you shouldn't be sitting
if your body's reacting in a place of being scared at an attack, an attacker. Um, but
generally fear, like unbelief is almost always at the root of the emotion of fear or the feeling of
fear. Correct. So that's, yeah. So it's kind of like anger and the fact that anger, fear,
whatever, it would be better explained as the fact that our emotions aren't sin for us to
feel a particular way. It's just that usually when we're angry and let's just switch to anger
as an example, instead of fear for a second. So, um, to kind of make it drive home a point
is that there is such a thing as, as a righteous anger and there's nothing wrong with feeling
angry, but what is the root of that anger? What kind of, what is that anger telling us? What
kind of belief is that anger rooted in, in being sourced from what's the source of the anger. So
therefore what is the source of the fear is the fear, this thing of like, oh, this thing is coming
at me. Therefore I need to make a decision. Or is this fear like, oh, you know, I'm not being
protected. I'm not safe. God isn't who he says that he is, you know, et cetera. Um, um, I'm under
potential like real threat. I don't mean like threat of bodily harm because yeah, that is a
very real threat, but as far as threat of like an aspect of who it is that I am in the Lord and who
he is to me, is that really being threatened or not? So what is the source of the fear? What's
the source of the anger that really is the problem. So that, that I'm glad that you brought
that up. Cause I'm like, I don't feel like the way I'm explaining it is exactly answering at
the depth of the question. So the fear itself, isn't the fear is just the emotion, but what we
have a tendency to do is we have to, we talk about emotions as if they're the actual thing or the
belief itself. And they're not just like anger. And we have a tendency to, oh, if I'm angry or
so-and-so is angry. Oh my goodness. You know, that's a problem. Well, it may not be what's the
source of it, but we have a tendency to just hit the emotions and stop at those and then label,
label, whatever's going on as the actual emotion itself. And it's not. So the emotions are just
neutral things, but the source of the fear is usually unbelief. It's, it's usually, I mean,
I don't know, I would say 99 times out of a hundred. I mean, it's just, I mean, there is
such a thing as the fear of the Lord, et cetera, which is totally different type of fear. But the
thing is that emotions themselves are just neutral. Same thing with anger. The majority of the time
when we're angry, let's just be honest. It's just not holy. Sure. Sometimes it is, but the majority
of the time, the majority, at least of my experience and in watching other people is they
feel some kind of a threat to their identity, to their reputation, to, I don't know, a career move
or to whatever. And so that's why they get angry, but the anger itself is just emotion. There's
nothing wrong with it. It's, it's an indication of some kind of a belief. So what belief is it
that is prompting that anger? And is that, or is that not rooted in belief in God or is it in
rooted in unbelief against God? So what he said, that makes sense. Yeah. So I'm glad that
we kept going. Cause I'm like, that doesn't seem sufficient. So yeah, it's, um, uh,
differentiating between, um, the emotion itself and just the fact that it's sourced from it.
And we typically call the emotion, the thing itself and it's just indicating something to us.
Oh, sorry.
All right. So can I ask, um, Casey, how are you? Okay. I'm good. Good to see your face.
Thanks. You too. I'm excited to be back. Were you going to ask a question?
Were you going to ask a question, Chris? No, I just, I just wanted to find out how Casey was
doing. No, that's great. I'm really glad you did. Yeah, we had, we, uh, I'm sorry. I didn't do it.
Um, uh, uh, later once everybody jumped on, we were talking about all of that before everybody
quite popped in and, um, and gotten all of the updates from Casey. And so, but Casey had a
question, but before she, before she asked her questions, she wanted to make sure that
you had, didn't have one. So go ahead, Casey. Go ahead. Um, so my question is, so I'm kind of,
so I had my surgery and the doctor said everything looked really good as far as he could tell.
And he didn't see any lymph node involved.
But my, everything got sent off to pathology like it always does.
And so I'm waiting for those results and I'm like in this place of the first
couple of days after my surgery, I was in this place of I'm a hundred percent
cancer free, like living, like I'm cancer free.
And then it's like, in the back of my mind, I'm waiting for these results,
which I don't even like want the results, like I'm cancer free.
And so I'm, I'm limboing in this place of, do I believe it or do I need the
results to prove it?
Like, do I need this, these fleshly, whatever results to prove that I am healed?
Um, and I guess the question is like how, and I don't even know if you can answer
this for me.
It's probably a person, just a personal choice even, but how do I, like, it feels
risky for me.
Like, like in, in one end, I don't want to move forward seeing any other
practitioners in regards to cancer and making in the knowledge of, you know,
diet and things like that.
That doesn't mean I'm not going to take care of myself, but do like wanting to
find more knowledgeable practitioners to help me stay well or living like I'm
free.
Like, I feel like it feels hot.
It, it feels weird to like combine them.
Do you know what I'm saying?
Yes, I do.
In fact, I was walking somebody through that the other day.
If I still have the drawing, well, if I do, it's all crumpled.
So we need, we need a new one.
Oh yeah.
So we always say always, we're usually living in that in-between state where
there's, because we're always learning how to come into agreement with the Lord
more and more and strengthen in our faith.
So it, um, I mean, eventually I believe that we're going to be perfect, you
know, like Jesus was, et cetera.
And everyone believes differently.
I personally believe that we can do it this side of heaven, but for those of
you who want to wait until you die, that is up to you between you and the Lord.
For me, I am holding out of Jesus could do it.
So can I, but anyway, so the thing is that regardless of until then, until
whenever that is, whether it's after we die or before we die, until we get there,
we're always in a state of somewhere in between of like, we have faith to the
degree that we can, and then the rest of it is it, what I was recommending to
people that we do is we, we begin to progress by doing the fifth tool that I
mentioned in the practical shifting tools, which is the declare and go
where your soul finds peace.
So let me draw this.
It was a really crude drawing and I really would include meaning.
Like, it just feels like very insufficient and very basic, but we'll
just say that this is that this is it.
Um, um, a hundred percent.
