WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:28.000 I'm going to share my screen. 2 00:00:28.000 --> 00:00:37.000 I'm going to share my screen. 3 00:00:37.000 --> 00:00:42.000 Originally my Friday was clear until this evening. 4 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:46.000 I thought I don't have anything until a lot later. 5 00:00:46.000 --> 00:00:50.000 I'm sitting there eating. 6 00:00:50.000 --> 00:00:54.000 I get a notification from Zoom. 7 00:00:54.000 --> 00:00:58.000 I'm going to share my screen. 8 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:04.000 That's fine. 9 00:01:04.000 --> 00:01:08.000 I was going to say I was playing Candy Crush. 10 00:01:08.000 --> 00:01:12.000 I've heard it sucks you in. 11 00:01:12.000 --> 00:01:16.000 I've never played it. 12 00:01:16.000 --> 00:01:20.000 I've had it on my phone three times. 13 00:01:20.000 --> 00:01:24.000 I've had it on my phone for a year. 14 00:01:24.000 --> 00:01:28.000 I put it back on. 15 00:01:28.000 --> 00:01:32.000 It's so much fun. 16 00:01:32.000 --> 00:01:36.000 I have no idea how you play it. 17 00:01:36.000 --> 00:01:40.000 It's not an addiction. 18 00:01:40.000 --> 00:01:44.000 It just draws you in. 19 00:01:44.000 --> 00:01:48.000 When I was stopped at stoplights, 20 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:52.000 I was playing Candy Crush. 21 00:01:52.000 --> 00:01:56.000 That's so funny. 22 00:01:56.000 --> 00:02:00.000 That's when you wanted to play. 23 00:02:00.000 --> 00:02:04.000 That's hilarious. 24 00:02:04.000 --> 00:02:08.000 How have you been? 25 00:02:08.000 --> 00:02:12.000 This has been a really hard week. 26 00:02:12.000 --> 00:02:16.000 At work. 27 00:02:16.000 --> 00:02:20.000 We've lost the people who know stuff. 28 00:02:20.000 --> 00:02:24.000 She lost 10 people. 29 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:28.000 Her name is Debbie. 30 00:02:28.000 --> 00:02:32.000 She's a believer too. 31 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:36.000 She's finding it very hard. 32 00:02:36.000 --> 00:02:40.000 People will come to her with questions. 33 00:02:40.000 --> 00:02:44.000 Those questions were answered by the two people who got laid off. 34 00:02:44.000 --> 00:02:48.000 It's hard. 35 00:02:48.000 --> 00:02:52.000 I was talking to the guy that I work with. 36 00:02:52.000 --> 00:02:56.000 I was saying. 37 00:02:56.000 --> 00:03:00.000 We are now this company called Altaeus. 38 00:03:00.000 --> 00:03:04.000 It started January 1. 39 00:03:04.000 --> 00:03:08.000 It's not a good feeling. 40 00:03:08.000 --> 00:03:12.000 It's like they don't care. 41 00:03:12.000 --> 00:03:16.000 I'm working on a project. 42 00:03:16.000 --> 00:03:20.000 The gal is from this company. 43 00:03:20.000 --> 00:03:24.000 We are now Altaeus. 44 00:03:24.000 --> 00:03:28.000 We merged with them. 45 00:03:28.000 --> 00:03:32.000 This gal is so aggressive. 46 00:03:32.000 --> 00:03:36.000 The new leader over clinical operations. 47 00:03:36.000 --> 00:03:40.000 I don't know. 48 00:03:40.000 --> 00:03:44.000 They are not people you would like or want to hang out with. 49 00:03:44.000 --> 00:03:48.000 Not. 50 00:03:48.000 --> 00:03:52.000 I have a meeting at 1 o'clock. 51 00:03:52.000 --> 00:03:56.000 The doctors. 52 00:03:56.000 --> 00:04:00.000 I don't know how to say it. 53 00:04:00.000 --> 00:04:04.000 They have their patients. 54 00:04:04.000 --> 00:04:08.000 This program is supposed to help them. 55 00:04:08.000 --> 00:04:12.000 They are called e-consults with Stanford. 56 00:04:12.000 --> 00:04:16.000 It's too intrusive. 57 00:04:16.000 --> 00:04:20.000 On the provider. 58 00:04:20.000 --> 00:04:24.000 The primary care doctor. 59 00:04:24.000 --> 00:04:28.000 We had two doctors. 60 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:32.000 They didn't like the way it was done. 61 00:04:32.000 --> 00:04:36.000 We put it on pause. 62 00:04:36.000 --> 00:04:40.000 The gal who is leading it changed some things. 63 00:04:40.000 --> 00:04:44.000 It still seems the same to me. 64 00:04:44.000 --> 00:04:48.000 It still seems too intrusive. 65 00:04:48.000 --> 00:04:52.000 This company has changed. 66 00:04:52.000 --> 00:04:56.000 The manager of Altaeus. 67 00:04:56.000 --> 00:05:00.000 The manager of the department said. 68 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:04.320 doesn't have any enthusiasm for work, you know? 69 00:05:05.400 --> 00:05:07.520 Because it's losing the people, 70 00:05:07.520 --> 00:05:09.360 but it's not just losing them. 71 00:05:09.360 --> 00:05:13.200 It's the big change within the company 72 00:05:13.200 --> 00:05:17.480 that is no longer the company we were hired by, you know? 73 00:05:17.480 --> 00:05:19.240 That's always really challenging. 74 00:05:19.240 --> 00:05:21.280 I know, it's really hard. 75 00:05:21.280 --> 00:05:22.120 Yeah. 76 00:05:22.120 --> 00:05:24.000 And I've got two different cultures, 77 00:05:24.000 --> 00:05:29.000 especially in the culture that buys you out or whatever, 78 00:05:30.440 --> 00:05:35.000 isn't as healthy as the culture that you were hired by. 79 00:05:35.000 --> 00:05:35.840 I'm sorry. 80 00:05:35.840 --> 00:05:37.080 Yeah, yeah. 81 00:05:38.640 --> 00:05:41.600 I'm glad that you're feeling good, though. 82 00:05:41.600 --> 00:05:43.600 I mean, all things considered, 83 00:05:43.600 --> 00:05:46.480 like better than what you were concerned that, 84 00:05:46.480 --> 00:05:49.040 you know, that the side effects would be. 85 00:05:49.040 --> 00:05:50.680 Yeah. 86 00:05:50.680 --> 00:05:53.560 I thought I'd have much worse side effects, 87 00:05:53.560 --> 00:05:56.160 like fatigue and everything, but I didn't. 88 00:05:56.160 --> 00:05:57.920 I just had my normal tiredness. 89 00:05:58.840 --> 00:06:01.920 Yeah, so, and then the, I mean, 90 00:06:01.920 --> 00:06:05.600 the skin discoloration and a few things like that, 91 00:06:05.600 --> 00:06:09.320 those aren't troublesome, really, you know, those things. 92 00:06:09.320 --> 00:06:10.880 Is your doctor pleased? 93 00:06:12.120 --> 00:06:13.080 Yeah, yeah. 94 00:06:13.080 --> 00:06:15.840 And I need to make an appointment, I think. 95 00:06:15.840 --> 00:06:18.920 I'm not taking the hormone therapy 96 00:06:18.920 --> 00:06:22.320 because it was making me feel kind of weird. 97 00:06:22.320 --> 00:06:23.160 Yeah. 98 00:06:23.160 --> 00:06:26.440 So, and I didn't tell the oncologist yet 99 00:06:26.480 --> 00:06:27.880 that I'm not doing it, 100 00:06:28.800 --> 00:06:31.240 but I wanted to feel good this month 101 00:06:31.240 --> 00:06:33.600 when I'm doing the teaching, you know, 102 00:06:33.600 --> 00:06:36.440 four weeks of, I did that this morning. 103 00:06:36.440 --> 00:06:39.320 I was gonna ask, how's it been going? 104 00:06:39.320 --> 00:06:40.160 It was good. 105 00:06:40.160 --> 00:06:41.920 I got the course written. 106 00:06:41.920 --> 00:06:44.800 I had one and a half PowerPoints done. 107 00:06:44.800 --> 00:06:48.120 So I have, what, two and a half to do. 108 00:06:49.560 --> 00:06:51.520 But I think it went well. 109 00:06:51.520 --> 00:06:53.320 Yeah, yeah, I think it went well. 110 00:06:53.320 --> 00:06:55.040 That's great. 111 00:06:55.040 --> 00:07:00.040 And like, and the interpretation was, went well too. 112 00:07:00.960 --> 00:07:02.480 She's really good. 113 00:07:02.480 --> 00:07:03.600 I mean, I don't know if she's saying 114 00:07:03.600 --> 00:07:07.760 what I exactly say or not, but she's really quick. 115 00:07:07.760 --> 00:07:09.920 And it's- Yeah, that's great. 116 00:07:09.920 --> 00:07:12.480 And I don't lose my train of thought and- 117 00:07:12.480 --> 00:07:14.000 That's great. 118 00:07:14.000 --> 00:07:17.680 Yeah, and I haven't, things are all written out. 119 00:07:17.680 --> 00:07:19.400 Yeah. So I can- 120 00:07:19.400 --> 00:07:20.240 Yeah. 121 00:07:20.240 --> 00:07:22.440 Get rid of things, I've got the PowerPoint. 122 00:07:22.440 --> 00:07:23.280 Yeah. 123 00:07:23.280 --> 00:07:24.880 I didn't know how it was gonna work 124 00:07:25.720 --> 00:07:28.280 because I thought maybe she would translate my PowerPoint. 125 00:07:28.280 --> 00:07:29.920 And then, so at the very beginning, 126 00:07:29.920 --> 00:07:32.160 I found out she wanted me to use my PowerPoint. 127 00:07:32.160 --> 00:07:34.560 So that was just as well. 128 00:07:34.560 --> 00:07:35.880 Okay. 129 00:07:35.880 --> 00:07:36.880 Okay. 130 00:07:36.880 --> 00:07:38.000 Yeah. 131 00:07:38.000 --> 00:07:40.520 And you had mentioned at some point, 132 00:07:40.520 --> 00:07:42.160 you never actually asked me, 133 00:07:42.160 --> 00:07:43.960 but you had mentioned to some other, 134 00:07:43.960 --> 00:07:45.640 I think an arrest group, 135 00:07:45.640 --> 00:07:49.560 that you wanted to ask me a question about something. 136 00:07:49.560 --> 00:07:52.640 But did you get that all figured out on your own? 137 00:07:52.640 --> 00:07:53.880 I don't know what it was now 138 00:07:53.880 --> 00:07:56.120 because you mentioned something about that before. 139 00:07:56.120 --> 00:08:01.120 Yeah, it was related to you teaching the Bible study 140 00:08:03.200 --> 00:08:05.040 or the course, you know. 141 00:08:06.160 --> 00:08:07.400 Oh yeah. 142 00:08:07.400 --> 00:08:11.360 I'm vaguely remembering that it was, what was it? 143 00:08:14.440 --> 00:08:18.720 Something about teaching and rest or I don't know. 144 00:08:18.720 --> 00:08:19.960 Yeah. 145 00:08:19.960 --> 00:08:20.800 Something like that. 146 00:08:20.800 --> 00:08:22.640 Something about rest, that's all I know, 147 00:08:22.640 --> 00:08:23.680 which is why you thought of me 148 00:08:24.480 --> 00:08:25.640 and it's like, well, it has to do with rest. 149 00:08:25.640 --> 00:08:28.200 So, but I wasn't quite sure of what the question was though. 