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I'm going to go ahead and open it up.

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Butternut squash soup.

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Are you on the Daniel fast?

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I am not, but this is something out of one of the Daniel diet books.

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So it's got butternut squash, apples and onions.

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Yeah.

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And salt, pepper, nutmeg and sage.

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Sounds fabulous.

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It's very, very yummy.

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It's one of my favorites.

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That's one of my favorite soups.

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I love it, love it, love it.

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And I love the coconut milk because I was staying away from it thinking as to creamy but if I do coconut milk, I'm good.

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So I'm like, I wonder if I can slide one in there just a little bit, like, is it just the combination?

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So when I can substitute another kind of like goat milk or coconut milk or almond milk for something, I do that.

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You know, what's interesting is all of those things,

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She's coming back.

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She couldn't hear us.

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So she's, I got it.

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I had to open.

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Wait a second.

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I'm getting caught.

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Hang on.

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Okay.

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So all of those things.

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Okay, I got it. I had to open, wait a second. I'm getting caught.

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Um, so all of those things are exist in forms now with hormones and processes that our body isn't, you know, wasn't created a process like, for example, when they would harvest wheat.

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And then the enzymes would break it down.

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And then it would fall to the ground, which is when the enzymes would develop in the wheat.

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To then make it possible, the enzymes, then as you eat the wheat and the bread and all the, you know,

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Then the enzymes would break it down.

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And now where it's a, you know, cut and harvest at the same time.

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And that's why there's like issues with that. And of course the, you know what, what they do to animals and dairy and all our, all our wheat in the US is GMO wheat from the 80s.

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There's no like it's not even allowed our weeds not allowed in other countries.

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Like, because the huge wheat fields, there was such dammit like they were so it was so risky for big storms to knock them down that they, they shifted the plant itself so it wouldn't grow as tall.

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And so they made it sturdier well you make something sturdier, like what is your gut do a sturdier, like, so

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they've seen huge increases in gluten intolerance and silly accents that shift, but a lot of, I mean the hormones what they've done to the whole milk industry.

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So anyway, sorry.

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Thankful Lord for not sorry at all like it's just it's being aware and then saying okay Lord, you know, give me wisdom. What is it, you know, is this, I just, it's good, it's good not to choose to be ignorant because that's like it's a while.

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of the devil to destroy our food system to destroy our, you know, intellectual supply to destroy our spiritual nourishment to destroy our right. And so, so it's understand the ways that he's been at work, and then always bring that to the Lord, I was kind of a crusader

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like I would find something new and then I'd be like, you know, and I can't imagine you doing that he'll read.

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It's Kim.

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So, you know, that just doesn't serve anyone fear doesn't serve anybody know doesn't serve anyone accusation is not God's voice so in all of those ways.

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I needed to.

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I needed to keep.

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I needed to just back down, not be ignorant.

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still be educated, but not be I mean, I'm not actually like,

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pursuing. It's not like I don't turn over every leaf. I don't

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unless it says, you know, unless God, you know, puts it on my

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heart to go deeper, like, you know, like he said to me, no

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more corn. He's not saying everyone no more corn. He said,

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Hillary, no more corn. So then I go through a process where I

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typically don't eat it. Sometimes when there's, you

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know, chips and a yummy salsa. But or rice. But so for the most

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part, I just know for me, he knows, that's not a good thing

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for me. You know, and so anyway, years ago, no more white, no

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more white. I went, what? What was he saying? No more white,

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like white flour, white sugar, white, white.

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White potato looking for it. I wasn't even asking about it.

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Yeah, I wasn't asking him about the corn either. I was actually

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enjoying me some guacamole and chips that I make the best

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guacamole. I just have to say, but um, but so that's cool when

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he says stuff like that. Like, yeah, no more hard to follow

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those all the time. Yeah. Yeah. So it's a conversation, right?

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Like, yeah. And then and then it's good. Did God really say no

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more? You know, because God knows, like, you know, salsa is

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good for you. Those mangos you put in that guacamole. Like, you

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can't, you know, did God really say? And then the God knows,

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whenever I hear stuff like that, my ears go up now my flag, kind

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of like when I heard, even when I heard, you know, how our

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president is responding to all of these, you know, security

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breach documents. And so every time I hear him say, you know,

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the people know that I take, you know, you know, security

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seriously. I'm like, Oh, that's the people know, God knows. I'm

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like, that's the wrong voice, you know?

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And these days, there are tons of corn free chips. Yay, Devin.

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Yeah, yeah, like flaxseed and rice and stuff like that. And

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so, but I'm learning like, it's not, you know, when I find

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something out, it's not for everybody, especially, you know,

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like, Paul even says, if you've got a revelation of liberty, and

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you're eating something, but it's a stumbling block for

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someone else, don't, don't just just do what they do. So that,

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you know, you don't have to bring them to where they're not

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equipped to be. We've had to shift from flour to corn. So

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it's individual. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. And he's

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the blesser of all things. I mean, he's the one who said, if

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you'll, if you'll turn from your own wicked ways, humble

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yourselves, pray and seek my face. I'll hear you. I'll forgive

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your sins. I will heal your land. So I know he does that

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through hearts. He does that in practical reasons. He does that

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in relationships. He does that in industries. These are

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questions I've been asking him for a long time. How do you heal

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the land? How does that even work? Like, you know,

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especially the thought of all the blood that cries out, right

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from, from the land, you know, just stuff like that. So I have

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these questions. How do you heal the land? And then he showed me

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it's, it's the ground of our hearts first. And that changes

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everything because of the authority we carry. And so, oh,

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that reminds me, I'll just go find my, my slides. So who else

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has something to share? Well, I find where slides are.

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I shared mine in the chat, but it was just an interesting

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moment. The last, last couple days, as I've been just engaging

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with my son a little more intentionally, like certain

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things that come up in his behavior. Like God is revealing

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the levels of it, where it's coming from the motive. And then

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it's almost instantaneous that he's showing

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me in that. And I'm like, Oh, because my response wants to be

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so quick to just infer my own frustration or wanting to

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discipline and I'm like, No, wait a minute. That's not how he

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is with me. So how do I need to be with Jacob? And so it's, um,

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it's sobering to be both places. He's like saying if I don't

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anyway, that's just been kind of revealing in the last week or

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so. So I posted that one today. That was a full share, Joe.

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I loved what you wrote. I just skimmed it as I was going back

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to find the zoom, but I'm going to go back and just get it

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deeper. It because it was for me to for sure. Jill. Jill. Jill.