And then let's see.
No, no.
Okay.
So let's draw it like this too.
Okay.
So think of it, something like this, think of it.
This is like the container or whatever of like the full amount of faith that
we're supposed to have something.
God says, I am this.
I want you to believe that I am this, but the thing is that we were on a journey
agreeing with God that he is that to that degree.
So what all that we need to do is because we're not born, I always use the number
35, I don't know why, but, uh, probably when I began to teach this, I was 35 years
old, but anyway, so we're not born 35.
We're, we're born, you know, zero and then, well, in some countries when you're
born, you're called one, but I digress.
Anyway, in Turkey, I was a different age than I was in America.
And I loved it.
Cause I was like all year older.
It was very cool.
But anyway, so, so what we do is we just believe God to the degree that we can.
So he says he's this, but all that we're able to choose and act on, like the
number four in the rest shifting tools and the, in the practical shifting tools,
which is, um, you know, choose and go where your spirit finds peace.
In other words, choose what God says is true, make it your reality
and begin acting like it live.
Like that is how your world works.
So we do that to the degree that we can.
And then the rest of it, we just declare that God is as good as he says that he
is, but we're, we don't believe it enough to act on it.
And so, therefore, we go where our soul finds peace, and that would be doing that would.
Okay, then you're going to find yourself kind of like in this middle ground of saying that.
Let me another way to put this one of these days I just came up with this the other day to, like, try to visualize it for someone so hopefully I'll come up with something a bit better later.
But, um,
and then full faith.
Okay. All right. So this is, this is terrible, but this is what we're going with. Okay, so up here, just say for instance this is full faith here, or this is being like the prodigal son which is how we used to live and how you know let's be honest
we do live in certain areas of our life which is that God says he's something and we don't believe it at all.
I mean, we just flat out do not believe it. And I know it might be shocking to some of us to believe that we there's any part of God that we actually flat out do not believe but quite honestly according to the results that we're getting on our lives,
it's very evident that there are some things that were flat out. No, that's a lie. Even though we don't know it's a lie, we're, we're, our actions are proving it.
And what it and and what we've been doing here is in, and, and how we want to move now from here to here if we can't do this, this by the way, this right here is this area.
And this right here is this area.
So right. Anyway, so how we move to here which is this whole area here. When before, what we've been doing is we've been living like I don't know, like down, down here or something.
Like I said, I'm going to have to like redraw all of this but the idea, come up with a better way to visualize this. But the point is that how we begin to progress and move from here, from where we've been living to eventually to this point,
but we're not there yet so what do we do, you can start moving in that direction. And the way that you do that is back when we were here, let me start with where it is that we were here when we were there.
What we tend to do is we think, God isn't who he says that he is. I'm abandoned and alone, and now I have to go provide for and protect myself.
I have to figure it out. The outcome all depends on me my safety depends on me me performing well at this job depends on me me getting a job depends on me.
You know, if I want to get into this college you know it's it's all on me I'm the one who has to work really hard and then and then I'm trying to apply for all of these jobs and get enough money and no jobs are coming through so what am I going to do.
I'm going to be anxious. I'm going to be mad at God and wondering why he's not helping me. And then I'm you know why because we feel the burden the weight that it's all on us.
So, we are acting on the fact that we believe we're abandoned and alone and it's all on us. So what I recommend that we do instead, it were. Let's, let's use that I always love using this example I don't know why.
The example if you have a migraine and you've got Tyler, and you have Tylenol so before what we used to do is we'd be like okay God, you know, is that God isn't healing me.
I don't know why he heals everybody else, but he didn't kill me.
So, I have a headache. We don't even think about talking to the Lord about it, because we have too much experience with him not answering our prayers in our emotions and in our minds that's what we're thinking.
So we just take Tylenol, and then, and then our dependency on Tylenol to fix our problem is evident by the fact that there is no Tylenol in the house, and we panic, or we get mad.
How on earth can I send my husband to the store fast enough, or if that's not possible, then somehow we get very depressed and I don't mean depressed isn't like depression where you take medication I just mean we just get really upset, and we just feel
very hopeless and woe is me and some of us might cry, and then, because especially if the headache is just if it's debilitating say for instance the migraine or whatever.
Those types of things that type of response and reaction is showing what it is we really believe that we're abandoned and we're alone.
That God's not who he says that he is that I'm not protected in this situation, because I'm not because God isn't changing the situation so therefore I'm not safe.
That's what we're believing and that's what we're acting on so what we need to do is if we can't go from that to full on faith, where our body actually begins to start healing itself, strictly off of the fact that we believe it.
I mean that's what Jesus is doing that's what Jesus is doing with other people who was laying hands on them, and they were healing why his faith is here.
So what if we do if our faith isn't there yet. We all want it to be there but it's just not, it's just not. So, our body is still responding to cancer is still responding to headaches is still responding to
or responding to threats.
So what do we do in this in-between state?
How do we progress from here to here?
And what we do is we choose that who,
that God is who he says that he is
to the degree that we can believe it.
And then we act on it, but the rest of it,
the rest of it to which our bodies just aren't responding
because we're just, we're just not there yet.
What we do is we take these good and wonderful
and beautiful gifts that God gave us,
Tylenol, doctors, knowledge, books, wisdom, whatever.
And now, instead of receiving them in the belief
that I am separated and alone, abandoned,
and now I have to, all of these things have what I need.
They are now my salvation, not God.
They are my salvation because God's left me alone.
He's not helping me.
But these things will help me.
Instead of relying on them, we do something in between.
We thank God that he says that he's good.
He says that he's provider.
He says that he's protector.
He says that he's healer.
He says he's already healed me.
So if that's the case, then I take these,
believing that he gave them as a good father,
giving good gifts to me as a means by which I could,
a means of something that I can take advantage of
to get relief.
We now do the same thing that we did before,
but now from a totally different belief system.
Instead of coming into agreement with the fact
that we're abandoned and alone,
and that's why we need them,
we now actually receive them thanking God
that he's telling us,
I want you to believe that I'm that good.
