I'm going to go ahead and open it up.
Butternut squash soup.
Are you on the Daniel fast?
I am not, but this is something out of one of the Daniel diet books.
So it's got butternut squash, apples and onions.
Yeah.
And salt, pepper, nutmeg and sage.
Sounds fabulous.
It's very, very yummy.
It's one of my favorites.
That's one of my favorite soups.
I love it, love it, love it.
And I love the coconut milk because I was staying away from it thinking as to creamy but if I do coconut milk, I'm good.
So I'm like, I wonder if I can slide one in there just a little bit, like, is it just the combination?
So when I can substitute another kind of like goat milk or coconut milk or almond milk for something, I do that.
You know, what's interesting is all of those things,
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She couldn't hear us.
So she's, I got it.
I had to open.
Wait a second.
I'm getting caught.
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Okay.
So all of those things.
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Okay.
Um, so all of those things are exist in forms now with hormones and processes that our body isn't, you know, wasn't created a process like, for example, when they would harvest wheat.
And then the enzymes would break it down.
And then it would fall to the ground, which is when the enzymes would develop in the wheat.
To then make it possible, the enzymes, then as you eat the wheat and the bread and all the, you know,
Then the enzymes would break it down.
And now where it's a, you know, cut and harvest at the same time.
And that's why there's like issues with that. And of course the, you know what, what they do to animals and dairy and all our, all our wheat in the US is GMO wheat from the 80s.
There's no like it's not even allowed our weeds not allowed in other countries.
Like, because the huge wheat fields, there was such dammit like they were so it was so risky for big storms to knock them down that they, they shifted the plant itself so it wouldn't grow as tall.
And so they made it sturdier well you make something sturdier, like what is your gut do a sturdier, like, so
they've seen huge increases in gluten intolerance and silly accents that shift, but a lot of, I mean the hormones what they've done to the whole milk industry.
So anyway, sorry.
Thankful Lord for not sorry at all like it's just it's being aware and then saying okay Lord, you know, give me wisdom. What is it, you know, is this, I just, it's good, it's good not to choose to be ignorant because that's like it's a while.
of the devil to destroy our food system to destroy our, you know, intellectual supply to destroy our spiritual nourishment to destroy our right. And so, so it's understand the ways that he's been at work, and then always bring that to the Lord, I was kind of a crusader
like I would find something new and then I'd be like, you know, and I can't imagine you doing that he'll read.
It's Kim.
So, you know, that just doesn't serve anyone fear doesn't serve anybody know doesn't serve anyone accusation is not God's voice so in all of those ways.
I needed to.
I needed to keep.
I needed to just back down, not be ignorant.
still be educated, but not be I mean, I'm not actually like,
pursuing. It's not like I don't turn over every leaf. I don't
unless it says, you know, unless God, you know, puts it on my
heart to go deeper, like, you know, like he said to me, no
more corn. He's not saying everyone no more corn. He said,
Hillary, no more corn. So then I go through a process where I
typically don't eat it. Sometimes when there's, you
know, chips and a yummy salsa. But or rice. But so for the most
part, I just know for me, he knows, that's not a good thing
for me. You know, and so anyway, years ago, no more white, no
more white. I went, what? What was he saying? No more white,
like white flour, white sugar, white, white.
White potato looking for it. I wasn't even asking about it.
Yeah, I wasn't asking him about the corn either. I was actually
enjoying me some guacamole and chips that I make the best
guacamole. I just have to say, but um, but so that's cool when
he says stuff like that. Like, yeah, no more hard to follow
those all the time. Yeah. Yeah. So it's a conversation, right?
Like, yeah. And then and then it's good. Did God really say no
more? You know, because God knows, like, you know, salsa is
good for you. Those mangos you put in that guacamole. Like, you
can't, you know, did God really say? And then the God knows,
whenever I hear stuff like that, my ears go up now my flag, kind
of like when I heard, even when I heard, you know, how our
president is responding to all of these, you know, security
breach documents. And so every time I hear him say, you know,
the people know that I take, you know, you know, security
seriously. I'm like, Oh, that's the people know, God knows. I'm
like, that's the wrong voice, you know?
And these days, there are tons of corn free chips. Yay, Devin.
Yeah, yeah, like flaxseed and rice and stuff like that. And
so, but I'm learning like, it's not, you know, when I find
something out, it's not for everybody, especially, you know,
like, Paul even says, if you've got a revelation of liberty, and
you're eating something, but it's a stumbling block for
someone else, don't, don't just just do what they do. So that,
you know, you don't have to bring them to where they're not
equipped to be. We've had to shift from flour to corn. So
it's individual. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. And he's
the blesser of all things. I mean, he's the one who said, if
you'll, if you'll turn from your own wicked ways, humble
yourselves, pray and seek my face. I'll hear you. I'll forgive
your sins. I will heal your land. So I know he does that
through hearts. He does that in practical reasons. He does that
in relationships. He does that in industries. These are
questions I've been asking him for a long time. How do you heal
the land? How does that even work? Like, you know,
especially the thought of all the blood that cries out, right
from, from the land, you know, just stuff like that. So I have
these questions. How do you heal the land? And then he showed me
it's, it's the ground of our hearts first. And that changes
everything because of the authority we carry. And so, oh,
that reminds me, I'll just go find my, my slides. So who else
has something to share? Well, I find where slides are.
