WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:20.800 Hi Susanna, I apologize it took me a while to get on. 2 00:00:20.800 --> 00:00:28.080 I had technical difficulties, we're leaving a road trip after this for a few days and 3 00:00:28.080 --> 00:00:36.240 I'm like flipping around, anyways, don't worry too, yeah that's fine, so how are you? 4 00:00:37.920 --> 00:00:44.720 Yes, yeah great, thank you, yeah I'm okay thanks, ready for the spring to start here, 5 00:00:45.920 --> 00:00:54.560 yes oh I'm sure, cold weather, that would be hard, yeah I've always thought that about England, 6 00:00:54.560 --> 00:00:59.920 I'm like how did they do it, I mean I know it's like green and it makes everything green but I'm 7 00:00:59.920 --> 00:01:06.720 like it's so dreary so often at that, I love London, I tried to move to London years ago, 8 00:01:07.280 --> 00:01:14.720 so I didn't, I thought well I don't expect to live here you know forever, I just, but I just 9 00:01:14.720 --> 00:01:20.320 want to live there for at least a year so I could like go through all the seasons in London, so 10 00:01:20.320 --> 00:01:28.960 anyway, yeah yeah, oh London's amazing, so what are your thoughts, what are your questions, how 11 00:01:28.960 --> 00:01:34.880 have everything been going, going through the staff, the material, just really quickly before 12 00:01:34.880 --> 00:01:42.880 I start, my old flatmate grew up in Turkey in a missionary family, and I know it's you know 13 00:01:42.880 --> 00:01:46.400 obviously a massive country but I just thought missionary families might know each other, 14 00:01:46.400 --> 00:01:54.080 so she's Annie Jones, her parents are Mike and Cindy Jones, they were based in Istanbul, 15 00:01:55.840 --> 00:02:02.800 yes the name sounds familiar, it was what is what, Annie, they've got four kids 16 00:02:03.600 --> 00:02:10.240 who are now 30, probably one's about 30, the others are in their 20s I think, 17 00:02:10.960 --> 00:02:20.640 oh okay, then I'm not, no okay, I think that I knew them or knew of them, 18 00:02:20.640 --> 00:02:28.080 Istanbul had a lot more than Izmir did where I grew up, so we only saw 19 00:02:28.080 --> 00:02:34.560 each other like the other Istanbul kids when we would go to the, what do you call it, 20 00:02:34.560 --> 00:02:41.040 the camp in southern, in the southern part of Turkey, which is called 21 00:02:43.360 --> 00:02:49.360 Antalya, so we would go to a camp in Antalya every summer or every other summer, you know 22 00:02:49.360 --> 00:02:53.920 depending on how furlough landed, and that's when we get to see all of the other kids like from 23 00:02:53.920 --> 00:02:59.600 Istanbul, so it sounds like they were quite a bit younger than me, but they, we probably all 24 00:02:59.600 --> 00:03:06.800 went to camp together and I'm sure that obviously I saw them, so because I'm 38, almost 39, 25 00:03:06.800 --> 00:03:13.920 so if they're in their, so if they're like in their early 30s or in their 20s then 26 00:03:13.920 --> 00:03:19.040 they were probably in the younger groups, but like you said there's not very many, 27 00:03:19.040 --> 00:03:22.320 so I know that we all know each other, so that is so cool. 28 00:03:22.880 --> 00:03:30.560 Yeah, I just, yeah, I thought you might have just like even heard their names even if you 29 00:03:30.560 --> 00:03:34.400 hadn't met them, but yeah, yeah, no, it's amazing. Yeah, that is so cool. 30 00:03:36.080 --> 00:03:42.880 Do you mind if I record this so I could take some notes later? No, that's fine, yeah. Is that fine? 31 00:03:42.880 --> 00:03:50.960 Yeah. Oh, oh, do you need to give me permission to do that, maybe? You know what, I probably do, 32 00:03:50.960 --> 00:03:57.120 and I don't know how to do that, so let me just give you the, let me just, I'll just send you the 33 00:03:57.120 --> 00:04:06.880 recording. Oh, wonderful, okay, that'd be amazing. Yeah, so, no, I've been absolutely loving the 34 00:04:06.880 --> 00:04:12.640 teaching, there's so much in it and I've listened to it loads of times. Just to really quickly 35 00:04:12.640 --> 00:04:18.399 explain, so I think I said to you before, you know, God's kind of had me on a journey, 36 00:04:18.399 --> 00:04:25.600 and he's been building in me, and I've sort of had this sense that he's giving me a blueprint, 37 00:04:25.600 --> 00:04:31.520 so as well as kind of, you know, listening to your teaching, I've also sort of, you know, 38 00:04:31.520 --> 00:04:37.360 not wanting to be totally abandoning what he's been showing me all this time. