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Okay. Okay, come say hi to Ashley. Hey Ashley I'm sorry I haven't even said hi to you. Okay

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Wait, wait, this camera is hello. Okay. Can I flip it? Will that work on Zoom?

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Uh, yeah.

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Did it work?

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Well hello everybody we don't have like an evening out or something.

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Yeah, we did a little Oh Kim's birthday was this was this week was yesterday. So we all went dancing with her downtown so yeah we're checking out.

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That's great.

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Is it great seeing you. Yes, it's so good to see you.

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Good, good, good.

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It's been a long time since we had our rest session so congratulations. Yes, yes.

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Thank you so much. I appreciate it. We're here in Dallas. Now, we're here north of McKinney.

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We just hear about like three weeks ago. So yeah, yeah so maybe we'll all officially get to meet in person one day.

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Yeah, sounds good.

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Bye guys.

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So we have found a quiet location, but a group was in this other coveted spot. And I was like, I just saw them pass by me and leave and so I was like, I'm going there, because it's gorgeous like wait wait wait.

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Oh, hey, isn't it pretty like out of my camera is like, really, hold on.

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It's gorgeous I don't think you can fully see it because my camera so it's, it's because as zoom has the blurry background on the person to focus on.

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There we go.

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Yes. Oh, gorgeous.

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Are y'all on like six street and in Fort Worth or think is second street. Yeah, it's second street it's the, the Worthington Renaissance, I love my husband I love Renaissance hotel so they're always so nice.

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I'm sorry I'm flipping you back.

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You're fine.

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Okay, cool.

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I'm glad this worked out.

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Thank you.

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Well that's so much fun I didn't know y'all were getting together to do that y'all are always really great to be so intentional about doing stuff like that together.

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I'm going to try and Kim is definitely the planner of the bunch so she's really good about putting things on the calendar.

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Rita's pretty good about that too, but yeah.

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So, yeah, how have you been today, I'm not good at that.

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So everyone needs a planner in the group to like actually actually make everything happen, you know, so, but yes thank you I'm doing really good here by myself this morning my husband went to the gym, which is very late for him because normally they'll go

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at like 445, or, or, yeah, and then sometimes they'll go at like three or 330, but today they decided oh we'll go it.

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Nine. Nine. Yeah, it was nine and so it's like that is such an odd.

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So, I don't know. Anyway, that's when they decided to go, and I don't know what they're working on today but that he loves working out and it makes them happy you know getting his body back to feeling like he like he likes to feel and so anyway, he didn't

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have, he didn't have buddies at where we were that enjoyed the kind of workouts that he enjoys because he likes.

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He likes workouts that like really bulk up, as opposed to, oh, just trying to stay in shape or whatever. He's not a bodybuilder or power lifter, but he does some of those exercises so he doesn't go to the extreme that you have to go to in order to, to do that

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He doesn't enjoy that but he does enjoy like doing some of the same exercises to get, you know, to give them some strength and all of that. So anyway, he's happy doing that with my friend's husband.

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And so they're buddying up and doing their, their little thing.

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So anyway, how have you been, since we saw you a few days ago with Ed and the personal

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ministry session.

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I know that was so good.

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I just want to thank y'all once again, like, I'm just like, Oh, for joy.

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It's great.

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Um, so yeah, um, I feel like, you know, been really good in that, like my relationship

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with me and God were really good, you know, storms come here and there, but I know how

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to like ride, ride the waves, you know, so to speak, um, and they focused on, on God.

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Um, so that's been great.

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I guess one particular testimony, that's something that's new is I just started asking God, like,

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Lord, help me to like order my day, um, and just be spirit led in that.

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And I just see him like putting everything, like it just is just seamless throughout the

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course of the day, um, and kind of recognizing when he's nudging me to like move on to the

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next thing.

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And, um, it's been really good.

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Um, so yeah, it's a special thing to ask him for, you know, it should just be spirit led

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through the day.

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Yeah.

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Thank you.

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Yeah.

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So yeah, that's good.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm pouring my tea.

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Oh no, you're fine.

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What kind of tea drinker are you?

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Um, loose leaf.

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I'm very serious about my tea.

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Flavor?

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Uh, well, my favorites are usually black teas, but I have come to appreciate green teas.

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So I have several of those that are really good.

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Um, yeah, my favorites is usually Earl Grey cream, um, is my hands down my favorite tea.

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And then this tea that I'm drinking, I'm trying to figure out where it is, oh, this tea that

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I'm drinking today is, uh, my mother-in-law Ed's mom went to Iceland back in January and

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she knew I liked tea.

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So she brought me back Icelandic tea.

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Now, what that means is they have to import it, obviously.

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So we like, we all do.

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We all have to import it from the countries that actually grow tea bushes, but then they've

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added with it Icelandic moss and it is really good.

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I thought when I saw it, I was like, I don't know about that.

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Is it going to taste grassy because I historically have not liked any, any kind of teas that

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tastes like grass.

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Um, even though those are considered the healthy teas and all of that, but I'm telling you

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what, I love this tea.

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I'm going to be so sad when it's gone, but anyway, so that's what I'm drinking today.

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And I have no idea how to pronounce it.

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It's F J A L L A G R A.

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So who knows how you pronounce F J. It's, I think that that is Fjord.

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You know, like if it's F J O R D, like those waterways in like Norway or whatever.

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So maybe this is, um, Fjallagra, Fjallagra, I don't know.

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You can ask Renata and Annette, like, okay, send me a voice note, how do you pronounce

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this?

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Right?

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I hadn't thought about that.

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You're right.

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I love that I got to meet you and, um, briefly Renata and, uh, Annette, just because I don't

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I've always been fascinated with like that part of the world.

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I just think it's so cool.

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I think it's neat as well.

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It's, it's my, um, it's on my bucket list, sorry, I'm hearing something moving around.

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Um, it's on my bucket list to go see, uh, Norway, um, at some time.

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So I've just heard that, that, that the landscape and the, and the waterways are just breathtaking.

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So anyway, and I'm sorry and, and, um, disappointed that it didn't work out for us to all get

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together like the whole international group, but, um, uh, you know, with, with the international

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group on a Saturday or whatever, but with me moving, I couldn't find a Saturday that

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I could get to try to coordinate everyone.

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So, so anyway, ended up just that it's like, oh, well, but, um, I'm glad that y'all got

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to see each other's like recordings so that y'all can keep up with, with what each other

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was doing.

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So anyway.

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It's great.

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Yes.

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Cool.

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So what have you thought of, I think you said that there were some things that you thought

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of that you'd wanted to bring up on Thursday that you wanted to bring, uh, us to talk about

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today.

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Do you know, do you remember which things that those were?

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Um, I think just one in regards to one, and we can talk, I don't know if we don't get

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to both.

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It's fine.

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I guess I have to prioritize.

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So it was like, one is about how do you, it's more about like timing, just understanding

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God's timing.

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And I don't know if you could just give me some insight just in your personal walk, like

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what are some of those things.

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And I guess the other one is, oh, one of the videos that I didn't get to see from on yours was about spiritual warfare. And no, I know just from some things that we've done that, and that I've learned from Kim, that, you know, everything is from a place

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of rest and I personally experienced where things like God can just change things in a moment. But I do feel like, like even after that personal ministry time, I just felt led to like really pray in the spirit and it was just, it felt like

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it was, it was definitely more warfare, you know, but I do, I kind of understand where it came from it came, it wasn't from striving, it was definitely from a place of rest.

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And so maybe just more context and revelation and you have that you might have like surrounding that, you know, so either of those two subjects would be great.

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If that. Yeah.

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Okay, well we can start with this spiritual warfare if you'd like, just simply because I don't all need a little more explanation about what you mean by like timing so.

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So for the spiritual warfare.

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That is, it's, it's really easy. It's basically the idea that we, we, we do battle but we battle from rest. So, everything that we do.

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See God talks about battling and whatever so we're so we keep thinking okay well it's either rest or it's battle. No, it's actually we're battling from rest, which is a totally different type of battle.

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that we could battle spiritual warfare in rest or without of rest so that out of rest is where is what you and I are typically used to, and that we've been that we've been educated in in the church or whatever and that is remember spirit, soul and body so in the spirit

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realm I mean sorry in the soul realm. That's a bit more about where like we've got where it's more spiritual warfare.

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The soul realm is in relationship to you. The fact that you are thinking you're in your soul, or you are thinking that your identity is in your body. It's not where the Satan and the evil spirits are living they're not living in the soul realm.

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Now, well I say that it does say that, that, that the that the angels were you know the fallen angels were kicked out of heaven into the second heaven. So it did say that, so maybe they are kind of down there because they were like kind of kicked out but the

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point is like, I don't want things to get confusing because it's still the spirit realm, like meaning like their spirit beings, you know, just like, just like I'm angels are, or at least that's what I understand meaning like the essence of them is, is their,

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their spirit beings, and that's why we're battling spiritual warfare because it all has to do with that realm, I could be wrong so don't like hang your head on the whole idea of theology but it's just that kind of idea point is regardless of whether or not it's

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the way I just described about like oh let's be Romans spiritual warfare and whatever we all call it that. So anytime you hear anybody talking about like battling and whatever we all talk about battling in the spirit.

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It's it's terminology that we all understand that's how we all refer to it so that's what I'm saying is so when I'm talking about the soul and the soul realm.

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I'm saying that that is, it's, it's when we're battling from a place where that's our identity, or I did that, that, that everything is hard that we're having to fight that we're not who God says that we are we're not being seated in Christ.

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When we're battling the evil spirits from that place we're battling things that are coming against us we're battling lies we're battling Satan we're battling whatever.

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When we're doing it from the place that we believe that our identity is in our soul, it's a lot harder. Why, because we have no authority down there we have no authority over him down there.

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We do in spirit, but we don't down here, we don't if we think our identity is down here so down here the only the only way that we have to possibly beat him is by following the same rules of war that God set up, and that the devil's following.

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And so the same rules of engagement and everything and therefore whoever knows the rules the best, and whoever's the strongest wins. Okay.

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And he usually knows them better than we do.

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Now, if we do go through deliverance ministry training and if we do, you know, all this other types of trainings.

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And we try to remember all these laws and spiritual laws and rules and ways that it works and okay well if you do this and if you say this well then he has to come out and do that.

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Well, that's fine, and it works because.

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God created those laws, but just like physical laws, they, they, you have to

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kind of know them in order to follow them in order for them to be effective.

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So you can get the result you want and relying on knowledge.

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So you're condemned.

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If you don't know how to fight back, you're condemned.

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If you don't know, in other words, so we're dependent again on knowledge as

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opposed to dependent on, and just resting in who we are, which is seated

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in Christ and all power and authority has been put under his feet.

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So therefore, if we're in him, all power and authority has been put under our feet.

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Meaning everything's been put under us, except for it says God, the father.

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So that even means that the devil and his minions, they're

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literally all under our feet.

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So if you battle from rest, if you battle from there, from your spirit,

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remembering who you are, that's the only way it'll work.

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You have to remember who you are.

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You have to choose that.

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That's who you are.

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You can't just hope in wishful thinking.

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That's who you are.

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It won't work because they'll, the demons will come back at you and

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say, look, we don't know who you are.

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We know who Jesus is.

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We know who Paul is.

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We have never heard of you, but if you're up here, then like, okay, you're

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speaking with the authority of Christ.

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We know who that is.

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That's why the seven sons of Sceva got the, the, the, um, the pushback that

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they did because they were casting people out in Jesus's name, they could do that.

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But, um, but when the, but then they came to these really strong demons and they

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said, Hey, look, we know who Jesus is.

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You're trying to use his name and you're trying to use Paul's name.

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And we know who they are.

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We don't know who you are because they were pulling on his name, but they

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themselves weren't placing them up here.

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It's placing themselves up here and battling from that place.

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And so they're like, you have no authority.

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And they went after him and it says that they actually physically messed them up.

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So anyway, the thing is it's, it's who we are that has power over them.

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So they don't.

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It's so fun.

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If you think about it, if they're under our feet, it's really not a battle.

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The battles already been won.

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It's kind of like, Hey, look, I'm over you this, this, um, uh, therefore you

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can't threaten me and I'm just telling you who I am, who that came on fast.

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I'll say, and, uh, so, you know, you know, who it is that I am.

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And you, according to the laws that God had put in place, have to honor that.

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I got away for something.

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Um, so you have to, you have to honor that.

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And we're like, okay.

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But when we're down here battling them, we can't call on who we are

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because we're not believing that's who we are.

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That's not where we're operating from.

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So down here, it's just, Hey, look, you can't do that.

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You don't have the right.

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And the devil's like the heck I do.

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done that and therefore did that.

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And, you know, and we're battling in the same, um, using the same rule book

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that say we have the equal power, so to speak down there, and then

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you just have to Duke it out.

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Who knows the rules of engagement the best and who knows how to use

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them to their advantage the best.

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So that, uh, that spiritual warfare from rest, doing it from remembering who you

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are, um, there is a story that, uh, uh, Chris Blackaby, uh, tells about a lady

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who heard, who actually has a big deliverance ministry.

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He, I don't know who this lady is, but he says she has a big deliverance ministry.

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She's written all of these books and everything.

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talking about, you know, the, the, the realms and, you know, and who it is

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that we are in Christ and all of that.

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therefore all power and authority is being put under his feet.

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So therefore it's under ours.

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night they went to bed and she was woken up by this horrible, uh, like

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evil spirit that appeared to her, like this horrible hag of an old

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woman and appeared in a room.

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So she jumps out of bed and she was like, oh, I know how to deal with this.

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all the laws and rules that she's learned that God had put into place.

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All of that.

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And all the ones that she'd written books about and whatever.

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today, who said, remember who you are.

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She's like, oh, that's right.

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because it realized, oh, it's because all it needed to, all it needed.

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that in order to be overcome,

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was for her to remember who she was.

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She didn't even tell it who she was.

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hey, I'm confronting you.

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She just remembered and the thing disappeared.