I want you to believe that I'm, that I protect you.
I want you to believe all those things.
And we're like, okay, God, I believe that you do.
And it's evidenced by the fact
that you have created these things
for me to take advantage of.
You have given, you have created,
you've put into creation the ability
for different chemicals to be able to be combined
to create Tylenol.
And you gave other people the idea of Tylenol,
how to discover it, how to create it,
not discover it, but what I mean,
like discover how to like put it all together,
discover all the principles that could be used
that God created to be able to come together
and create Tylenol from it.
Because God is a good father
and he wants to give us a good gift
to that we could grab ahold of to give ourselves relief
because he loves us and he wants us to have relief.
So he gave us something that we could grab outside of him,
or I should say as an express,
as something that he expressed of himself out here
that we could take and get relief.
We come into agreement with God to the degree that we can.
And sometimes it's coming into agreement
with the fact that he's as good and as loving
as he says that he is.
And therefore, because he's a good God
and expressing himself as a good God and a good father,
he gave me a good gift because he loves me.
So I'm taking this as evidence of the fact
that he is who he says that he is,
instead of grabbing it
because he's not who he says that he is.
Totally different way of approaching these things.
Now, we all want to believe him fully.
And then, and so we want to believe that,
okay, well, I wanna choose this to this degree
and act on it.
But here's the problem.
We can't do it in a manner of speaking
from our own sheer willpower
because here's what'll happen.
We have to be honest with ourselves
about where our faith is at
because our faith is what supports our action
when we step out on it.
So we can be willing to believe,
let me go this way,
because this is what I was talking about
with where the Lord was.
We can be willing to believe that God is as good
and as loving as he says that he is
and that he's healer and that he heals, et cetera.
We can believe that to whatever,
we can be willing to believe that as much as we want.
But here's the thing.
If we, faith is like this,
it's like coming to the edge of a cliff, like here,
and then you come to the edge of a cliff,
your faith creates something,
creates a step out here
that when you step out on it
and act on the faith, you're supported.
If your faith isn't out here to support you
and you just wish it to be that strong
and you step out on it going,
okay, if God says it's true, then here I go,
there's no support.
And because our faith wasn't real.
So that's not to our condemnation,
but I always say that to people to help us realize
that just because we wish
that we were to a particular degree,
believing in God,
God to a particular degree and we want to be able to live like that doesn't mean we're there yet,
we're not going to be able to do that.
And so I think that's a big part of what we need to do
and we have to be honest with God and with ourselves on where our faith is and act
according to where our faith truly is. If it's not there to be able to, if it's not real and
we just want it to be, then there's no support step that's created by our faith. So when we
step out on it simply because God said, okay, well then I'm going to be here, here I go.
There's nothing to support us because we can't live vicariously through God's will. Like I've
been saying, meaning that just because God says that it's true doesn't mean that there's a step.
We have to come into agreement with the fact that it is true that makes that step.
That step doesn't exist simply because God said that it's available.
We have to come into agreement with it in order for the step to be there. So that's why I say
it's extremely important that we be honest about where our faith is and act on it. So if we don't
believe that, if we don't believe that we need to act very, we need to act on our faith. Okay,
God says he's that good. He says that loving. Okay, I will step out and I will act on it.
But we have to be honest about the degree to which we wish and we hope and we're asking God
to mature us to believe him in and be honest that we're not there yet. And therefore we need to act
where our soul finds peace. And so, okay, what is it that I'm still believing will help me?
And it could be radiation, could be chemo, could be natural, uh, and you're a natural path.
But what are they called? What are the doctors called?
Like a naturopath. Thank you. A naturopath. So naturopath, it could be, you know, that it could
be diet, it could be exercise, could be whatever it is that you and the Lord, you know, have decided
is to be part of your journey, take advantage of it. Just like, okay, but receive it, believing that
that is a good gift from a good father. That's him being who he's told you that he was. And then
he'll teach you more and more about how to, how, how, um, teach you more and more about how to
believe in to the degree that our body follows and our body stops responding to all of the things
that are trying to attack it stops responding to how cancer originates and grows and whatever.
And then, um, or, you know, headaches start or, you know, whatever it is that we're talking about,
because, because we can wish that our body didn't react the way that it does all that we want.
But until we believe it to the, and believe in faith to the degree that, that God calls us to
our body's just going to respond according to where it is that we currently are. So we need
to honor that. And we need to follow it. And then we just ask the Lord, okay, God,
I'm five right now, or I'm 15 or I'm whatever, meaning like in the spirit, this is where I'm at.
And I don't know how to be 16. I didn't know how to be 18. I didn't know how to be 35. I wish I were,
I'm willing to Lord, I'm willing to grow into it, but I'm just not there yet. So you're not condemned
for being wherever it is that you are. I am not at a point in my faith where every time that I
talk to my headaches, they go away. Sometimes they just flat out. Don't in fact, quite honestly,
they usually don't. Um, Hey, sweetie. I came in. Yeah. Oh, baby. I'm sorry. Um,
sorry. Let me give him my key. Oh, I don't, where are my keys? Oh, here they are. Yeah.
But I need to lock up everybody. Here you go. Hello everybody. How are you guys doing?
I hope you're doing well. Yeah. Well, he just finished one of his school of the prophet
sessions today. They finished early. Yeah. We did finish a little early tonight. So I heard good
things about you guys. I hear you're knocking out of the park and you know, just remember sometimes
slow is fast. So that's right. That's actually just what we're talking about. Sometimes slow is
fast. So, yeah. So anyway, so actually, can I share something with you? You don't have to,
you don't have to speak back. I just gonna, so I was thinking about you this last week and,
and, uh, and I was thinking about my grandmother grew up in the Hills of North Carolina and,
uh, she was in a middle of nowhere.
This lady, I mean, they churned their own butter and made their own soap.
And I mean, they had to take a wagon into town and the whole, the whole nine yards.