150 00:08:28.200 --> 00:08:31.360 And it sounds like, and since you hadn't asked since, 151 00:08:31.360 --> 00:08:33.559 you know, hoping that you'd gotten it figured out, 152 00:08:33.559 --> 00:08:36.640 whatever it was, I just wanted to make sure I hadn't like, 153 00:08:36.640 --> 00:08:40.200 you hadn't felt abandoned and unanswered. 154 00:08:40.200 --> 00:08:43.640 So you were unable to ask your question, so. 155 00:08:43.640 --> 00:08:44.480 Yeah. 156 00:08:44.480 --> 00:08:47.880 And I think it was when I was writing the course. 157 00:08:47.880 --> 00:08:49.400 Oh, okay. 158 00:08:49.400 --> 00:08:50.240 Yeah. 159 00:08:50.240 --> 00:08:55.240 And that, I mean, that was a bit stressed getting it done. 160 00:08:57.240 --> 00:08:59.640 I was late getting it done. 161 00:09:00.480 --> 00:09:01.880 I mean, I didn't realize, well, 162 00:09:01.880 --> 00:09:04.560 I had to do all sorts of research and stuff too. 163 00:09:04.560 --> 00:09:08.120 I mean, you know, going back and reading over things 164 00:09:08.120 --> 00:09:12.280 and it was so, yeah. 165 00:09:12.280 --> 00:09:16.080 It was so good to go back over this stuff. 166 00:09:16.080 --> 00:09:18.480 You know, it just got me, you know, 167 00:09:18.480 --> 00:09:20.960 and the thing about, 168 00:09:22.840 --> 00:09:25.040 that I'm emphasizing through the whole thing 169 00:09:25.040 --> 00:09:29.160 is the glory of God, His relational beauty 170 00:09:29.160 --> 00:09:34.160 and seeing His glory, you know, experiencing it. 171 00:09:37.000 --> 00:09:41.520 And I even talked about relationship, love and union today. 172 00:09:41.520 --> 00:09:43.440 Wow, great. 173 00:09:43.440 --> 00:09:44.280 Yeah. 174 00:09:44.280 --> 00:09:46.400 So I would put the four together, glory. 175 00:09:46.440 --> 00:09:51.440 I mean, glory is really the way it was defined 176 00:09:53.200 --> 00:09:55.320 in this missions course I took, 177 00:09:55.320 --> 00:09:58.120 is like His relational beauty. 178 00:09:58.120 --> 00:09:58.960 Yeah. 179 00:09:58.960 --> 00:10:00.280 His grace, His love and all that. 180 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:04.800 and, you know, his holiness and everything like that, too. But 181 00:10:05.840 --> 00:10:13.360 so I'm emphasizing that. And I think it's, I'm just enjoying it 182 00:10:13.360 --> 00:10:17.920 so much, because, you know, I have a passion for his glory. 183 00:10:17.960 --> 00:10:20.840 And, you know, this week was really rough. And so I was 184 00:10:20.840 --> 00:10:24.840 reading some verses last night, and it just brought it out 185 00:10:24.840 --> 00:10:31.080 again, he's all about his glory. Yeah. He's all about that 186 00:10:31.080 --> 00:10:37.080 and making it known to the nations. Which is ethnic groups, 187 00:10:37.080 --> 00:10:47.560 not countries. Yeah. So yeah, so it was really an immediate, you 188 00:10:47.560 --> 00:10:53.040 know, seeing some of the people, some are in Dubai. There's about 189 00:10:53.040 --> 00:10:57.680 two or three in Dubai, some in Sri Lanka. And Sri Lanka is 190 00:10:57.680 --> 00:11:00.720 really going through a hard time. Some couldn't get on the 191 00:11:00.720 --> 00:11:05.960 call because of electricity being out. And their inflation 192 00:11:05.960 --> 00:11:12.360 was like 70%. You know, it's like, from what I've heard, it 193 00:11:12.360 --> 00:11:17.000 sounds like the government is corrupt. That's what, yeah, so 194 00:11:18.000 --> 00:11:24.600 I think somebody was from either was either Kuwait or Yemen. So 195 00:11:24.600 --> 00:11:28.800 it was just really, and I don't, I wish, you know, if I was 196 00:11:28.800 --> 00:11:34.160 normally teaching, there would be discussion time. But it's 197 00:11:34.160 --> 00:11:38.240 kind of hard to do that with this. I don't know. You know, 198 00:11:38.240 --> 00:11:43.600 because she would have to translate them. Although one of 199 00:11:43.600 --> 00:11:47.360 the gals that's in Dubai can speak English. You know, she's 200 00:11:47.400 --> 00:11:53.720 spoke a bit. But and I would have to break up into groups 201 00:11:53.720 --> 00:11:59.720 like you do and discuss things. But there. I don't know. It just 202 00:11:59.720 --> 00:12:05.400 doesn't seem to be the time to do that. But I don't know. What 203 00:12:05.400 --> 00:12:05.720 do you think? 204 00:12:06.520 --> 00:12:09.720 I mean, I mean, you can do it just I don't know, just however 205 00:12:09.720 --> 00:12:12.520 you want, whatever you think you could even try it once or you 206 00:12:12.520 --> 00:12:16.440 could try it like at the end of one of your things for like five 207 00:12:16.440 --> 00:12:20.440 minutes or say, Hey, you know, we've got time for one question. 208 00:12:20.760 --> 00:12:24.200 And you can see how the one question goes. You know, instead 209 00:12:24.200 --> 00:12:27.800 of like, oh, we've got all of this 15 or 20 or 30 minutes to 210 00:12:27.800 --> 00:12:32.000 fill with this, with this experiment, I'm trying, you 211 00:12:32.000 --> 00:12:34.280 could just have like open the floor for like one question or 212 00:12:34.280 --> 00:12:39.560 something. And, you know, me, I used to not do the I, this is 213 00:12:39.640 --> 00:12:42.320 this past rest intensive was the very first time I'd ever done 214 00:12:42.320 --> 00:12:47.200 rest groups. I'd always just had q&as. And I'd only done them 215 00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:51.320 once a week. But I began to realize what in the many rest 216 00:12:51.320 --> 00:12:53.760 intensives that I would do the importance of meeting more than 217 00:12:53.760 --> 00:12:58.640 once a week, I found that very impactful for people. And then I 218 00:12:58.640 --> 00:13:03.080 decided, for whatever reason, oh, then I decided, you know 219 00:13:03.080 --> 00:13:07.120 what, let's try let's get everyone always wants community. 220 00:13:07.320 --> 00:13:09.800 They're always talking in the rest intensive about how much 221 00:13:09.800 --> 00:13:15.120 they enjoy each other. But because everything's q&a, and 222 00:13:15.120 --> 00:13:19.720 then just simply like the live videos on the that posts that 223 00:13:19.720 --> 00:13:22.560 people do for their journey shares, they don't get to 224 00:13:22.560 --> 00:13:26.400 actually interact unless they privately message each other. So 225 00:13:26.400 --> 00:13:29.360 I thought, okay, so let's do something like a small group, 226 00:13:29.400 --> 00:13:32.600 give people an opportunity to interact. Apparently, from 227 00:13:32.600 --> 00:13:34.800 everybody's response, it was like one of everybody's 228 00:13:34.800 --> 00:13:38.320 favorite things in the group. So meaning like in the program, so 229 00:13:38.680 --> 00:13:43.120 anyway, so my point is, for me, I used to not do it either. And 230 00:13:43.120 --> 00:13:47.640 it only came up recently, because I, I kept I was 231 00:13:47.640 --> 00:13:50.640 listening for feedback, because I'm always trying to figure out, 232 00:13:50.640 --> 00:13:53.040 okay, where are people getting the biggest thing for their 233 00:13:53.040 --> 00:13:56.880 book? Where are they ship? What is helping them shift the 234 00:13:56.880 --> 00:14:01.760 fastest, you know, and, and so one of the feedbacks I kept 235 00:14:01.760 --> 00:14:05.000 hearing was community and, oh, love getting together with 236 00:14:05.000 --> 00:14:08.960 everybody. And so I thought, well, how do I add this? So I 237 00:14:08.960 --> 00:14:12.120 ended up adding the element, but it worked just fine before then 238 00:14:12.160 --> 00:14:15.680 people were shifting, people were, you know, we're changing. 239 00:14:16.680 --> 00:14:23.240 So it can work either way. And what you could do is what I did 240 00:14:23.240 --> 00:14:27.360 just on a smaller scale, because it you're dealing with more 241 00:14:27.360 --> 00:14:29.680 factors than I was, you're dealing with multiple 242 00:14:29.680 --> 00:14:33.080 languages, you know, and a difference in language, not only 243 00:14:33.080 --> 00:14:35.760 between the teacher and then this in the students, but maybe 244 00:14:35.760 --> 00:14:41.480 even between the students. And so so anyway, you could just 245 00:14:41.480 --> 00:14:44.480 kind of like experiment with, like a little bit of something. 246 00:14:44.480 --> 00:14:48.320 So now, do all the students speak the same language as each 247 00:14:48.320 --> 00:14:52.920 other? I think they all speak the Sierra Lankan single ease, I 248 00:14:52.920 --> 00:14:56.120 think. Okay, great. Well, I don't know, you could just do 249 00:14:56.120 --> 00:15:00.080 little breakout rooms. Are y'all on zoom? Yeah, it's on zoom. 250 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:06.120 And you could do it for like 10 minutes, give them all a question to talk about 251 00:15:06.120 --> 00:15:10.080 in their group, let them handle it however they want, and then bring them 252 00:15:10.080 --> 00:15:12.400 all back in and just let it be real quick. 253 00:15:12.760 --> 00:15:15.160 You know, so you can do it like that. 254 00:15:15.160 --> 00:15:16.680 Cause that's what my rest groups were. 255 00:15:16.680 --> 00:15:17.680 They were an experiment. 256 00:15:17.720 --> 00:15:19.120 I was like, let's see if this works. 257 00:15:19.720 --> 00:15:23.800 And then, so for you, if you've got more factors involved, you still 258 00:15:23.800 --> 00:15:28.120 try it and experiment like I did, but on a bit of a smaller scale, because 259 00:15:28.120 --> 00:15:31.800 you've got more factors involved, like other languages or in different 260 00:15:31.800 --> 00:15:33.560 countries and all kinds of stuff. 