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I'm sorry, Jill, I didn't have time to read it yet. So I'll go

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back.

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Oh, you'll love it, Karen.

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I posted it in another group I'm in. And just like loads of

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people going, Oh, my goodness. Oh, my goodness. And seeing

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themselves in it. So I know the Lord is like, as he's showing

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me this, and then saying, Hey, write about this and share it

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like it's

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anyway.

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Okay, this is good. I found it.

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All right, we're going to have to go to the right.

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Oh, it's already there. Okay.

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So now I'm right here. And then let me go.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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So that was really good. I love. I don't know if this is hitting

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you all the same way. Hello, mom.

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Yeah.

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And then see, I was trying to do this on my laptop, my notebook

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instead of

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the phone.

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no, I couldn't do that.

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Well, we're so glad you're here, mom.

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I guess.

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I just pulled up.

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I'm so late in getting set up is that daddy has had two falls

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today. Oh, so sorry. Thanks.

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Okay, is he fine?

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He's in bed. I declined taking him to the emerge sending him to

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emerge sending him to the emergency room both times.

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Yesterday, they were there for hours because he Yeah.

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It was the first fall. He didn't hit his head or anything like

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that. The second one. The nurse came to the door and opened the

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door and said hello to bring in the nightmares. And he was

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sitting in a wheelchair since he we've had him in a wheelchair

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since that fall, wrote him down to dinner came back up and he

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suddenly stood up and lost his balance in the twinkling of an

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eye and pulled himself over over and did hit his well his

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shoulder and his head against the door.

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Anyway, he's fine and sleeping in bed now and he walked

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shakily and annoyingly but not screaming in pain. So we don't

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think any bones are broken.

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Well, let me just pray. Yeah. I just pray. Okay.

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Oh, Lord. Thank you so much. I thank you. But you already know

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everything.

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Every need.

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Every need. Every need for strength for food for clothes

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for love and affection for healing and wholeness for

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deliverance.

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You you know, every need.

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And that's why Jesus said not to run from you toward those needs.

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But to run to you to run to your kingdom to run into your

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righteousness.

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Everything you're the answer to every pain and every problem

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there's there's no lack of wholeness in you no lack of

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wisdom. No lack of help never a lack of love.

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No lack of righteousness.

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goodness, of grace, of glory, of victory. And so I just picture when, you know, even

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when Martha and Mary came out, or first Martha came out to meet as you arrived, Lord, had

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you been here, our brother would not have perished. And, and then you, you asked her

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if she believed, she believed. Believed in life, believed in the resurrection, that you

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are the resurrection. She believed. And then you called for Mary and she came. And so Lord,

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here we are, we come, we come because you know what's needed. You know what mom and

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dad need. You know that, that every, every precious daughter of yours here, every family

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member represented here, Lord, there's, there's no demonic attack you haven't already victoriously

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accommodated for us. And we want, just like you longed, just like you remained when you

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got the news that Lazarus needed you and Abba had you wait, because there was something

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to know, to learn of you. There's a process to behold. And so, Lord, that's what we want. We

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want to engage in the process of learning of you, of releasing all of the weight of daddy, of

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mother, of all of our family members, all of our needs, all of our ailments, all of our

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situations, to your hands, to come into your presence, the King of Kings and the Lord of

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Lords, to learn of your kingdom, of your ways. And, and to learn of your righteousness, to hand

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you everything, to receive from you rest, and to yoke up together with you in walking in this

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process for total victory and for your glory. We ask you to heal, to do the opposite of kill,

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steal, and destroy, to bring, to restore life, to restore possession, and to restore wholeness. In

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Jesus name. Amen.

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What's your dad's name, Hilary?

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John.

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Lord, I just pray that as John rests, that he would dream with a freedom and a joy as a young

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man, that he would experience such a physical, spiritual, emotional freedom with you, and just

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commune with you in a sweet and special way, as you heal and restore his body. That when he would

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wake, he would have such an excitement and a joy of the report that he wants to give of the dream

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that he had throughout the night. Thank you, Lord, that you are not restricted by time or by our

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bodies. Thank you in advance for all that the work and all of the joy and the healing that you're

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going to do through his dreams. Jesus name.

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Amen. Oh, that was perfect, Carrie. Thank you so much. Thank you. Okay. So last, let me share my

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screen. Oh, hang on. Wait a minute.

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Okay. Oh, hang on. I'm going to stop share because I have to put it over on the other

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screen in order. I was thinking I was going to be clever. Oh, actually, I don't need to

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see any notes on the what's going on in the Facebook because everybody's here. Okay. No.

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All right. Try this again. Take two. Okay, what happened? I can't see you all now.

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We got the screen. We can see it though. Okay. Well, you know, I, I usually get to see you all

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and it's not letting me do that. I'm not sure what I have to press, but okay. So just I like

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to just keep feeding us this visual. We're around him. Jesus is aware of us. He is speaking the

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things the Father reveals to him. And there's just, it's so, it's, it's pleasant. It's such

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a lovely place. It's not harsh. It's not, we don't, nobody, he's not handing out report cards

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to the people gathering at his feet here. He's, he's not, he's just, he's welcoming to everyone.

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And so there's room for all here at Jesus's feet. And so this is important. I like just keep saying,

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you know, just sort of like, okay, this is the Jesus we're meeting here. And my goodness,

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what just happened? There you go. Okay. All right. Okay. So just a quick reminder.

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We are on the third of the Beatitudes in Matthew 5, 4, blessed, happy, blithesome,

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joyous, spiritually prosperous with life, joy, and satisfaction in God's favor

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and salvation, regardless of their outward circumstances are the meek, the mild,

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the patient, the long suffering. Do you guys hear that? So like blessed, happy, prosperous, like,

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you know, just so filled with satisfaction are those who are, you know, patient, long suffering,

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long suffering, meek, mild, for they shall inherit the earth. And we've been a lot in Daniel. And

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here are the last verses of Daniel. I'm going to read it in the amplified. I wish I had remembered

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to change this slide. So the angel of the Lord said, go your way, Daniel, for the words are shut

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up and sealed to the time of the end. So he had pressed in through prayer and fasting to into to

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seek the Lord. And God gave him this revelation about the end times with words quoted with

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images and words we see again quoted in the book of Revelation. Many shall purify themselves

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and make themselves white and be tried, smelted and refined. But the wicked shall do wickedly,

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so we don't get disrupted about that. And none of the wicked shall understand, so we don't get

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frustrated with that. But the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. And so as we are

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wise and live with understanding and pursue that righteousness, we become lighthouses. We become

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examples. Just like here, Daniel, he just brought himself all the way down. God exalted him all the

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way up so that every ruler knew him, every, you know, lowly or common person.