And they had a one room schoolhouse and they had a church, but they were traveling pastors.
And I was, I was thinking about it.
And I was like, thinking, I was like, why am I thinking about my grandmother?
And what is it like, what would it be like to have a one room schoolhouse?
Like, how could you be the teacher of a one room schoolhouse?
And they only went through like the, I don't know,
10th grade or 8th grade or 10th grade or something, like how in the world?
And then I started thinking about it.
And I was like, because I was looking at you all, like,
and whatever way that is for me, right?
I was looking at you all.
And the group was so diverse, right?
And, and what it struck me as is that, you know,
one thing that I've, I struggled with in my life was the comparison game.
You know, once you start comparing yourself to other people,
you're, you're kind of lost, you're kind of toast in a bit.
And what it looked to me is that this group was so diverse
because in all kinds of different ways and fields, people are more and less
further along, or it could be looked at or mature,
but everybody in different areas is more mature or less mature in certain respects.
No one is ahead or behind.
And what it looked like to me is that there were at least some folks
that needed to realize that they're right where they're supposed to be.
And that the, when they relaxed,
when they, when they sat in what we call it rest, you know, here,
it's like the turbo hit in and they could really then transition and take off,
you know, and I feel that it's an amazing grouping
because the Lord can show me how you all would mesh as a community.
But I really believe that there's a transition coming for all of you
and breakthrough in different ways.
And the more you can accept where you are,
the quicker you can transition into where you're going to be.
You know, and, and you, the Lord's going to take care of any
stumbling blocks or whatever the case may be,
stones in your path that would make it harder for you
that you're not supposed to fix yourself in any way.
Now, I don't know what you've been talking about tonight,
but fixing yourself is not your job.
You know, and I feel like there's a real shifting and transition
that's going to come into place for all of you in varying ways.
But part of it is accepting where you are,
which also kind of gets into the area of accepting who you are.
And then it's kind of like, if you've had your,
I don't want to get too far down the road here,
but if you've ever struggled with what they would term self-hatred in some way,
you know, love your neighbors, you love yourself.
But if you don't love yourself, you can't love your neighbor,
you know, then yeah, well, it can just be,
it can just be hard.
So, but a lot of people don't want to stay stuck where they are.
So they're just satisfied with where they are.
And they feel like if they accept where they are,
then they're never going to get to where they're supposed to be.
If that makes any sense.
And there's this, what I was looking at with you all,
it's like there's this inside switch.
Then when you've, when whoever this applies to,
you can accept where you are and who you are and the moment,
where you are right now.
It's like there's a switch inside of you that goes on.
And then you can quickly shift into the place that you're supposed to be.
Because the reality is that God loves you where you are and who you are right now,
not just eventually who you're going to be.
He loves all of you right now.
So anyway, sorry to interrupt and just jump into your call here.
I literally was like, I can't get in the house because Ashley has the keys.
So I don't know.
So you can either throw that or hopefully it lands.
If it doesn't, then just toss it.
So anyway, have a great night, everybody.
Love you, sweetheart.
Love you, sweetie.
Thank you.
All right.
So that was perfect timing for what we were just talking about, actually.
So anyway, I don't remember exactly where I left off,
but basically just the general idea that we need to just,
like what he was saying, to accept wherever it is that we are,
but we can progress from what it is that we were doing
because before we were doing this thing because we were not in belief.
But now do this thing because you're in belief.
Like, oh, the reason I have these things available to me is because God's good.
It's because he's loved.
It's because he is who he says that he is.
Oh, now I remember what I was saying.
I was just saying that, you know, I'm explaining all of this
because it is something that I've stepped into and it is what I live.
And I live it out in various areas, including sometimes in healing.
I do it, I do it for myself and I do it for other people.
Like I can, I've, I think I've mentioned to y'all before that I've talked to
people's souls, you know, that I'm not even near, I talked to people's souls,
just out into the metaphysical realm or the spiritual realm, whatever that is.
And I talked to its soul and I talked to its body and I'm telling you what,
that then, then they're healed.
And then other times I've done it and they're not, why, I don't know.
Why does sometimes my body listened to me and sometimes it doesn't.
Why does it succumb to sickness sometimes?
And sometimes it doesn't, I don't know.
So I'm on this journey of learning, but while I'm on the journey, I take vitamins.
I do, I do essential oils.
I periodically take Tylenol.
I've tried to avoid it like the plague.
And then people kept getting on to me for just enduring my headaches.
And they're like, Ashley, you do know that you can take
Tylenol and I'll just go away.
And I'm like, you know what.
Perhaps me rejecting, cause I wasn't doing anything different.
I wasn't, I was, it was either Tylenol or nothing.
I didn't get essential oil.
Peppermint doesn't work for me with a headache.
It works for other people.
For me, it just doesn't.
So I was just enduring.
And then I realized, you know, I seem to be the reason that I'm not doing
Tylenol is I'm actually in resistance.
If I think about how I feel inside, I feel heavy.
I don't feel freedom in not choosing Tylenol.
I feel, I feel, no, I'm not going to.
So anyway, for me, that's my particular journey and how it, how it works out.
And so I was like, okay, then Lord, I'm so very grateful that you gave me this
thing, and this is just kind of where I'm at and other times I'm like, I don't
really want to try an essential oil Lord, or sometimes I just talk to my body and
then try to remember that I am who God says that I am, et cetera.
My point is saying all of that is I am so young in this.
I feel like I'm like a day old, you know, in this area of my life.
But what I'm explaining to all of y'all is this is what I believe is true.
And this is what I'm growing into.
And I've actually seen evidence that it is real, that this is how it works.
There's a reason why I believe it is because I believed it.
I stepped into it and I saw it work.
And I'm like, that's amazing, but do why it works sometimes and why having a face
sometimes, and sometimes I just don't, I don't know, but anyway, I'm on that
journey, but I did realize that I can get myself in a lot of trouble.