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So anyway, it's that whenever we battle,

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it's important and it's easier to battle

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from a place of rest.

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Remember where, and then the way to do that is

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whenever you're feeling attacked or whatever,

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just remember who it is that you are.

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And then, and that you're unified with Christ

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and that you're not able to be threatened.

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Like who it is that you are can't be touched.

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That's what I'm saying about threatened.

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and that Satan or whatever can't like try to attack you

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and like try to come at you.

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It can still try, but it can't touch you.

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It can't change you.

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It can't affect you.

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That's what I'm saying.

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There's no real threat.

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but there's no possibility of you actually being hurt

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or like changed or corrupted or, you know, overcome,

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if there's no hope of that, if it's literally impossible,

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then literally you're not under threat

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because under threat requires that there be a possibility

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that you be overcome.

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that's why you're really not under threat,

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even if you're attacked, if you're from a place of rest,

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because it can come at you all at once.

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or in your body, but who you are cannot be touched.

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You're being come after, but you're not under threat

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because it can't actually do anything.

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You remember that that's who you are

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and you focus more on the Lord,

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not so much on Satan and whatever it's doing.

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And I'm telling you what,

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it will, that will just fight your battle for you

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because, you know, it's just,

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it's just the way that God set things up

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where it honors and acknowledges who it is that you are.

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because maybe you just get tired of the attacks, you know,

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or maybe your faith is only so strong.

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you know, like this for a bit, but you know,

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what's the, what if it's going to catch me again

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and come against me in a weak moment?

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You can turn and you can rebuke it.

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from the place of knowing who it is that you are

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and from the, from the authority of that place,

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speaking from the authority of that place,

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you can rebuke it, but there's no need to battle it

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as if you expect that it might not listen to you.

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It has to be from a place of like, no, I know the law.

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I know that I am actually ruling over everything

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under my feet.

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And therefore this is what I'm declaring is going to happen.

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And therefore it will, you know,

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not any of this wishful thinking.

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I hope I'm pulling on the right laws of God

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and that this will work in my favor.

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That won't do it because it's not authority,

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that's hope, you know, and a king can't rule by hope.

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He has to rule, you know, by law.

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So that's, so that's that.

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Does that make sense?

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Yes, it does.

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That's really good.

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I'm looking forward to walking that out more.

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I felt like I had definitely like a piece of that.

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This week, like speaking from authority,

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I think that that needs to happen more.

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You know what I mean?

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Because yeah, I do, you know,

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some things I do feel like, dude, like I'm under attack,

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you know, and then when I did do that though,

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hold on one second, I'm sorry.

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My, can you see me?

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Oh no.

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Oh, okay.

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All right, my timer went off for checking the mail

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that I have because I'm not a good mail check.

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So I did see change, you know,

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and I was speaking from a place of authority.

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I just need to enact that and utilize that more.

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Cause you know, sometimes in your lives,

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you're like, oh Lord, I made this choice.

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I'm in this situation, like what's really going on,

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you know, and I think that's the next call.

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He's like daughter walking your authority

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and then everything is gonna work its way out.

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So, okay, that's really good.

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Thank you.

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I'm really excited about that.

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So if you can explain to me what you meant by time

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or timing or something, what were you meaning?

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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So, you know, with the business thing,

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like I'm trying to figure it out.

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I definitely have opened my hands and arms like,

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okay, Lori, whenever you say fit.

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And I don't know, I just really,

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I think it's, I'm trying to understand,

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like how do I know?

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when to launch out on something or when it's not the right timing.

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And like, if I talk about it, I'm like, okay, I do kind of like, I know what the

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spirit of God feels like.

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I know what he's nudging me, but it's also, sometimes it's like when you, it's

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that whole co-creation process.

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Sometimes it's kind of like, when is it okay for me just to be initiating, you

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know, and like, and I'm like, is he going to back me up on it?

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It's kind of that type of thing, you know?

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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Got it.

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All right.

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Yes.

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And so there is a way to do that.

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Um, you, the, and if it's helpful, um, it, it, you know, if you decide, you

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know, I'll, I'll explain this all to you.

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And if you decide where you want more or whatever, there is a, a series that I

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have, um, that's able to be rented from, um, on my website called I think

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desires and decisions, and it's about the godliness of our desires and how

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to actually step out in them and decisions.

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So with the will of God, like, how do you do it when you're trying to hear

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what God wants you to do and know whether or not what you want to do is what is

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God's will, um, and then how to step out in it, um, while doing it with God, as

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opposed to going out on our own and just checking in with him and making sure

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he's okay with it.

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So, so anyway, so I have a longer one and I, and the reason I mentioned that

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one is we just only have so much time.

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So I'll go over some stuff, but if you want to know, uh, no more where I like,

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kind of like explain things a little more thoroughly that maybe certain

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things might resonate with you.

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That's a, I think it's a two hour series.

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It might be.

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I'm wondering if it's like four, anyway, it's two or four, it mentions

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it on the website, how many hours it is point is it's therefore with that much

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time, I can go into it a bit more thoroughly and kind of like, you know,

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I explained the same thing from multiple angles, so it can really get a good

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picture of it and be like, oh, this is what she's talking about as opposed to,

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oh, this is the formula because.

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It's important that everyone know that when, that when you're approaching

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something and trying to do it in with, uh, with the Lord, that, you know, really

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what it is that's going on and what it is that, uh, so that you can know in a

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moment how to follow the Lord in it, especially if it's not, if it's, um, if

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it's looks a little different every time, you need to be able to figure that out

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because life isn't life isn't a formula.

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We try to use formulas to move through life and life isn't a formula.

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It doesn't work like that.

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It doesn't always look the same way or react the same way to us every time.

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So we kind of need to know what's going on so that we can know how to actually

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approach it from the way that God intends us to, as opposed to, oh, well, what can I

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do to plug and play because that won't always work.

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Um, so anyway, cause again, the whole point is we're trying to learn to not

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rely as much on knowledge and learn to rely on living out of relationship

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with God himself through life, you know?

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So anyway, just FYI.

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And so there's that if you need it.

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So, uh, that being said, so, uh, um, the, uh, now were you talking about

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knowing whether or not your, your desires are from God, was

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that kind of part of it or not?

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I'm trying to, I'm trying to figure out how far I should go.

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Like, okay.

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Yeah.

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Um, okay.

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For this particular one that I'm talking about, I do feel, I feel like it is

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definitely a desire that God has placed in my heart, you know, but I don't know

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if I know that, I don't know if I know that for other things, you know?

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So I guess it is twofold.

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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So one of the things that you can do is I always just check in with the

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Lord, um, throughout the entire process.

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So like, if I have a desire, I checked in with the Lord about that.

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And one of the ways that I do that is sure.

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You can ask the Lord point blank.

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But in addition to that, you just really reach out with your spirit.

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Like, okay, Lord, what am I, what am I sensing?

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Am I sensing life on it?

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Meaning the life of the spirit, not, oh, I'm getting excited.

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That's in our soul.

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Are we feeling life in the spirit on it, you know, and, um, and

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then, or am I feeling freedom?

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In other words, am I feeling when I, this is how I always kind of like picture it.

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When I'm, um, kind of looking at something in this, in the spirit, not that I can

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like act, I don't know how to describe it, but anyway, when I'm looking at something

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in the spirit and I'm kind of like sensing into it, like this desire of mine over

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here versus not doing it over here, like if I thinking about doing it and sensing

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it in the spirit, just like.

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Do I feel it open or do I feel it locked down and shuts?

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Like, do I feel like this?

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If I'm looking into the future, I don't mean picturing what

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my life could look like.

448
00:30:12.560 --> 00:30:13.280
I don't mean that.

449
00:30:13.720 --> 00:30:17.600
I mean, you're taking, so, uh, I don't know.

450
00:30:17.600 --> 00:30:18.840
This is just how I do it.

451
00:30:19.240 --> 00:30:23.200
I take that desire and then I just kind of feel into that

452
00:30:23.200 --> 00:30:24.920
desire into the future.

453
00:30:25.240 --> 00:30:28.800
And I just kind of like project, okay, that desires in the future.

454
00:30:29.040 --> 00:30:33.680
Do I feel an openness there or does it feel like things are locked down?

455
00:30:33.680 --> 00:30:34.800
Do I feel heavy?

456
00:30:35.040 --> 00:30:36.120
Does it feel dark?

457
00:30:36.160 --> 00:30:37.640
Not dark is in mystery.

458
00:30:37.640 --> 00:30:40.520
And I don't know, you know, what the future is going to look like.

459
00:30:40.520 --> 00:30:43.480
Not that, but dark is in like heavy, you know?

460
00:30:43.800 --> 00:30:44.560
So that's what I mean.

461
00:30:44.560 --> 00:30:50.360
Does it feel closed, restricted, locked down, or does it, um, very

462
00:30:50.360 --> 00:30:52.400
different than, oh, well, I just don't know what's going to happen.

463
00:30:52.400 --> 00:30:53.320
We're not talking about that.

464
00:30:53.320 --> 00:30:58.240
We're talking about just like, I don't know, do I feel no movement?

465
00:30:59.560 --> 00:31:03.600
Or do I feel like it's this open field of possibility?

466
00:31:03.600 --> 00:31:06.920
And like, I still feel light when I look in and I project

467
00:31:06.920 --> 00:31:07.800
it kind of into the future.

468
00:31:07.800 --> 00:31:12.400
Do I still feel light, you know, in the spirit, you know, or, or do I not?

469
00:31:12.680 --> 00:31:16.920
Um, and the way that you can do that and figuring out, okay, soul versus

470
00:31:16.920 --> 00:31:18.760
the, your, what is your feeling in the soul?

471
00:31:18.760 --> 00:31:20.600
There's what it is you're feeling in the spirit.

472
00:31:20.840 --> 00:31:23.480
You remember, let your soul have it say first.

473
00:31:24.080 --> 00:31:27.360
So all the reasons why you're scared and all the way to let it have it say

474
00:31:27.760 --> 00:31:32.760
so that it'll be quiet while you're trying to hear from, um, hear your

475
00:31:32.760 --> 00:31:36.400
spirit, because if you try to hear your spirit first while your soul, while

476
00:31:36.400 --> 00:31:39.400
you haven't acknowledged your soul and what it is that I didn't know that

477
00:31:39.400 --> 00:31:42.560
you're afraid of, or what you really, really want to do and what you really

478
00:31:42.560 --> 00:31:44.360
hope God is going to say and whatever.

479
00:31:44.800 --> 00:31:47.880
Um, by the way, I wouldn't focus on what you want.

480
00:31:47.880 --> 00:31:52.400
God, what, when you're asking your soul, what it is that, that, um,

481
00:31:52.680 --> 00:31:55.440
you're letting your soul have it say, I wouldn't focus on asking your

482
00:31:55.480 --> 00:31:58.920
question, your soul questions like, okay, well, what do you want?

483
00:31:58.920 --> 00:32:01.840
God, what do you hope that God's going to say?

484
00:32:02.520 --> 00:32:07.280
Because again, what we're trying to do is we're trying to acknowledge who it is

485
00:32:07.280 --> 00:32:09.880
that you are and what it is that you want.

486
00:32:10.920 --> 00:32:15.920
Um, so that you can hear what God really wants you to do more clearly, because

487
00:32:15.920 --> 00:32:21.320
what we're trying to do is we're trying to release our stranglehold on, on

488
00:32:21.360 --> 00:32:26.240
emotionally obligating God to what we hope that he's going to say.

489
00:32:26.520 --> 00:32:31.280
So I try to leave that factor out of it of like, what, what do you want God to

490
00:32:31.280 --> 00:32:34.760
say, whatever, just because then it gets me focusing on it.

491
00:32:34.760 --> 00:32:40.760
And my whole point is to start or to start releasing God from, from having to

492
00:32:40.760 --> 00:32:45.680
give me this answer instead of this one, because I really want to know, sure.

493
00:32:45.680 --> 00:32:50.440
I want him to do, I really hope that I get to do this one, but what is it

494
00:32:50.440 --> 00:32:53.800
that I desire more, I desire more to do what he wants me to do.

495
00:32:54.000 --> 00:32:59.880
So I'm trying to release what it is that I release him from what I'm wanting to do.

496
00:33:00.640 --> 00:33:01.280
That's what I'm trying to do.

497
00:33:01.280 --> 00:33:03.920
So anyway, my point is just focus on how you feel.

498
00:33:04.240 --> 00:33:05.160
Do you want this?

499
00:33:05.160 --> 00:33:06.200
Do you not want this?

500
00:33:06.200 --> 00:33:07.160
Are you afraid of it?

501
00:33:07.160 --> 00:33:10.840
You know, are, are you concerned, you know, about, I don't know, you know, how

502
00:33:10.840 --> 00:33:14.400
long it could take or the fact that there, the, the road might be fraught

503
00:33:14.400 --> 00:33:17.240
with all kinds of, you know, and the journey might be fraught with all kinds

504
00:33:17.240 --> 00:33:20.560
of like issues and, and obstacles.

505
00:33:20.600 --> 00:33:23.840
And, and oh my goodness, what would my parents think?

506
00:33:23.840 --> 00:33:25.280
And oh my goodness, what would my friends think?

507
00:33:25.280 --> 00:33:26.520
And I don't know, whatever.

508
00:33:26.600 --> 00:33:30.480
So you just kind of go through all of that and then you can sense a bit more.

509
00:33:30.480 --> 00:33:30.720
Okay.

510
00:33:30.720 --> 00:33:33.320
So after it's had its say, it'll calm down and it'll be quiet.

511
00:33:33.600 --> 00:33:37.040
And then you sense into that other part of you, the spirit, just like, okay,

512
00:33:37.040 --> 00:33:41.520
you're looking into, you're looking into the, into more of like a heavenly realm.

513
00:33:41.560 --> 00:33:46.480
And like this, okay, this realm of like possibility of like, God is bigger.

514
00:33:46.480 --> 00:33:47.800
The world is bigger, you know?