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person knew him. And from the time that the continual burnt

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offering is taken away, and the abomination that makes desolate

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is set up, there shall be 1290 days. Remember, this is part of

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the whole revelation that that Daniel has just has just

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received. But this is what stood out to me. Blessed, happy,

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fortunate, spiritually prosperous, and to be envied is

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he who waits expectantly and earnestly, who endures without

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wavering beyond the period of trap of tribulation, and comes

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to the 1335 days. So comes to the end blessed is blessed as he

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blessed as she who, who has endured. Now, what does when

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does endurance? When does endurance count for us?

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there's trial, when there's difficulty, when there's harm,

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when when there's challenge, right? That's when there's when

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do we have to suffer long? Well, when there's suffering. Right?

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So I'm blessed are those who endures, I mean, that word, that

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word carries with it, the heaviness, the weight, the

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difficulty, the challenge, but you, Daniel, who was now over 90

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years of age, go your way until the end. So now you're released,

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he has served, you know, 70 years in captivity has served

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the Lord unto these, these kings, these, these regimes,

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these people with such purity of heart. And, oh, Devin, I'm so

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sorry, I just am seeing your message. Is there a difference

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between meekness and humility? That's an excellent question. So

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they're very, they're obviously very similar, and they come

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rooted in the same, in the same heart posture. Humility is the

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total lending of oneself to trust the Lord. So to take none

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of that trust for myself to carry no, no pride to carry no,

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no self defense to carry no self sufficiency. But to, to

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acknowledge in every way, God's excellency, his worthiness, his

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faithfulness, his trustworthiness, so that in

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everything I can lay myself to, I don't have to stand up and

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debate. I don't have to stand up and question. I don't have to

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stand up and argue with others. I don't have to, to, you know,

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fix my position with other people. I, I, I, I'm totally

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given over to trusting God, that he is good, that I am not, that

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he authored all, I did not. And if he says that I partner with

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him in a way, then I have no problem, no hesitancy partnering

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with him in a way. That's not conceit or self. It's not, you

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know, my, my value coming from him. If I made in his image, I

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am willing for him to be able to speak that into my life. So I

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don't need a false humility, which is really a pride to say,

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well, I'm not really worth it. He doesn't really, you know, do

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that for me, or I, you know, to in any way introduce, to be in a

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contest, to put anything, myself, my, my experiences, my

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opinions, my knowledge, whatever, in the balance with

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who God is. If he said it, there's suddenly no contest. So

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I can either go all the way down on my face, or likewise, from

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there, fly, soar, walk into a room with, with boldness, not to

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take over, but to understand I'm carrying an assignment, if, but

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otherwise, I'm not seeking my place. I'm seeking the Lord's

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place. So likewise, in meekness, now, that I love one of my

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favorite definitions for meekness is strength under

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control. It's, it's so good that

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they put that word patience here,

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because remember patience is, as we talked about last week,

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in that, you know, as the first characteristic of love

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is the laying down of all my right,

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all my right to my time, all my right to my resources,

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all my right to my attention,

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all my right to choose whether I like you or not,

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or wanna hear your story or not, or wanna whatever,

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you know, just, no, I just give that place to you.

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then now I'm,

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I've just laid myself down

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for the sake of allowing God to serve you,

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to minister to you, to love you.

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And I'm so convinced that what he has and what he's done

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is so much greater, you know, than what I can do,

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or even than what your situation is,

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that I'm willing to offer myself for that situation,

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you know, where Jesus says,

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come, you know, you who labor and are heavy laden,

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let me give you rest, take my yoke upon you

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and learn of me, I'm meek and lowly of heart.

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In other words, I'm patient.

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I'm here to serve you.

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I'm not here to exact things from you.

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I'm not here to press on you.

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I'm not, as the Amplified says it,

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I'm not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing.

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You know, I'm actually inviting you.

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I'm inviting you to give me your burdens.

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I'm inviting you to trust me.

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Does that make sense, Devin?

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Did I, does that clear things up?

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Kind of, they're very, very related.

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I think you can't have one without the other.

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Yeah, I think that's a great distinction, thank you.

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Awesome, yeah, I think humility must come first.

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there's this awareness of, there's this fear of the Lord,

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this awareness of how he adores others

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and now, and how meek he is.

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And you just begin to connect with his nature.

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That's an awesome question, I love, love questions.

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Okay, so then, right here.

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So then we got as far as,

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okay, it's happening again.

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I was going to say, did you want me to?

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Yeah, go ahead and read that,

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but it's happening again where all I did was just,

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we were talking about that verse and suddenly he's like,

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yeah, you're not going past this.

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oh, you're digging that foundation of love.

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He's doing that, you're doing that Ephesians three thing,

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Lord.

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And so I just went and looked at this

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and that just happened again, where I just,

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I'm looking at it and I can feel this intense pressure

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come like this, this way.

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So he is sitting on this verse.

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I'll see if we can go farther, but go ahead, Jill.

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Just put this word in your mouth for sure.

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Okay, Ephesians three or this one?

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Oh, wait a minute, wait a minute.

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Yeah, the last one that we kind of sat in last time

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was the first Corinthians 13, it was the love chapter.

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Hang on.

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Jesus.

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Okay.

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Oh my gosh.

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Exit full screen.

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I can read it from the, or Jill, you can read it.

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I have a-

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It's right here.

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It's right here.

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You know, what's cool is that

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this just isn't about my capabilities here.

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It takes all the pressure.

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sure off for him to sleep. Okay. Okay. All right, so go ahead.

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Which ones? Which ones do you want us to read? Because there's

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no Ephesians three on there. No, it's First Corinthians 13.

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Okay, that's what you want us to read. Okay. Oh, Ephesians

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three. Ephesians three is where is one of Paul's prayers where

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he's praying that we would be so deeply rooted and grounded in

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his love that we would know the height and depth and breadth and

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and width length of that love experientially is that that that

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word that we would know it experientially in the Greek and

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and that that would cause us to be so deeply rooted in there. So

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that's what I'm just sensing like even I don't know if

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anyone else is just kind of being taken up by this but like

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just the laughing at the same time. He wants us to understand

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his love. He wants you to know he wants us to know. He wants us

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to experience his love. And I wish I could see. I don't like

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that. I can't see all of you.