I shared mine in the chat, but it was just an interesting
moment. The last, last couple days, as I've been just engaging
with my son a little more intentionally, like certain
things that come up in his behavior. Like God is revealing
the levels of it, where it's coming from the motive. And then
it's almost instantaneous that he's showing
me in that. And I'm like, Oh, because my response wants to be
so quick to just infer my own frustration or wanting to
discipline and I'm like, No, wait a minute. That's not how he
is with me. So how do I need to be with Jacob? And so it's, um,
it's sobering to be both places. He's like saying if I don't
anyway, that's just been kind of revealing in the last week or
so. So I posted that one today. That was a full share, Joe.
I loved what you wrote. I just skimmed it as I was going back
to find the zoom, but I'm going to go back and just get it
deeper. It because it was for me to for sure. Jill. Jill. Jill.
I'm sorry, Jill, I didn't have time to read it yet. So I'll go
back.
Oh, you'll love it, Karen.
I posted it in another group I'm in. And just like loads of
people going, Oh, my goodness. Oh, my goodness. And seeing
themselves in it. So I know the Lord is like, as he's showing
me this, and then saying, Hey, write about this and share it
like it's
anyway.
Okay, this is good. I found it.
All right, we're going to have to go to the right.
Oh, it's already there. Okay.
So now I'm right here. And then let me go.
Okay.
So that was really good. I love. I don't know if this is hitting
you all the same way. Hello, mom.
Yeah.
And then see, I was trying to do this on my laptop, my notebook
instead of
the phone.
But
no, I couldn't do that.
Well, we're so glad you're here, mom.
I guess.
I just pulled up.
I'm so late in getting set up is that daddy has had two falls
today. Oh, so sorry. Thanks.
Okay, is he fine?
He's in bed. I declined taking him to the emerge sending him to
emerge sending him to the emergency room both times.
Yesterday, they were there for hours because he Yeah.
It was the first fall. He didn't hit his head or anything like
that. The second one. The nurse came to the door and opened the
door and said hello to bring in the nightmares. And he was
sitting in a wheelchair since he we've had him in a wheelchair
since that fall, wrote him down to dinner came back up and he
suddenly stood up and lost his balance in the twinkling of an
eye and pulled himself over over and did hit his well his
shoulder and his head against the door.
Anyway, he's fine and sleeping in bed now and he walked
shakily and annoyingly but not screaming in pain. So we don't
think any bones are broken.
Well, let me just pray. Yeah. I just pray. Okay.
Oh, Lord. Thank you so much. I thank you. But you already know
everything.
Every need.
Every need. Every need for strength for food for clothes
for love and affection for healing and wholeness for
deliverance.
You you know, every need.
And that's why Jesus said not to run from you toward those needs.
But to run to you to run to your kingdom to run into your
righteousness.
Everything you're the answer to every pain and every problem
there's there's no lack of wholeness in you no lack of
wisdom. No lack of help never a lack of love.
No lack of righteousness.
goodness, of grace, of glory, of victory. And so I just picture when, you know, even
when Martha and Mary came out, or first Martha came out to meet as you arrived, Lord, had
you been here, our brother would not have perished. And, and then you, you asked her
if she believed, she believed. Believed in life, believed in the resurrection, that you
are the resurrection. She believed. And then you called for Mary and she came. And so Lord,
here we are, we come, we come because you know what's needed. You know what mom and
dad need. You know that, that every, every precious daughter of yours here, every family
member represented here, Lord, there's, there's no demonic attack you haven't already victoriously
accommodated for us. And we want, just like you longed, just like you remained when you
got the news that Lazarus needed you and Abba had you wait, because there was something
to know, to learn of you. There's a process to behold. And so, Lord, that's what we want. We
want to engage in the process of learning of you, of releasing all of the weight of daddy, of
mother, of all of our family members, all of our needs, all of our ailments, all of our
situations, to your hands, to come into your presence, the King of Kings and the Lord of
Lords, to learn of your kingdom, of your ways. And, and to learn of your righteousness, to hand
you everything, to receive from you rest, and to yoke up together with you in walking in this
process for total victory and for your glory. We ask you to heal, to do the opposite of kill,
steal, and destroy, to bring, to restore life, to restore possession, and to restore wholeness. In
Jesus name. Amen.
What's your dad's name, Hilary?
John.