515
00:33:47.800 --> 00:33:51.960
And so if you sense into the desire into the future, what are you feeling?

516
00:33:51.960 --> 00:33:54.840
Are you feeling locked down or are you feeling freedom?

517
00:33:55.120 --> 00:33:58.560
That is a bit more about how I kind of like follow the Lord,

518
00:33:58.600 --> 00:34:00.520
trying to discern the Lord's will.

519
00:34:00.840 --> 00:34:06.480
If he's not saying thus sayeth the Lord do this, if he's not, you know,

520
00:34:06.880 --> 00:34:11.000
extremely clear, then I just look for openness.

521
00:34:11.040 --> 00:34:12.639
I look for freedom.

522
00:34:12.679 --> 00:34:14.920
I look for, you know, in the spirit.

523
00:34:15.159 --> 00:34:21.480
I look for, you know, light and life and fire and, you know, that kind of a thing.

524
00:34:21.840 --> 00:34:23.080
So anyway, that's how I do that.

525
00:34:23.120 --> 00:34:26.840
And then that, then you do that basically every step of the way.

526
00:34:27.520 --> 00:34:34.520
So if you move in whichever direction that you feel there's freedom, including

527
00:34:34.520 --> 00:34:38.120
the timing, cause now you're like, okay, that's the, what, so you can go through

528
00:34:38.120 --> 00:34:42.600
all that, what, where, when, how, whatever you go through each of those questions.

529
00:34:42.600 --> 00:34:46.440
You know, the reporter questions, you know, I don't even remember what those

530
00:34:46.440 --> 00:34:49.760
are called, but the five W's and the H or whatever, you know, I don't remember.

531
00:34:51.239 --> 00:34:51.840
Journalism.

532
00:34:52.000 --> 00:34:54.280
So you go kind of go through those and you just kind of do

533
00:34:54.280 --> 00:34:59.960
this process with, with yourself, you know, obviously, you know.

534
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:03.360
have the Lord there, but the thing is your, your thing is that you're focused,

535
00:35:03.360 --> 00:35:06.020
you're, you're trying to acknowledge your soul.

536
00:35:06.340 --> 00:35:12.260
And then you're trying to discern what is your spirit sensing your

537
00:35:12.260 --> 00:35:15.980
spirit, that's one with God, because you're trying to hear what the Lord

538
00:35:15.980 --> 00:35:17.660
wants, your spirit is one with God.

539
00:35:17.680 --> 00:35:21.580
It's hearing God, what is your spirit hearing from God?

540
00:35:21.740 --> 00:35:23.220
That's what you're trying to figure out.

541
00:35:24.140 --> 00:35:28.680
So God's in it, but you're not so, and he's there with you.

542
00:35:28.700 --> 00:35:31.740
So I'm not talking about like separate from him and go do this exercise.

543
00:35:31.980 --> 00:35:35.060
He's with you, but remember you're spending your time focusing on giving

544
00:35:35.060 --> 00:35:39.300
your soul acknowledgement with God, you know, that, Hey, look, you are okay with

545
00:35:39.300 --> 00:35:43.620
me, you can be just what you are and I'll love and accept you regardless of how

546
00:35:43.620 --> 00:35:46.660
you're feeling all of the fear, all the anger, all the excitement, all the, I

547
00:35:46.660 --> 00:35:50.580
really, really want to do this, all the whatevers, you know, and what is your,

548
00:35:50.620 --> 00:35:55.740
what in your spirit, um, you know, pain, different things don't just pain.

549
00:35:56.240 --> 00:35:58.600
The thing you want to do pain, the thing you don't want to do.

550
00:35:59.280 --> 00:36:03.000
And then also do kind of look, you can also do like a third one.

551
00:36:03.600 --> 00:36:09.800
It'd be like this third unknown, like God's actually trying to try and get your

552
00:36:09.800 --> 00:36:13.160
attention to something you're not even paying attention to, because remember

553
00:36:13.160 --> 00:36:17.640
the only way we can expand in God is to always be moving into something

554
00:36:17.640 --> 00:36:19.140
that is currently an unknown.

555
00:36:20.600 --> 00:36:22.440
He's got to open us into an unknown.

556
00:36:23.140 --> 00:36:25.180
Because I mean, that's, did, did that make sense?

557
00:36:25.180 --> 00:36:25.900
What I was saying?

558
00:36:26.180 --> 00:36:31.060
Because remember if he's bigger than what we are aware of that he is, we

559
00:36:31.060 --> 00:36:31.980
don't know to look for it.

560
00:36:31.980 --> 00:36:33.060
We don't know how to ask for it.

561
00:36:33.060 --> 00:36:37.440
So what that means is in order to finally actually expand into it, we have to be

562
00:36:37.440 --> 00:36:42.980
open to the unknown because we don't know it's there to agree with, to

563
00:36:42.980 --> 00:36:46.980
acknowledge, to want, to ask for, we don't know how to ask the right question.

564
00:36:46.980 --> 00:36:50.020
Cause they say that the key is to always, the key to the right answer

565
00:36:50.020 --> 00:36:51.380
is always asking the right question.

566
00:36:51.400 --> 00:36:54.400
We don't know the question to ask because we don't know where we're at, you know?

567
00:36:54.720 --> 00:36:58.040
So that's my point is like, we have to be vulnerable into the unknown.

568
00:36:58.440 --> 00:37:01.520
Um, because that's how we learn more about God.

569
00:37:01.520 --> 00:37:02.800
We learn things about God.

570
00:37:02.800 --> 00:37:04.240
We had no idea we're true.

571
00:37:05.200 --> 00:37:06.200
So, and how do we know that?

572
00:37:06.200 --> 00:37:09.380
Because we told God, God, I'm open and vulnerable for you to present

573
00:37:09.380 --> 00:37:11.240
to me, whoever it is that you are.

574
00:37:11.640 --> 00:37:14.920
And that's how we learn new things as opposed to God.

575
00:37:14.920 --> 00:37:15.880
I want you to be this.

576
00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:16.840
I want you to be that.

577
00:37:17.440 --> 00:37:19.240
Well, we already know he's those things.

578
00:37:19.240 --> 00:37:21.460
And therefore that's the only thing we know to ask for.

579
00:37:22.820 --> 00:37:25.660
And then you're going to be locked and limited in your relationship with

580
00:37:25.660 --> 00:37:27.180
the Lord, based on what it is, you know?

581
00:37:27.780 --> 00:37:31.480
So if we want to expand into him, we have to be open into this unknown.

582
00:37:31.480 --> 00:37:36.180
So that's why sometimes I, you know, you can ask even feel into a third.

583
00:37:36.580 --> 00:37:39.580
Unknown possibility and see like what you're feeling there.

584
00:37:39.940 --> 00:37:45.340
But anyway, so, um, so because you understand that if God tells you, if

585
00:37:45.340 --> 00:37:49.640
God gives you like a freedom and an openness and a light and a life on this

586
00:37:49.640 --> 00:37:54.880
thing, it does not mean he's telling you that that's what that, what you've

587
00:37:54.880 --> 00:37:59.440
pictured that desire looking like manifested into the earth is really

588
00:37:59.440 --> 00:38:00.340
what's going to happen.

589
00:38:00.700 --> 00:38:04.160
All you know, is that God is giving you freedom to move forward.

590
00:38:05.040 --> 00:38:09.320
So when you never know what you're going to do in taking that next step and

591
00:38:09.320 --> 00:38:12.880
taking on it and taking a journey that starts in that direction, where it's

592
00:38:12.880 --> 00:38:16.860
going to, where you're eventually going to end up, all you know, is

593
00:38:16.860 --> 00:38:18.520
that this is where you can start.

594
00:38:19.180 --> 00:38:23.020
So God's not telling you just because you have this openness and this freedom

595
00:38:23.020 --> 00:38:25.420
that, Hey, God has prophesied.

596
00:38:25.420 --> 00:38:26.740
Therefore, that that's what you will do.

597
00:38:27.220 --> 00:38:29.540
Why I felt an openness and a freedom.

598
00:38:29.540 --> 00:38:33.740
No, you just gave me an openness and a freedom and other words, move forward.

599
00:38:34.380 --> 00:38:35.320
So I move.

600
00:38:35.380 --> 00:38:38.820
So anyway, then you just kind of, you know, you can ask him about the wind.

601
00:38:38.820 --> 00:38:40.260
You do the same process.

602
00:38:40.820 --> 00:38:45.360
And, and when I say that, I'm not trying to say that, you know, cause it took me a

603
00:38:45.360 --> 00:38:48.340
while to kind of like set everything up and explain to you, Oh, you know, your

604
00:38:48.340 --> 00:38:49.520
soul is what your soul's doing.

605
00:38:49.520 --> 00:38:50.400
That's what your spirit's doing.

606
00:38:50.400 --> 00:38:53.340
You're asking about a third thing and whatever, because you can probably think

607
00:38:53.660 --> 00:38:56.760
I'm sure it would take a long time, you know, and you know, for me to really

608
00:38:56.760 --> 00:39:01.640
discern, you don't, I'm just kind of giving you a general idea about like, if

609
00:39:01.640 --> 00:39:08.280
you're running into obstacles, things in trying to understand or figure out what

610
00:39:08.280 --> 00:39:11.520
it is you're thinking, you're feeling or what God's saying, those are ways to

611
00:39:11.520 --> 00:39:14.980
overcome the hurdles, like, Hey, stop and ask your soul.

612
00:39:14.980 --> 00:39:19.660
And so anyway, these are just basically tools in your tool belt that you can use.

613
00:39:19.660 --> 00:39:22.700
And when you're getting stuck and you don't, right.

614
00:39:22.980 --> 00:39:27.840
But, um, so anyway, generally, you know, uh, you will, then you can then ask about

615
00:39:27.840 --> 00:39:34.920
the, um, uh, because for instance, sometimes you will automatically know

616
00:39:34.980 --> 00:39:38.140
that your spirit is feeling an openness towards something and you're like,

617
00:39:38.140 --> 00:39:39.780
okay, then I'm going to move towards this.

618
00:39:39.780 --> 00:39:44.800
And you didn't even ask your soul, you know, because why?

619
00:39:44.800 --> 00:39:49.020
Because she became discerning enough to know how to sense your spirit

620
00:39:49.300 --> 00:39:51.240
without having to quiet your soul.

621
00:39:52.120 --> 00:39:56.120
So this tool that I'm talking about, this is how to, how to really start

622
00:39:56.120 --> 00:40:00.000
figuring out and strengthen, strengthening your discernment.

623
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:04.720
of what is your spirit saying to you. And so eventually you'll get to the point, you know,

624
00:40:04.720 --> 00:40:10.320
especially with certain things that, Hey, you know, I know that my spirit is, is saying this,

625
00:40:10.320 --> 00:40:15.360
and you haven't even checked in with your soul. At least that's what I do. So, so anyway, the thing

626
00:40:15.360 --> 00:40:20.160
is you can then ask it about the wind. Okay. So openness and freedom, then you ask it about the

627
00:40:20.160 --> 00:40:25.600
wind and you ask it about the how, then you ask about whatever. And, um, and then, and so all that

628
00:40:25.600 --> 00:40:31.680
means though, is you can, is you just tell the Lord, okay, God, I I'm feeling an openness in

629
00:40:31.680 --> 00:40:37.760
this area. I'm feeling that this is you because Lord, I'm really wanting to follow you. I'm

630
00:40:37.760 --> 00:40:44.080
laying down my, what it is that I'm desiring to do. I'm laying that down in order to actually

631
00:40:44.080 --> 00:40:50.080
find your character and where it is currently being manifested in my life. That is what I

632
00:40:50.080 --> 00:40:58.480
am choosing to follow and base my decisions on base. My actions on is where are you? And what

633
00:40:58.480 --> 00:41:04.160
do you look like? Not what do I want to do? And what do I want to create about my life? No God,

634
00:41:04.160 --> 00:41:10.640
where are you? Because I want my life to be created by who your character is and where it's

635
00:41:10.640 --> 00:41:18.480
in and always my life being created by always operating wherever your character is manifesting.

636
00:41:18.480 --> 00:41:23.440
So I'm looking for where you are, where you're operating, where you're moving, where the two of

637
00:41:23.440 --> 00:41:28.720
us, you know, because Lord, you always prepare the way, you know, I'm not always just on the,

638
00:41:28.720 --> 00:41:35.200
I'm not on the front lines, you know, just pushing the border. And then you're, you're,

639
00:41:35.200 --> 00:41:40.400
you know, giving me, you know, accolades you're we're together Lord, but you're always slightly

640
00:41:40.400 --> 00:41:47.040
ahead of me. You always prepare. So where are you preparing? Which direction are you paving the way

641
00:41:47.120 --> 00:41:51.520
for me to come after you? So that's what it is you're looking for. You're looking for,

642
00:41:51.520 --> 00:41:56.560
where's the character of God manifesting in your life? Where is he choosing it to manifest? Right.

643
00:41:57.840 --> 00:42:02.640
So anyway, and then, and so you're like, okay, God, I'm feeling that you're that this is you.

644
00:42:02.640 --> 00:42:08.240
I don't know Lord, but I'm seeking you. And so that's why I'm choosing this decision

645
00:42:08.960 --> 00:42:13.040
because I think that's you. I think that that's where you are. I think that that's where you're

646
00:42:13.040 --> 00:42:17.600
moving. I think that that's what looks like you based off of my relationship with you and what it

647
00:42:17.600 --> 00:42:23.440
is that I've, what I sense about what you taught me about who you are and who I feel when I'm at,

648
00:42:23.440 --> 00:42:30.560
who I feel about what I feel about is true about you when I'm with you, or that is what I'm sensing

649
00:42:30.560 --> 00:42:35.200
here. And you might correct me after I get there and like, you know, sweetheart, that's sweet.