If I want to believe God to the degree that he says that he is that thing, but
I don't yet, and I step out anyway, I really, really hurt myself or I can
hurt other people or whatever.
So, and God doesn't condemn me for being wherever it is that I am.
So if I'm a day old and all of this, it's just like be a day, be a day old.
I'm I created the day old thing to be like this process and to be like this
certain things that develop during that time that I don't want you to have a
development gap and skip over because you wish you were older or you think I
expect more of you remember all of this is see spiritually, the Lord just ties
all this in.
This is tying into what we were talking about in the rest group.
I think it was yesterday or maybe it was, or not yesterday.
I think maybe it was Tuesday.
If not, if not Sunday, talking about the fact that we're not careful, we can have
these development gaps because we tried to grow up too early in the physical
and then, and then we have to be careful of doing it in the spiritual realm as well.
Like I wish that I had this faith.
I wish I was this mature.
I wish I understood this much.
I wish I would act, you know, like this.
Yeah.
But if there's no belief, not a strong enough belief to back it up.
And by belief, I do mean faith.
I mean choice.
I don't mean willingness, then we shouldn't act on it.
So anyway, my point is that would, if you, if you talk to the Lord and you just
uh, about, about this area, you'll, you'll will find, um, you will discover
where it is that you have peace, choose and go where your spirit finds
peace to what degree that you can.
And then the rest of it, that your spirit just doesn't have peace.
In other words, you're just like, Oh, it's just too much.
I just get do that Lord.
And I've told the Lord that sometimes I'm like that, but I don't
have the faith for that yet.
I so badly wish that I do.
And I'm really having to fight condemnation that I'm not there yet.
Cause I know I quote unquote should.
That's what I'm like telling myself, you know, I'm not saying that that's,
that's the Christian way to look at it, you know, and that's
the son of God way to look at.
I'm being honest about my dialogue with the Lord.
I'm like, I feel condemnation.
I'm struggling with this Lord, but Lord, this is where I am.
And I know that the fastest way, just like what Ed was saying, the fastest
way to progress is to accept where I am.
God's like, okay, now you're facing reality and now we can grow.
Now we can work with this because you're letting yourself be the thing.
So you're letting that age.
And the, the development that I created in that age to come to its fullness so
that you are fully equipped for age six, you started age five, allow what I meant.
for everything to happen during age five, you develop in your brain, you develop in your body,
you develop in your emotions and your lot in your sense of, of being able to figure out logic,
allow that to fully develop and then become six. Cause you just skip over it too fast.
You won't develop it and you won't have what it is you need. And then you'll do what it is that
I'm doing at 38, which is processing things that other people have processed when they were in high
school. So anyway, the same thing in our spirit. So you'll just know when you talk to the Lord
about these things. Okay. Where is your peace? Where's your peace in your spirit? Like I believe
Lord in faith, everything in me goes into peace. When I, when I ask you about us doing this and
stepping out like this and then, but this other thing, Lord, I just, I still am in turmoil.
I'm in confusion. I'm in chaos. I'm in torment. I'm in fear. I'm in whatever. Okay. And ask the
figure out then, okay, where, what option gives you peace? And they're like, okay, Lord, what about
that one? You know, should we go into that one? Because that's where my faith is right now.
My faith is at that point, you know, and then just step into that, but step into that choosing that
that is the goodness of God, as opposed to the fact that God, that you aren't doing something
you should, or believing something that you should, or that God and not believing it. And
instead of believing that, well, God's abandoned me, I'm alone. And therefore I've got to figure
it out myself. I've got to save myself. I've got to heal myself. I've got to figure it out myself.
So just choose it for a different reason, choose it, believing God and what he said. And that
is, as opposed to not believing what he said, sorry, having a hard time explaining all this,
but does, does that make sense? Okay, good. And there was something else that I wanted to
explain in that, that I thought might be helpful. And now I have forgotten it. That's a bummer
because it was going to kind of like flush it out a bit more by mentioning something that I
hadn't mentioned yet, but I don't remember what it is. So does someone else have, have a question?
No one does. I can try to find something,
know to be, or sharing something that you've been going through, you know, something that,
I don't know, your week's been like, or something. I knew that I had something while ago, but I can't think of it.
I'll share something that, that happened last night. Yeah.
Yeah. I was out walking my dog and it was like this little, I'll call it a little revelation,
but it's probably major that there is no separation anymore with God. Yes. And I think
that that was my biggest fear that, you know, I, I mean, I, I wrote something about that at the very,
at the very beginning of this intensive. So I think, you know, and I've just been thinking
about it through the day, like last night and this morning. And, you know, it, I mean, it's,
it's a major thing to know that we're never going to be separated from God, that he's not going to
leave us. I mean, it just sounds like words, but it's really major. You know, it's really huge.
That's the basis of everything because remember the, the, the union is the place of rest. Yeah.
Yeah. It's very major. Yeah. And it gives you peace, doesn't it? I mean, it was, yeah, it was,
it was great. Yeah. Cause I was feeling a bit, I don't know, I was feeling a bit discouraged and,
you know, it was just like, he just gave me this revelation while I was outside at night,
walking my dog. Yeah. And there's nothing to fear anymore because you never had the threat
of potential separation, like what you're saying it's and the fact that you were actually born
from him, meaning like, cause I don't know if you remember this, but in the, um,
In the teaching one spirit, which was I think session two, I talked about the fact that, okay, so I, I'm unified with the Lord now, but I was always very unsettled by the fact that I felt like I'd ever been separated from God at any point in time.
But then that's when the Lord showed me, actually, Ashley, you came out of me, you were, you're, you originated from inside of me. So, you originated in union.
And that made me feel so much more safe because I didn't like the fact that I was separated from God. And he just just said, Oh, well, you know, I'll join you to myself.
No, it was a rejoining, it was a reunion.
And that just made me feel so much better because it was like, it was, I think that partly it gave me and this isn't fully it but this gives you an idea.