261 00:15:33.560 --> 00:15:36.480 So, but I've just noticed that. 262 00:15:37.120 --> 00:15:38.280 That people love it. 263 00:15:38.600 --> 00:15:43.520 Now, maybe if I was in y'all situation in the rest intensive and I was a student, 264 00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:47.800 maybe I'd enjoy it too, but the reason I'd never added it before is 265 00:15:47.840 --> 00:15:49.480 I'm not big on discussion groups. 266 00:15:49.640 --> 00:15:52.320 I do not like participating in discussion groups. 267 00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:53.720 I don't find it fun at all. 268 00:15:54.400 --> 00:15:59.000 And so case in point in, in ed's, um, school of the profits, 269 00:15:59.040 --> 00:16:00.360 they had discussion groups. 270 00:16:00.720 --> 00:16:05.360 And I set at a table with him and, and a couple of the people, a couple 271 00:16:05.360 --> 00:16:10.120 of the, a couple of people who support him in, in administrative work. 272 00:16:10.600 --> 00:16:14.480 And then another couple of people who are, I don't know, I think 273 00:16:14.480 --> 00:16:16.000 they're, they're both in their seventies. 274 00:16:16.040 --> 00:16:19.680 And one of them is taking all of the notes from all of the speakers 275 00:16:19.680 --> 00:16:25.640 and like literally noting and notating everything that they say. 276 00:16:26.280 --> 00:16:27.560 And then his wife sits with him. 277 00:16:27.560 --> 00:16:28.960 So we're all in one table. 278 00:16:28.960 --> 00:16:32.560 And so when everyone breaks out for the discussion time, we don't 279 00:16:32.560 --> 00:16:33.960 even discuss among ourselves. 280 00:16:34.960 --> 00:16:37.640 We're busy doing other things and I don't enjoy it. 281 00:16:37.880 --> 00:16:41.520 I just don't, I, I'm not a huge Bible study person. 282 00:16:41.600 --> 00:16:43.000 I just don't get much out of it. 283 00:16:43.000 --> 00:16:45.160 Everybody else seems to, I just don't. 284 00:16:45.800 --> 00:16:49.040 So if I don't get much out of it and I don't particularly enjoy it 285 00:16:49.040 --> 00:16:54.000 historically, I didn't want to put it in my program, but everyone else kept 286 00:16:54.000 --> 00:16:57.760 saying that they really enjoy that kind of thing, so I was like, well, let's try it. 287 00:16:58.480 --> 00:17:00.680 You know, or they wanted community. 288 00:17:00.920 --> 00:17:06.359 So I thought, well, small group gets you an opportunity to visit with other people, 289 00:17:06.359 --> 00:17:10.200 but I put it within a structure of like having them like talk only about rest. 290 00:17:10.440 --> 00:17:14.680 And then for you, you could even give more structure of answer of having 291 00:17:14.680 --> 00:17:17.400 them ask us this answer specific question. 292 00:17:17.720 --> 00:17:22.079 So, because if all, otherwise some of those people, you know, I mean, 293 00:17:22.079 --> 00:17:24.040 you can't control the discussion. 294 00:17:24.240 --> 00:17:26.520 So you get on and give them some parameter of a source. 295 00:17:26.520 --> 00:17:29.280 Hey, it's going to be 10 minutes and there's three per group. 296 00:17:29.560 --> 00:17:34.600 So each of you as like three minutes, here's the question, you know, or, or 297 00:17:34.600 --> 00:17:40.440 something, you know, and to more structure you put in place, and I don't 298 00:17:40.440 --> 00:17:44.760 mean you need to make it rigid, but the more like few little things that you put 299 00:17:44.800 --> 00:17:49.400 in place, the more successful it's likely to be and effective and helpful. 300 00:17:49.400 --> 00:17:53.920 And the thing is that they'll enjoy getting to contribute, getting to 301 00:17:53.920 --> 00:17:55.360 have their say, getting to talk to. 302 00:17:55.360 --> 00:17:57.920 They've been sitting there and listening to a teacher the whole time. 303 00:17:58.160 --> 00:18:02.680 Now they get, now someone else gets to hear them, their opinion, you know, and 304 00:18:02.680 --> 00:18:08.000 they're in the epiphany that they, that they heard, and they always say 305 00:18:08.000 --> 00:18:12.720 psychologically that it helps people learn more if they got, if they have to 306 00:18:12.720 --> 00:18:16.880 verbalize it, or if they get to express an opinion on the subject or whatever, 307 00:18:17.120 --> 00:18:22.200 they're more likely to connect with the material and own it. 308 00:18:23.880 --> 00:18:26.680 So whatever you want to do, but those are just some ideas. 309 00:18:27.280 --> 00:18:27.840 Yeah. 310 00:18:28.120 --> 00:18:28.640 Yeah. 311 00:18:28.920 --> 00:18:33.120 I mean, I technically, I don't know how to do that, you know, 312 00:18:34.600 --> 00:18:35.560 the breakout rooms. 313 00:18:35.760 --> 00:18:36.320 Yeah. 314 00:18:36.400 --> 00:18:36.680 Yeah. 315 00:18:36.680 --> 00:18:37.920 I, I'm not sure. 316 00:18:38.360 --> 00:18:44.560 I mean, like today there was, I don't know if there was maybe 10 people, 317 00:18:45.360 --> 00:18:46.480 something like that. 318 00:18:47.840 --> 00:18:52.600 Um, I know I'm at the beginning of next class. 319 00:18:52.640 --> 00:18:58.560 I'm going to ask them all a question because they had homework and I had 320 00:18:58.560 --> 00:19:02.040 them, I gave them two things to do because they're supposed to have four 321 00:19:02.040 --> 00:19:02.760 assignments. 322 00:19:03.720 --> 00:19:10.560 Um, one was to look at all the verses on the great commission and to kind of 323 00:19:10.560 --> 00:19:14.200 combine them and see what Jesus is, is actually commanding. 324 00:19:15.440 --> 00:19:22.000 And, um, and then we can discuss that a bit about, you know, I just 325 00:19:22.000 --> 00:19:26.720 discovered last week or was it this week? 326 00:19:26.720 --> 00:19:27.160 I don't remember. 327 00:19:27.160 --> 00:19:32.320 But anyway, that the disciples did not obey the great commission. 328 00:19:34.240 --> 00:19:38.040 They did not, they did not go into all the world. 329 00:19:38.240 --> 00:19:38.640 Correct. 330 00:19:38.640 --> 00:19:39.800 It was Paul. 331 00:19:40.440 --> 00:19:40.720 Yeah. 332 00:19:41.400 --> 00:19:42.720 Paul was the only one. 333 00:19:43.760 --> 00:19:45.240 They all stayed in Jerusalem. 334 00:19:45.240 --> 00:19:49.560 And then eventually though, eventually though they, they traveled, like what 335 00:19:49.560 --> 00:19:56.560 was it, Thomas went to India, you know, that was, that was John. 336 00:19:57.160 --> 00:19:59.960 Wherever it was. 337 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:05.680 eventually got, you know, was persecuted. They all died horrible deaths, except John, 338 00:20:05.680 --> 00:20:10.480 and because they couldn't kill him. But yeah, they wouldn't, it took them a long time to leave. 339 00:20:10.480 --> 00:20:17.920 They got a lot of persecution because they stayed. And in fact, God used persecution to spread them 340 00:20:17.920 --> 00:20:28.400 out, not on purpose. Yeah. And then the destruction of Jerusalem too. So it's interesting that they 341 00:20:28.400 --> 00:20:36.880 did not, I hadn't realized that before reading something that Don Richardson, I don't know if 342 00:20:36.880 --> 00:20:45.280 you know who he was, Peace Child. Well, that sounds familiar. Peace Child, the missionaries 343 00:20:45.280 --> 00:20:53.520 to the Saudi cannibals. And, you know, anyway, it was, it's quite a story. But I got his book 344 00:20:53.520 --> 00:20:57.920 Eternity in Their Hearts. In the very last chapter, he asked that question. 345 00:20:58.640 --> 00:21:01.840 Did the disciples obey the Great Commission? Really? 346 00:21:04.960 --> 00:21:13.200 I had never thought about it. And it, and as I, you know, in Genesis 11, where, well, 347 00:21:13.920 --> 00:21:21.200 in the very beginning, he tells them to be fruitful and multiply and, you know, go into 348 00:21:21.200 --> 00:21:28.240 all the world. Correct. And they didn't, they went to Babel, you know, the Tower of Babel. 349 00:21:28.240 --> 00:21:30.480 To try to stay together. Yeah. 350 00:21:32.240 --> 00:21:36.720 Isn't that fascinating? I know. And then, and then the disciples, they were sent out into all the 351 00:21:36.720 --> 00:21:48.000 world, but it was Paul who first got the heart for the Gentiles. Now, Peter had to be talked to 352 00:21:48.000 --> 00:21:55.680 by the Lord a bit, because with Cornelius, you know, and so, and kind of prompted, but you like, 353 00:21:55.680 --> 00:22:00.720 but even Paul talked about the fact, I believe, if I remember correctly, that Peter acknowledging 354 00:22:00.720 --> 00:22:06.000 the fact that Peter was really, he didn't say he was called to the, to the Jews, but that he had 355 00:22:06.000 --> 00:22:09.920 a heart for the Jews, you know, all of the disciples did. They had a heart for their own 356 00:22:09.920 --> 00:22:15.760 people. And so it's hard for them to get Phil to get up and leave and, and whatever. So it is 357 00:22:15.760 --> 00:22:23.280 fascinating to you that, that we all, it was just goes to show us that if that's happened multiple 358 00:22:23.280 --> 00:22:29.760 times in history, even with people that saw the son of God in the flesh and lived with him and 359 00:22:29.760 --> 00:22:34.800 knew him better than anyone else after like living with him for four, three years and very 360 00:22:35.440 --> 00:22:40.560 in suffering type situations, you know, cause that really bonds you with suffering, 361 00:22:40.560 --> 00:22:46.480 you know, and, and they even didn't obey. And it took them a long time to be pushed out. 362 00:22:47.040 --> 00:22:53.040 That's, you know, just kind of, I don't know, just kind of helps us understand, wow, we, we, 