650
00:42:35.200 --> 00:42:40.800
I'm glad that you sought me. But once you stepped out, I'm letting you know, okay, this actually

651
00:42:40.800 --> 00:42:47.920
isn't what I look like and it's fine, you know, you know, so you, but because, but, but I appreciate

652
00:42:48.640 --> 00:42:53.760
and love the fact that you chose it because you thought that was me. So when you do that,

653
00:42:53.760 --> 00:42:57.120
God will provide you with protective environment to make mistakes.

654
00:42:59.040 --> 00:43:03.760
So it's like a, like a kid. So in other words, if you're feeling this openness,

655
00:43:04.320 --> 00:43:07.840
I recommend, you know, and you're asking about the wind and the how, whatever,

656
00:43:07.840 --> 00:43:12.400
then just tell the Lord, Hey Lord, this, I think that this is, this is you. So therefore I'm going

657
00:43:12.400 --> 00:43:19.840
to step out into it. And so you step out into it. So what though, the thing that keeps us from,

658
00:43:19.840 --> 00:43:25.600
and it makes us nervous of stepping out into it is God didn't say point blank that this was his

659
00:43:25.600 --> 00:43:30.080
will. And then we're like, oh, am I going to see if God says it's his will, well, then nothing bad

660
00:43:30.080 --> 00:43:34.320
is going to happen, you know, is what we think. And we think, oh, nothing's bad is going to happen.

661
00:43:34.320 --> 00:43:39.520
And I'm just trying to avoid anything bad happening as a result of, you know, as a

662
00:43:39.520 --> 00:43:43.840
consequence of me stepping out as what we're, that's what we're risking here. We're like,

663
00:43:44.480 --> 00:43:48.080
I don't know if it's God or not. What if it isn't God? And then I'm going to bear all these

664
00:43:48.080 --> 00:43:52.880
consequences and whatever, understand that if you're pursuing, not your own desire,

665
00:43:52.880 --> 00:44:00.480
but where you think, but who you think God is, then he will, even if that's not

666
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:08.560
exemplary of his character, he will provide you, he will take on the charge of providing

667
00:44:08.560 --> 00:44:14.960
you a protective environment of making mistakes. So you will not bear the,

668
00:44:16.960 --> 00:44:26.240
the full extent of the consequences of your actions. You're not alone. And he will bear

669
00:44:27.120 --> 00:44:34.320
an amount of the weight of the consequences that you created, and you won't have to.

670
00:44:35.280 --> 00:44:41.600
Why? Because you were, you thought that was him, you were pursuing him. So what you were doing was

671
00:44:41.600 --> 00:44:49.440
you were operating within the protect, calling on his protection because you're calling on

672
00:44:50.160 --> 00:44:57.760
calling on the character, his character of protector, because that's what you're pursuing.

673
00:44:57.760 --> 00:44:59.840
You're pursuing his character. So you're calling

674
00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:03.000
on his character to cover you in your action.

675
00:45:03.280 --> 00:45:08.400
That's why he follows up with his character, because that's what you called on.

676
00:45:08.600 --> 00:45:13.960
That's what you admitted yourself vulnerably to was the covering of this character.

677
00:45:14.280 --> 00:45:20.280
So, but, but so that's why even if you get there and so, and you might find all my

678
00:45:20.280 --> 00:45:22.240
word, yeah, I'm still feeling an openness.

679
00:45:22.440 --> 00:45:23.600
I'm still feeling a freedom.

680
00:45:23.760 --> 00:45:25.160
And then you ask about the next step.

681
00:45:25.200 --> 00:45:26.720
Okay, Lord, what should we do next?

682
00:45:26.960 --> 00:45:30.360
So, cause all you're doing is you were just asking the Lord about the next step.

683
00:45:30.360 --> 00:45:35.880
You're not asking God, do you want me to be a, I mean, be a, this and be a, this,

684
00:45:36.400 --> 00:45:37.640
you know, do you want me to do this?

685
00:45:37.800 --> 00:45:41.240
You want me to have this, you may have a business that looks like this.

686
00:45:41.720 --> 00:45:43.200
God doesn't always do that.

687
00:45:43.720 --> 00:45:45.160
So, and sometimes he does.

688
00:45:45.160 --> 00:45:48.480
So I'm not negating that, but what I help people with is when God's not

689
00:45:48.480 --> 00:45:49.920
saying that, what do you do?

690
00:45:50.280 --> 00:45:52.040
So that's what, that's what I'm talking about here.

691
00:45:52.040 --> 00:45:56.080
So it's not negating the fact that God does the other, but, um, I also tell

692
00:45:56.080 --> 00:45:59.160
people though, Hey, look, even if God has told you something point blank, know

693
00:45:59.160 --> 00:46:02.640
that a lot of what it is, you think that looks like is something you created in

694
00:46:02.640 --> 00:46:08.800
your own head of what it looked like and not actually what God said, as I'm going

695
00:46:08.800 --> 00:46:11.040
to be, this, my life will look like this.

696
00:46:11.080 --> 00:46:12.120
No, probably not.

697
00:46:12.480 --> 00:46:16.080
So, so I always tell her, hold it, hold it all very loosely.

698
00:46:16.400 --> 00:46:20.640
So, but anyway, so the point is that going back to the fact that, you know,

699
00:46:20.640 --> 00:46:23.280
you're just, you're just doing this to take that next step.

700
00:46:23.280 --> 00:46:26.360
And then you do this whole thing again in taking the next step.

701
00:46:26.800 --> 00:46:28.000
It's not heavy.

702
00:46:28.000 --> 00:46:29.200
It's not complicated.

703
00:46:29.200 --> 00:46:33.280
It's not this huge thing of like, okay, go through all the five things and ask

704
00:46:33.280 --> 00:46:37.240
God, ask your soul, ask your spirit on every single step.

705
00:46:37.840 --> 00:46:42.320
My point is that are, those are some tools that you can use to move forward

706
00:46:42.320 --> 00:46:47.160
when you're feeling stuck and you've got a lot of questions, but there's a way

707
00:46:47.160 --> 00:46:51.040
in which I don't ask myself all those questions every time I make a decision.

708
00:46:51.640 --> 00:46:53.960
I asked myself some of them, but not all of them.

709
00:46:53.960 --> 00:46:54.320
Why?

710
00:46:54.520 --> 00:46:58.520
Because I've come to know my father enough and me enough that I can sense my

711
00:46:58.520 --> 00:47:03.080
spirit enough to, okay, no, I can go ahead and I can make that step.

712
00:47:03.240 --> 00:47:06.200
I have enough questions answered to know.

713
00:47:06.640 --> 00:47:10.960
I'm just giving you an arsenal of tools of what you can pull on when you're

714
00:47:10.960 --> 00:47:14.000
hitting snags, when you're like, I'm feeling really uncomfortable.

715
00:47:14.000 --> 00:47:15.320
I'm feeling really unsure.

716
00:47:15.320 --> 00:47:16.640
I'm feeling really uncertain.

717
00:47:16.920 --> 00:47:20.880
You can do all this stuff, but you do need to always check in with God through

718
00:47:20.880 --> 00:47:24.800
your spirit, you know, at each step of the way, God, am I still feeling an

719
00:47:24.800 --> 00:47:26.200
openness in the freedom here?

720
00:47:26.480 --> 00:47:30.440
And am I still feeling an openness in the freedom for this, this step here?

721
00:47:30.480 --> 00:47:31.520
Or should I take this step?

722
00:47:31.840 --> 00:47:35.760
You know, and you just, and you keep moving like that and allow yourself

723
00:47:35.760 --> 00:47:37.160
to be moved by the Holy spirit.

724
00:47:38.600 --> 00:47:47.880
The law of attraction will, uh, did you watch the goals one that I had in

725
00:47:47.920 --> 00:47:49.000
business goals?

726
00:47:49.200 --> 00:47:49.760
Yes.

727
00:47:49.880 --> 00:47:50.600
How to follow this.

728
00:47:51.360 --> 00:47:51.520
Yeah.

729
00:47:51.560 --> 00:47:51.760
Okay.

730
00:47:51.840 --> 00:47:56.120
We've got this thing and it's like the whole point is to just, if getting a

731
00:47:56.120 --> 00:47:58.320
goal is just to get a direction to start.

732
00:47:58.640 --> 00:48:00.800
And the law of attraction says, no, you need to hold to that.

733
00:48:00.800 --> 00:48:04.400
You need to manifest it in whatever moment so that you'll be strong and sturdy and

734
00:48:04.400 --> 00:48:08.040
that you'll finally arrive no matter how many things, you know, try to knock you

735
00:48:08.040 --> 00:48:11.800
off the path and like, no, that thing that sometimes knocks you off the path

736
00:48:11.800 --> 00:48:12.680
is the Holy spirit.

737
00:48:12.680 --> 00:48:12.960
Right.

738
00:48:12.960 --> 00:48:14.920
And we need to be supple the Holy spirit.

739
00:48:15.720 --> 00:48:19.360
And so, cause even if God promised, Hey, look, this is what you're going to be.

740
00:48:19.360 --> 00:48:20.760
And this is what you're going to do.

741
00:48:20.800 --> 00:48:23.440
It will not look like what you thought it just won't.

742
00:48:23.560 --> 00:48:25.840
It's just the way they operate.

743
00:48:25.840 --> 00:48:30.600
So we, so it just, we still need to hold it loosely and allow ourselves to be

744
00:48:30.600 --> 00:48:33.960
moved around by the Holy spirit by constantly asking him, okay, God, at each

745
00:48:33.960 --> 00:48:35.600
step of the way, should I do this?

746
00:48:35.600 --> 00:48:36.400
Or should I do this?

747
00:48:36.400 --> 00:48:37.840
I do that constantly.

748
00:48:38.960 --> 00:48:43.120
Point a case in point with the rest intensive constantly.

749
00:48:43.560 --> 00:48:50.640
And so I'm learning to rest even more and more in it so that I'm not as exhausted

750
00:48:50.880 --> 00:48:56.520
in, in all ways, not knowing, and always not knowing what is it going to look like

751
00:48:56.520 --> 00:48:56.920
this time?

752
00:48:56.920 --> 00:48:58.440
When should I change anything this time?

753
00:48:58.480 --> 00:48:58.800
Whatever.

754
00:48:58.800 --> 00:49:01.600
So this next rest intensive that I can do all my word.

755
00:49:01.600 --> 00:49:04.720
It's so different from what I've, what I've done for the past.

756
00:49:05.000 --> 00:49:09.840
I don't know, almost not quite three years, but yeah, it's so different.

757
00:49:09.920 --> 00:49:10.400
Oh my goodness.

758
00:49:10.400 --> 00:49:12.200
I don't think I've done any well.

759
00:49:12.200 --> 00:49:16.840
It's different than anything I've ever done, but the closest thing that is coming

760
00:49:16.840 --> 00:49:20.360
to you is the, the original rest intensive I did, which is the kitchen

761
00:49:20.360 --> 00:49:21.640
series, you know, that you watched.

762
00:49:22.000 --> 00:49:29.400
And so my point is that I, that I have had to learn with every single time I do it

763
00:49:29.400 --> 00:49:33.800
with things constantly changing, because I'm always asking God, God, what should I

764
00:49:33.800 --> 00:49:34.160
do?

765
00:49:34.160 --> 00:49:35.480
You know, what should I change?

766
00:49:35.480 --> 00:49:40.960
You know, because I've noticed that things kind of like start dying down when I get

767
00:49:40.960 --> 00:49:43.280
a formula, when I'm like, oh, this is how it's going to be.

768
00:49:43.640 --> 00:49:50.160
I noticed that everything starts to, starts to like become rigid and just kind of, you

769
00:49:50.160 --> 00:49:51.720
know, like decrease.

770
00:49:52.080 --> 00:49:55.480
So anyway, my point is I constantly do this.

771
00:49:55.480 --> 00:49:57.760
So this isn't me telling you something in theory.

772
00:49:57.760 --> 00:49:58.800
This is how I do it.

773
00:49:59.040 --> 00:49:59.480
And.

774
00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:02.520
And the more that you just release it to the Lord,

775
00:50:02.520 --> 00:50:05.880
the more power and spirit will be on what you do

776
00:50:05.880 --> 00:50:09.120
because he's doing it, you're not.

777
00:50:09.120 --> 00:50:11.280
As opposed to you deciding what it is

778
00:50:11.280 --> 00:50:13.000
that God said that you should do

779
00:50:13.000 --> 00:50:14.600
or what it is that you desire,

780
00:50:14.600 --> 00:50:17.960
and then you figuring out how to get that done.

781
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:19.520
That's gonna have death in it

782
00:50:19.520 --> 00:50:21.960
because it's gonna have flesh.

783
00:50:21.960 --> 00:50:24.360
There's nothing wrong with you and your desires.

784
00:50:24.360 --> 00:50:26.760
God just says, do it out of your spirit,

785
00:50:26.760 --> 00:50:28.240
not out of your soul.

786
00:50:28.240 --> 00:50:29.680
It's still you.

787
00:50:30.080 --> 00:50:33.680
But it's the you that can bring eternity into earth,

788
00:50:33.680 --> 00:50:38.360
not the soul that's pulling on the world

789
00:50:38.360 --> 00:50:41.840
and its energy to get done what you wanna get done,

790
00:50:41.840 --> 00:50:42.680
that kind of thing.

791
00:50:42.680 --> 00:50:47.680
So anyway, so you do this and you just ask the Lord

792
00:50:48.360 --> 00:50:49.560
and Holy Spirit at each step,

793
00:50:49.560 --> 00:50:50.480
okay, Lord, now what?

794
00:50:50.480 --> 00:50:51.440
Should I go this direction?

795
00:50:51.440 --> 00:50:53.440
Should I go this direction or whatever?

796
00:50:53.440 --> 00:50:55.120
And I've had to learn,

797
00:50:55.120 --> 00:50:56.840
like what I was saying as my example

798
00:50:56.840 --> 00:50:57.840
about the rest intensive,

799
00:50:57.840 --> 00:50:59.800
I've had to learn how to do it more in rest

800
00:50:59.800 --> 00:51:00.960
where I'm not exhausted

801
00:51:00.960 --> 00:51:04.120
about trying to figure out the right will of the Lord,

802
00:51:04.120 --> 00:51:09.120
just like, or wanting it to just always be the same.