Lord, I just pray that as John rests, that he would dream with a freedom and a joy as a young
man, that he would experience such a physical, spiritual, emotional freedom with you, and just
commune with you in a sweet and special way, as you heal and restore his body. That when he would
wake, he would have such an excitement and a joy of the report that he wants to give of the dream
that he had throughout the night. Thank you, Lord, that you are not restricted by time or by our
bodies. Thank you in advance for all that the work and all of the joy and the healing that you're
going to do through his dreams. Jesus name.
Amen. Oh, that was perfect, Carrie. Thank you so much. Thank you. Okay. So last, let me share my
screen. Oh, hang on. Wait a minute.
Okay. Oh, hang on. I'm going to stop share because I have to put it over on the other
screen in order. I was thinking I was going to be clever. Oh, actually, I don't need to
see any notes on the what's going on in the Facebook because everybody's here. Okay. No.
All right. Try this again. Take two. Okay, what happened? I can't see you all now.
We got the screen. We can see it though. Okay. Well, you know, I, I usually get to see you all
and it's not letting me do that. I'm not sure what I have to press, but okay. So just I like
to just keep feeding us this visual. We're around him. Jesus is aware of us. He is speaking the
things the Father reveals to him. And there's just, it's so, it's, it's pleasant. It's such
a lovely place. It's not harsh. It's not, we don't, nobody, he's not handing out report cards
to the people gathering at his feet here. He's, he's not, he's just, he's welcoming to everyone.
And so there's room for all here at Jesus's feet. And so this is important. I like just keep saying,
you know, just sort of like, okay, this is the Jesus we're meeting here. And my goodness,
what just happened? There you go. Okay. All right. Okay. So just a quick reminder.
We are on the third of the Beatitudes in Matthew 5, 4, blessed, happy, blithesome,
joyous, spiritually prosperous with life, joy, and satisfaction in God's favor
and salvation, regardless of their outward circumstances are the meek, the mild,
the patient, the long suffering. Do you guys hear that? So like blessed, happy, prosperous, like,
you know, just so filled with satisfaction are those who are, you know, patient, long suffering,
long suffering, meek, mild, for they shall inherit the earth. And we've been a lot in Daniel. And
here are the last verses of Daniel. I'm going to read it in the amplified. I wish I had remembered
to change this slide. So the angel of the Lord said, go your way, Daniel, for the words are shut
up and sealed to the time of the end. So he had pressed in through prayer and fasting to into to
seek the Lord. And God gave him this revelation about the end times with words quoted with
images and words we see again quoted in the book of Revelation. Many shall purify themselves
and make themselves white and be tried, smelted and refined. But the wicked shall do wickedly,
so we don't get disrupted about that. And none of the wicked shall understand, so we don't get
frustrated with that. But the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. And so as we are
wise and live with understanding and pursue that righteousness, we become lighthouses. We become
examples. Just like here, Daniel, he just brought himself all the way down. God exalted him all the
way up so that every ruler knew him, every, you know, lowly or common person.
person knew him. And from the time that the continual burnt
offering is taken away, and the abomination that makes desolate
is set up, there shall be 1290 days. Remember, this is part of
the whole revelation that that Daniel has just has just
received. But this is what stood out to me. Blessed, happy,
fortunate, spiritually prosperous, and to be envied is
he who waits expectantly and earnestly, who endures without
wavering beyond the period of trap of tribulation, and comes
to the 1335 days. So comes to the end blessed is blessed as he
blessed as she who, who has endured. Now, what does when
does endurance? When does endurance count for us?
Endurance counts for us, when there's tribulation, when
there's trial, when there's difficulty, when there's harm,
when when there's challenge, right? That's when there's when
do we have to suffer long? Well, when there's suffering. Right?
So I'm blessed are those who endures, I mean, that word, that
word carries with it, the heaviness, the weight, the
difficulty, the challenge, but you, Daniel, who was now over 90
years of age, go your way until the end. So now you're released,
he has served, you know, 70 years in captivity has served
the Lord unto these, these kings, these, these regimes,
these people with such purity of heart. And, oh, Devin, I'm so
sorry, I just am seeing your message. Is there a difference
between meekness and humility? That's an excellent question. So
they're very, they're obviously very similar, and they come
rooted in the same, in the same heart posture. Humility is the
total lending of oneself to trust the Lord. So to take none
of that trust for myself to carry no, no pride to carry no,
no self defense to carry no self sufficiency. But to, to
acknowledge in every way, God's excellency, his worthiness, his
faithfulness, his trustworthiness, so that in
everything I can lay myself to, I don't have to stand up and
debate. I don't have to stand up and question. I don't have to
stand up and argue with others. I don't have to, to, you know,
fix my position with other people. I, I, I, I'm totally
given over to trusting God, that he is good, that I am not, that
he authored all, I did not. And if he says that I partner with
him in a way, then I have no problem, no hesitancy partnering
with him in a way. That's not conceit or self. It's not, you
know, my, my value coming from him. If I made in his image, I
am willing for him to be able to speak that into my life. So I
don't need a false humility, which is really a pride to say,
well, I'm not really worth it. He doesn't really, you know, do
that for me, or I, you know, to in any way introduce, to be in a
contest, to put anything, myself, my, my experiences, my
opinions, my knowledge, whatever, in the balance with
who God is. If he said it, there's suddenly no contest. So
I can either go all the way down on my face, or likewise, from
there, fly, soar, walk into a room with, with boldness, not to
take over, but to understand I'm carrying an assignment, if, but
otherwise, I'm not seeking my place. I'm seeking the Lord's
place. So likewise, in meekness, now, that I love one of my
favorite definitions for meekness is strength under
control. It's, it's so good that
they put that word patience here,
because remember patience is, as we talked about last week,
in that, you know, as the first characteristic of love
is the laying down of all my right,
all my right to my time, all my right to my resources,
all my right to my attention,
all my right to choose whether I like you or not,
or wanna hear your story or not, or wanna whatever,
you know, just, no, I just give that place to you.