363 00:22:53.040 --> 00:22:58.800 why the Lord pushes us to do it because we're going to have this tendency, this very strong 364 00:22:58.800 --> 00:23:04.400 tendency to not want to do it. Yeah. Yeah. That's so fascinating. I know that, that they've learned 365 00:23:04.400 --> 00:23:11.120 so much from, from you, your experience, your heart, your spirit, you know seeing God in the 366 00:23:11.120 --> 00:23:17.200 way that you do having experienced him in the way that you do. And then just there's a gentleness 367 00:23:17.200 --> 00:23:26.640 about you that makes people risk more receptive to the truth and feel more safe and able to be open. 368 00:23:26.720 --> 00:23:33.600 You know? Oh, thanks. Very helpful. Yeah. I mean, and, and I've also, you know, like I'm 369 00:23:34.160 --> 00:23:38.400 talking about motivation and, you know, and I read somewhere too, and I was 370 00:23:38.400 --> 00:23:43.360 feeling this before I even read this, but that our motivation is progressive 371 00:23:44.800 --> 00:23:51.600 that it progresses because like at the beginning, maybe you see the need or, you know, God, maybe 372 00:23:51.600 --> 00:23:59.840 he's called you and then you see the need and, and then you see, or maybe it's duty or, 373 00:23:59.840 --> 00:24:04.160 and then you feel God's love is, is, you know, you get to know God's love 374 00:24:05.760 --> 00:24:12.320 by experience and then that is moving you, motivating you. And then, you know, when I saw 375 00:24:13.040 --> 00:24:19.120 this whole thing of glory, you know, that was even after I came back from Japan, when I went to a 376 00:24:19.120 --> 00:24:30.640 missions class, 15 week. Anyway, it, it kind of changes now. It's, it's not just the love 377 00:24:30.640 --> 00:24:38.640 constraining, but it's, you know, God's glory and, and understanding and experiencing it that, 378 00:24:40.800 --> 00:24:46.480 and I mean, love's involved in it, but that is what, when you see it all the way through scripture 379 00:24:46.480 --> 00:24:59.760 too. Yeah. And yeah. So, I mean, this class is just really, you know, got me jazzed up. 380 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:07.740 Oh, that's wonderful. Yeah, yeah. Well, is there anything you 381 00:25:07.760 --> 00:25:11.440 like to update me on as far as like, how you're doing with 382 00:25:11.440 --> 00:25:16.520 like, I don't know, with rest with, with stress with anxiety 383 00:25:16.520 --> 00:25:22.080 with them? I don't know, just your feeling and interaction 384 00:25:22.080 --> 00:25:29.280 with relationships or I don't know, connection or church or 385 00:25:29.480 --> 00:25:31.360 the Lord or anything. 386 00:25:32.960 --> 00:25:37.680 I like I was yesterday I was feeling really anxious about 387 00:25:37.680 --> 00:25:43.520 this class. And I just called on the Lord, you know. And, and 388 00:25:43.520 --> 00:25:48.320 then you know, when I it just changed things and then reading 389 00:25:48.320 --> 00:25:53.680 some verses about his glory and, you know, reading john 17. It 390 00:25:53.680 --> 00:25:56.520 just kind of changed things. So when I had to get up at five 391 00:25:56.520 --> 00:26:01.040 this morning, which is early for me, because I tend to go to 392 00:26:01.040 --> 00:26:07.600 bed late. But yeah, it was like he had my focus in the right 393 00:26:07.600 --> 00:26:10.680 place when I was teaching the class. 394 00:26:12.160 --> 00:26:16.320 Yeah, you just kind of let it go and like, okay, what happens 395 00:26:16.320 --> 00:26:20.840 happens. And then God just takes care of it. The more work that 396 00:26:20.840 --> 00:26:25.200 we put in the more even like the more internal effort and strife 397 00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:28.800 we put towards it, the less likely it is, we're basically 398 00:26:28.800 --> 00:26:33.680 sowing death into it, not sowing life. So it, it, it 399 00:26:33.680 --> 00:26:38.560 doesn't have life in order in spirit in order to make it into 400 00:26:38.560 --> 00:26:43.040 make it, you know, good and healthy or whatever. So for 401 00:26:43.040 --> 00:26:47.240 coming into it, just like, okay, Lord, you know, I'm, I'm, I'm not 402 00:26:47.240 --> 00:26:50.600 prepared in a worldly sense. And I knew that you were prepared in 403 00:26:50.600 --> 00:26:53.160 worldly sense. But what I mean is like, there's some, there's a 404 00:26:53.160 --> 00:26:56.280 reason why you're anxious. There's all of these what ifs, 405 00:26:56.320 --> 00:27:00.480 what if I forgotten something, what if, and you know, I'm not, 406 00:27:00.680 --> 00:27:04.400 I haven't done my due diligence, what if something is going to 407 00:27:04.400 --> 00:27:08.440 come up, that is going to require something of me that I 408 00:27:08.440 --> 00:27:11.480 either didn't prepare for or didn't know, know to prepare 409 00:27:11.480 --> 00:27:14.160 for, you know, that's, that's what creates all this anxiety, 410 00:27:14.160 --> 00:27:17.680 right? But if we just approach it is like, No, Lord, you are 411 00:27:17.680 --> 00:27:22.080 going to create the outcome, I am just going to show up. So 412 00:27:22.080 --> 00:27:25.760 Lord, I make myself available, this is you and me showing up 413 00:27:25.760 --> 00:27:30.440 you and me giving ourselves to these people, not knowledge, but 414 00:27:30.440 --> 00:27:33.320 ourselves to these people, and therefore the life of the spirit 415 00:27:33.320 --> 00:27:36.160 within you, you know, being unified with Christ, that will 416 00:27:36.160 --> 00:27:39.040 that will do the wonders, you know, Paul even talks about the 417 00:27:39.040 --> 00:27:43.760 fact he says, he says, I very purposefully try to not talk to 418 00:27:43.760 --> 00:27:49.840 y'all in like, big words and with and make everything sound 419 00:27:49.840 --> 00:27:54.560 very, like and speak in very fine speech, he said, because I 420 00:27:54.560 --> 00:28:01.320 want to allow the power of the simplicity of the gospel, to 421 00:28:01.400 --> 00:28:06.560 have basically to have all of the all of the glory, because 422 00:28:06.560 --> 00:28:10.040 it's actually not my logic and the words that I use, but 423 00:28:10.040 --> 00:28:12.560 rather the power, the transforming power of just the 424 00:28:12.560 --> 00:28:15.880 message, and you know, the spirit that's in the message of 425 00:28:15.880 --> 00:28:21.080 the gospel. So anyway, so I'm excited, you know, you're just 426 00:28:21.080 --> 00:28:24.680 you're, you're resting, you're you're applying it, you're, I'm 427 00:28:24.680 --> 00:28:27.960 one with God, I'm abiding in him. And so he and I are showing 428 00:28:27.960 --> 00:28:31.600 up. And then this is how we transform creation when he and I 429 00:28:31.600 --> 00:28:33.200 are present. It's great. 430 00:28:33.720 --> 00:28:41.360 Yeah, it's really good. Yeah, I did for you. Yeah. So and I want 431 00:28:41.360 --> 00:28:45.400 to take the next one, but I'm not sure, you know, yeah, if I'm 432 00:28:45.400 --> 00:28:49.760 going to have the time, or, yeah, I'm not sure yet. 433 00:28:50.080 --> 00:28:55.560 Yeah, well, I would be, it's just an opportunity for people. 434 00:28:55.600 --> 00:29:01.320 And, and so it's just there is someone wants it, but in just, 435 00:29:01.640 --> 00:29:04.320 and it's, I don't know, it's just for every person to 436 00:29:04.320 --> 00:29:07.880 determine between them and the Lord, if that is something that 437 00:29:08.280 --> 00:29:12.480 is needed or wanted, right now, and where they are on their 438 00:29:12.480 --> 00:29:15.520 journey, because God might just be like, yeah, let's have a 439 00:29:15.520 --> 00:29:18.280 different focus for a while, a different, more concentrated 440 00:29:18.280 --> 00:29:23.760 focus in a different area. And so anyway, but I didn't want to 441 00:29:23.800 --> 00:29:28.160 not offer it. And then my incentive that I was making in 442 00:29:28.200 --> 00:29:30.760 in the whole family and friends thing of like, you know, hey, if 443 00:29:30.760 --> 00:29:34.000 you have any family, friends, you can come in for, you can 444 00:29:34.000 --> 00:29:40.000 have the core group core program for free. That wasn't even to 445 00:29:40.000 --> 00:29:43.160 incentivize people to share it with family and friends. That 446 00:29:43.160 --> 00:29:45.960 was to incentivize people who were already sharing it with 447 00:29:45.960 --> 00:29:49.320 family and friends, that if their friends come, I wouldn't 448 00:29:49.320 --> 00:29:52.560 want to do incentivize people to come in with them. In other 449 00:29:52.560 --> 00:29:56.160 words, it would help support the family and friends give them a 450 00:29:56.160 --> 00:29:59.360 more powerful and transformative and supportive, 451 00:29:59.360 --> 00:30:00.080 experience. 452 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.360 experience to be able to change. 453 00:30:02.560 --> 00:30:08.120 So even me offering the incentives that I had, they were it was just kind of as a as 454 00:30:08.320 --> 00:30:14.400 a way to kind of like love on y'all to give and to offer something to y'all. 455 00:30:14.600 --> 00:30:16.960 But just in case y'all wanted it. 456 00:30:17.160 --> 00:30:22.400 And then, like I said, the free incentive was simply to incentivize people 457 00:30:22.600 --> 00:30:26.920 to join with family or friends that they were already choosing to share it with 458 00:30:27.160 --> 00:30:31.760 so that to to just encourage them, hey, you can do this with them. 459 00:30:31.960 --> 00:30:34.440 You can live life in a deeper way 460 00:30:34.440 --> 00:30:36.520 with people that you're already living life with. 461 00:30:36.720 --> 00:30:40.080 And I'll provide the means by which you can do that. 462 00:30:40.280 --> 00:30:43.280 Basically, I'll support you in that and doing that. 463 00:30:43.480 --> 00:30:48.600 So anyway, but it's just all it is, is it's just an offer for if people if it's 464 00:30:48.800 --> 00:30:52.560 something that people decide is for them and their and where it is that they are 465 00:30:52.560 --> 00:30:54.600 in their life right now, it's all it is. 466 00:30:54.800 --> 00:30:57.600 So it's here if you if you want it and if 467 00:30:57.800 --> 00:31:02.040 it's not part of what God has you to do, then you go do what God has you do. 468 00:31:02.240 --> 00:31:03.640 Yeah. 469 00:31:04.080 --> 00:31:05.360 Yeah, yeah. 470 00:31:05.560 --> 00:31:06.800 It's been really good, though. 