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, 39 00:04:37.360 --> 00:04:46.160 so, you know, sometimes I think, yeah, sometimes I couldn't quite see how the two fit in, so, 40 00:04:46.880 --> 00:04:52.240 you know, but about, yeah, Wednesday, when I started from the beginning again, 41 00:04:52.960 --> 00:04:59.840 there was one thing in the first session, one sentence about, if you, you know, try. 42 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:06.680 trying to love God is like you're almost trying to resurrect the old man and that was completely 43 00:05:06.680 --> 00:05:11.720 along the lines of the stuff God's been showing me so then I just suddenly started to realize 44 00:05:11.720 --> 00:05:18.040 you know actually yeah it fits in so well but anyway so you know over the last couple 45 00:05:18.040 --> 00:05:24.160 of days I've really been um just engaging with it again um but yeah and I've also just 46 00:05:24.160 --> 00:05:29.400 been feeling so much of the Holy Spirit and so I feel you know it's it's powerful stuff 47 00:05:29.400 --> 00:05:38.880 and I'm on the right track um so yeah um just if I can explain like typical triggers for 48 00:05:38.880 --> 00:05:45.360 me due to traumatic experiences it's like um there's a been a big fear of giving the 49 00:05:45.360 --> 00:05:52.920 enemy access so there's a lot to do with the protection of my mind um you know yeah concern 50 00:05:52.920 --> 00:06:00.840 about um oh if I've thought something if I've um unwittingly listened to something that's 51 00:06:00.840 --> 00:06:07.960 hypnosis or that's you know anything like that also you know people talking about um 52 00:06:07.960 --> 00:06:13.800 you know attacks enemy attacks or demons or that sort of thing and so you know I've got 53 00:06:13.800 --> 00:06:19.960 this tension headaches and my head is kind of tensing up in a way of self-protection 54 00:06:19.960 --> 00:06:29.000 um so there's been a sense of feeling exposed and on the defensive um so a big thing for me 55 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:37.080 is just like kind of feeling that my mind is protected um anyway that yeah that's just part 56 00:06:37.080 --> 00:06:48.920 of the condition but anyway um so obviously you know um in union and you know there's no separation 57 00:06:48.920 --> 00:06:55.960 so I understand all that and you know coming from a place of going into that place of union um but 58 00:06:57.400 --> 00:07:05.000 and this so we're always protected you know God is our source of provision for protection so um 59 00:07:07.080 --> 00:07:11.720 you talk about also like you know what has God said so where are we getting 60 00:07:11.720 --> 00:07:17.880 that is is that based on a scripture or is that just more based on the character of God 61 00:07:19.240 --> 00:07:24.760 is what based on scripture or this character the fact that the fact that God is our source of 62 00:07:24.760 --> 00:07:33.960 protection oh yeah that's the script well I mean it is scripture but obviously scripture is based 63 00:07:33.960 --> 00:07:40.360 on the character of God so yeah it's the that you remember I mean it's just like it's a theme that's 64 00:07:40.360 --> 00:07:45.320 just all throughout scripture that God wants us to rely on him he wants us to trust in him he wants 65 00:07:45.320 --> 00:07:51.480 to give us our give our burdens to him he said don't worry like for instance even in um what was 66 00:07:51.480 --> 00:08:00.040 it um is it Luke 12 22 through 25 26 something like that um Jesus says you know don't worry don't 67 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:04.360 worry about tomorrow don't be anxious for tomorrow you know God will take care of the sparrows and 68 00:08:04.360 --> 00:08:11.160 they're not even storing up for tomorrow they're just eating right now it's like how much more 69 00:08:11.160 --> 00:08:17.800 would God do that you know for you so it's just this um and the way that Jesus talked to them was 70 00:08:17.800 --> 00:08:24.440 fascinating because he talked to them in such a way that he was it was as if you know hey you should 71 00:08:24.440 --> 00:08:31.160 have already known this so in other words it was so he wasn't introducing anything new he was 72 00:08:31.160 --> 00:08:38.440 introducing a covenant but it was a covenant that had been