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Can you move that bar over your shared screen? No, it's, it

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doesn't share on mine. The slides are over here and it used

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to be that I could see you all. And I cannot I don't. There's

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something anyway. Anyway, okay, I don't want to get caught up on

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my screen. I don't want to take away from what he's doing here.

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So, does anyone mind if I just become aligned with just like

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I'm telling him like, I don't want to be weird in front of

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people or so like, I don't want to make this weird. I don't

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want to, you know, just and he's like, do you like that? I'm

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like, I'm literally sweating. There's pressure all over.

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Like, you know, you weren't weird last time. I listened to

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it three times. Afterwards. I mean, it blessed me so much. I

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just and I'm going to listen to it a few more times. It was

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just, it was just really ministering to me. Oh, it's

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just really powerful. So don't. Okay. No, it's when the Lord is

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taking over. Yeah. Okay. So this is important. He's wanting in

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the sweetest, most wonderful way. He is wanting us to

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connect with and understand his love. That it's, it was, you

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know, Jesus could be meek. Moses could be meek. There are so many

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who could be meek. Daniel could be meek because they understood

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God as good as love, that there wasn't something they had to

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earn. It was really, they had really spent, you know, David

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just such significant time experiencing him. And, you know,

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in Paul, and just, so there's this sweet place, especially I

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love that, you know, here we are as women, the last thing the

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world would tell us to be is meek. And yet, they're in the

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possession of the earth. And so, so I'm gonna read as much as

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possible. The Lord's like, as long as you don't think it's all

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your little smart scriptures you put together.

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together. I'm like so excited about, you know, this word, how

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this word is all weaving together. And he's like, just

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don't place any of your confidence there. He's so good.

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So okay, Lord, I thank you so much. So the main thing for

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everybody is obviously not these slides, but to be so aware

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of his nearness, and, and that he's invited you here, and that

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you turned aside and came. And, you know, that that caught God's

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attention when Moses did that, when anybody does that, that

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means a lot to him. So here, if I lack love, would someone else

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like to read this? The first Corinthians 13.

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I can read it. If I like love, I have become merely blaring,

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blaring brass or a symbol clanging. If I like love, I'm

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nothing. If I like love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, long

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suffering, and kind, not jealous, not boastful, not

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proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered, and it keeps no

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record of wrongs. Love does not gloat over other people's sins,

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but takes its delight in the truth. Love always bears up,

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always trusts, always hopes, always endures. Love never ends.

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But for now, three things last, trust, hope, love, and the

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greatest of these is love.

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Amen.

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So, you know, without, without love, God is love. God so loved

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the world. He so loved you. He so loved me. He so loved me. Can

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we just say that a bunch of times? He so loved me. You so

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loved me. You so loved me. You so loved me that you sent Jesus,

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your only begotten Son of God, not to judge me or to hold my

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sins against me. But so that I could believe and be delivered

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from my sins and not perish in them and have everlasting life.

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And that's what love does. Love is in the presence of, love is

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in the presence of, you know, anything. And it endures. It

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bears up because it loves. It desires something that God

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desires. It desires, it doesn't gloat. It's not a contest. Like,

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you know, I've been up to here, or I've done so much for you, or

451
00:43:58.320 --> 00:44:03.200
I've endured so many things, or why do you have to make me

452
00:44:03.240 --> 00:44:08.280
angry? Why have you done this again? Again means I've got a

453
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record. You know, it's not even jealous. It's, it's just, it's

454
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kind. It's patient. I think I could like, if I could just be

455
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this, which is what he says we are, I believe I'd be perfect.

456
00:44:33.640 --> 00:44:44.840
Because I wouldn't be self seeking. So here, when we're not

457
00:44:45.720 --> 00:44:54.200
self seeking, we're able to serve others like God serves. And of

458
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course, there's no greater love than God.

459
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And this, then a man laid down his life for another,

460
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for a friend, for another.

461
00:45:05.360 --> 00:45:08.040
That's like, that starts with being patient.

462
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Like just to lay down my agenda, my wishes, my calendar,

463
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and just to be here for you.

464
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And, oh, Lord, I just ask you right now, Lord,

465
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just take away all the roots.

466
00:45:27.720 --> 00:45:32.720
Take away all of the traumas of being

467
00:45:34.720 --> 00:45:37.680
in the presence of impatience

468
00:45:40.000 --> 00:45:43.440
and all the ways we felt so devalued,

469
00:45:45.520 --> 00:45:48.060
all the ways we felt rejected,

470
00:45:50.880 --> 00:45:54.460
all the ways we felt unheard.

471
00:45:55.460 --> 00:46:00.460
And we just want to release that to you with forgiveness.

472
00:46:02.380 --> 00:46:07.380
We believe that you forgive them as you forgive us

473
00:46:09.660 --> 00:46:13.500
for all the ways then we have been that way to others.

474
00:46:16.500 --> 00:46:19.020
Demanding they perform better for us,

475
00:46:19.020 --> 00:46:20.940
they move more quickly for us,

476
00:46:20.940 --> 00:46:24.100
they learn things fast enough for us,

477
00:46:24.100 --> 00:46:27.100
they're obedient enough, they're,

478
00:46:28.900 --> 00:46:32.780
well, basically that they, you know,

479
00:46:32.780 --> 00:46:36.580
even are more perfect than we expect of ourselves,

480
00:46:37.780 --> 00:46:41.540
oftentimes, I can say that of myself.

481
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And so, Lord, would you help us, Lord, to give you,

482
00:46:49.860 --> 00:46:52.380
to release to you all the trauma

483
00:46:52.380 --> 00:46:55.580
that impatience has caused inside of us.

484
00:46:58.580 --> 00:47:03.580
All of the trauma is when there's an overwhelm

485
00:47:09.780 --> 00:47:12.540
of pain or the threat of pain

486
00:47:12.540 --> 00:47:17.540
that causes us, that it overwhelms our capacity

487
00:47:17.580 --> 00:47:20.780
to remain relationally connected to God

488
00:47:20.780 --> 00:47:22.180
or to another person.

489
00:47:23.220 --> 00:47:28.220
And you can see that when impatience is expressed, right?

490
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We're really in overwhelm.

491
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And so, Lord, would you,

492
00:47:38.020 --> 00:47:40.140
forgive us for that.

493
00:47:40.140 --> 00:47:45.140
I thank you for helping us to just humble ourselves

494
00:47:46.180 --> 00:47:51.180
and say, I seek that, Lord, that's not you,

495
00:47:52.220 --> 00:47:53.540
that's not what you're like.

496
00:47:53.540 --> 00:47:57.020
And I thank you for purging us and cleansing us.