471 00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:08.760 I'm so glad that you've enjoyed it. 472 00:31:08.960 --> 00:31:09.760 And yeah. 473 00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:12.680 And the people, you know, the other aren't they special? 474 00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:14.160 Yeah, that's right. 475 00:31:14.360 --> 00:31:15.040 Yeah. 476 00:31:15.240 --> 00:31:16.760 Everybody is. Yeah. 477 00:31:16.960 --> 00:31:17.760 Yes. 478 00:31:17.960 --> 00:31:21.000 Yeah. So the family or friends are coming in. 479 00:31:21.040 --> 00:31:25.720 You know, I said, you know, without applications, they can come in without 480 00:31:25.920 --> 00:31:32.200 applying and they can just register, but the people that more because what I've 481 00:31:32.400 --> 00:31:37.760 historically done is I've historically required people to apply. 482 00:31:37.960 --> 00:31:40.320 And the reason I'm talking about this is you had just mentioned, you know, oh, 483 00:31:40.320 --> 00:31:43.280 all of these other people that were that were in the group, weren't they special? 484 00:31:43.480 --> 00:31:47.440 For one thing, God's the one who attracts all of those people, you know, and they're 485 00:31:47.440 --> 00:31:53.320 just and they're on the same part of their journey with the Lord as as each other is. 486 00:31:53.520 --> 00:31:55.800 So there's that kind of connection that really helps. 487 00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:58.440 It's like, oh, you understand and you have 488 00:31:58.640 --> 00:32:02.080 the same passion to the same extent that I do. 489 00:32:02.280 --> 00:32:03.760 And that just kind of bonds people. 490 00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:09.120 But also I usually take people through an application process where I make sure that 491 00:32:09.320 --> 00:32:13.800 the people that are being attracted are ready for this. 492 00:32:14.000 --> 00:32:17.200 Like, is this really, you know, God's timing for it or not? 493 00:32:17.200 --> 00:32:21.720 And I hear the I try to hear the Lord for them as well of whether or not I should 494 00:32:21.920 --> 00:32:28.160 offer them to be able to come in and I and part of that is I don't I want to make 495 00:32:28.360 --> 00:32:32.080 sure that they're that they're ready for it so that they don't get discouraged. 496 00:32:32.280 --> 00:32:34.600 So instead of being encouraged and going 497 00:32:34.800 --> 00:32:39.640 through the program, if if someone came in at the wrong time. 498 00:32:39.840 --> 00:32:42.720 Then they would just get discouraged, they would be to feel defeated, 499 00:32:42.720 --> 00:32:45.160 they would feel like, well, why can't I get it when everybody else is? 500 00:32:45.320 --> 00:32:49.680 It's just because they're they're just not at that place yet in life. 501 00:32:49.880 --> 00:32:52.160 You know, they've been working on other areas of their life. 502 00:32:52.160 --> 00:32:54.080 God's been working on other areas of their life. 503 00:32:54.280 --> 00:32:58.960 But then then there are other people that, you know, they're just they're they're 504 00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:05.560 ready and it helps to create and maintain a particular type of culture in the group 505 00:33:05.760 --> 00:33:12.520 that enables it to be safe for everyone, that enables it to be where everyone's 506 00:33:12.560 --> 00:33:17.480 respectful and respectful of each other's time, 507 00:33:17.680 --> 00:33:20.880 respectful of each other's feelings, you know, et cetera. 508 00:33:21.080 --> 00:33:25.880 And and I'm very I'm very protective of that because I try to create an 509 00:33:26.080 --> 00:33:30.680 environment where people feel safe enough to face themselves in ways that they 510 00:33:30.880 --> 00:33:34.120 haven't felt safe enough to do up to this point. 511 00:33:34.320 --> 00:33:36.360 They were afraid to face that part of themselves. 512 00:33:36.360 --> 00:33:38.720 They were afraid to expose that part of themselves. 513 00:33:38.720 --> 00:33:41.520 They were afraid to be vulnerable in that area with the Lord. 514 00:33:41.720 --> 00:33:45.960 So anyway, and that means that only certain 515 00:33:46.160 --> 00:33:51.160 people who were at a particular walk with their Lord, with the Lord and conduct 516 00:33:51.360 --> 00:33:55.720 themselves in a particular way, get the privilege of coming into the group. 517 00:33:55.920 --> 00:34:01.520 But it creates this environment in which in this community where everyone sees 518 00:34:01.720 --> 00:34:07.680 the tremendous value in each other and just really are able to connect because I 519 00:34:07.680 --> 00:34:11.760 try to gather a group that is all about this the same. 520 00:34:11.760 --> 00:34:13.199 You know, everyone's very, very different. 521 00:34:13.199 --> 00:34:16.880 But what I mean is like they're all they're all in kind of like the same phase. 522 00:34:17.080 --> 00:34:20.199 And so that maintains a particular culture 523 00:34:20.400 --> 00:34:25.560 in the group, not a victimhood, but of encouragement, of support and hope. 524 00:34:25.760 --> 00:34:26.480 Yeah. 525 00:34:26.679 --> 00:34:30.040 And and so that helps maintain that atmosphere. 526 00:34:30.239 --> 00:34:34.040 And anyway, and so it helps everyone enjoy each other's company, 527 00:34:34.239 --> 00:34:37.040 you know, enjoy time with each other because they don't listen to each other. 528 00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:40.000 Complain. So anyway, I'm really glad that you've 529 00:34:40.199 --> 00:34:44.880 enjoyed it and glad that you've gotten to enjoy visiting with everyone and 530 00:34:45.080 --> 00:34:46.199 and have friends. 531 00:34:46.400 --> 00:34:48.920 And so anyway, that's great. 532 00:34:49.120 --> 00:34:49.960 Yeah, yeah. 533 00:34:50.159 --> 00:34:55.280 So I just haven't decided I've got to make a decision soon, though. 534 00:34:55.480 --> 00:34:59.400 Well, you know, it's open until 535 00:34:59.600 --> 00:35:00.120 it's open. 536 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:11.520 Until what is it January I guess the 27th I haven't really thought about it, and yeah I guess it would be open to January 27 I might change that it might be January 26 because. 537 00:35:11.880 --> 00:35:18.160 That would leave me a day to make sure that all the technical stuff is put in place for people. 538 00:35:18.560 --> 00:35:24.520 And that would be joining the conference on the 28th but anyway point is 26 or 27th being the deadline. 539 00:35:25.240 --> 00:35:32.520 I'm just doing a special offer for anyone who joins on the fourth by the 14th that they get to all have an additional. 540 00:35:33.200 --> 00:35:47.720 fireside chat for them and then i'll do they can do the kitchen series, which is the original rest series that I did that's in the in the Facebook group, did you ever watch that one it's in the guides. 541 00:35:48.720 --> 00:35:51.280 um no I watched. 542 00:35:52.280 --> 00:35:58.000 A video or so from from I don't remember it wasn't in the regular. 543 00:35:59.240 --> 00:36:00.280 wasn't in the Facebook group. 544 00:36:01.280 --> 00:36:05.360 It was in the Facebook group, but it was on the side. 545 00:36:05.480 --> 00:36:13.880 Correct yes, those are the guides yes, so it there's there's session one through session 13 that is my original rest. 546 00:36:14.880 --> 00:36:27.480 teachings, the very first ones I ever did in April of 2020 I would just jump on live on random nights of the week and then that actually me jumping in live and just talking about stuff on various topics. 547 00:36:27.800 --> 00:36:39.360 Is what became the rest intensive so anyway people, they would have access to that if they join on the 27th of January, but the thing is, by that time they're focused on learning all of these other. 548 00:36:39.600 --> 00:36:45.880 On focused on this other set of teachings, which are the inner his rest ones, you know that you watched already. 549 00:36:46.280 --> 00:36:55.360 So what i'm doing is some people were like well, we wanted to start earlier than January 28 so what i'm doing is i'm giving them the opportunity to. 550 00:36:55.560 --> 00:37:02.120 start early and i'm making it kind of a mini program where they literally can go through a whole course on rest. 551 00:37:02.400 --> 00:37:12.320 And then i'll do a fireside chat where they can ask me questions so that is the benefit of jump of doing it early but you've already that. 552 00:37:12.920 --> 00:37:23.720 you've already been exposed to those teachings so and then you know, and I mean it is the case for everyone they anyone would have access to those teachings after the 27th. 553 00:37:24.400 --> 00:37:33.000 And it's just that most people are so focused on the meetings by then, and what it is that they're learning and applying. 