I mean, it wasn't fully everything that was going on inside me but it was like, you know, part of it was, and this gives you an idea is the fact that it gave me.
It gave me peace like I had a claim or a right to it.
I had a claim or a right to that union, as opposed to Oh God was just kind of like, Hey, I just came up with this idea so let's do it.
It fed a very deeply rooted need for me to for me to connect with the point of my existence.
The fact that my point of my existence was actually my union and my connection with him, which is why I believe, even though I've never had anybody describe it like this before it's just in my spirit it's just something that I sense and I understand I don't
understand it fully but it's, this is the closest that I understand it so thus far. And that is that our identity is the point at which we're unified with God's spirit.
It's not our spirit, I don't believe that our identity so to speak, is our spirit I believe that the seed of our identity is in our spirit but I believe our actual identity is the fact that our spirit is joined with his spirit, that, that point of connection.
In other words, I do not believe we can be identified apart from Christ anymore. So it's not like oh it's our spirit and we are our own separate entity but then we're connected to the Lord, our identity is so ingrained with Christ that we cannot be
identified apart from him so therefore the very core of our existence. And what keeps us together is in other words keeps body soul and spirit together keeps our sense of being together as one entity is the fact that we are unified with Christ, and it's as being
And because obviously it says that crisis before all things and or is is by him all things consist that's what I'm trying to say that he unifies all things.
And by him all things consist. And so anyway, it, I'm excited to hear that you had that revelation from the Lord because that's the core of everything we can handle anything.
As long as we know there is no separation. There's, and if we realize there is no separation, everything else stems from that. Well then therefore that means that there's no lack, therefore that means that I am in a environment of protection and provision
I don't know if we've ever talked about any of that before, but understand that protection and provision or things like that are not things that are transacted to us when we ask God for them.
They're not things that are were without. And then we pray and ask God for them and he transacts them to us because we're in him so we're, we're, we're, we abide in him we're unified with him and he's the all sufficient one meaning that he has everything.
We are literally in an environment of protection and provision that was created by God to support into a hold us to serve our, our need for lack of a better phrase.
So anyway, but all of that has to do with the fact that we're unified and there is no separation. So it's like everything all of these other understandings, and all of them therefore is, you know, all come from the fact that we can be solid in knowing
that there is no separation, and that no separation is the place of rest.
Everything within us. Once we have that revelation that you're talking about. So like you said, it's major. You go into that place of rest. If you can connect with the fact that God loves you to the degree that he says that he does, and that you're unified
that literally will shift you into rest every time is that we have trouble believing that that I give all of these other tools to help us kind of like
You have an anchor for our soul to help or kind of an anchor or a
leverage for our soul to believe it.
But really the foundation is the fact that we, is the fact that we're unified
with him and the fact that we're safe there because, and that we allow ourselves
to operate from there because he loves us, you know, that's huge, huge revelation.
Everything is founded in your life from that point.
So I'm excited for you.
Yeah, we can hear about it all.
But to have the experience that you did, where your spirit came alive, knowing
that, that, that is what will sustain you through everything, not the knowledge,
not the remembering, you know, okay, now, how did that go again?
And what do I need to remember?
It's that, it's that connection, that knowing between you and the Lord
in your spirit, that something is true.
That is faith.
That is choice.
That's making a decision that your reality is what God has declared to be true.
Not just something that sounded good or that you wanted to believe.
So that's really exciting.
Yeah.
Gives you tremendous peace.
Yeah.
So anyone have anything else they want to talk about?
Oh, okay.
Oh, also I thought of the other thing that I was going to say, um, to kind of
help, uh, along with what I was talking about with, um, based off of Casey's
question is where I was trying to explain what is it that we have been doing?
What we were doing is we, uh, and the way the God was interacting with this
then is like the prodigal son where the prodigal son had said, Hey, I want,
give me my inheritance.
And so what the prodigal son did is he took it.
And he did what he wanted out here, separated from the father,
but you notice what God did.
The father gave it to him in our world.
We call that enabling where they said, Oh, I want to do something bad.
I want to do something wrong.
I'm going to go over here.
And so the father's just like, Oh my word, you're going to go out into the
big bad world and you're going to get hurt.
So what does the father do?
He enables provision for the guy to have comfort for the guy to have money for the
guy to be able to take care of himself.
He gave him the means that the son said, I want to be able to take care of myself.
Adam and Eve said, I want to be able to take care of myself.
So God didn't just say, okay, well then bye.
You know, he said he enabled them to do it.
He gave them the means by which they could be taken care of, meaning like
they had to do it themselves, but things that they could, he put things out there
to serve them, that they could take advantage of to be able to provide
for and protect themselves.
He enabled them to do the thing that they wanted to do in separation.
And so that's what we were, have been doing.
Like, I want to take it.
I want to do it myself.
And so we're taking advantage of, I keep using the example of Tylenol, but
we keep using Tylenol, keep using something else, knowledge, wisdom.
Money, food, whatever.
We're using all of these things.
And, but what God says is I want you to realize and acknowledge
just like the prodigal son did.
Yeah.
But where I, if I go back to my father, even if I live like a
pauper, I'll still be taken care of.
Right.
Because he was acknowledging, where did I get all the means by
which I've supported myself thus far?
So we came into agreement with the fact that my father, the reason that I have
this is because my father's good.
I left because I thought my father wasn't good, but I'm now acknowledging
that the reason that I could leave and have all of these things
is because my father's good.
So we now take these things, using them in a, uh, with agreement that the
fact that God is who he says that he is.
So I just kind of wanted to tie it into a, uh, to a Bible story that
we're all familiar with to kind of like maybe help everyone visualize it a bit
better and I'm seriously got to work on my drawing, things have definitely
progressed over the years as I've, as I've taught different things, I've
come up with much better analogies over the years.
So y'all are the, y'all get to bear the benefit of it.
So, but apparently I've got to come up with a new one for this one.
So did I miss it?
Did someone raise their hand?
I thought someone raised their hand.
You did Kate.
Okay.