introduced prior and had been rejected 73 00:08:38.440 --> 00:08:41.400 you know by the Israelites you know when they said no you know we don't want that relation 74 00:08:41.400 --> 00:08:47.000 with the Lord we don't want that closeness you know you just tell us what did Moses you go talk 75 00:08:47.000 --> 00:08:52.040 to him and then you just tell us what to do we'll do it kind of a thing so it's based on the fact 76 00:08:52.040 --> 00:08:58.120 that yes obviously it's I mean so it's it's it's God's character but that characteristic and that 77 00:08:58.120 --> 00:09:03.800 type of interaction with us is mentioned all throughout scripture it's constantly even 78 00:09:03.800 --> 00:09:08.920 throughout the old testament you know and what he how David to rely on him you know and how David 79 00:09:08.920 --> 00:09:16.280 you know continually talked in the Psalms about about his experience in trying to rely on God 80 00:09:16.280 --> 00:09:21.320 and then forgetting to rely on God and then needing to even when it was hard and you know all 81 00:09:21.320 --> 00:09:26.760 of this stuff and and how do we know that we know that because I mean meaning like how do we know 82 00:09:26.760 --> 00:09:32.040 that we can do that we know that because of who God says that he is and so in all throughout 83 00:09:32.040 --> 00:09:41.640 scripture he's trying to convey to us who he is yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I yeah that's great 84 00:09:41.640 --> 00:09:50.680 um and obviously in the fall you notice that he when Adam and Eve fell well then uh what what 85 00:09:50.680 --> 00:09:58.040 their lie what God explained that the curse was as a result and the curse was hey look you're 86 00:09:58.040 --> 00:10:00.280 gonna have to do this yourself now 87 00:10:00.000 --> 00:10:03.000 So in other words, that was not the case before. 88 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:06.000 He's like, you're going to have to work hard. 89 00:10:06.000 --> 00:10:09.000 See, before he was just like, hey, just tend the garden. 90 00:10:09.000 --> 00:10:12.000 You know, and eat of any tree you want, except the one, you know, 91 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:14.000 in the middle, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, 92 00:10:14.000 --> 00:10:16.000 but eat of any other tree. 93 00:10:16.000 --> 00:10:20.000 So he provided for them and all they had to do is just like tend it, 94 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:23.000 just simply because they're partnering with him and interacting with 95 00:10:23.000 --> 00:10:25.000 creation, having dominion over creation. 96 00:10:25.000 --> 00:10:26.000 And so, you know, 97 00:10:26.000 --> 00:10:30.000 God's way of providing dominion over creation is very different. 98 00:10:30.000 --> 00:10:34.000 Then toiling. 99 00:10:34.000 --> 00:10:38.000 And sweating and having to try to grow all of this 100 00:10:38.000 --> 00:10:40.000 stuff. 101 00:10:40.000 --> 00:10:44.000 Out of the ground themselves here. They just had to tend something here. 102 00:10:44.000 --> 00:10:45.000 They had to toil. 103 00:10:45.000 --> 00:10:46.000 And so, you know, 104 00:10:46.000 --> 00:10:49.000 it's stuff like that where God shows the, the difference. 105 00:10:49.000 --> 00:10:50.000 Yeah. 106 00:10:50.000 --> 00:10:52.000 There's a lot of different types of existences. 107 00:10:52.000 --> 00:10:59.000 One, obviously, you know, 108 00:10:59.000 --> 00:11:02.000 The curse was the fact that, Hey, as a result of their choice, 109 00:11:02.000 --> 00:11:08.000 they now could put themselves under a different law. 110 00:11:08.000 --> 00:11:10.000 And so apparently, you know, prior to that, 111 00:11:10.000 --> 00:11:13.000 they were under a different law than what's being described here. 112 00:11:13.000 --> 00:11:14.000 You know, anyway. 113 00:11:14.000 --> 00:11:15.000 Stuff like that. 114 00:11:15.000 --> 00:11:16.000 Yeah. 115 00:11:16.000 --> 00:11:20.000 And obviously, they just had way too much deliverance ministry. 116 00:11:20.000 --> 00:11:25.000 And I don't know, a lot of people talk about, you know, 117 00:11:25.000 --> 00:11:28.000 opening doors, giving yourself. 118 00:11:28.000 --> 00:11:30.000 Do you know what I mean? 119 00:11:30.000 --> 00:11:34.000 And I think because of traumatic experience is that, so yeah, 120 00:11:34.000 --> 00:11:35.000 become a trigger. 