803
00:51:09.400 --> 00:51:11.360
I've gone through burnout where I just like,

804
00:51:11.360 --> 00:51:12.640
Lord, I just want it to be the same.

805
00:51:12.640 --> 00:51:15.160
And I told her that so many times.

806
00:51:15.160 --> 00:51:17.720
I just want it to just be the same for a while.

807
00:51:17.720 --> 00:51:20.640
I don't have to think about how to change the structure

808
00:51:20.640 --> 00:51:21.880
and how to do this.

809
00:51:21.880 --> 00:51:23.160
I told the Lord that several times.

810
00:51:23.160 --> 00:51:25.400
I just want it to remain the same for a while.

811
00:51:25.400 --> 00:51:27.720
Can I just have that for a while?

812
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:29.320
I think I said stability.

813
00:51:29.320 --> 00:51:31.160
And maybe I used the word stability with him.

814
00:51:31.160 --> 00:51:34.360
So my point is, lessons learned

815
00:51:34.360 --> 00:51:35.640
that hopefully will help you.

816
00:51:35.640 --> 00:51:38.240
It's I just had to learn, okay, actually just to stop.

817
00:51:38.240 --> 00:51:41.000
You're not trying really hard

818
00:51:41.000 --> 00:51:44.440
to find the will of the Lord to make something work.

819
00:51:44.440 --> 00:51:49.440
Just operate, always moving forward in the next step

820
00:51:50.000 --> 00:51:52.880
and the next step with this openness.

821
00:51:52.880 --> 00:51:55.000
I mean, like always looking for the openness

822
00:51:55.000 --> 00:51:56.240
and the freedom of the Lord

823
00:51:56.240 --> 00:51:59.840
and then allow him to actually make it successful

824
00:51:59.840 --> 00:52:02.560
as opposed to, well, Lord, I've never seen that done before.

825
00:52:02.560 --> 00:52:05.040
And I don't know what people are gonna think about that.

826
00:52:07.040 --> 00:52:08.720
People talk over and over and over again

827
00:52:08.720 --> 00:52:10.920
about how much they love that original series,

828
00:52:10.920 --> 00:52:13.040
the one that you watched at the very beginning

829
00:52:13.040 --> 00:52:14.600
because, and then Diana mentioned,

830
00:52:14.600 --> 00:52:17.240
she said actually there's something different on that.

831
00:52:17.240 --> 00:52:21.680
And because I was operating so much out of just the spirit,

832
00:52:21.680 --> 00:52:23.720
I had no structure.

833
00:52:24.320 --> 00:52:28.120
It was just me teaching and flowing out

834
00:52:28.120 --> 00:52:30.200
and that created the structure.

835
00:52:30.200 --> 00:52:32.920
The problem is I then now had a structure

836
00:52:32.920 --> 00:52:36.800
that I was trying to maintain and that started killing it

837
00:52:36.800 --> 00:52:39.200
because you're adding flesh.

838
00:52:39.200 --> 00:52:42.160
You're adding, okay, I'm gonna try to maintain this thing

839
00:52:42.160 --> 00:52:43.400
that was born in the spirit.

840
00:52:43.400 --> 00:52:47.040
No, the spirit has to maintain that which it birthed.

841
00:52:48.200 --> 00:52:52.320
So you have to keep operating in that same spirit

842
00:52:52.320 --> 00:52:56.120
where God is doing it, you're just partnering with him

843
00:52:56.120 --> 00:52:59.040
and you're flowing and you're leaving all of the results

844
00:52:59.040 --> 00:53:02.160
of like all of the results that people are getting out of it

845
00:53:02.160 --> 00:53:07.160
that you're getting that, that you're releasing that

846
00:53:07.640 --> 00:53:10.240
to the Lord and not feeling responsible

847
00:53:10.240 --> 00:53:13.680
for the outcome that people are getting, right?

848
00:53:13.680 --> 00:53:16.080
So anyway, point is, it's a lot to say

849
00:53:16.080 --> 00:53:19.520
to like try to explain some context of what it is

850
00:53:19.520 --> 00:53:21.880
that you can about how you can go through the process.

851
00:53:22.440 --> 00:53:24.960
But I do wanna fall back on the,

852
00:53:28.560 --> 00:53:30.640
well, one more thing, let me kind of finish that out.

853
00:53:30.640 --> 00:53:32.120
So as you're just allowing yourself

854
00:53:32.120 --> 00:53:33.640
to be moved by the Holy Spirit,

855
00:53:33.640 --> 00:53:36.880
okay, well, what should I do now and what step now?

856
00:53:36.880 --> 00:53:40.000
You'll just allow yourself to end up

857
00:53:40.000 --> 00:53:44.520
in wherever it is that the Holy Spirit decides.

858
00:53:46.560 --> 00:53:49.560
And that as opposed to getting a certain idea in our mind

859
00:53:49.560 --> 00:53:51.800
about what it is that we thought it would look like

860
00:53:52.640 --> 00:53:53.480
and then holding God,

861
00:53:53.480 --> 00:53:56.800
emotionally holding God accountable to accomplishing that.

862
00:53:56.800 --> 00:54:00.120
Well, God, but this isn't da, da, da.

863
00:54:00.120 --> 00:54:01.480
And God, this is da, da, da.

864
00:54:01.480 --> 00:54:04.920
Remember, it's very serious

865
00:54:04.920 --> 00:54:08.360
to not have accusations against God, very serious.

866
00:54:08.360 --> 00:54:10.920
That is out and out resistance.

867
00:54:10.920 --> 00:54:12.800
That is the opposite of union.

868
00:54:12.800 --> 00:54:15.120
It doesn't mean that you're not in union with him anymore.

869
00:54:15.120 --> 00:54:16.640
It means that you're not operating

870
00:54:16.640 --> 00:54:18.480
out of the union that you're in.

871
00:54:18.480 --> 00:54:20.160
And so that's very important.

872
00:54:20.960 --> 00:54:23.560
And so, oh, this is another very important thing.

873
00:54:23.560 --> 00:54:27.280
You and what you're doing right now, this is good.

874
00:54:27.280 --> 00:54:28.560
This is the point.

875
00:54:28.560 --> 00:54:30.200
It's the journey.

876
00:54:30.200 --> 00:54:33.800
It's not you getting the business or the job

877
00:54:33.800 --> 00:54:35.840
or the ministry or whatever it is

878
00:54:35.840 --> 00:54:37.920
that you're interested in pursuing.

879
00:54:37.920 --> 00:54:41.200
That's not the point that God's like leading you to.

880
00:54:41.200 --> 00:54:45.720
It's where you are right now, taking the journey with him.

881
00:54:45.720 --> 00:54:47.720
That's the point he's been leading you to.

882
00:54:47.720 --> 00:54:49.680
He's like, hey, let's just do this.

883
00:54:50.200 --> 00:54:52.240
The point isn't the getting somewhere

884
00:54:52.240 --> 00:54:54.040
and seeing something manifested.

885
00:54:54.040 --> 00:54:55.920
The point is the actual journey

886
00:54:55.920 --> 00:55:00.080
of getting it towards the manifestation.

887
00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:02.080
mission is only as healthy as the journey was.

888
00:55:04.440 --> 00:55:06.400
The whole point is the journey.

889
00:55:07.440 --> 00:55:10.720
So in other words, the whole point is your relationship with the Lord.

890
00:55:10.960 --> 00:55:11.280
Good.

891
00:55:11.280 --> 00:55:12.200
That's what the journey is.

892
00:55:12.200 --> 00:55:14.360
The journey isn't, am I getting it all right?

893
00:55:15.000 --> 00:55:16.040
Oh, I've got to make sure.

894
00:55:16.040 --> 00:55:16.320
Okay.

895
00:55:16.320 --> 00:55:17.920
So that's how healthy the journey is.

896
00:55:17.920 --> 00:55:18.640
It's me getting it right.

897
00:55:18.720 --> 00:55:22.560
No, the health of the journey is based off of your union with the Lord

898
00:55:22.560 --> 00:55:24.680
and the two of you operating together.

899
00:55:25.120 --> 00:55:29.360
It's the development of your relationship, not getting your

900
00:55:29.360 --> 00:55:34.560
relationship right, it's developing of the relationship.

901
00:55:34.960 --> 00:55:35.960
That's the point.

902
00:55:36.280 --> 00:55:39.720
So when you doing this, don't get discouraged that, well, I'm not there

903
00:55:39.720 --> 00:55:42.600
yet, or I'm not there yet, or I haven't figured this out yet.

904
00:55:43.000 --> 00:55:47.920
No, it's the process of you figuring it out with God.

905
00:55:48.120 --> 00:55:49.480
That's the whole point.

906
00:55:50.280 --> 00:55:51.960
It's the, you figuring it out.

907
00:55:52.480 --> 00:55:56.400
It's the, you planning is the, you desiring is the, you praying.

908
00:55:56.960 --> 00:56:00.920
That whole process of the, that is developing your relationship with the

909
00:56:00.920 --> 00:56:05.200
Lord and remember the outcome, like, well, we're not there yet, whatever

910
00:56:05.200 --> 00:56:12.600
that's up to, that is, that pressure is on God, meaning like God's just like,

911
00:56:12.600 --> 00:56:15.560
Hey, I'm doing something and Hey, this is going to burn something.

912
00:56:15.560 --> 00:56:21.120
This is going to manifest something, but that's not something that you need to

913
00:56:21.120 --> 00:56:26.800
carry or try to make happen or that there's something wrong if it's not

914
00:56:26.800 --> 00:56:30.040
happening yet, you're the whole, because that's not the point of what you're

915
00:56:30.040 --> 00:56:34.240
doing anyway, that ends up just being a side effect of what you're doing.

916
00:56:34.600 --> 00:56:38.520
It ends up being you like quote unquote, arriving somewhere, you know, and Oh,

917
00:56:38.560 --> 00:56:39.520
now I have this ministry.

918
00:56:39.520 --> 00:56:41.520
Now I have this business is not the point.

919
00:56:41.520 --> 00:56:46.120
The point is you, you, uh, the, the journey that you're taking to get there

920
00:56:46.120 --> 00:56:49.520
because even once it manifests in a particular way, you're still journeying

921
00:56:49.560 --> 00:56:52.960
through it and that eventually your journey probably passed it

922
00:56:53.360 --> 00:56:54.320
and onto something else.

923
00:56:54.840 --> 00:57:00.160
So it's not a, it's, it's not a, it's not a thing that, uh, that is something

924
00:57:00.160 --> 00:57:05.600
that we're being like held to and focus on and journey towards, you don't focus

925
00:57:05.600 --> 00:57:09.560
on where you're supposed to be going and where it is you're heading, you focus on

926
00:57:09.560 --> 00:57:14.080
God, and then you just happen to quote unquote, arrive somewhere while you're

927
00:57:14.080 --> 00:57:17.920
watching, while you're paying attention to God, as opposed to paying attention

928
00:57:17.920 --> 00:57:21.120
to thing and using it in accusation against God that it hasn't happened yet,

929
00:57:21.120 --> 00:57:22.320
or it didn't look how he thought it would.

930
00:57:22.680 --> 00:57:22.920
Right.

931
00:57:23.320 --> 00:57:27.280
So anyway, so you just allow the Holy spirit to, to just create what it is

932
00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:31.840
because he'll create what it is out of your spirit, your relationship and the

933
00:57:31.840 --> 00:57:36.240
journey that you take towards the thing is what will create the thing

934
00:57:36.240 --> 00:57:37.560
to look like what it is.

935
00:57:38.120 --> 00:57:39.440
So you just focus on that.

936
00:57:40.120 --> 00:57:41.800
So you're right where you need to be.

937
00:57:42.120 --> 00:57:45.920
You're on the journey with God, not on the journey, getting somewhere.

938
00:57:45.920 --> 00:57:50.320
No, you're on the journey with God going through the whole point of the

939
00:57:50.320 --> 00:57:51.760
journey is not to get somewhere.

940
00:57:52.120 --> 00:57:53.480
It's not to learn something new.

941
00:57:54.040 --> 00:57:55.800
It's to develop your relationship with the Lord.

942
00:57:56.280 --> 00:57:57.600
That is the journey of life.

943
00:57:57.920 --> 00:58:00.240
That is the journey in your relationship and your marriage journey in the

944
00:58:00.240 --> 00:58:02.880
relationship with your church journey, your relationship with your parents,

945
00:58:03.080 --> 00:58:06.680
journey in the relationship of, um, you know, uh, business or ministry or

946
00:58:06.680 --> 00:58:11.720
whatever it is, the development of your relationship with God, and those are the

947
00:58:11.760 --> 00:58:18.160
tools that are, that are giving you direction in your, in the development

948
00:58:18.160 --> 00:58:18.920
of your relationship.

949
00:58:20.720 --> 00:58:22.560
So you're right where you need to be.

950
00:58:22.880 --> 00:58:24.000
You're not missing something.

951
00:58:24.000 --> 00:58:25.720
You're not out of, out of favor.

952
00:58:26.000 --> 00:58:28.240
You're not, um, you're not behind.

953
00:58:28.920 --> 00:58:29.960
It's the development.

954
00:58:30.000 --> 00:58:31.760
It's where you're living just right now.

955
00:58:31.760 --> 00:58:33.960
And every moment, that's why every moment is precious.

956
00:58:33.960 --> 00:58:38.800
It's because that's what it's all about is you and the Lord right now into the

957
00:58:38.800 --> 00:58:41.640
developing of the relationship, not getting it right, not getting the

958
00:58:41.640 --> 00:58:45.760
relationship right, just the developing, just getting to know him.

959
00:58:46.120 --> 00:58:49.440
But the way that you do that is you stay open with him and you stay vulnerable.

