Hi friends! Coming in to do my journey share. I woke up in the middle of the
night with a question for Ashley and I thought surely I'll remember tomorrow
morning and I did not. So I'm asking Holy Spirit to bring it to my remembrance.
Updates. Things have been really good these last couple of days. You know
sometimes how you can just be experiencing one day the dark night of
the soul and everything feels so painful and out of control and super low and
then just a day later like you feel really good and revelation is falling
and you just feel like you're having all these aha moments and things are
clicking. So some days it's felt like a roller coaster but I'm super grateful
for days like the last couple where there's been a lot of aha moments and
Ashley said something to me in my one-on-one the other day about when we
have such a tight grip on the promises of God or how we want to see things play
out in our lives it's really hard for Holy Spirit to move in that place and so
I realized that I was doing that in several areas of my life and so that was
a few days ago and then I just made this conscious decision like okay God like
however you want this to look I'm opening up my my eyes to just a
different understanding a different perspective and just giving you
permission to move however you want and since doing that and just saying that
out loud and believing in my heart that like no God like I'm surrendering all
these areas to you things just started happening and work opportunities and in
friendships and things just coming my way that I was like whoa this is really
crazy when I when I gave up the control of having it to look a very specific way
and so that was kind of fun just to see the Lord at work and then thinking a lot
about how we battle things and the soul in body realm and yes they'll work and
yes we can arrive at the destination and we can achieve healing and get to those
places with the Lord in the soul and body realm but it's gonna take so much
striving and take way more time than it ever needed to take and so I feel like
that's just sinking deeper and deeper and if I choose to do this in the spirit
realm seated at the right hand of the Father and just partnering and believing
what's already been done and so I just feel like this understanding has just
clicked in a very deep level and while I'm not fully experiencing it in my
physical body yet I feel like my belief system has completely changed and so
yeah that's super exciting and I think yeah just overall I can't believe it's
week six almost and I was just thinking about our group and how much progress
that we've made and all that we've journeyed through in the last five weeks
it's been a lot and I'm sad that this is the last week but hopefully we can
all reconnect maybe after the holidays I think that's it for now other than that
question I need to remember but I'm super grateful for you guys okay see you
tomorrow night