I thought I saw some movement.
Sure.
I just had a quick question.
Um, when it comes to processing pain, um,
or offenses or you know we don't want to stifle them right because that will manifest in our body
and but we also don't what we talked about in our one-on-one we don't want to obsessively go after
every little offense that may come our way but there's some things that they that come up or
and then you feel like oh that didn't feel right like that that kind of hurt and sometimes you
can use the power of ignore and be like I'm actually not going to entertain that like I
don't need to to spend much time there and just kind of brush it off how do you know like when
you're stifling it versus brushing it off and just like no actually just don't need to
entertain that I guess like like how um yeah like every day do we need to be processing
every little thing that we're experiencing or coming at us or so that way it doesn't take
up root and become fester and become a bigger thing than what it needed to be because we
weren't keeping close inventory on you know like you said like as you as you continue to go on you
were offended and less triggered by things more and more um but I guess just the question of um
making sure we're adequately processing the pain that or the offenses that we're experiencing
without stifling them but then without camping out there for too long or without um focusing
so we definitely don't it's a really good question we definitely don't want to deny it
so you were asking like well how do we know if we're and how did you phrase it if we're stifling
it or for what um or just ignoring it or um dismissing it and just like oh it's not that
big of a deal like minimizing it correct yeah yeah so like what you're talking about really
you know another word for it is just denial denial that it hurt or denial that it was real
or denial that it was as big as it was um so that is all evidence of the fact that we're stifling it
and that it's just not helpful to us you know etc now that being said I do think it's very important
that we have compassion for ourselves and not try to handle everything that comes at us all the time
because then that that's going to trigger stress striving stress etc and we just need to be kind
to ourselves and just kind of like not have not require ourselves to face and um to face everything
at the same time you know there's just there's just no need I mean even and I like and I love
this example um you know even when Elijah which we talked about the other day when he was fleeing
on Jezebel's you know wrath and threat and then going into eventually led to Mount Sinai and he's
in the desert and he just tells God you know just kill me now and then when the angel wakes him up
with food and water that God had sent him he said get up and eat and drink because the journey is
too much for you so God made provision for the fact that Elijah who had just done amazing things
my goodness you know I mean he's down on the ground you know just asleep and God says that
the journey is too much for a man that just called fire down from heaven and killed 400 prophets of
Baal you know but oh my word the journey through the desert's too much you know it God was saying
hey look you know you done enough you don't have to face everything all at once and all at the same
time so that's it's important for us to have uh compassion for ourselves and to not force ourselves
to I don't know to do too much all at one time um and uh then uh there was something else that came
up while you were talking and if this doesn't answer your question then then um after I after
I mentioned this you know please remind me of like or explain to me okay well exactly uh how
you were approaching it and so how you need me to address it but one of the things is that remember
that the importance of of pain and how we handle it is not valuing avoiding it but it's actually
valuing how we go through it so it's going through the pain and how we're going through it
as opposed to trying to avoid the thing is if we're making the thing it's because
what happens is we end up making if we're always trying to avoid it there is a way in which we're
actually um coming into agreement with the fact that that is a very very powerful thing and we're
making it more powerful than than God and then us and therefore we're not in agreement with the
lord that was that were who he says that we are because we're more afraid of the pain and we'd
rather just kind of like avoid it
So one of the things that we need to realize is to not, to not give pain, you know, pain of rejection, pain of overwhelm, pain of I don't know, whatever, more, more significance than it really has.
And to just not, in fact, there was somebody that I'm meeting to do.
They, they reached out to me and they needed about, about something that they were struggling with.
And I told them I was going to send them a video reply.
And this is actually what it's all about. It's about the fact because they, they had this situation and, and, and my answer to their question was actually this.
And that's the fact that, you know, don't it's, it's what's important is that is how we go through the pain, not in trying to like, quote unquote, avoid it.
And, and what helps us go through the pain is to, how would it, it, it's not giving it the, it's not being so scared of it.
It's not seeing it as a threat. It is not valuing the, the pain and the avoidance of it as our highest, as of our, as of highest importance.
So let's see, some of the things that I wrote down to tell them was, we need to choose God over the pain of being rejected.
We need to value God more than the pain of being rejected. I just looked like mentioned it in a variety of different ways.
So we need to value God more than avoiding rejection and choose God over avoiding rejection.
And then also, it's because that pain and the avoidance of rejection is very important to us. And so we have to make God more important to us than the pain, the significance of the pain and the avoidance of that pain.
Anyway, so those were just some of the things that came to mind when you were talking, but can you, can you speak to a bit, a bit more about like, if that didn't address your question the way that you were asking it and you had some other thing that you were some
other aspect of it that you were wanting you to address.
Yeah, no, that's helpful. It wasn't really necessarily a black and white question just in general.
Everything so circumstantial when it comes your way and you're just like, yeah, I'm just generally making sure that we're walking through it and not avoiding it but not putting too much emphasis on the pain but doing the Lord from a place of rest.
Yeah, that's good.
So like I said you don't give it a lot of you, you don't ever deny it.
But in acknowledging it you also don't give it too much power, either, and just say oh my word is this really big deal. It's like, no, it's this thing that's trying to come against me.
I'm just not having it because it's not as important to me as what God said.
It is very challenging to do. It is very challenging to do. But remember that.
And this is why I do a rest intensive not just teach on rest is because if I were just teach like this and just get up in front of people for like, I don't know a couple of hours or whatever and tell them all of the highlights.
I only say the nice things that are going to help that that are going to make people feel good, because saying the hard things like choosing God and choosing that he's more important than avoiding your pain is not something that in a simple teaching or
preaching is going to go over well.
But this is the thing that this is why I do the rest intensive was actually mentorship program where I help people live it. This is what actually I promise you before God.
This is what works.
This is what changes everything is to choose that God is more important than your pain, choosing God that that God is more important than avoiding the pain.
So you, you neutralize the power of that pain, you need to. There is a.