497
00:47:58.940 --> 00:48:01.540
I heard something this evening,

498
00:48:01.540 --> 00:48:04.540
just a little bit about the healing of the soul.

499
00:48:04.860 --> 00:48:06.940
I heard something this evening,

500
00:48:06.940 --> 00:48:08.220
just a little while ago,

501
00:48:08.220 --> 00:48:12.220
when I sat down to recover from the shock of the daddy fall

502
00:48:12.220 --> 00:48:14.500
and getting him to bed and everything.

503
00:48:14.500 --> 00:48:18.620
I walked in here and someone named Jim Baker,

504
00:48:18.620 --> 00:48:22.460
not with two Ks like the old guy who was got into trouble.

505
00:48:22.460 --> 00:48:25.540
Somebody named Jim Baker was speaking on a program

506
00:48:25.540 --> 00:48:28.740
called Gospel Truth on Daystar.

507
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And he's talking very rapidly.

508
00:48:31.420 --> 00:48:34.580
And then he made this quick aside sentence

509
00:48:34.580 --> 00:48:38.420
that I stopped dead and ran looking for a pen.

510
00:48:39.580 --> 00:48:41.420
And it is this,

511
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never look at yourselves apart from Christ.

512
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God never does.

513
00:48:47.940 --> 00:48:49.220
Never does.

514
00:48:49.220 --> 00:48:50.500
Never does.

515
00:48:50.500 --> 00:48:51.580
Ever does.

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00:48:51.580 --> 00:48:52.420
Yeah.

517
00:48:53.660 --> 00:48:56.980
And keeping that, I mean,

518
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you've got to remember all these things from Corinthians,

519
00:48:59.940 --> 00:49:01.060
the beautiful things,

520
00:49:01.060 --> 00:49:05.500
the description of what love does and does not do.

521
00:49:07.620 --> 00:49:09.660
But if you're troubling over,

522
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God, get rid of all that.

523
00:49:14.140 --> 00:49:15.260
And then just think,

524
00:49:16.140 --> 00:49:17.780
he doesn't even see that.

525
00:49:19.020 --> 00:49:24.020
So therefore I can believe that I can be without it.

526
00:49:24.220 --> 00:49:27.140
All of those things that are so negative,

527
00:49:27.140 --> 00:49:29.220
God never looks at them.

528
00:49:30.180 --> 00:49:31.260
Holy cow.

529
00:49:31.260 --> 00:49:32.860
That's incredible.

530
00:49:32.860 --> 00:49:34.460
That's so good, mom.

531
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And that way,

532
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when we recognize that those thoughts plague us,

533
00:49:42.460 --> 00:49:45.420
that that's a temptation, it's a snare, it's a torment,

534
00:49:45.420 --> 00:49:49.340
and it overwhelms us and causes us to,

535
00:49:49.340 --> 00:49:53.020
it causes us to divide,

536
00:49:53.020 --> 00:49:56.940
to break connection relationally,

537
00:49:56.940 --> 00:49:59.100
either with God or the person in front of us.

538
00:49:59.100 --> 00:50:02.020
It's good to recognize that.

539
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:03.480
recognize that so we can bring it to him so he can give us his

540
00:50:03.480 --> 00:50:08.080
forgiveness. And we give that to him and he gives us his

541
00:50:08.360 --> 00:50:12.720
righteousness and we give that unrighteousness to him to make

542
00:50:12.720 --> 00:50:17.680
that exchange, you know, instead of like, trying to pretend

543
00:50:17.680 --> 00:50:23.480
that's not there or trying to fight the thought with another

544
00:50:23.480 --> 00:50:27.200
thought or, you know, just to bring it to him and to receive

545
00:50:27.200 --> 00:50:32.360
of him. And, and I love that. I wonder if that's the James Baker

546
00:50:32.360 --> 00:50:40.360
that many of us in here know. And I'm from Ohio. And that

547
00:50:41.120 --> 00:50:43.320
could be he's a youngish looking guy.

548
00:50:44.880 --> 00:50:47.120
He's thin. Yes.

549
00:50:48.120 --> 00:50:51.080
Where is he in Ohio? Do you know?

550
00:50:51.400 --> 00:50:56.480
Um, I should know. I I used to look him up. Okay.

551
00:50:57.000 --> 00:51:04.640
And, and that, you know, what's what's cool is, Lord, what were

552
00:51:04.680 --> 00:51:09.680
what was I just going to say on that? Oh, yes. Thank you. That,

553
00:51:09.720 --> 00:51:15.080
you know, I the way that I, the way that that has translated to

554
00:51:15.080 --> 00:51:23.200
me, Mother is that, you know, like, if any one of us, if a

555
00:51:23.200 --> 00:51:29.080
child, if our child or a pet or someone else or a client, or,

556
00:51:29.440 --> 00:51:35.520
you know, or, you know, anyone would come to us and say, I've

557
00:51:35.560 --> 00:51:40.480
cut myself, I've cut myself. And, you know, they're, they're

558
00:51:40.480 --> 00:51:43.440
upset about it. That's an overwhelm for them. Maybe they

559
00:51:43.440 --> 00:51:45.640
were doing something, maybe they're little, and they don't

560
00:51:45.640 --> 00:51:48.840
know how to handle it, or, or whatever, they're, they've cut

561
00:51:48.840 --> 00:51:52.840
themselves, or they need something. And we don't look at

562
00:51:52.840 --> 00:51:58.360
that, and see just them in their cut. We it's impossible for us

563
00:51:58.360 --> 00:52:04.280
to see that situation apart from who we are. And so we see that

564
00:52:04.280 --> 00:52:09.080
situation. And we're grabbing hydrogen peroxide and band aids

565
00:52:09.080 --> 00:52:13.800
and, and, you know, with one arm around them come here. You know,

566
00:52:13.800 --> 00:52:20.640
it's like, it's impossible for us to see that situation, apart

567
00:52:20.640 --> 00:52:25.640
from our ability to totally tend and make good that situation.