And if I give that place to you,
then now I'm,
I've just laid myself down
for the sake of allowing God to serve you,
to minister to you, to love you.
And I'm so convinced that what he has and what he's done
is so much greater, you know, than what I can do,
or even than what your situation is,
that I'm willing to offer myself for that situation,
you know, where Jesus says,
come, you know, you who labor and are heavy laden,
let me give you rest, take my yoke upon you
and learn of me, I'm meek and lowly of heart.
In other words, I'm patient.
I'm here to serve you.
I'm not here to exact things from you.
I'm not here to press on you.
I'm not, as the Amplified says it,
I'm not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing.
You know, I'm actually inviting you.
I'm inviting you to give me your burdens.
I'm inviting you to trust me.
Does that make sense, Devin?
Did I, does that clear things up?
Kind of, they're very, very related.
I think you can't have one without the other.
Yeah, I think that's a great distinction, thank you.
Awesome, yeah, I think humility must come first.
And then once that posture of believing God,
there's this awareness of, there's this fear of the Lord,
this awareness of how he adores others
and now, and how meek he is.
And you just begin to connect with his nature.
That's an awesome question, I love, love questions.
Okay, so then, right here.
So then we got as far as,
okay, it's happening again.
I was going to say, did you want me to?
Yeah, go ahead and read that,
but it's happening again where all I did was just,
we were talking about that verse and suddenly he's like,
yeah, you're not going past this.
And I began to realize as we went into that encounter,
oh, you're digging that foundation of love.
He's doing that, you're doing that Ephesians three thing,
Lord.
And so I just went and looked at this
and that just happened again, where I just,
I'm looking at it and I can feel this intense pressure
come like this, this way.
So he is sitting on this verse.
I'll see if we can go farther, but go ahead, Jill.
Just put this word in your mouth for sure.
Okay, Ephesians three or this one?
Oh, wait a minute, wait a minute.
Yeah, the last one that we kind of sat in last time
was the first Corinthians 13, it was the love chapter.
Yeah.
Hang on.
Jesus.
Okay.
Oh my gosh.
Exit full screen.
I can read it from the, or Jill, you can read it.
I have a-
It's right here.
Okay.
You know, what's cool is that
this just isn't about my capabilities here.
It takes all the pressure.
sure off for him to sleep. Okay. Okay. All right, so go ahead.
Go ahead.
Which ones? Which ones do you want us to read? Because there's
no Ephesians three on there. No, it's First Corinthians 13.
Okay, that's what you want us to read. Okay. Oh, Ephesians
three. Ephesians three is where is one of Paul's prayers where
he's praying that we would be so deeply rooted and grounded in
his love that we would know the height and depth and breadth and
and width length of that love experientially is that that that
word that we would know it experientially in the Greek and
and that that would cause us to be so deeply rooted in there. So
that's what I'm just sensing like even I don't know if
anyone else is just kind of being taken up by this but like
just the laughing at the same time. He wants us to understand
his love. He wants you to know he wants us to know. He wants us
to experience his love. And I wish I could see. I don't like
that. I can't see all of you.
Can you move that bar over your shared screen? No, it's, it
doesn't share on mine. The slides are over here and it used
to be that I could see you all. And I cannot I don't. There's
something anyway. Anyway, okay, I don't want to get caught up on
my screen. I don't want to take away from what he's doing here.
So, does anyone mind if I just become aligned with just like
I'm telling him like, I don't want to be weird in front of
people or so like, I don't want to make this weird. I don't
want to, you know, just and he's like, do you like that? I'm
like, I'm literally sweating. There's pressure all over.