I was going to say there's a teaching that I did on this but I don't know that it would be very helpful enough to this particular situation but it's basically, basically what I talked about in there is just the fact that.
Well, I have it. Oh, I bet you I don't.
Back at my, my, my house.
I could just carry you over to the end to the
whiteboard.
Cause I have it there, but I won't, I'll just write it real here really quick.
So remember that we're spirit, we're soul and body, and that the spiritual realm,
so to speak, you know, like spiritual forces, spiritual warfare, you know,
and, and all the principles by which all of that works the way that my friend
Christie does that is it's down here in the soul realm, but you and who it is
that you are in Christ, remember your balloon, the balloon you're up here in
the spirit, and so you are in Christ and therefore all power and authority
has been put under Christ's feet.
Meaning it's all under your feet, meaning include including any principles
of spiritual warfare are not something that we're required to engage in.
Again, like what we were talking about the, uh, earlier, you know, Casey's
question, like in relationship to spiritual warfare, just like fate, just
like healing or healing for inner wounds or whatever, we can only operate
according to the degree of faith that we have, if there's an aspect in which
we're operating down here, then yeah, we have to use these principles because
this is where we're coming into agreement with that we are.
So we have to use these principles, like principles of inner healing,
going to a psychologist, going to a Christian counselor, doing, um, going
to deliverance, doing spiritual warfare, whatever, but it's a lot harder that way.
So we can battle pain.
Um, like that, it's just using all of those principles that, that God has put
into place, it's just a lot harder.
Um, but, uh, anyway, but my, my point that I was trying to make is the, the easiest
way, this is not obviously in rest.
Why?
Because rest can only happen if your identity is seated here.
If you are operating.
According to your, if you are operating, like your identity is seating here,
seated here, if you're operating in a particular area, like your identity is
seated here, then you need to use some kind of, then you're going to have to
battle things by their rules.
In other words, by the rules that God required this realm to operate, if
you're in this realm, if you have put your identity, so to speak in this
realm, this is where you got to do it, but it's a lot harder.
It's a lot harder to battle pain.
It's a lot harder to battle with spiritual warfare because
you're going head to head.
You're using the same principles in whoever knows the principles best wins.
But if you're up here, you don't have to know all these principles to win.
Um, and so it's a lot more powerful.
You, you can beat Satan at his own game.
You can beat, because obviously it's God's game because he's the one who
created the rules by which everything works.
So you can beat it by battling it, but it's very hard.
This is all strife.
This is all sweat.
This is all very, very difficult to do down here.
It works, but you, if you do it from up here, if you do it from complete
then what you're doing to, to, um, overcome is you are neutralizing.
The evil instead of battling the evil, you're just neutralizing it.
Um, and you don't have to fight it on its own terms.
You don't have to go head to head with it.
You just neutralize it.
And so, so my whole point in setting all that up is you do the same thing with pain.
You just neutralize its power.
It's like, okay, well then it's not important to me.
And I'm choosing something of higher importance to me.
And then I'm battling pain from that position.
It's a lot easier to resist, quote unquote, uh, rejection or, um, uh, you
know, offenses or whatever other examples that you were giving.
Um, anyway, all I did to, um, the majority of me overcoming is not facing
exact situations with an exact truth of, well, what does God say about
me in this situation or whatever?
Really?
That is a lot of hard work for me.
What I do is I choose God is more important than the situation.
More important than the rejection.
Rejection is one of the biggest issues that I've dealt with in my life.
My biggest fear.
And I'm always telling everybody this hands down.
My biggest fear in life is emotional abandonment, not physical abandonment.
It's not people saying mean things to me.
It is emotional withdrawal is my greatest fear in life.
And so obviously it's used a lot rejection, you know, et cetera.
So, um, and I cannot, and it's really hard for me to deal with a specific
situations, like I've got, uh, I'm dealing with rejection from a specific
person by me being in this situation and be like, oh my word, well,
what does God say about me?
He says that what they said.
I mean, isn't true and that is really, really hard, my goodness.
And especially if you have to do that with every single situation,
it's a lot harder to battle that way.
What I have to do is I have to choose.
No, who does God say that I am regard outside of this situation?
Who am I?
And then I bring that person into the situation.
And suddenly that situation didn't matter anymore because I chose God
is more important than the pain, more important than the rejection.
And I neutralized it by just pulling myself out of it and making a bigger choice.
I wasn't asked, oh, so what does God really say about me?
They said this, but what does God say about me?
Just like pulled out of that completely and be like, who am I to God?
You know, what is my identity?
What has he said?
What is actually the truth?
You know, completely like in general, in other words,
not specifically in general, who am I?
And that takes care of the specific
instead of fighting every little thing by a specific that is so exhausting.
I've lived my life like that.
It takes a very long time to overcome those things,
because usually all you're doing is you're just trying to convince yourself.
But instead, I have to choose
regardless of the situation, regardless of that gets resolved,
regardless of my if my relationship with this person gets restored,
regardless of how I feel with this person again and whether or not I trust them,
regardless of that, what do I choose?
I choose to make sure that I know who am I with God.
And I choose that over the situation
getting better.
And how I and and me handling the situation, OK,
and how I feel in the situation and the fact that they said this.
And well, you know, what do I think about that and how did it affect me?
And just like, ah, it's giving it entirely too much power.
I choose this as the greater power.
Does that make sense?
What it is that I'm saying that I'm choosing?
I'm not I'm like, forget the situation.
Just like, who am I with God?
And I shift into that and that takes care.
I promise you, it takes care of everything.
And then it because it's a higher it's a higher power.
It's a higher authority, et cetera.
Does that answer your question? Maybe a little bit.
OK, well, I will let y'all go.
I will see y'all Sunday next week is our last week.
And we've got
and then make sure that y'all have all y'all's transformation sessions
in schedule based off of however many that y'all have,
based on whether or not you did it before or after October 1st.
I mean, joined and registered before after October 1st.
And I will see you all on Sunday.
Hope y'all have a good night.