568
00:52:27.960 --> 00:52:38.600
And so you're God's offspring. You're His idea. And so that's,

569
00:52:38.680 --> 00:52:43.880
yeah, the, the idea that we actually have to work through

570
00:52:43.880 --> 00:52:48.840
this process to come to, I mean, that's why we're in here to not

571
00:52:48.840 --> 00:52:53.640
only learn of these things, but to learn of Him experientially,

572
00:52:53.720 --> 00:52:58.200
to actually walk into an experience with that love. And

573
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so we want to do that. And, and, you know, look at this, look at

574
00:53:06.080 --> 00:53:10.120
look at Psalm 37. This is such a powerful Psalm for how to

575
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remain separated and not entangled in the things of this

576
00:53:15.760 --> 00:53:20.320
world and how to do that, you know, successfully and remain

577
00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:25.480
powerful. And here in two of the verses, but the meek shall

578
00:53:25.480 --> 00:53:30.080
inherit the land and delight themselves in abundance of

579
00:53:30.080 --> 00:53:34.080
peace. So it doesn't say anything about what's going on

580
00:53:34.080 --> 00:53:38.600
around them. I mean, I need to delight myself in abundance of

581
00:53:38.600 --> 00:53:44.320
peace. If, if there's every reason why I shouldn't have it.

582
00:53:46.280 --> 00:53:51.840
Right. So, you know, when we see the fullness in these words, we

583
00:53:51.840 --> 00:53:56.920
can see what, you know, Carrie and I were having a conversation

584
00:53:56.920 --> 00:54:01.080
earlier in the in this astounding revelation that when

585
00:54:01.080 --> 00:54:06.320
we, when we're caught up with what the, what the Lord, I mean,

586
00:54:06.320 --> 00:54:11.200
what the enemy has come to kill, steal and destroy, like he can

587
00:54:11.200 --> 00:54:16.360
only kill what's alive. He can only steal what's given and he

588
00:54:16.360 --> 00:54:21.320
can only destroy what's been made. So that ought to give us a

589
00:54:21.320 --> 00:54:28.480
clue for the more powerful, abundant provision that the liar

590
00:54:28.520 --> 00:54:35.560
is trying to tell us is dead, taken and destroyed. So it's

591
00:54:35.560 --> 00:54:41.280
like, we've been, we've been believing the wrong report. So

592
00:54:41.320 --> 00:54:47.720
here, when we see a promise, it's easy for us to see, it's

593
00:54:47.720 --> 00:54:52.840
easy for us to see what's not spoken, but what's what's said,

594
00:54:52.880 --> 00:54:57.040
like, you know, we only his name is comforter because he knew we

595
00:54:57.040 --> 00:54:59.600
would need a comforter.

596
00:55:00.320 --> 00:55:07.680
and so on. You could do that with all of his names. So wait for the Lord and keep his way.

597
00:55:07.680 --> 00:55:14.880
Why do we need an instruction like that? Because there's so much pressure and impatience and

598
00:55:16.320 --> 00:55:23.360
performance and need. And so when there's like, you must have this, you must do that, you must,

599
00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:33.600
you know, just like wait, wait, wait for the Lord. I just recently heard an excellent testimony

600
00:55:34.320 --> 00:55:43.520
on someone who, oh, that was just today too. Anyway, like, you know, just, just feeling like

601
00:55:43.520 --> 00:55:50.080
everyone, all the people even calling this person an idiot for not doing what they,

602
00:55:50.960 --> 00:55:58.000
what they felt they should do. And anyway, they, they were like, I, I just don't feel that from

603
00:55:58.000 --> 00:56:04.640
the Lord and a lot of pressure, a lot of mentors, a lot of people saying, you're, you're a fool for

604
00:56:04.640 --> 00:56:09.840
not doing this. And, you know, she would just cry out. She and her husband would just cry out like,

605
00:56:09.840 --> 00:56:15.440
are we, are we idiots? Are we missing it? But anyway, now they're millionaires

606
00:56:16.320 --> 00:56:24.640
and now they can walk into what people were telling them they should do in such a, in such

607
00:56:24.640 --> 00:56:29.200
a way of freedom and understanding. And now they could take a whole bunch of people with them.

608
00:56:29.920 --> 00:56:42.320
So wait for the Lord and keep his way and he will exalt you to inherit the land. You will look on,

609
00:56:42.880 --> 00:56:51.120
you will look on when the wicked are cut off. So where we are, we can just consider that's

610
00:56:51.120 --> 00:56:58.960
territory. We're surrounded by people who have hearts, broken hearts, lost hearts, prideful

611
00:56:58.960 --> 00:57:08.720
hearts, vulgar situations, pain, suffering. And, and so the territory we were in, we can begin to

612
00:57:08.720 --> 00:57:15.520
stake out for the kingdom by praying with him and realizing like, I'd so much rather take all

613
00:57:15.520 --> 00:57:24.800
these people with me and find my peace in this place. So numbers 12-3, now the man Moses was very

614
00:57:24.800 --> 00:57:32.880
meek more than, more than all the people who were on the face of the earth. Now I find this,

615
00:57:32.880 --> 00:57:38.880
this is funny. A lot of people say, well, of course Moses wrote that, but I, I, I, I believe

616
00:57:39.520 --> 00:57:49.840
that, that Joseph, not Joseph, Joshua did a lot of the writing. And so that's just my own thing.

617
00:57:49.840 --> 00:57:55.360
No one's ever said that. So I'm not making this doctrine, but like, you know, I just hear that a

618
00:57:55.360 --> 00:58:02.240
lot, you know, even Moses. Go ahead. You know, Hebrews 11, really, I studied that this morning,

619
00:58:02.240 --> 00:58:09.440
that really talks a lot about Moses and how meek he was and how, you know, all the things that he

620
00:58:09.440 --> 00:58:19.200
did. So that, and that he didn't write that. Right. Right. And to understand, like he understood the

621
00:58:19.200 --> 00:58:26.480
meekness of God and he was walking that out and he could clearly see no one else understood that

622
00:58:26.480 --> 00:58:34.640
nature. So, I mean, it is reasonable that he would have written it or, or, or Joshua would

623
00:58:34.640 --> 00:58:43.040
have written it. I mean, either way it's the word of God. And, and so I didn't even need to say that

624
00:58:43.040 --> 00:58:48.800
other thing. And I thank you for saying that Ingrid, because where he got it was by spending

625
00:58:48.800 --> 00:58:59.600
time in the presence of the Lord. And that's how he could, here's the meekest who could stand before

626
00:58:59.600 --> 00:59:08.160
Pharaoh who could, you know, I mean, just like look his way and he's dead and he could stand

627
00:59:08.160 --> 00:59:17.840
before Pharaoh and make demands upon him on behalf of God. That's, that's meek. That's humility.

628
00:59:18.800 --> 00:59:24.320
That it's not about Moses. Moses tried to make it about him. I stutter. I can't talk.