Like, you know, you weren't weird last time. I listened to
it three times. Afterwards. I mean, it blessed me so much. I
just and I'm going to listen to it a few more times. It was
just, it was just really ministering to me. Oh, it's
just really powerful. So don't. Okay. No, it's when the Lord is
taking over. Yeah. Okay. So this is important. He's wanting in
the sweetest, most wonderful way. He is wanting us to
connect with and understand his love. That it's, it was, you
know, Jesus could be meek. Moses could be meek. There are so many
who could be meek. Daniel could be meek because they understood
God as good as love, that there wasn't something they had to
earn. It was really, they had really spent, you know, David
just such significant time experiencing him. And, you know,
in Paul, and just, so there's this sweet place, especially I
love that, you know, here we are as women, the last thing the
world would tell us to be is meek. And yet, they're in the
possession of the earth. And so, so I'm gonna read as much as
possible. The Lord's like, as long as you don't think it's all
your little smart scriptures you put together.
together. I'm like so excited about, you know, this word, how
this word is all weaving together. And he's like, just
don't place any of your confidence there. He's so good.
So okay, Lord, I thank you so much. So the main thing for
everybody is obviously not these slides, but to be so aware
of his nearness, and, and that he's invited you here, and that
you turned aside and came. And, you know, that that caught God's
attention when Moses did that, when anybody does that, that
means a lot to him. So here, if I lack love, would someone else
like to read this? The first Corinthians 13.
I can read it. If I like love, I have become merely blaring,
blaring brass or a symbol clanging. If I like love, I'm
nothing. If I like love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, long
suffering, and kind, not jealous, not boastful, not
proud, rude or selfish, not easily angered, and it keeps no
record of wrongs. Love does not gloat over other people's sins,
but takes its delight in the truth. Love always bears up,
always trusts, always hopes, always endures. Love never ends.
But for now, three things last, trust, hope, love, and the
greatest of these is love.
Amen.
So, you know, without, without love, God is love. God so loved
the world. He so loved you. He so loved me. He so loved me. Can
we just say that a bunch of times? He so loved me. You so
loved me. You so loved me. You so loved me that you sent Jesus,
your only begotten Son of God, not to judge me or to hold my
sins against me. But so that I could believe and be delivered
from my sins and not perish in them and have everlasting life.
And that's what love does. Love is in the presence of, love is
in the presence of, you know, anything. And it endures. It
bears up because it loves. It desires something that God
desires. It desires, it doesn't gloat. It's not a contest. Like,
you know, I've been up to here, or I've done so much for you, or
I've endured so many things, or why do you have to make me
angry? Why have you done this again? Again means I've got a
record. You know, it's not even jealous. It's, it's just, it's
kind. It's patient. I think I could like, if I could just be
this, which is what he says we are, I believe I'd be perfect.
Because I wouldn't be self seeking. So here, when we're not
self seeking, we're able to serve others like God serves. And of
course, there's no greater love than God.
And this, then a man laid down his life for another,
for a friend, for another.
That's like, that starts with being patient.
Like just to lay down my agenda, my wishes, my calendar,
and just to be here for you.
And, oh, Lord, I just ask you right now, Lord,
just take away all the roots.
Take away all of the traumas of being
in the presence of impatience
and all the ways we felt so devalued,
all the ways we felt rejected,
all the ways we felt unheard.
And we just want to release that to you with forgiveness.
We believe that you forgive them as you forgive us
for all the ways then we have been that way to others.
Demanding they perform better for us,
they move more quickly for us,
they learn things fast enough for us,
they're obedient enough, they're,
well, basically that they, you know,
even are more perfect than we expect of ourselves,
oftentimes, I can say that of myself.
And so, Lord, would you help us, Lord, to give you,
to release to you all the trauma
that impatience has caused inside of us.
All of the trauma is when there's an overwhelm
of pain or the threat of pain
that causes us, that it overwhelms our capacity
to remain relationally connected to God
or to another person.
And you can see that when impatience is expressed, right?
We're really in overwhelm.
And so, Lord, would you,
forgive us for that.
I thank you for helping us to just humble ourselves
and say, I seek that, Lord, that's not you,
that's not what you're like.
And I thank you for purging us and cleansing us.
I heard something this evening,
just a little bit about the healing of the soul.
I heard something this evening,
just a little while ago,
when I sat down to recover from the shock of the daddy fall
and getting him to bed and everything.
I walked in here and someone named Jim Baker,
not with two Ks like the old guy who was got into trouble.
Somebody named Jim Baker was speaking on a program
called Gospel Truth on Daystar.
And he's talking very rapidly.
And then he made this quick aside sentence
that I stopped dead and ran looking for a pen.
And it is this,
never look at yourselves apart from Christ.
God never does.
Never does.
Ever does.
Yeah.
And keeping that, I mean,
you've got to remember all these things from Corinthians,
the beautiful things,
the description of what love does and does not do.
But if you're troubling over,
God, get rid of all that.
And then just think,
he doesn't even see that.
So therefore I can believe that I can be without it.
All of those things that are so negative,
God never looks at them.
Holy cow.
That's incredible.