960
00:58:50.200 --> 00:58:56.160
And so that'll help get you to know more about the Lord because your vulnerability

961
00:58:56.160 --> 00:59:00.960
shows the Lord that you're trustworthy with his, with who he is, but you can

962
00:59:00.960 --> 00:59:05.600
receive more of him because you've opened yourself up vulnerably to him, to be hurt,

963
00:59:05.920 --> 00:59:10.640
to be, um, you know, in other words, to be potentially hurt by him, to, you

964
00:59:10.640 --> 00:59:12.760
know, to follow him, you know, to everything.

965
00:59:13.160 --> 00:59:15.080
So anyway, so closing that a loop.

966
00:59:15.480 --> 00:59:16.200
I want to go back.

967
00:59:16.240 --> 00:59:16.960
Do I have time?

968
00:59:18.120 --> 00:59:18.640
Oh, wow.

969
00:59:18.800 --> 00:59:22.080
It's past time to have time to like cover this last little bit.

970
00:59:22.240 --> 00:59:22.520
Okay.

971
00:59:22.520 --> 00:59:28.760
So about the thing with the, um, uh, the, um, uh, that protection.

972
00:59:29.160 --> 00:59:34.560
So if you step out and you know, that, that it ended up not being God's

973
00:59:34.560 --> 00:59:40.480
character, he'll protect you, um, in a way that you don't get the same

974
00:59:40.480 --> 00:59:45.600
protection if you are pursuing something because you want to.

975
00:59:46.680 --> 00:59:50.800
And that's what I want people to understand about the whole self initiation.

976
00:59:50.800 --> 00:59:55.160
It's, it's not self initiation because God didn't say something.

977
00:59:55.160 --> 00:59:57.280
So I guess I can do whatever I want to do.

978
00:59:57.320 --> 01:00:00.000
No, you still ask God, what you're doing is you're just.

979
01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:03.760
you're going with what it is that you,

980
01:00:03.760 --> 01:00:06.080
with the closest thing that you can find

981
01:00:06.080 --> 01:00:11.080
to what God, to God telling you something.

982
01:00:11.840 --> 01:00:14.160
So if you're not hearing of us say it, the Lord,

983
01:00:14.160 --> 01:00:17.440
you look for an openness because that's a,

984
01:00:17.440 --> 01:00:20.240
that's a possible, you know, God telling me something,

985
01:00:20.240 --> 01:00:22.240
you know, it's like that openness that in other words,

986
01:00:22.240 --> 01:00:23.600
openness in the spirit,

987
01:00:23.600 --> 01:00:26.120
openness in filling the freedom in the spirit,

988
01:00:26.120 --> 01:00:28.280
filling the light, filling the life on it.

989
01:00:28.320 --> 01:00:30.240
And like, okay, I think that that's the Lord.

990
01:00:30.240 --> 01:00:32.280
Maybe that's how the Lord was talking to me, you know,

991
01:00:32.280 --> 01:00:33.120
that kind of a thing.

992
01:00:33.120 --> 01:00:34.480
Because again, you're filling it in your spirit,

993
01:00:34.480 --> 01:00:35.320
not your soul.

994
01:00:36.160 --> 01:00:41.160
And then the, as opposed to, well, my soul wants to do this.

995
01:00:42.320 --> 01:00:43.440
I want to do this.

996
01:00:43.440 --> 01:00:46.560
And so will God back me up on it?

997
01:00:46.560 --> 01:00:50.040
You know, because you're not calling on his character.

998
01:00:50.040 --> 01:00:53.440
You're calling on him to approve of what you want to do.

999
01:00:53.440 --> 01:00:56.840
This one, feeling the openness and searching for him,

1000
01:00:56.840 --> 01:00:58.400
that is calling on his character

1001
01:00:58.400 --> 01:00:59.400
because you're searching for it,

1002
01:00:59.400 --> 01:01:00.960
because you, and you make a decision

1003
01:01:00.960 --> 01:01:03.160
based on who you think he is,

1004
01:01:04.360 --> 01:01:06.840
not what you think he'd approve of.

1005
01:01:06.840 --> 01:01:08.080
It's very, very different.

1006
01:01:08.080 --> 01:01:10.720
So we always make a decision,

1007
01:01:10.720 --> 01:01:12.680
but it feels like we're self-initiating

1008
01:01:12.680 --> 01:01:14.600
because we're like, yeah, but God didn't say.

1009
01:01:14.600 --> 01:01:17.720
Yeah, but that's the closest thing that you can find

1010
01:01:17.720 --> 01:01:19.400
is like this, you know,

1011
01:01:19.400 --> 01:01:21.320
you're, cause you're trying to learn how God communicates,

1012
01:01:21.320 --> 01:01:22.960
and he communicates in a variety of ways.

1013
01:01:22.960 --> 01:01:24.800
He didn't always just communicate audibly

1014
01:01:24.800 --> 01:01:26.920
or like drop down some sentence in English

1015
01:01:26.920 --> 01:01:29.400
into our spirit of like, hey, I want you to do this.

1016
01:01:29.400 --> 01:01:32.400
Sometimes it's kind of like, well, I feel a particular way,

1017
01:01:32.400 --> 01:01:34.560
but it needs to be a feeling

1018
01:01:34.560 --> 01:01:36.880
that you're getting in your spirit,

1019
01:01:36.880 --> 01:01:37.720
you know, of like,

1020
01:01:37.720 --> 01:01:40.440
because that's the part that's communing with the Lord.

1021
01:01:40.440 --> 01:01:42.160
And you're learning that.

1022
01:01:42.160 --> 01:01:45.240
You're like, well, what if I'm feeling that my soul,

1023
01:01:45.240 --> 01:01:46.320
but I thought it was my spirit.

1024
01:01:46.320 --> 01:01:47.640
That's part of the journey.

1025
01:01:47.640 --> 01:01:49.360
You figure it out because you're doing it

1026
01:01:49.360 --> 01:01:51.760
because you're thinking, God, I think that that's you.

1027
01:01:51.760 --> 01:01:53.760
So he'll provide you a measure of protection.

1028
01:01:53.760 --> 01:01:54.920
He did with me.

1029
01:01:54.920 --> 01:01:57.320
And I was, and you heard my testimony

1030
01:01:57.320 --> 01:01:59.800
about how I was just struggling with the Lord

1031
01:01:59.800 --> 01:02:04.800
and where I was always thinking that he was harsh

1032
01:02:05.840 --> 01:02:08.520
and he was legalistic and he had all of these rules,

1033
01:02:08.520 --> 01:02:10.840
but I thought that was him.

1034
01:02:10.840 --> 01:02:14.440
So he, as many of the consequences as I wore,

1035
01:02:14.440 --> 01:02:17.280
I didn't bear all the consequences that I could have

1036
01:02:18.160 --> 01:02:22.240
by considering the path that I chose.

1037
01:02:22.240 --> 01:02:23.600
I was very damaging.

1038
01:02:24.440 --> 01:02:26.000
It was damaging to me and damaging to other people,

1039
01:02:26.000 --> 01:02:27.240
but he was always kind of like, okay,

1040
01:02:27.240 --> 01:02:28.080
well, she thinks it's me.

1041
01:02:28.080 --> 01:02:30.680
So she, he would kind of like create some,

1042
01:02:30.680 --> 01:02:33.880
like some pads, some buffer pads

1043
01:02:33.880 --> 01:02:37.120
that made it not as terrible as it could have been.

1044
01:02:37.120 --> 01:02:38.760
Now he eventually, you know,

1045
01:02:38.760 --> 01:02:41.160
he just allowed me to move to my own

1046
01:02:41.160 --> 01:02:43.240
quote unquote self-destruction,

1047
01:02:43.240 --> 01:02:44.840
you know, so that I'd get to the end and realize,

1048
01:02:44.840 --> 01:02:46.200
okay, this doesn't work.

1049
01:02:46.200 --> 01:02:50.120
But he did it very kindly because I thought it was him.

1050
01:02:50.120 --> 01:02:51.760
I wasn't running from him.

1051
01:02:51.760 --> 01:02:53.200
I was trying to run to him.

1052
01:02:53.800 --> 01:02:55.120
So anyway, he does the same thing.

1053
01:02:55.120 --> 01:02:57.160
So think of it kind of like a child

1054
01:02:59.040 --> 01:03:00.400
falling at a, you know,

1055
01:03:00.400 --> 01:03:02.960
his parents tell him or he climbs a tree

1056
01:03:02.960 --> 01:03:04.920
and maybe it's perfectly fine for him to climb the tree.

1057
01:03:04.920 --> 01:03:05.920
There's nothing wrong with it.

1058
01:03:05.920 --> 01:03:08.200
His parents didn't tell him he couldn't or whatever.

1059
01:03:08.200 --> 01:03:09.720
In fact, his parents probably, you know,

1060
01:03:09.720 --> 01:03:11.720
just they would go out on picnics

1061
01:03:11.720 --> 01:03:13.000
and the kids would just climb trees

1062
01:03:13.000 --> 01:03:15.400
and parents were like, oh, that's wonderful, sweetie.

1063
01:03:15.400 --> 01:03:16.480
You got so high.

1064
01:03:16.480 --> 01:03:17.800
I'm so proud of you.

1065
01:03:17.800 --> 01:03:19.200
You know, it's all just part of life.

1066
01:03:19.200 --> 01:03:20.240
It's just no big deal.

1067
01:03:20.240 --> 01:03:23.080
But one day he falls out of the tree and breaks his arm.

1068
01:03:23.080 --> 01:03:24.920
So he's a child though.

1069
01:03:24.920 --> 01:03:27.840
Who bears the majority of the weight of that consequence?

1070
01:03:27.840 --> 01:03:29.200
The parents.

1071
01:03:29.200 --> 01:03:30.320
They're the ones who have to schedule

1072
01:03:30.320 --> 01:03:31.720
taking him to the doctor's appointments.

1073
01:03:31.720 --> 01:03:33.960
They're the ones who have to walk him through everything.

1074
01:03:33.960 --> 01:03:35.120
They're the ones who have to take,

1075
01:03:35.120 --> 01:03:36.720
help him take care of his arm.

1076
01:03:36.720 --> 01:03:38.480
He's just kind of there, you know,

1077
01:03:38.480 --> 01:03:41.760
annoyed that he has to do all of this stuff

1078
01:03:41.760 --> 01:03:44.280
and that he can't play baseball for weeks.

1079
01:03:44.280 --> 01:03:47.400
And he has to always keep his cast out of the shower

1080
01:03:47.400 --> 01:03:48.520
while he's taking a bath.

1081
01:03:48.520 --> 01:03:49.680
You know, it's just annoying.

1082
01:03:49.680 --> 01:03:52.240
And so he's got his own consequences

1083
01:03:52.240 --> 01:03:54.600
that he has to bear from his actions.

1084
01:03:54.600 --> 01:03:57.160
But, and so he just simply learns,

1085
01:03:57.160 --> 01:03:58.240
okay, what does he learn?

1086
01:03:58.240 --> 01:04:00.240
He didn't learn that you can't climb trees.

1087
01:04:00.240 --> 01:04:03.720
He learned you have to be careful, right?

1088
01:04:03.720 --> 01:04:06.600
So he didn't bear the full consequences of his actions

1089
01:04:06.600 --> 01:04:07.960
because he's a kid.

1090
01:04:07.960 --> 01:04:09.000
And so his parents were like,

1091
01:04:09.000 --> 01:04:09.840
okay, you know what?

1092
01:04:09.840 --> 01:04:10.880
We're taking you to the doctor.

1093
01:04:10.880 --> 01:04:11.720
We're driving you.

1094
01:04:11.720 --> 01:04:14.560
We have to take the time off of work sometimes,

1095
01:04:14.560 --> 01:04:15.720
you know, and then we have to,

1096
01:04:15.720 --> 01:04:18.200
and then it's, we have to pay for the insurance.

1097
01:04:18.200 --> 01:04:19.640
We have to do all of this stuff.

1098
01:04:19.640 --> 01:04:21.520
The parents are ending up carrying

1099
01:04:21.520 --> 01:04:22.960
the majority of the load.

1100
01:04:22.960 --> 01:04:24.520
And that's what God does for us.

1101
01:04:24.520 --> 01:04:27.120
It's not that you won't have pain or consequences

1102
01:04:27.120 --> 01:04:29.120
if that wasn't quite what the Lord wanted you,

1103
01:04:29.120 --> 01:04:32.040
you know, if that wasn't the manifested character of God.

1104
01:04:33.120 --> 01:04:34.800
It's a learning experience.

1105
01:04:34.800 --> 01:04:35.840
He doesn't condemn you.

1106
01:04:35.840 --> 01:04:37.440
He's not shaming you or anything.

1107
01:04:37.440 --> 01:04:39.680
He just like, yeah, but I want you to know who I am.

1108
01:04:39.680 --> 01:04:42.200
So I want you to know that's actually not me.

1109
01:04:42.200 --> 01:04:44.120
But I'm so excited that you pursued it

1110
01:04:44.120 --> 01:04:45.880
because you thought it was.

1111
01:04:45.880 --> 01:04:47.120
I love that part.

1112
01:04:47.120 --> 01:04:48.360
And that's wonderful.

1113
01:04:48.360 --> 01:04:50.920
And you called on my character when you stepped forward.

1114
01:04:50.920 --> 01:04:53.240
So therefore it's my character that will cover you

1115
01:04:53.240 --> 01:04:54.840
and provide you protection so that,

1116
01:04:54.840 --> 01:04:58.440
and soften the blow of the consequences.

1117
01:04:58.440 --> 01:05:00.640
So anyway, I just wanted to point that out.

1118
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:05.760
because that can be, we can be very afraid of, of actually stepping out into decision.