629
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Why, why, who, who, who am I even, who am I even going to say sent me? Like, you know, so

630
00:59:34.320 --> 00:59:41.760
therefore put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness

631
00:59:42.640 --> 00:59:52.640
the implanted word, which is able to save your souls. We're not fighting other people for our

632
00:59:52.640 --> 01:00:00.000
position. We are receiving the position purchased.

633
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:05.640
is for us. And we and we receive that word. I love that you were

634
01:00:05.640 --> 01:00:11.880
in there, Ingrid. Seeing like what a chapter to be in to see

635
01:00:11.880 --> 01:00:18.440
what humility, the boldness of humility and meekness that's so

636
01:00:18.440 --> 01:00:24.520
separated from what everyone else is doing or saying. And the

637
01:00:24.520 --> 01:00:30.680
honor from heaven. You know, everyone else says you're a

638
01:00:30.680 --> 01:00:35.040
loser. Everyone else says you're, what are you doing with

639
01:00:35.040 --> 01:00:37.800
your life? What are you doing? What are you throwing all this

640
01:00:37.800 --> 01:00:42.880
away for? Whatever. And indeed, the prize is so much greater

641
01:00:42.880 --> 01:00:49.080
because they're in eternity and have been for well, for eternity

642
01:00:49.080 --> 01:00:52.800
for it seems like it seems like no time at all. I understand

643
01:00:52.800 --> 01:00:55.720
when you're there. It's like no time at all, because it's all

644
01:00:55.800 --> 01:01:00.880
eternity. Okay, gentleness, self control against such things.

645
01:01:00.880 --> 01:01:04.240
There is no law. This is the point for me here. Like I

646
01:01:04.240 --> 01:01:08.280
didn't list all of the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Yeah,

647
01:01:08.280 --> 01:01:14.440
literally. There you go, Jill, the scientist making it making

648
01:01:14.440 --> 01:01:20.240
it plain. What is doing? Can't wait to catch the replay. Okay,

649
01:01:20.280 --> 01:01:26.760
love you, Devin. Okay, so the point is that the

650
01:01:26.760 --> 01:01:30.800
characteristics of God and the places that he brings us, like

651
01:01:30.800 --> 01:01:35.040
there's no law, we're not, we don't have to stand our ground

652
01:01:35.040 --> 01:01:40.880
against the law. Like, I mean, honestly, the conversations I've

653
01:01:40.880 --> 01:01:47.000
had on an airplane when, you know, people are telling me, we

654
01:01:47.000 --> 01:01:50.320
can't land unless you put your mask on.

655
01:01:55.400 --> 01:01:58.040
That's not true.

656
01:01:59.680 --> 01:02:03.240
That's a lie. No, we can't land until you put your mask on. I'm

657
01:02:03.240 --> 01:02:10.400
like, you woke me up to lie to me. Like, you know, I just, you

658
01:02:10.400 --> 01:02:14.600
know, I, I just don't need to be in fights like that. But

659
01:02:15.480 --> 01:02:19.160
it didn't, they didn't, aren't you documented as being a

660
01:02:19.160 --> 01:02:24.360
domestic terrorist? Because you? Oh, yeah, they sent me a letter

661
01:02:24.360 --> 01:02:28.040
and I Yeah, we, we responded back to them. And they actually

662
01:02:28.040 --> 01:02:33.720
gave us $100 voucher toward a flight. So, but you know what

663
01:02:33.720 --> 01:02:36.640
I'm saying? Like, there's no law, there's no when you're,

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01:02:37.120 --> 01:02:40.880
when you're in that place of gentleness and meekness, like,

665
01:02:41.160 --> 01:02:45.640
it doesn't mean that I need to, it doesn't mean I need to do

666
01:02:45.680 --> 01:02:49.880
everything. You know, I think we're gonna go farther in this

667
01:02:49.880 --> 01:02:55.360
one. Let's does that make sense? Like, it doesn't mean I like,

668
01:02:55.360 --> 01:03:00.320
like, like Daniel in the lion's den, or the the, the, you know,

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01:03:00.320 --> 01:03:03.800
Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, they didn't bow down. In other

670
01:03:03.800 --> 01:03:12.800
words, they, they didn't obey the ridiculousness. So maybe it

671
01:03:12.800 --> 01:03:19.080
was okay, I provoked that man. But anyway, maybe not. So just

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01:03:20.240 --> 01:03:24.600
you held your ground as these, as they did, as you mentioned,

673
01:03:24.760 --> 01:03:32.920
they didn't bow down to the wrong thing. So but yeah, but

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01:03:32.920 --> 01:03:35.920
that is a really good point. Like, did I do the right thing?

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01:03:35.920 --> 01:03:40.320
Did I do the wrong thing? Because, you know, I mean, these

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are deep words. And, and, and, and if I think we need to be

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led by the love of the Lord, because sometimes you have to be

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super bold, and super firm, and doesn't mean you're not meek. It

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just means, because otherwise, you took it literally, you

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become a spiritual doormat. And I don't think Jesus wants that.

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No, not at all. It's not a doormat at all. And I and that's

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an excellent point. I mean, I, it wasn't love. It was love for

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myself. Yeah. For total, you know, like, like, are you

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serious? And are you telling me? Like, are you telling me that

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you can't land the plane until I put a mask on? Like, don't even

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take me there, please, because it will be just let's not go

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there. So anyway, anyway, so. So I could just see like, there's

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that. There's there's that Oswald Chambers, my satanic

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right to myself. I, I didn't. I didn't just love this person and

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say, and, and just put my silly

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mask on. So all right, let's connect with the Lord here,

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even though I have a whole bunch of more. Well, seek the Lord all

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you humble of the land who do his commands. Seek

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righteousness, seek humility. Perhaps you may be hidden on the

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day of the anger of the Lord. I love that image that he's shown

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me where he, you know, in Colossians 1.13, where he's

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translated us out from under the dominion of darkness. And it's

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like a beam me up, like we were here under this law, sin and

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death. That's why he said, don't eat the fruit of that tree.

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That's the law of sin and death. You do good, you get good, you

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do evil, you get evil. I mean, like, like, it's a disaster

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stuff. And because then who's going to define good, who's

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going to define evil, it's a disaster. And by the law of the

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spirit of life, which he breathed in at the beginning in

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in Genesis one, he breathed into his nostrils, the spirit of

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life, and the law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set

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us free from that law. So we're not even under that are

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associated with that. And so when we understand that kind of

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love, we can talk to God with so much humility, we could talk to

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him with so much meekness, we can talk to him with so much

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intimacy, so much desire to be cleansed from what's what

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hinders us from connecting. So I'd like to let me just go

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quickly here. I'm sorry about this. Okay.