554 00:37:33.400 --> 00:37:41.200 That they're not going to want to go into and watch a whole other course in addition to all of that. 555 00:37:41.840 --> 00:37:54.280 they're just going to be focusing on that drinking from a fire hose on Saturday and Sunday, all of those seven teachings they're probably just going to rewatch those that's why I made this other thing, even though it's available later. 556 00:37:54.720 --> 00:38:03.320 made it into its own little thing it's just kind of like sometimes you just kind of have to divide things up for people to make it more consumable for them, because otherwise. 557 00:38:03.640 --> 00:38:19.120 They just kind of get overwhelmed with Oh, you could do two courses and meet three times a week in six weeks it's just it's just too much so anyway, so that's the that's the that's the benefit that. 558 00:38:20.760 --> 00:38:21.640 you've already had. 559 00:38:23.360 --> 00:38:24.920 By time, as you need. 560 00:38:25.920 --> 00:38:35.840 So it's by January 14 you'd see see the videos inside the Facebook, the ones you did from the very beginning, is that what yours. 561 00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:43.040 Yes, so if someone joins by January the 14th then they get to then I read, then I add them to the Facebook group. 562 00:38:43.560 --> 00:38:49.680 You know, and then it's in there in the Facebook group, so they can go ahead and be in the Community, you know that you've been in for 12 weeks. 563 00:38:50.280 --> 00:39:02.920 They can see all of those rest teachings and start going through all of those and then I will make myself available before the program even starts before the official program even starts on the 28th. 564 00:39:03.400 --> 00:39:14.600 i'll i'll do a fireside chat with them and let me let them ask me questions and whatever it's just in it and it's no extra money it's just a benefit for for registering early instead of later. 565 00:39:15.040 --> 00:39:23.920 I wanted to give them like a bonus like an extra course because, and the whole reason this came up is, I was talking to someone and they said well Ashley that sounds great. 566 00:39:24.400 --> 00:39:32.520 i'd love to join, but I was really hoping it started earlier, so that I could do it now, and so I thought well what could I do if I don't want to. 567 00:39:33.280 --> 00:39:38.400 bring up I don't want to move the date of the official of the official program. 568 00:39:38.680 --> 00:39:46.960 For whatever reason i've asked the Lord if I could move it up and I just feel that January 28 and 29 was the dates that he'd set aside i'm like okay. 569 00:39:47.400 --> 00:39:59.960 So I won't move those and I felt him on those dates, so I thought well i'll do a basically a DIY course where they could take themselves through another additional rest course. 570 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:05.280 learn whatever it is that they want to learn on their own about REST and then even throw in a 571 00:40:05.280 --> 00:40:10.400 night where they could ask me questions. It's just a bonus for registering early and it gives 572 00:40:10.400 --> 00:40:15.680 people an opportunity that want to start early to strike while the iron's hot, but it's no extra 573 00:40:15.680 --> 00:40:19.920 money. So it just means that they have to pay earlier instead of later in order to get the 574 00:40:19.920 --> 00:40:29.200 benefit, but no extra money. So are those videos shorter than the REST content? I didn't think 575 00:40:29.200 --> 00:40:35.040 they were, but they are. They're like, some of them are an hour, but I noticed that a lot of 576 00:40:35.040 --> 00:40:42.880 them are like 30 minutes or something like that, but they are the original teachings that transformed 577 00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:52.720 groups of people. Like I don't know how many people, I think 25 people went through my REST 578 00:40:52.720 --> 00:40:58.960 intensive with not at the same time, but over time through those teachings, that's what they used. 579 00:40:59.920 --> 00:41:06.160 And so, but no, they're not as long. When I did the conference, I had been teaching 580 00:41:06.160 --> 00:41:11.040 on REST for a year by then. So I had even more that could flesh out the teaching 581 00:41:11.760 --> 00:41:20.160 and to just really be extra thorough about the concepts. And I even added more 582 00:41:20.160 --> 00:41:25.920 on like the things about the power of intention or goals, dreams, and promises. That is not in 583 00:41:25.920 --> 00:41:30.720 the original teaching, but in the original teaching, I do talk a lot more about business. 584 00:41:31.680 --> 00:41:38.720 I talk about, I don't know. I don't know what I said, like how to make business decisions maybe, 585 00:41:38.720 --> 00:41:45.040 or I think I have several things. In fact, I even thought about mentioning to like 586 00:41:45.600 --> 00:41:51.200 writing them out on the, on the website. What is all in them? Oh, wow. That's weird. 587 00:41:53.920 --> 00:42:07.120 It doesn't let me, that is so strange. It's not letting me see the guides for, 588 00:42:07.760 --> 00:42:16.400 for the REST intensive. That is so strange. Anyway. If I remember right, they were gone 589 00:42:17.120 --> 00:42:23.920 after a certain point. They were gone. Well, I don't remember exactly, but it seems like 590 00:42:24.560 --> 00:42:32.560 I saw them there and like I listened to the one that I did. And then after that, I couldn't see 591 00:42:32.560 --> 00:42:43.760 them. Well, they, here I'm looking at it right now. No, I know for sure that they're there unless 592 00:42:43.760 --> 00:42:48.320 we're talking about two different things. So, okay, here it is. Here's guides. I don't know 593 00:42:48.320 --> 00:42:56.080 why it's not showing up online. I mean, on, on the, can you see me by the way? Yeah. Okay. Cause 594 00:42:56.080 --> 00:43:02.160 I can't see you now that I'm pulling up my other window. Okay. So the session one is love affair, 595 00:43:02.160 --> 00:43:09.200 session two is rest, how to receive session three is how to release session four is how to believe 596 00:43:09.920 --> 00:43:16.160 session five is how to decide. And then session six, one with God session, seven, two trees, 597 00:43:16.160 --> 00:43:20.400 session eight, three realms, you know, the ones you're familiar with. And then session nine is 598 00:43:20.400 --> 00:43:26.800 business forming a business in rest. Session 10 is business and how to approach goals. 599 00:43:27.520 --> 00:43:33.840 Session 11 is business and how to operate in business. Um, session 12 is how to attract 600 00:43:33.840 --> 00:43:40.000 clients in business and session 13 is how to lead in business. In other words, business leadership. 601 00:43:40.000 --> 00:43:49.200 So those, those that's the course, but underneath that are 44 bonus teachings, some of which, 602 00:43:49.840 --> 00:43:55.120 and that may be what you're talking about. Um, I mean, there are all kinds of things like 603 00:43:55.120 --> 00:44:00.000 faith for unfulfilled promises or the difference between sons of God and daughters of God, or 604 00:44:00.560 --> 00:44:07.760 what do personality tests do us tell us or how to process grief. But then in addition to those are 605 00:44:07.760 --> 00:44:18.640 all of the ones that I, uh, that I made when, um, uh, that I made when you were, uh, uh, during 606 00:44:19.520 --> 00:44:24.800 y'all's rest intensive. And I was answering questions. I just answered questions and then 607 00:44:24.800 --> 00:44:30.000 I called them and then I did, and those were teachings and I just added them to the guides. 608 00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:36.560 So in other words, there's 13 sessions of my original rest course. And then in addition to 609 00:44:36.560 --> 00:44:45.440 that, there's 44 bonus teachings on a variety of things, half of which actually were filmed. 610 00:44:46.320 --> 00:44:53.120 And, um, during y'all's rest intensive and answers to questions that were asked and you already have 611 00:44:53.120 --> 00:44:59.200 lifetime access to those. Cause I also duplicated them and put them on the rest intensive members 612 00:44:59.200 --> 00:44:59.760 page. 613 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:02.640 So you already have access to those. 614 00:45:02.640 --> 00:45:07.120 So anyway, so in, like I said, all of this year, 615 00:45:07.120 --> 00:45:10.040 if you were to join on January 27th, you know, 616 00:45:10.040 --> 00:45:12.720 or January 26th, whatever, 617 00:45:12.720 --> 00:45:14.520 you'd have access to all of this. 618 00:45:14.520 --> 00:45:16.600 I just am offering this, you know, 619 00:45:16.600 --> 00:45:17.520 and letting people know 620 00:45:17.520 --> 00:45:19.480 who've never been in the Facebook group before that, 621 00:45:19.480 --> 00:45:22.600 hey, there's a whole bonus course in there 622 00:45:22.600 --> 00:45:25.720 that if they want to jump in and do that now, 623 00:45:25.720 --> 00:45:27.600 I'll answer questions and everything, 624 00:45:27.600 --> 00:45:29.840 and they get to get started before the official course, 625 00:45:29.840 --> 00:45:32.040 even starts with a totally different 626 00:45:33.720 --> 00:45:38.720 eight, nine hour conference group of sessions. 627 00:45:39.840 --> 00:45:42.200 So I just want to make sure that you know, 628 00:45:42.200 --> 00:45:45.160 and that it's very clear that there's no, 629 00:45:45.160 --> 00:45:50.160 you don't get anything more by joining earlier, 630 00:45:50.200 --> 00:45:52.680 and it, but it also doesn't cost you anything more 631 00:45:52.680 --> 00:45:54.440 to join earlier. 