1119
01:05:06.560 --> 01:05:13.360
Um, if we, if we think that, yeah, but God hasn't told me point blank that, that it's him,

1120
01:05:13.360 --> 01:05:18.320
so I can risk it, but then I'm going to have to, I have to bear all of these consequences

1121
01:05:18.320 --> 01:05:23.200
of doing all of this. If it's wrong, you actually don't have to, you will. I mean,

1122
01:05:23.200 --> 01:05:28.480
there are some consequences that it's, it's not anything like, but God, for one thing,

1123
01:05:28.480 --> 01:05:31.680
that the consequences that come are not shame or condemnation from the Lord.

1124
01:05:32.400 --> 01:05:37.040
And he will protect you with himself, with his character. And then he'll say, oh,

1125
01:05:37.040 --> 01:05:40.080
and then you'll learn something there. And he'll say, okay, now let's do this.

1126
01:05:41.040 --> 01:05:45.520
Cause again, the point is the journey. And what did you just do when you've stepped out

1127
01:05:45.520 --> 01:05:49.920
into something that ended up not being perfect manifestation, the character of God,

1128
01:05:49.920 --> 01:05:54.640
you learn, you, you took, you took a journey, you developed your relationship. You now learn,

1129
01:05:54.640 --> 01:06:03.120
know something and are closer to the Lord than you knew and were before. It's just, it's that's

1130
01:06:04.000 --> 01:06:14.720
you stepping out and trying is the point. It's the God, where are you? God's like, move, find me,

1131
01:06:15.440 --> 01:06:21.200
not just stay there. And just like, okay, God dragged me to only the safe spots. God's like,

1132
01:06:21.200 --> 01:06:28.480
no, find me. Let's do this together. You know, cause again, the point is the development of the

1133
01:06:28.480 --> 01:06:35.200
relationship, not getting it right. So what did you do when you stepped out and it wasn't quite

1134
01:06:35.200 --> 01:06:41.600
the perfect manifestation, the character of God, you stepped out, you didn't, you took you,

1135
01:06:41.600 --> 01:06:48.560
you actually did, but you actually moved. There was development of relationship. You had faith in

1136
01:06:48.560 --> 01:06:55.360
God. God, I think this is you. This is who I, I choose to believe that you are not because I wish

1137
01:06:55.360 --> 01:07:00.640
that that is, but because I think you've told me that that's is so Lord. Okay. And then here's my

1138
01:07:00.640 --> 01:07:05.840
action to follow up with. That's what you're doing. All of this is fate followed by works,

1139
01:07:06.880 --> 01:07:12.880
but it has to be faith and who God says he is not, not, I want to do this. And therefore I'm

1140
01:07:12.880 --> 01:07:19.280
going to act on it. It has to be, this is who God says he is. And that's what I'm going to act on.

1141
01:07:21.440 --> 01:07:25.360
Um, one more point I'm going to make, cause it always surprises me that people go to this point,

1142
01:07:25.360 --> 01:07:32.160
but, uh, remember that God isn't good because things work out. Meaning like, meaning like

1143
01:07:32.160 --> 01:07:37.200
that doesn't determine whether or not God's good. So like people ask, well, you know, how,

1144
01:07:37.200 --> 01:07:40.480
how good is God? Well, I bet, you know, I'm going to try to have faith that God's good.

1145
01:07:40.560 --> 01:07:46.560
He says he's good. So, you know, I really want to do this thing. I mean, do you recognize that

1146
01:07:46.560 --> 01:07:52.080
that's the soul? I really want to do this thing, you know? And, uh, I mean, the spirit can want,

1147
01:07:52.080 --> 01:07:56.720
that's not my point. It's just kind of like, I think that you can kind of like, uh, sense or

1148
01:07:56.720 --> 01:08:00.800
picture this type of dynamic where you're like, I really want to do something right. And then we're

1149
01:08:00.800 --> 01:08:04.560
trying to like put the God label on it and make it all. Okay. And so it was like, Oh, I really,

1150
01:08:04.560 --> 01:08:10.960
really want to do something. You know, I think that God is this good that he would let me have

1151
01:08:10.960 --> 01:08:21.600
this. We're defining God's goodness by us getting what we want. That's the problem. We can't connect

1152
01:08:21.600 --> 01:08:29.040
God's goodness or, or, or have God's goodness be defined to us by us getting what we want.

1153
01:08:29.840 --> 01:08:34.240
That's that they're completely irrelevant. God's good, whether or not we get what we want.

1154
01:08:34.800 --> 01:08:40.640
So that's, that's, um, so I just say that if, because sometimes we're like, Oh, well, I'm

1155
01:08:40.640 --> 01:08:46.479
going to have, I'm having faith in God. I thought he was that good that, that I could get to do

1156
01:08:46.479 --> 01:08:50.800
whatever I wanted, but I can't get to whatever it's like, that's not pursuing the character of

1157
01:08:50.800 --> 01:08:57.040
God. That is defining God's character. But in other words, that's not faith. That's not taking

1158
01:08:57.040 --> 01:09:03.279
who God says that he is and acting on it. That's taking what you want and then trying to define

1159
01:09:03.279 --> 01:09:10.000
God's character by you getting it. So that's not faith and stepping out in something of like, Oh,

1160
01:09:10.000 --> 01:09:14.000
well, I'm pursuing the character of God by stepping out on this. Cause I believe he's that good.

1161
01:09:16.560 --> 01:09:23.200
So does that, does that make sense? Yes, that that's so good. Like it, what you just said,

1162
01:09:23.279 --> 01:09:30.000
like the, what not to do, you know, it's definitely a very like childish, like

1163
01:09:30.800 --> 01:09:36.560
immature version of, you know, and I'm like, Oh my God, I was so there, you know what I mean?

1164
01:09:36.560 --> 01:09:43.760
Like, I've been talking to various people, some in a few of them in the current rest intensive

1165
01:09:43.760 --> 01:09:48.720
that are saying things like that. I'm like, okay, no, no, no, no. That got back up. Like,

1166
01:09:48.720 --> 01:09:54.240
Oh, I'm believing God's good. I'm believing this will work out whether or not it works out,

1167
01:09:54.240 --> 01:09:58.560
does not determine whether or not it's good. I'm like, okay, we've really got it. You're

1168
01:09:58.560 --> 01:09:59.840
not having faith that something.

1169
01:10:00.000 --> 01:10:01.320
things going to manifest.

1170
01:10:01.620 --> 01:10:04.660
You're having faith that God is who he says that he is.

1171
01:10:04.700 --> 01:10:08.820
And then you ask God, God, can you manifest who that is, even if it

1172
01:10:08.820 --> 01:10:13.220
means this thing doesn't work out, you, you doing what you did and the

1173
01:10:13.220 --> 01:10:17.220
actions that are caused Lord, that's you being good, and that is who I choose you

1174
01:10:17.220 --> 01:10:17.580
to be.

1175
01:10:17.740 --> 01:10:20.380
So anyway, I just, that's kind of come up a little recently.

1176
01:10:20.380 --> 01:10:23.020
So it's like, I'm just going to kind of throw that one in and clarify.

1177
01:10:23.020 --> 01:10:24.620
This is what I'm not saying.

1178
01:10:25.700 --> 01:10:28.460
No, that's really good because that's where the accusation against God

1179
01:10:28.460 --> 01:10:29.620
comes when it doesn't work.

1180
01:10:29.620 --> 01:10:29.980
Right.

1181
01:10:29.980 --> 01:10:33.820
It comes from that place of inching, his goodness on him, doing something

1182
01:10:33.820 --> 01:10:36.580
that you thought he was going to, you know, do or whatever.

1183
01:10:36.900 --> 01:10:38.620
So, yeah, yeah.

1184
01:10:43.580 --> 01:10:47.060
I don't think I've ever had anybody ask this, but let me just kind of clarify

1185
01:10:47.060 --> 01:10:48.260
that it's hard to describe.

1186
01:10:48.260 --> 01:10:51.180
So how do I know that God is good?

1187
01:10:51.780 --> 01:10:54.820
Or, or like, you know, because it's like, well, surely if he would do this

1188
01:10:54.820 --> 01:10:56.340
thing, that's how I know he's good.

1189
01:10:56.340 --> 01:10:57.340
So how do I know?

1190
01:10:57.340 --> 01:10:59.060
And it's like, well, we just have to have that.

1191
01:10:59.580 --> 01:11:01.260
It's it's, it requires faith.

1192
01:11:01.900 --> 01:11:03.820
It's like, who does he say?

1193
01:11:03.860 --> 01:11:08.860
Because faith has to be on nothing but word, not on evidence.

1194
01:11:09.100 --> 01:11:10.820
Faith is based on word.

1195
01:11:10.820 --> 01:11:14.860
So therefore, if we're called to have faith in God about who he says that he is, we

1196
01:11:14.860 --> 01:11:17.140
literally have no foundation, but his word.

1197
01:11:18.900 --> 01:11:24.100
So the fact he said it, he said, he's good, not how can I know?

1198
01:11:24.100 --> 01:11:24.940
And will this happen?

1199
01:11:24.940 --> 01:11:25.700
And this didn't happen.

1200
01:11:25.700 --> 01:11:28.580
So it's got good or not that that's completely irrelevant.

1201
01:11:29.260 --> 01:11:31.940
You know, we can't look at, we can't look at evidence.

1202
01:11:32.100 --> 01:11:33.060
Who does he say?

1203
01:11:33.060 --> 01:11:34.580
Therefore, that's what he is.

1204
01:11:35.060 --> 01:11:37.300
And, and how do we know that?

1205
01:11:37.340 --> 01:11:38.620
Like, in other words, how do we have it?

1206
01:11:38.620 --> 01:11:41.740
Well, we do have to make that leap of faith, but there's an element of like, how

1207
01:11:41.740 --> 01:11:47.420
can we get some kind of an evidence so that you know, he is so that it is faith,

1208
01:11:47.420 --> 01:11:53.940
but it's a, it's, it's a faith that's been, that's been, um, uh, basically

1209
01:11:53.940 --> 01:11:55.460
it's a faith that's been proven.

1210
01:11:55.580 --> 01:11:56.700
It's a faith that landed.

1211
01:11:56.700 --> 01:11:58.460
It's a faith that finally had evidence.

1212
01:11:58.460 --> 01:12:00.660
What is the evidence it's it'll be in your spirit.

1213
01:12:01.900 --> 01:12:08.860
Like you will sense when you're with God and you release all accusations and you

1214
01:12:08.860 --> 01:12:12.980
let go of things and whatever, and you connect with who he truly is, that is

1215
01:12:12.980 --> 01:12:17.220
where, you know, beyond the shadow of a doubt that he's good.

1216
01:12:17.220 --> 01:12:17.540
Why?

1217
01:12:17.540 --> 01:12:23.220
Because the spirit is communing with your spirit and no one can talk you out of it.

1218
01:12:24.220 --> 01:12:28.060
So if you're always looking for evidence outside that God is good,

1219
01:12:28.140 --> 01:12:31.700
you can be convinced you were convinced that God was good because you saw it.

1220
01:12:31.700 --> 01:12:35.620
So therefore you can be unconvinced because you stopped seeing it or

1221
01:12:35.620 --> 01:12:37.620
because, um, because someone told you so.

1222
01:12:37.620 --> 01:12:40.580
In other words, you use logic to bring you to a conclusion.

1223
01:12:40.580 --> 01:12:42.340
So logic can talk you out of it.

1224
01:12:43.260 --> 01:12:50.140
But when you connect with the spirit of God himself and you, and you, you will

1225
01:12:50.180 --> 01:12:56.980
know all of these things that he's telling, he's urging your, your soul to

1226
01:12:57.020 --> 01:13:03.100
believe your spirit, if you connect with that, and then you spend time with your

1227
01:13:03.100 --> 01:13:10.380
spirit in God's spirit, like, you know, you will sense and know where no one can

1228
01:13:10.380 --> 01:13:14.620
convince you otherwise, no matter what evidence you see, you will know that God

1229
01:13:14.620 --> 01:13:19.340
is all of these things that he says he is protector, provider, safety, you

1230
01:13:19.340 --> 01:13:26.140
know, holy, good love because, and, and it can't, and you can't be convinced

1231
01:13:26.140 --> 01:13:30.980
otherwise, because you weren't convinced out here that he was.

1232
01:13:30.980 --> 01:13:36.220
So it can't unconvince you it's, you found it in a place that is, can't be

1233
01:13:36.220 --> 01:13:39.740
threatened, that it can't be changed.

1234
01:13:39.740 --> 01:13:40.540
That is sure.

1235
01:13:40.540 --> 01:13:45.260
All the attacks can come at it, but it can't reach it because you, you've, um,

1236
01:13:45.300 --> 01:13:47.780
you've met with God's love.

1237
01:13:47.980 --> 01:13:50.860
You met with his goodness.

1238
01:13:51.180 --> 01:13:53.260
You saw it, you communed with it.

1239
01:13:53.940 --> 01:13:58.180
So just FYI of like, well, yeah, but how do I know?

1240
01:13:58.180 --> 01:14:02.860
And, and, um, you're not going to see it in evidence.

1241
01:14:03.020 --> 01:14:08.460
It's the, um, to convince you you're going to have to find it here.

1242
01:14:08.500 --> 01:14:10.380
And then you'll see it out there.

1243
01:14:10.860 --> 01:14:14.060
God will show you where it is, but it has to originate here.

1244
01:14:14.220 --> 01:14:18.900
This can't convince you in this direction that God's good.

1245
01:14:19.140 --> 01:14:23.260
It's only from this direction out that you'll see the manifestation

1246
01:14:23.260 --> 01:14:24.500
of the goodness of God.

1247
01:14:25.140 --> 01:14:33.140
So, um, and, and so that's why sometimes I say things like, oh, well, he did this

1248
01:14:33.140 --> 01:14:37.420
for you, oh my goodness, he's manifesting his goodness, because it's not that that

1249
01:14:37.420 --> 01:14:42.140
is proving that he's good, it's that I know he's good and therefore I'm seeing

1250
01:14:42.140 --> 01:14:46.020
that and I'm like, oh, I can tell you that originated from the same place that

1251
01:14:46.020 --> 01:14:51.100
this started, which is, you know, I can see the connection, but it's not, but I,

1252
01:14:51.140 --> 01:14:55.820
I don't in any way mean that we're supposed to look at these things.