That's so good, mom.
And that way,
when we recognize that those thoughts plague us,
that that's a temptation, it's a snare, it's a torment,
and it overwhelms us and causes us to,
it causes us to divide,
to break connection relationally,
either with God or the person in front of us.
It's good to recognize that.
recognize that so we can bring it to him so he can give us his
forgiveness. And we give that to him and he gives us his
righteousness and we give that unrighteousness to him to make
that exchange, you know, instead of like, trying to pretend
that's not there or trying to fight the thought with another
thought or, you know, just to bring it to him and to receive
of him. And, and I love that. I wonder if that's the James Baker
that many of us in here know. And I'm from Ohio. And that
could be he's a youngish looking guy.
He's thin. Yes.
Where is he in Ohio? Do you know?
Um, I should know. I I used to look him up. Okay.
And, and that, you know, what's what's cool is, Lord, what were
what was I just going to say on that? Oh, yes. Thank you. That,
you know, I the way that I, the way that that has translated to
me, Mother is that, you know, like, if any one of us, if a
child, if our child or a pet or someone else or a client, or,
you know, or, you know, anyone would come to us and say, I've
cut myself, I've cut myself. And, you know, they're, they're
upset about it. That's an overwhelm for them. Maybe they
were doing something, maybe they're little, and they don't
know how to handle it, or, or whatever, they're, they've cut
themselves, or they need something. And we don't look at
that, and see just them in their cut. We it's impossible for us
to see that situation apart from who we are. And so we see that
situation. And we're grabbing hydrogen peroxide and band aids
and, and, you know, with one arm around them come here. You know,
it's like, it's impossible for us to see that situation, apart
from our ability to totally tend and make good that situation.
And so you're God's offspring. You're His idea. And so that's,
yeah, the, the idea that we actually have to work through
this process to come to, I mean, that's why we're in here to not
only learn of these things, but to learn of Him experientially,
to actually walk into an experience with that love. And
so we want to do that. And, and, you know, look at this, look at
look at Psalm 37. This is such a powerful Psalm for how to
remain separated and not entangled in the things of this
world and how to do that, you know, successfully and remain
powerful. And here in two of the verses, but the meek shall
inherit the land and delight themselves in abundance of
peace. So it doesn't say anything about what's going on
around them. I mean, I need to delight myself in abundance of
peace. If, if there's every reason why I shouldn't have it.
Right. So, you know, when we see the fullness in these words, we
can see what, you know, Carrie and I were having a conversation
earlier in the in this astounding revelation that when
we, when we're caught up with what the, what the Lord, I mean,
what the enemy has come to kill, steal and destroy, like he can
only kill what's alive. He can only steal what's given and he
can only destroy what's been made. So that ought to give us a
clue for the more powerful, abundant provision that the liar
is trying to tell us is dead, taken and destroyed. So it's
like, we've been, we've been believing the wrong report. So
here, when we see a promise, it's easy for us to see, it's
easy for us to see what's not spoken, but what's what's said,
like, you know, we only his name is comforter because he knew we
would need a comforter.
and so on. You could do that with all of his names. So wait for the Lord and keep his way.
Why do we need an instruction like that? Because there's so much pressure and impatience and
performance and need. And so when there's like, you must have this, you must do that, you must,
you know, just like wait, wait, wait for the Lord. I just recently heard an excellent testimony
on someone who, oh, that was just today too. Anyway, like, you know, just, just feeling like
everyone, all the people even calling this person an idiot for not doing what they,
what they felt they should do. And anyway, they, they were like, I, I just don't feel that from
the Lord and a lot of pressure, a lot of mentors, a lot of people saying, you're, you're a fool for
not doing this. And, you know, she would just cry out. She and her husband would just cry out like,
are we, are we idiots? Are we missing it? But anyway, now they're millionaires
and now they can walk into what people were telling them they should do in such a, in such
a way of freedom and understanding. And now they could take a whole bunch of people with them.
So wait for the Lord and keep his way and he will exalt you to inherit the land. You will look on,
you will look on when the wicked are cut off. So where we are, we can just consider that's
territory. We're surrounded by people who have hearts, broken hearts, lost hearts, prideful
hearts, vulgar situations, pain, suffering. And, and so the territory we were in, we can begin to
stake out for the kingdom by praying with him and realizing like, I'd so much rather take all
these people with me and find my peace in this place. So numbers 12-3, now the man Moses was very
meek more than, more than all the people who were on the face of the earth. Now I find this,
this is funny. A lot of people say, well, of course Moses wrote that, but I, I, I, I believe
that, that Joseph, not Joseph, Joshua did a lot of the writing. And so that's just my own thing.