632 00:45:54.440 --> 00:45:59.320 It just means you pay earlier in order to have access, 633 00:45:59.320 --> 00:46:01.960 you know, before instead of later. 634 00:46:01.960 --> 00:46:04.360 So that's the only difference. 635 00:46:04.360 --> 00:46:07.000 You're giving us a discount anyway. 636 00:46:07.000 --> 00:46:08.360 Well, yes, yes, y'all. 637 00:46:08.360 --> 00:46:11.640 Yeah, I think it's what, I don't remember. 638 00:46:13.160 --> 00:46:15.320 Is it 500 or 600? 639 00:46:15.320 --> 00:46:16.440 How much are you charging? 640 00:46:16.440 --> 00:46:18.800 500 and something, I think. 641 00:46:18.800 --> 00:46:19.640 Oh, okay. 642 00:46:19.640 --> 00:46:20.840 Is it, oh, 525. 643 00:46:20.840 --> 00:46:21.680 That's what it is. 644 00:46:21.680 --> 00:46:25.880 So it's almost half, not quite half, but almost half. 645 00:46:25.880 --> 00:46:28.200 Yeah, yeah. 646 00:46:29.080 --> 00:46:31.280 Who has signed up so far? 647 00:46:31.280 --> 00:46:35.760 No one, but I've had a lot of conversations for new people. 648 00:46:35.760 --> 00:46:40.760 And then some of the, I know of multiple, 649 00:46:41.000 --> 00:46:44.120 well, I'm trying to think of how to describe this. 650 00:46:44.120 --> 00:46:45.760 No one's committed to anything, 651 00:46:45.760 --> 00:46:48.200 but there have been people who are talking 652 00:46:48.200 --> 00:46:50.320 and having been in the old rest intensive, 653 00:46:50.320 --> 00:46:53.280 meaning like just this past one, you know, 654 00:46:53.280 --> 00:46:56.080 talking about the same thing as you, 655 00:46:56.080 --> 00:47:00.240 like, well, they're thinking about joining, 656 00:47:00.240 --> 00:47:03.480 but they're not sure if that's a time commitment 657 00:47:03.480 --> 00:47:05.640 that they want to make with other things 658 00:47:05.640 --> 00:47:07.720 that they've got going on. 659 00:47:07.720 --> 00:47:11.400 So, but they have, some of them have family or friends 660 00:47:11.400 --> 00:47:13.160 that they're wanting to refer, 661 00:47:13.160 --> 00:47:15.600 and they're just not sure whether or not 662 00:47:15.600 --> 00:47:16.520 they're gonna join them. 663 00:47:16.520 --> 00:47:17.840 So that's all I know. 664 00:47:17.840 --> 00:47:21.040 No one has, no one signed up, no one's committed. 665 00:47:22.040 --> 00:47:25.440 I have a new person that was referred 666 00:47:25.480 --> 00:47:27.640 by someone not in the group, 667 00:47:27.640 --> 00:47:29.880 but someone that I've mentored on the side. 668 00:47:29.880 --> 00:47:34.880 And so she might be joining soon, but anyway. 669 00:47:35.520 --> 00:47:38.480 So no one's joined yet, but yeah, it's early. 670 00:47:38.480 --> 00:47:40.480 Yeah, yeah. 671 00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:43.720 So I was gonna say something, but I just forgot. 672 00:47:46.360 --> 00:47:50.280 Oh, well, as my dad would say, must not be important. 673 00:47:50.280 --> 00:47:52.920 I know, my dad would say the same thing. 674 00:47:52.920 --> 00:47:53.840 Must not be important. 675 00:47:53.840 --> 00:47:56.320 I learned though, that is not always true, dad. 676 00:47:56.320 --> 00:47:57.400 That is not always true. 677 00:47:57.400 --> 00:47:59.680 Sometimes you forget very important things. 678 00:47:59.680 --> 00:48:02.000 I like to always tease my dad about that. 679 00:48:02.000 --> 00:48:03.960 Sometimes it's actually not true, dad. 680 00:48:05.080 --> 00:48:07.680 Well, I know what I was gonna tell you. 681 00:48:07.680 --> 00:48:10.640 That session with Ed was really good. 682 00:48:10.640 --> 00:48:11.480 Really? 683 00:48:11.480 --> 00:48:13.280 I'm so glad it was helpful. 684 00:48:13.280 --> 00:48:15.040 Yeah, that was so helpful. 685 00:48:15.040 --> 00:48:17.280 And I'm gonna go back and listen to it again. 686 00:48:17.280 --> 00:48:18.200 Oh, good. 687 00:48:18.200 --> 00:48:21.040 Yeah, very helpful and encouraging. 688 00:48:21.040 --> 00:48:24.240 I'm so glad, so very glad. 689 00:48:24.240 --> 00:48:25.080 Yeah. 690 00:48:25.080 --> 00:48:26.920 You guys are a good match, good match. 691 00:48:26.920 --> 00:48:27.880 Thank you. 692 00:48:27.880 --> 00:48:29.280 We think so. 693 00:48:29.280 --> 00:48:31.400 Yeah, it's been really fun 694 00:48:31.400 --> 00:48:33.760 and it's gonna continue to be a fun adventure 695 00:48:33.760 --> 00:48:36.680 to see what the Lord does 696 00:48:36.680 --> 00:48:40.840 and how he has us just compliment one another. 697 00:48:40.840 --> 00:48:43.200 Just what our spirits carry 698 00:48:43.200 --> 00:48:46.560 and how we, our hearts for other people. 699 00:48:46.560 --> 00:48:48.200 We have similar hearts for other people, 700 00:48:48.200 --> 00:48:50.360 but we express it differently. 701 00:48:50.360 --> 00:48:52.800 He expresses it as like a very, 702 00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:56.000 he expresses his care for other people 703 00:48:56.000 --> 00:48:57.960 through like the heart of a father. 704 00:48:57.960 --> 00:48:59.920 And then me, I do it through, 705 00:48:59.920 --> 00:49:01.040 kind of like the heart of a mother, 706 00:49:01.040 --> 00:49:05.440 very nurturing, trying to make a safe place, you know? 707 00:49:05.440 --> 00:49:10.080 And he does it with providing a lot of like security 708 00:49:10.080 --> 00:49:14.120 and like, and safety and everything. 709 00:49:14.120 --> 00:49:15.960 And so anyway, and then he does, 710 00:49:15.960 --> 00:49:17.680 he has a lot of his experiences 711 00:49:17.680 --> 00:49:19.320 in inner healing and deliverance. 712 00:49:19.320 --> 00:49:22.160 And a lot of my experiences in like helping people 713 00:49:22.160 --> 00:49:26.680 like make those feel safe enough to be vulnerable 714 00:49:26.680 --> 00:49:28.640 with the Lord and make really hard decisions 715 00:49:28.640 --> 00:49:30.840 and whatever to do it with intentionality. 716 00:49:31.760 --> 00:49:35.520 And anyway, so, but yeah, 717 00:49:35.520 --> 00:49:39.000 so it's fun to get to work together and operate together. 718 00:49:39.000 --> 00:49:41.120 And we're just still discovering what that looks like. 719 00:49:41.120 --> 00:49:44.160 But I know he was, he enjoyed, 720 00:49:44.160 --> 00:49:47.160 he was greatly encouraged by all of the benefit 721 00:49:47.160 --> 00:49:48.960 that people seem to express that they got 722 00:49:49.480 --> 00:49:50.320 when during- 723 00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:52.800 Yeah, you can tell him that I, that was so good. 724 00:49:52.800 --> 00:49:53.640 Yeah. 725 00:49:53.640 --> 00:49:54.480 I'm so glad. 726 00:49:54.480 --> 00:49:56.920 I'm really glad that that was so helpful. 727 00:49:56.920 --> 00:49:59.600 Well, he enjoyed getting to meet with you. 728 00:49:59.600 --> 00:50:00.440 Well, thank you. 729 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:02.160 That was, yeah, it was very helpful. 730 00:50:02.360 --> 00:50:03.080 Good. 731 00:50:03.520 --> 00:50:07.200 Well, I know we're probably in the middle of your work day, but is there anything 732 00:50:07.200 --> 00:50:12.280 else that you, that you need, that you, you know, that you have questions 733 00:50:12.280 --> 00:50:15.240 about that, I don't know, just whatever. 734 00:50:15.480 --> 00:50:20.160 Well, Ashley, right at the moment, um, you're always just so easy. 735 00:50:20.160 --> 00:50:24.000 You've got such a long history of walk with the Lord that I've 736 00:50:24.000 --> 00:50:25.160 noticed when I get on with you. 737 00:50:25.160 --> 00:50:27.280 You're like, well, I don't have any questions. 738 00:50:28.560 --> 00:50:29.280 Amazing. 739 00:50:30.400 --> 00:50:34.800 Well, you know how to walk me. 740 00:50:35.040 --> 00:50:39.160 I've, I would have been in this, um, a bunch of years ago. 741 00:50:39.160 --> 00:50:43.840 I mean, God, I mean, it was encouraged, encouraging to hear Ed say, you know, 742 00:50:43.840 --> 00:50:52.200 you seem stable while I didn't use to be very stable, look what the Lord has done. 743 00:50:56.320 --> 00:50:58.520 She would have done it like 20 years ago though. 744 00:50:58.560 --> 00:51:03.880 So I had to have longer to, you know, minister, you know, all that, 745 00:51:04.400 --> 00:51:06.440 but, you know, his timing is good. 746 00:51:06.680 --> 00:51:07.360 Yeah. 747 00:51:07.520 --> 00:51:07.840 Yeah. 748 00:51:07.840 --> 00:51:08.160 I know. 749 00:51:08.160 --> 00:51:12.200 That's one of the things I kind of, that I struggled with, you know, when I first 750 00:51:12.200 --> 00:51:17.400 learned about, about, um, about rest or really other things as well. 751 00:51:17.400 --> 00:51:22.560 I remember when I first started learning about the demonic, meaning like how 752 00:51:22.560 --> 00:51:28.200 active that it is and how influential it is and deliverance and all of that. 753 00:51:28.560 --> 00:51:31.600 I remember asking my mom one time. 754 00:51:32.120 --> 00:51:33.360 I was very upset. 755 00:51:33.400 --> 00:51:37.160 Now I tried to, I was very kind about it, but inside I was very upset and I'm, 756 00:51:37.240 --> 00:51:41.920 and I wasn't, I was an adult and I said, mom, why didn't you tell me? 757 00:51:42.360 --> 00:51:46.160 Why didn't I know that this is how life is, that this 758 00:51:46.160 --> 00:51:48.240 is spiritually what's going on. 759 00:51:48.560 --> 00:51:50.920 And so she just, she explained, she's like, well, sweetheart, 760 00:51:50.920 --> 00:51:51.960 she said multiple reasons. 