1253
01:14:55.820 --> 01:14:58.180
And if these things happen, it means God's good.

1254
01:14:58.780 --> 01:15:00.020
Or if these other things happen.

1255
01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:01.280
It means God's not good.

1256
01:15:01.760 --> 01:15:03.920
I'm just saying, no, because I know he's good.

1257
01:15:03.920 --> 01:15:06.320
I can recognize something that looks like this.

1258
01:15:07.120 --> 01:15:12.880
So it's, it's a little bit, so it's a different perspective on it.

1259
01:15:12.880 --> 01:15:17.000
So that makes the whole Bible completely true in the way that we've ever read it,

1260
01:15:17.640 --> 01:15:20.680
that we've always read it, but it actually, but we actually

1261
01:15:20.680 --> 01:15:22.720
approached it from the back door.

1262
01:15:23.040 --> 01:15:23.800
And God's like, no, no, no.

1263
01:15:23.800 --> 01:15:26.400
You have to approach it from this direction, which puts a whole

1264
01:15:26.400 --> 01:15:28.360
different eternal spin on everything.

1265
01:15:29.240 --> 01:15:30.000
Hard, hard to explain.

1266
01:15:30.000 --> 01:15:31.240
I knew what I was saying when I said that.

1267
01:15:31.240 --> 01:15:34.040
But anyway, so is this helpful?

1268
01:15:35.160 --> 01:15:36.000
Extremely.

1269
01:15:36.040 --> 01:15:36.640
Yes.

1270
01:15:36.680 --> 01:15:37.960
Thank you so very much.

1271
01:15:39.680 --> 01:15:43.080
Well, I'll let you go and you know that you have this, that you'll have this

1272
01:15:43.080 --> 01:15:47.080
recording in your, in your, um, you know, in your group thing.

1273
01:15:47.120 --> 01:15:49.400
So have you been in there lately?

1274
01:15:49.720 --> 01:15:52.400
Have you, you can't see anybody else's, right?

1275
01:15:52.400 --> 01:15:53.400
You can just see yours.

1276
01:15:54.600 --> 01:15:54.840
Yeah.

1277
01:15:54.840 --> 01:15:55.840
I just saw mine there.

1278
01:15:56.680 --> 01:15:56.920
Okay.

1279
01:15:56.920 --> 01:16:00.440
That's what I thought, because I always have to do these tests to make sure that

1280
01:16:00.440 --> 01:16:03.960
all of the stuff I'm doing on the backend to lock down and like, keep it private

1281
01:16:03.960 --> 01:16:06.240
to just the person really is working.

1282
01:16:06.920 --> 01:16:11.280
So I'm like, well, so, um, and I can do it with some people, but I can't do it

1283
01:16:11.280 --> 01:16:14.200
with the active members because I don't have their passwords.

1284
01:16:14.520 --> 01:16:18.760
If I have the, if I have people that I've put in there that had that are like old

1285
01:16:18.760 --> 01:16:24.880
members, but then I'm creating their passwords and I can go in as them and I

1286
01:16:24.880 --> 01:16:27.960
can see what they see and make sure it's working, but I can't for the current

1287
01:16:27.960 --> 01:16:28.240
member.

1288
01:16:28.240 --> 01:16:31.360
So I wanted to make sure that it's all working correctly.

1289
01:16:31.360 --> 01:16:32.000
So, okay.

1290
01:16:32.680 --> 01:16:35.160
Well, I thought you did create our passwords, right?

1291
01:16:35.160 --> 01:16:36.320
You sent that to us.

1292
01:16:36.840 --> 01:16:38.560
I guess I did, but see, y'all have changed that.

1293
01:16:38.600 --> 01:16:40.600
Well, I assume that you have, maybe you haven't.

1294
01:16:40.840 --> 01:16:44.000
Mine is the same, so you can keep your mind the same.

1295
01:16:44.000 --> 01:16:44.400
Go ahead.

1296
01:16:44.400 --> 01:16:45.320
Check what you need.

1297
01:16:45.320 --> 01:16:45.920
If you need to check.

1298
01:16:47.920 --> 01:16:48.720
I appreciate it.

1299
01:16:48.720 --> 01:16:49.240
Thank you.

1300
01:16:49.520 --> 01:16:49.720
Yeah.

1301
01:16:49.720 --> 01:16:52.960
They're really the only people that I have to go in and do that for now.

1302
01:16:52.960 --> 01:16:56.280
Are you, you wouldn't believe what it is that I'm doing.

1303
01:16:56.320 --> 01:17:01.080
I'm literally taking the Facebook group and I'm literally putting them into the

1304
01:17:01.080 --> 01:17:03.960
old Facebook group and I'm putting it into this new platform.

1305
01:17:04.240 --> 01:17:08.360
That means that in order for everything to look like it did there, I have to be

1306
01:17:08.360 --> 01:17:09.120
that person.

1307
01:17:09.880 --> 01:17:15.680
So for instance, Susan, you know that you, I had a, I had a suit, uh, I had posted

1308
01:17:15.680 --> 01:17:19.960
one of her, I had reposted one of her posts, you know, yeah.

1309
01:17:19.960 --> 01:17:25.640
One of her directors, I had to, I had to create Susan in this new platform, go and

1310
01:17:25.640 --> 01:17:32.120
get that post and log in as Susan and post it as Susan in order for it to show up that

1311
01:17:32.120 --> 01:17:34.080
she posted it instead of me.

1312
01:17:34.440 --> 01:17:38.680
So anyway, um, I, it just, it takes a quite a bit of effort.

1313
01:17:38.680 --> 01:17:44.520
So, um, it most, most of what I'm needing to do to go back into stuff is like, uh,

1314
01:17:44.600 --> 01:17:50.480
it's like the, um, like older members, um, that haven't joined since I've, um, that

1315
01:17:50.480 --> 01:17:53.160
haven't been active in the platform since I started it.

1316
01:17:53.160 --> 01:17:54.200
So anyway, but thank you.

1317
01:17:54.200 --> 01:17:56.920
I appreciate it that other people have changed their password.

1318
01:17:56.920 --> 01:18:03.000
And so I'm like, I just assumed everybody had, and so anyway, um, uh, and I haven't

1319
01:18:03.000 --> 01:18:06.680
needed to get in other than just like to test and make sure, okay, they can see

1320
01:18:06.680 --> 01:18:07.840
their own thing, right.

1321
01:18:07.840 --> 01:18:13.000
And they can't see to do some tests, but anyway, I appreciate the authorization.

1322
01:18:13.560 --> 01:18:15.000
Anyway, we're good.

1323
01:18:15.720 --> 01:18:17.000
Thank you so much.

1324
01:18:18.840 --> 01:18:21.400
Truly, truly enjoyed this.

1325
01:18:22.040 --> 01:18:24.760
You will always have a very special place in my heart.

1326
01:18:24.760 --> 01:18:26.520
Ashley, like I'm gonna start crying.

1327
01:18:27.320 --> 01:18:28.440
Is it worth it?

1328
01:18:28.440 --> 01:18:30.280
Was the rest intensive worth it?

1329
01:18:30.840 --> 01:18:32.280
It was like so worth it.

1330
01:18:32.280 --> 01:18:33.960
Like, it's so life-changing.

1331
01:18:33.960 --> 01:18:39.320
Um, it's like open the gateway to the next level in God.

1332
01:18:39.320 --> 01:18:42.600
And it's so good.

1333
01:18:42.680 --> 01:18:47.880
It's so, I'm just like, I'm just overjoyed and I'm just really appreciative.

1334
01:18:47.880 --> 01:18:49.400
So thank you.

1335
01:18:49.400 --> 01:18:52.440
I count you among my friends and people.

1336
01:18:52.440 --> 01:18:53.720
So dear to my heart.

1337
01:18:56.440 --> 01:18:57.320
Well, good.

1338
01:18:57.320 --> 01:18:59.080
Well, I'm so glad that it was worth it.

1339
01:18:59.080 --> 01:19:03.560
I'm always trying to do it where, cause my whole heart is like, Lord, this, uh, you

1340
01:19:03.560 --> 01:19:06.280
know, I want, I want them to have fruit.

1341
01:19:06.280 --> 01:19:09.240
I want this, I want the rest intensive to have fruit.

1342
01:19:09.240 --> 01:19:10.360
I want them to get it.

1343
01:19:10.360 --> 01:19:11.880
And I want them to understand.

1344
01:19:11.880 --> 01:19:15.240
And I want their lives to be changed because I'm always trying to, cause that's why I do

1345
01:19:15.240 --> 01:19:19.960
a mentorship is I offer to other people what I got and I want them to have it.

1346
01:19:19.960 --> 01:19:23.480
You know, it's like, you know, if I'm going to invest this much where I'm not teaching,

1347
01:19:23.480 --> 01:19:25.160
I'm actually mentoring people.

1348
01:19:25.160 --> 01:19:26.920
Like I want it to be effective.

1349
01:19:26.920 --> 01:19:29.480
So like, so did you, did you get it?

1350
01:19:29.480 --> 01:19:30.680
Is it, is it effective?

1351
01:19:30.680 --> 01:19:31.640
Was it helpful?

1352
01:19:31.640 --> 01:19:32.600
Was it worth it?

1353
01:19:32.600 --> 01:19:33.960
So, okay, good.

1354
01:19:33.960 --> 01:19:35.160
Thank you so much.

1355
01:19:35.160 --> 01:19:35.880
So good.

1356
01:19:35.880 --> 01:19:37.240
So thank you.

1357
01:19:37.240 --> 01:19:39.720
I, I mean, a thousand times over.

1358
01:19:39.720 --> 01:19:41.320
Can I pray really quickly?

1359
01:19:43.160 --> 01:19:43.480
Okay.

1360
01:19:44.280 --> 01:19:46.680
Father, I thank you so much for Ashley.

1361
01:19:46.680 --> 01:19:48.920
I thank you so much for this time together.

1362
01:19:48.920 --> 01:19:53.800
I, she is just one of your precious daughters and I'm so grateful that I got to meet her

1363
01:19:54.520 --> 01:19:56.600
and for her to point to my life.

1364
01:19:56.600 --> 01:19:59.880
And I just, um, I know that, um,

1365
01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:03.080
I just ask all of the spiritual blessings, God,

1366
01:20:03.080 --> 01:20:05.600
that you would just really enlighten her.

1367
01:20:05.600 --> 01:20:07.880
And I know you're gonna give her what you need

1368
01:20:07.880 --> 01:20:11.640
because you're a good God and a good father.

1369
01:20:11.640 --> 01:20:14.120
I just stand in agreement and I just thank you, God,

1370
01:20:14.120 --> 01:20:18.080
whatever is wrong, God, I would ask

1371
01:20:18.080 --> 01:20:19.320
that you would make it right,

1372
01:20:19.320 --> 01:20:21.680
wherever the path is crooked,

1373
01:20:21.680 --> 01:20:23.040
that you would make it straight.

1374
01:20:23.040 --> 01:20:25.400
And I just thank you so much for her,

1375
01:20:25.400 --> 01:20:28.120
she's so precious and for her husband, father.

1376
01:20:28.120 --> 01:20:32.040
And I just pray your blessings over them

1377
01:20:32.040 --> 01:20:33.840
in every aspect of their lives

1378
01:20:33.840 --> 01:20:37.080
and your protection over them.

1379
01:20:37.080 --> 01:20:38.800
And I just thank you for all these things

1380
01:20:38.800 --> 01:20:40.160
in Jesus name, amen.

1381
01:20:41.320 --> 01:20:42.160
Thank you.

1382
01:20:42.160 --> 01:20:43.680
I just wanted to pray for you,

1383
01:20:43.680 --> 01:20:44.520
I'm like, I don't know what I did for her.

1384
01:20:44.520 --> 01:20:46.120
I really appreciate it.

1385
01:20:46.120 --> 01:20:50.000
That's wonderful, I fully receive that.

1386
01:20:50.000 --> 01:20:51.840
So thank you so much, Tammy.

1387
01:20:51.840 --> 01:20:54.240
It's so nice to get to have you part of the group

1388
01:20:54.240 --> 01:20:56.360
and thank you for all of your contribution

1389
01:20:56.360 --> 01:20:59.520
for being a very strong and loving person

1390
01:20:59.520 --> 01:21:00.520
to everyone in the group.

1391
01:21:00.520 --> 01:21:04.080
It really does, every person adds to the group dynamic.

1392
01:21:04.080 --> 01:21:06.000
And so one of the things that you added

1393
01:21:06.000 --> 01:21:10.640
was just a strength of like leadership and kindness and joy.

1394
01:21:10.640 --> 01:21:12.240
I always love getting to see your smile

1395
01:21:12.240 --> 01:21:13.360
and I always appreciated that.

1396
01:21:13.360 --> 01:21:15.360
So thank you so much for doing that.

1397
01:21:15.360 --> 01:21:18.360
It really does, I've been through several groups,

1398
01:21:18.360 --> 01:21:20.360
not just the big rest intensive groups,

1399
01:21:20.360 --> 01:21:22.600
but also these many rest intensive groups

1400
01:21:22.600 --> 01:21:24.560
and people like you make all the difference

1401
01:21:24.560 --> 01:21:26.640
in setting the tone for the group

1402
01:21:26.640 --> 01:21:30.800
in like a very healthy, positive

1403
01:21:30.800 --> 01:21:34.680
and spiritually progressive way.

1404
01:21:34.680 --> 01:21:37.120
So thank you very much, I really appreciate that.

1405
01:21:38.040 --> 01:21:39.200
All right.

1406
01:21:39.200 --> 01:21:41.680
Have a good Saturday, good weekend.

1407
01:21:41.680 --> 01:21:42.520
Bye.