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Are all those folders that are open on your heart? Your

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death? Oh, my gosh, that's just one of my windows, dear Joe. I

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the prisoner of the Lord, just quickly, I'll just read these

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quickly, because I the prisoner of the Lord, no, I'm not going

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to read them quickly, because you just told me I'm not going

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to read them quickly. So okay. All right. Thank you, Lord.

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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Love is

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something that we are, we quiet ourselves into, we can't work

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it up. Thank you for that, Lord. You're actually love. Let me

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just stop the share. Thank you so much, Lord. Thank you so

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much. Thank you for welcoming us here. Thank you so much. Thank

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you for your nearness to us, each of us. Thank you for your

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intimacy with each of us. Thank you for your meekness, your

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care, your long suffering, your patience, your kindness, your

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unwillingness to take account of a suffered wrong. Your

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unwillingness to hold our sins against us. Your unwillingness

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to boast, to be rude. Your love just so loves us. You just, you

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take one look at us and you can't help it. You're just kind.

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And you endure everything and never fail. And that's really

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everything that matters. Everything else is nothing,

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counts for nothing, is nothing. Lord, would you show us

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Where we are with you here.

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Lord, would you show us what you identify in us that really isn't love?

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Whether it's what we believe about another, what we believe about you, what we believe

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about ourselves, anything in us that's just clearly not love.

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Lord, would you show us?

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Lord, would you help us confess those things to you now, just to give them right over to

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you to acknowledge them and to turn from them by giving them to you.

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Lord, if any part of us feels a little too attached to that, would you show us a little

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bit deeper where that sin, where that lack of love, where that entitlement, where that

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anger, where that unforgiveness or harshness, where it's rooted, what we're believing as

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a foundation for that, so that we can identify whose voice is behind it.

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And Lord, where we don't even know how to repent of it, how to think differently, still

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just help us name that thing to you.

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And Lord, would you also sever from our hearts or unhook from our hearts the susceptible

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ability to thinking that that's righteousness.

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In other words, whatever the deception is, whatever the entitlement is, would you unhook

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01:14:00.900 --> 01:14:04.100
that from our hearts?

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Would you relieve us from being identified, connected, attached, devoted, committed in

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any way?

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Lord, would you show us what you see in us instead of those attitudes or heart postures

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or beliefs, what we look like to you, would you show us that, Lord?

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What does that mean to you, Lord?

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What's the relationship between that version of us that you see and who you are?

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Is there anything else, Jesus?

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Thank you.

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First of all, thank you.

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Thank you.

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01:16:01.520 --> 01:16:02.520
Thank you.

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Lord, we want to thank you for what you're showing us so far that you're here with us.

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We want to thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you for this time.

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Thank you that it's so important to you.

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Thank you so much.

775
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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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How do we stay in this place here, in this understanding, and is there anything else

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we're carrying that would keep us from this place, any other expectation of ourselves

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to return to something that you've just removed us from, that's not true, that we don't need

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to be.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Jesus, would you show us the Father in relationship

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to who we are, apart from all of these other performances or attitudes or personalities?

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Father, would you show us, would you bring us to the Father, Holy Spirit?

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Father, would you show us the Father in relationship to who we are, apart from all of these other

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01:19:11.120 --> 01:19:12.120
personalities?

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Father, would you show us the Father in relationship to who we are, apart from all of these other

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01:19:33.120 --> 01:19:44.320
personalities?

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Is there anything else you'd like us to give you that you've been wanting to relieve us

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from?

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You

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Lord, by faith, we give that to you.

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What would you like us to receive from you in return?

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What would you like us to receive from you in return?

805
01:21:43.040 --> 01:22:12.040
And what does love look like instead?

806
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And what does love look like instead?

807
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And what does love look like instead?

808
01:23:05.040 --> 01:23:15.040
Lord, we'd love to honor you.

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01:23:15.040 --> 01:23:26.040
Would you teach us how to honor you for all you've done?

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01:23:45.040 --> 01:24:05.040
Thank you so much, Lord.

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Thank you, thank you, thank you.

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Thank you.

813
01:24:10.040 --> 01:24:12.040
Thank you.

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We love you.

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We do thank you.

816
01:24:18.040 --> 01:24:22.040
Thank you so much, Lord.

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01:24:22.040 --> 01:24:36.040
Thank you for this time and thank you for giving everyone these revelations in a way that goes so down deep that you're bringing your word to life in us.

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01:24:36.040 --> 01:24:44.040
And transforming us into the image of yourself, Jesus.

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01:24:44.040 --> 01:24:54.040
Thank you, Holy Spirit, for your ministry, for renewing our minds, for giving us this experience and for Abba.

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01:24:54.040 --> 01:25:00.040
Abba, I don't know how to express.

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01:25:00.000 --> 01:25:08.480
In other words, I just know you know how to take the difference between who I am and your

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01:25:08.480 --> 01:25:21.960
incredible powerful light and holiness and purity and goodness and that you're changing

823
01:25:21.960 --> 01:25:31.720
us by helping us experience you and that it's for everyone and we'll believe nothing

824
01:25:31.720 --> 01:25:41.320
less and it's for always and we'll believe nothing less. We'll follow no other voice

825
01:25:41.320 --> 01:25:51.200
but our Good Shepherds. Thank you for sealing all of this in your blood, the perfection

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01:25:51.200 --> 01:25:58.680
of your blood that never loses its power and cancels every other plan and agenda of

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01:25:58.680 --> 01:26:11.480
the enemy and we thank you for the joy that you're releasing to us right now. The joy

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01:26:11.480 --> 01:26:23.680
of that love. It's actually, it feels like meekness, Lord. It feels like a power deep

829
01:26:23.680 --> 01:26:39.400
inside, a strength deep inside, encapsulated in love as we know that we're yours. Thank

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01:26:39.400 --> 01:26:47.480
you for continuing what you've begun, Lord, and blessing all of us tonight with a continuation

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for your glory, for your pleasure, in Jesus' name. Amen.

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Love you all. So excited. Really, I want to hear the testimonies from these two nights.

833
01:27:29.600 --> 01:27:40.920
So in the right time, I either go live or share, but I'd love to hear what he's telling

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01:27:40.920 --> 01:27:53.760
you. All right. You're all beautiful. Thank you. You're beautiful, Duluth. Aw, thank you,

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01:27:53.760 --> 01:28:04.080
Karen. Good night, sweets. Good night, moms. Love you so much. I see you tomorrow. Bye.