No one's ever said that. So I'm not making this doctrine, but like, you know, I just hear that a
lot, you know, even Moses. Go ahead. You know, Hebrews 11, really, I studied that this morning,
that really talks a lot about Moses and how meek he was and how, you know, all the things that he
did. So that, and that he didn't write that. Right. Right. And to understand, like he understood the
meekness of God and he was walking that out and he could clearly see no one else understood that
nature. So, I mean, it is reasonable that he would have written it or, or, or Joshua would
have written it. I mean, either way it's the word of God. And, and so I didn't even need to say that
other thing. And I thank you for saying that Ingrid, because where he got it was by spending
time in the presence of the Lord. And that's how he could, here's the meekest who could stand before
Pharaoh who could, you know, I mean, just like look his way and he's dead and he could stand
before Pharaoh and make demands upon him on behalf of God. That's, that's meek. That's humility.
That it's not about Moses. Moses tried to make it about him. I stutter. I can't talk.
Why, why, who, who, who am I even, who am I even going to say sent me? Like, you know, so
therefore put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness
the implanted word, which is able to save your souls. We're not fighting other people for our
position. We are receiving the position purchased.
is for us. And we and we receive that word. I love that you were
in there, Ingrid. Seeing like what a chapter to be in to see
what humility, the boldness of humility and meekness that's so
separated from what everyone else is doing or saying. And the
honor from heaven. You know, everyone else says you're a
loser. Everyone else says you're, what are you doing with
your life? What are you doing? What are you throwing all this
away for? Whatever. And indeed, the prize is so much greater
because they're in eternity and have been for well, for eternity
for it seems like it seems like no time at all. I understand
when you're there. It's like no time at all, because it's all
eternity. Okay, gentleness, self control against such things.
There is no law. This is the point for me here. Like I
didn't list all of the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Yeah,
literally. There you go, Jill, the scientist making it making
it plain. What is doing? Can't wait to catch the replay. Okay,
love you, Devin. Okay, so the point is that the
characteristics of God and the places that he brings us, like
there's no law, we're not, we don't have to stand our ground
against the law. Like, I mean, honestly, the conversations I've
had on an airplane when, you know, people are telling me, we
can't land unless you put your mask on.
That's not true.
That's a lie. No, we can't land until you put your mask on. I'm
like, you woke me up to lie to me. Like, you know, I just, you
know, I, I just don't need to be in fights like that. But
it didn't, they didn't, aren't you documented as being a
domestic terrorist? Because you? Oh, yeah, they sent me a letter
and I Yeah, we, we responded back to them. And they actually
gave us $100 voucher toward a flight. So, but you know what
I'm saying? Like, there's no law, there's no when you're,
when you're in that place of gentleness and meekness, like,
it doesn't mean that I need to, it doesn't mean I need to do
everything. You know, I think we're gonna go farther in this
one. Let's does that make sense? Like, it doesn't mean I like,
like, like Daniel in the lion's den, or the the, the, you know,
Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, they didn't bow down. In other
words, they, they didn't obey the ridiculousness. So maybe it
was okay, I provoked that man. But anyway, maybe not. So just
you held your ground as these, as they did, as you mentioned,
they didn't bow down to the wrong thing. So but yeah, but
that is a really good point. Like, did I do the right thing?
Did I do the wrong thing? Because, you know, I mean, these
are deep words. And, and, and, and if I think we need to be
led by the love of the Lord, because sometimes you have to be
super bold, and super firm, and doesn't mean you're not meek. It
just means, because otherwise, you took it literally, you
become a spiritual doormat. And I don't think Jesus wants that.
No, not at all. It's not a doormat at all. And I and that's
an excellent point. I mean, I, it wasn't love. It was love for
myself. Yeah. For total, you know, like, like, are you
serious? And are you telling me? Like, are you telling me that
you can't land the plane until I put a mask on? Like, don't even
take me there, please, because it will be just let's not go
there. So anyway, anyway, so. So I could just see like, there's
that. There's there's that Oswald Chambers, my satanic
right to myself. I, I didn't. I didn't just love this person and
say, and, and just put my silly
mask on. So all right, let's connect with the Lord here,
even though I have a whole bunch of more. Well, seek the Lord all
you humble of the land who do his commands. Seek
righteousness, seek humility. Perhaps you may be hidden on the
day of the anger of the Lord. I love that image that he's shown
me where he, you know, in Colossians 1.13, where he's
translated us out from under the dominion of darkness. And it's
like a beam me up, like we were here under this law, sin and
death. That's why he said, don't eat the fruit of that tree.
That's the law of sin and death. You do good, you get good, you
do evil, you get evil. I mean, like, like, it's a disaster
stuff. And because then who's going to define good, who's
going to define evil, it's a disaster. And by the law of the
spirit of life, which he breathed in at the beginning in
in Genesis one, he breathed into his nostrils, the spirit of
life, and the law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set
us free from that law. So we're not even under that are
associated with that. And so when we understand that kind of
love, we can talk to God with so much humility, we could talk to
him with so much meekness, we can talk to him with so much
intimacy, so much desire to be cleansed from what's what
hinders us from connecting. So I'd like to let me just go
quickly here. I'm sorry about this. Okay.