761 00:51:51.960 --> 00:51:56.960 She said, well, one, you know, you're, you're, you were a kid, you 762 00:51:56.960 --> 00:52:00.800 know, when you were in my house, there were things that you didn't, you 763 00:52:00.800 --> 00:52:05.600 didn't need to, um, always have to, you know, be focused on like all the 764 00:52:05.600 --> 00:52:09.520 negative or whatever we wanted you to put to, we wanted you to talk to you 765 00:52:09.520 --> 00:52:12.920 about like the positive things and the truth of God and the whatever she said. 766 00:52:12.920 --> 00:52:18.040 And also she said, there's a tendency of people to just, to start 767 00:52:18.040 --> 00:52:19.840 seeing a devil under every rock. 768 00:52:19.880 --> 00:52:23.960 In other words, that, that the demonic is the problem and the, and 769 00:52:23.960 --> 00:52:26.200 the cause of everything, you know? 770 00:52:26.480 --> 00:52:30.760 And in basically just giving Satan just too much glory anyway. 771 00:52:31.440 --> 00:52:34.920 So I remember like that as a moment, you know, in my life or whatever, 772 00:52:34.920 --> 00:52:39.960 where I just remember thinking, why didn't I know, you know, that would 773 00:52:39.960 --> 00:52:44.920 have helped if I'd understood that there was that things that were going on in 774 00:52:44.920 --> 00:52:50.480 my life were more than just me, that it was me being affected by the spiritual 775 00:52:50.480 --> 00:52:54.600 realm, it was me being in something bigger than myself and my physical 776 00:52:54.640 --> 00:52:59.080 circumstances that sometimes when you're being attacked, it's not the 777 00:52:59.080 --> 00:53:03.040 person it's what's behind the person that's coming out to, you know, just 778 00:53:03.040 --> 00:53:03.840 stuff like that. 779 00:53:03.840 --> 00:53:07.640 I'm like, how much more could my life have felt more free? 780 00:53:07.640 --> 00:53:12.640 You know, if I know, or when I learned about rest, I'm like, why Lord, have 781 00:53:12.640 --> 00:53:18.360 I lived my life so long in such stress and such agony, such torment and such 782 00:53:18.360 --> 00:53:20.440 disappointment, you know? 783 00:53:20.920 --> 00:53:23.000 And then, um, why do it? 784 00:53:23.000 --> 00:53:27.000 Why did I have to learn it as late, you know, as at the time that I did. 785 00:53:27.000 --> 00:53:29.640 And then there are other people who are older than me and they're like, well, 786 00:53:29.840 --> 00:53:31.880 you, I wish I'd gotten to learn it early. 787 00:53:31.880 --> 00:53:40.320 Like you, everything's relative, but anyway, I understand. 788 00:53:40.320 --> 00:53:42.920 So, but I'm really excited for you. 789 00:53:42.920 --> 00:53:48.400 Um, I really am hoping that, um, your life continues to unfold and 790 00:53:48.400 --> 00:53:50.400 becomes even more free. 791 00:53:50.400 --> 00:53:56.360 Um, I'm really hoping for, um, relationships for you, you know, um, 792 00:53:56.360 --> 00:54:01.560 connection and belonging and, um, and just, I don't know the word I keep 793 00:54:01.720 --> 00:54:06.320 seeing and hearing is just connect, not connect like acquaintances or 794 00:54:06.320 --> 00:54:08.720 whatever, but just like real true connection, you know, where it's 795 00:54:08.720 --> 00:54:10.800 important and it's life giving. 796 00:54:11.480 --> 00:54:17.200 And, um, I don't know, there's a bit of, um, uh, not dependency. 797 00:54:17.240 --> 00:54:22.640 What's the word, um, a bit of, you know, mutual contribution pouring 798 00:54:22.640 --> 00:54:29.600 into and, um, each other enrichment, you know, that you, of you making 799 00:54:29.600 --> 00:54:33.120 another people's lives and then making in you were, like I said, that 800 00:54:33.120 --> 00:54:36.560 it's very life giving, and then it gives you a bit of a network, a bit 801 00:54:36.560 --> 00:54:40.840 of a support and, um, so anyway, that's what, cause you always keep a 802 00:54:40.840 --> 00:54:44.920 really good attitude about that and whatever, but I really would. 803 00:54:45.400 --> 00:54:46.600 You know, wish that for you. 804 00:54:46.640 --> 00:54:50.120 I mean, like outside of work, you know, cause you have it at 805 00:54:50.120 --> 00:54:55.640 works and so that's great, you know, but P yeah, you did, you know, 806 00:54:55.640 --> 00:55:00.080 but, and I know what that's like to not have connection and relationship. 807 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:04.880 relationship. This is the most I've ever had in my life. You know, this, the past few years 808 00:55:04.880 --> 00:55:09.200 since I learned about rest, actually, that is when things opened up for me. In fact, 809 00:55:09.200 --> 00:55:13.440 I have a couple of teachings on how to make friends in rest, because some of the people 810 00:55:13.440 --> 00:55:17.880 that have come into the rest intensive over the years have really struggled in making 811 00:55:17.880 --> 00:55:24.160 friends and in their lives. And I'm not saying you have, my point is they were lonely. They 812 00:55:24.160 --> 00:55:31.720 felt isolated from connection. And so they were wondering, how do you actually start 813 00:55:31.720 --> 00:55:39.400 making connection with other people to build a network of life-giving enrichment, you know, 814 00:55:39.400 --> 00:55:44.160 between people. So anyway, it's a very real thing. Anyway, I pray that for you and desire 815 00:55:44.160 --> 00:55:45.160 that. 816 00:55:45.160 --> 00:55:50.800 Well, thank you. Yeah. That is really my heart's desire. Yeah. 817 00:55:50.800 --> 00:55:58.680 Cause you have so much to give and, um, I hope that, you know, pray that the Lord will 818 00:55:58.680 --> 00:56:09.280 guide you to the people that, that value what it is that is in you. Um, because it's very, 819 00:56:09.280 --> 00:56:17.600 it's very weighty. It's very solid, very, um, uh, it's, uh, I keep, I know I keep using 820 00:56:17.600 --> 00:56:21.640 the word life-giving, but there's another word there it's eternal. It's spirit. It's, 821 00:56:21.640 --> 00:56:28.620 um, it's significant. It's something that can actually change them. Um, it matters, 822 00:56:28.620 --> 00:56:33.160 you know, it, it has value. That's the word I'm looking for. It has value. It has significance 823 00:56:33.160 --> 00:56:40.240 and, um, and, uh, like beyond the fact that, well, we're all valuable. No, it's like, there's 824 00:56:40.240 --> 00:56:43.880 a measure of, you know, you're carrying a measure of heaven and you're actually willing 825 00:56:43.880 --> 00:56:51.600 to pour that out. So they get to benefit from something that's valuable. Um, and, uh, 826 00:56:51.600 --> 00:56:57.080 it's almost like having a friend that's very wealthy. You get to benefit as a result. They'll 827 00:56:57.080 --> 00:57:00.240 take you out to dinner and pay for things and let you stay at their house while they're 828 00:57:00.240 --> 00:57:05.440 at it down and use your pool, lose their pool and whatever. You're that kind of friend. 829 00:57:05.440 --> 00:57:09.880 You're the friend, you're the wealthy friend that people, other people get to benefit from, 830 00:57:10.720 --> 00:57:15.400 because what you have is substantial, it's valuable and significant. So anyway, um, you 831 00:57:15.400 --> 00:57:19.440 know, and I've actually just want to pray about it right now, you know, Lord, we, we, 832 00:57:19.440 --> 00:57:25.240 um, I, I come into agreement, Lord with Chris and, um, and thank you for everything that 833 00:57:25.240 --> 00:57:31.800 you've poured into her life. How much that you have, um, uh, how much that you have poured 834 00:57:31.800 --> 00:57:40.280 into her, enriched her with, um, created her with Lord, um, knitted her together with, 835 00:57:40.280 --> 00:57:45.200 and um, what it is that she has to be able to give to others. And we ask that you would 836 00:57:45.200 --> 00:57:51.800 bring the people to her and attract people to her that can recognize value, appreciate 837 00:57:51.800 --> 00:57:58.320 and receive that, um, for what it is that she would be treated with kindness and dignity, 838 00:57:58.320 --> 00:58:03.000 respect and honor, um, for what it is that she carries, that she would be re that what 839 00:58:03.000 --> 00:58:09.320 it is that she pours out of herself would be received. Um, again, Lord, that she would 840 00:58:09.320 --> 00:58:14.280 be honored in what it is that she is offering of herself that she, that this last half her 841 00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:19.800 life will be more blessed, much more blessed, doubly blessed, like, like I Job, then, um, 842 00:58:19.800 --> 00:58:23.720 her, the previous, um, half of her life Lord in Jesus's name. 843 00:58:24.040 --> 00:58:31.720 Amen. Thank you, Ashley. Thank you. Yeah. Always get to always good to get to see you. 844 00:58:32.520 --> 00:58:38.440 I'm glad it worked out for us to fit it in. Yeah, I am too. Cause I wasn't sure about that. And I, 845 00:58:38.440 --> 00:58:45.000 um, about the transformation session. So it was good that you asked. Yeah. Yes. I'm sorry. Maybe 846 00:58:45.000 --> 00:58:49.640 I announced it when you were, uh, when you weren't on a call or something like you weren't able to 847 00:58:49.640 --> 00:58:54.600 make it. So I apologize. I didn't realize that it meant that you'd missed the information. Um, 848 00:58:54.600 --> 00:58:59.320 but what I ended up doing is because of the holidays, I ended up basically kind of like, 849 00:58:59.320 --> 00:59:04.360 it's almost like extending the program for a week by allowing everyone to do a transformation 850 00:59:04.360 --> 00:59:09.400 afterwards, which gives me a touch point. You know, it gives us a touch point with each other 851 00:59:09.400 --> 00:59:13.400 after the program's even done. I was hoping that would be helpful for everyone. So 852 00:59:13.880 --> 00:59:19.000 yeah. Well, thank you. You're welcome. And it's really good to see you. 853 00:59:20.120 --> 00:59:27.480 Yeah. Good to see you too. Take care. Bye-bye.