Are all those folders that are open on your heart? Your
death? Oh, my gosh, that's just one of my windows, dear Joe. I
the prisoner of the Lord, just quickly, I'll just read these
quickly, because I the prisoner of the Lord, no, I'm not going
to read them quickly, because you just told me I'm not going
to read them quickly. So okay. All right. Thank you, Lord.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Love is
something that we are, we quiet ourselves into, we can't work
it up. Thank you for that, Lord. You're actually love. Let me
just stop the share. Thank you so much, Lord. Thank you so
much. Thank you for welcoming us here. Thank you so much. Thank
you for your nearness to us, each of us. Thank you for your
intimacy with each of us. Thank you for your meekness, your
care, your long suffering, your patience, your kindness, your
unwillingness to take account of a suffered wrong. Your
unwillingness to hold our sins against us. Your unwillingness
to boast, to be rude. Your love just so loves us. You just, you
take one look at us and you can't help it. You're just kind.
And you endure everything and never fail. And that's really
everything that matters. Everything else is nothing,
counts for nothing, is nothing. Lord, would you show us
Where we are with you here.
Lord, would you show us what you identify in us that really isn't love?
Whether it's what we believe about another, what we believe about you, what we believe
about ourselves, anything in us that's just clearly not love.
Lord, would you show us?
Lord, would you help us confess those things to you now, just to give them right over to
you to acknowledge them and to turn from them by giving them to you.
Lord, if any part of us feels a little too attached to that, would you show us a little
bit deeper where that sin, where that lack of love, where that entitlement, where that
anger, where that unforgiveness or harshness, where it's rooted, what we're believing as
a foundation for that, so that we can identify whose voice is behind it.
And Lord, where we don't even know how to repent of it, how to think differently, still
just help us name that thing to you.
And Lord, would you also sever from our hearts or unhook from our hearts the susceptible
ability to thinking that that's righteousness.
In other words, whatever the deception is, whatever the entitlement is, would you unhook
that from our hearts?
Would you relieve us from being identified, connected, attached, devoted, committed in
any way?
Lord, would you show us what you see in us instead of those attitudes or heart postures
or beliefs, what we look like to you, would you show us that, Lord?
What does that mean to you, Lord?
What's the relationship between that version of us that you see and who you are?
Is there anything else, Jesus?
Thank you.
First of all, thank you.
Thank you.
Lord, we want to thank you for what you're showing us so far that you're here with us.
We want to thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you for this time.
Thank you that it's so important to you.
Thank you so much.
Thank you.
How do we stay in this place here, in this understanding, and is there anything else
we're carrying that would keep us from this place, any other expectation of ourselves
to return to something that you've just removed us from, that's not true, that we don't need
to be.
Thank you.
Jesus, would you show us the Father in relationship
to who we are, apart from all of these other performances or attitudes or personalities?
Father, would you show us, would you bring us to the Father, Holy Spirit?
Father, would you show us the Father in relationship to who we are, apart from all of these other
personalities?
Father, would you show us the Father in relationship to who we are, apart from all of these other
personalities?
Is there anything else you'd like us to give you that you've been wanting to relieve us
from?
You
Lord, by faith, we give that to you.
What would you like us to receive from you in return?
And what does love look like instead?
Lord, we'd love to honor you.
Would you teach us how to honor you for all you've done?
Thank you so much, Lord.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Thank you.
We love you.
We do thank you.
Thank you so much, Lord.
Thank you for this time and thank you for giving everyone these revelations in a way that goes so down deep that you're bringing your word to life in us.
And transforming us into the image of yourself, Jesus.
Thank you, Holy Spirit, for your ministry, for renewing our minds, for giving us this experience and for Abba.
Abba, I don't know how to express.
In other words, I just know you know how to take the difference between who I am and your
incredible powerful light and holiness and purity and goodness and that you're changing
us by helping us experience you and that it's for everyone and we'll believe nothing
less and it's for always and we'll believe nothing less. We'll follow no other voice
but our Good Shepherds. Thank you for sealing all of this in your blood, the perfection
of your blood that never loses its power and cancels every other plan and agenda of
the enemy and we thank you for the joy that you're releasing to us right now. The joy
of that love. It's actually, it feels like meekness, Lord. It feels like a power deep
inside, a strength deep inside, encapsulated in love as we know that we're yours. Thank
you for continuing what you've begun, Lord, and blessing all of us tonight with a continuation
for your glory, for your pleasure, in Jesus' name. Amen.
Love you all. So excited. Really, I want to hear the testimonies from these two nights.
So in the right time, I either go live or share, but I'd love to hear what he's telling
you. All right. You're all beautiful. Thank you. You're beautiful, Duluth. Aw, thank you,
Karen. Good night, sweets. Good night, moms. Love you so much. I see you tomorrow. Bye.