121 00:11:35.000 --> 00:11:41.000 So then it's just kind of compounded, you know, because I didn't know, 122 00:11:41.000 --> 00:11:42.000 you know, 123 00:11:42.000 --> 00:11:43.000 I didn't know what I was going to do. 124 00:11:43.000 --> 00:11:44.000 I didn't know what I was going to do. 125 00:11:44.000 --> 00:11:45.000 I didn't know what I was going to do. 126 00:11:45.000 --> 00:11:46.000 I didn't know what I was going to do. 127 00:11:46.000 --> 00:11:48.000 And so, you know, 128 00:11:48.000 --> 00:11:52.000 Is that wrong what people are talking about? You know, that. 129 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:53.000 No, no. 130 00:11:53.000 --> 00:11:55.000 All of those things are still real. 131 00:11:55.000 --> 00:11:56.000 Yeah. 132 00:11:56.000 --> 00:11:58.000 And all of those, all of those things. 133 00:11:58.000 --> 00:12:01.000 What I refer to as, as you know, as tools to just, in other words, 134 00:12:01.000 --> 00:12:04.000 Using. 135 00:12:04.000 --> 00:12:07.000 Knowing and using those spiritual laws. 136 00:12:08.000 --> 00:12:09.000 You know, 137 00:12:09.000 --> 00:12:12.000 when you're dealing with people in the spirit world, 138 00:12:12.000 --> 00:12:17.000 using them in other words, okay, well, here's a spiritual law. 139 00:12:17.000 --> 00:12:18.000 And, you know, devil's trespassing. 140 00:12:18.000 --> 00:12:20.000 So I'm going to use the spiritual law and whatever. 141 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:24.000 All of that is very real. 142 00:12:24.000 --> 00:12:27.000 But remember that God didn't say that you can't. 143 00:12:27.000 --> 00:12:29.000 That you can't eat. 144 00:12:29.000 --> 00:12:32.000 He said, don't eat of this tree. In other words, 145 00:12:32.000 --> 00:12:34.000 He said, don't eat of this tree. 146 00:12:34.000 --> 00:12:36.000 And so when you're dealing with people in the spirit world, 147 00:12:36.000 --> 00:12:38.000 knowing what you're doing, 148 00:12:38.000 --> 00:12:39.000 it's where you're getting it from. 149 00:12:39.000 --> 00:12:48.000 Or what, in other words, what's your source. 150 00:12:48.000 --> 00:12:50.000 So it's how you're doing it, how you're approaching it. 151 00:12:50.000 --> 00:12:51.000 So in something like for instance, 152 00:12:51.000 --> 00:12:53.000 deliverance ministry or which is, 153 00:12:53.000 --> 00:12:54.000 you know, is what you're referring to. 154 00:12:54.000 --> 00:12:55.000 I'm here. 155 00:12:55.000 --> 00:12:59.000 We need to do it from a place of knowing our authority and in faith, 156 00:12:59.000 --> 00:13:01.000 Or in the spirit world, 157 00:13:01.000 --> 00:13:03.000 we're dealing with people that are in the spirit world that are in the 158 00:13:03.000 --> 00:13:04.000 spirit world, 159 00:13:04.000 --> 00:13:06.000 and they're just battling it in their own terms. 160 00:13:06.000 --> 00:13:07.000 And it's battling it from. 161 00:13:07.000 --> 00:13:12.000 A place of victimhood, which makes us weak. 162 00:13:12.000 --> 00:13:14.000 So there's still such a thing as deliverance ministry. 163 00:13:14.000 --> 00:13:15.000 There's still such a thing as healing or whatever, 164 00:13:15.000 --> 00:13:17.000 but it's from a place of faith. 165 00:13:17.000 --> 00:13:19.000 And the authority that we don't have to put up with this. 166 00:13:19.000 --> 00:13:20.000 But it doesn't mean. 167 00:13:20.000 --> 00:13:33.000 We don't have that authority. 168 00:13:33.000 --> 00:13:35.000 We do it from a completely different source. 169 00:13:35.000 --> 00:13:38.000 We do it from the place of faith in the Lord that we have that 170 00:13:38.000 --> 00:13:40.000 authority, not of, Oh my goodness, 171 00:13:40.000 --> 00:13:43.000 I've got to protect myself because I'm abandoned and alone and 172 00:13:43.000 --> 00:13:44.000 vulnerable. 173 00:13:44.000 --> 00:13:46.000 As if God isn't covering us. 174 00:13:47.000 --> 00:13:49.000 And so in my experience, 175 00:13:49.000 --> 00:13:52.000 when you deal with fear and then that creates that fear creates a lot 176 00:13:52.000 --> 00:13:53.000 of like, what you're. 177 00:13:53.000 --> 00:13:55.000 You said you're experiencing, you know, just. 178 00:13:55.000 --> 00:14:00.000 Creates a lot of tension. 179 00:14:00.000 --> 00:14:03.000 Creates a lot of, like said, fear, anxiety, stress, et cetera. 180 00:14:03.000 --> 00:14:12.000 And so. 181 00:14:12.000 --> 00:14:15.000 Just because we're not supposed to do it in the only way that we've 182 00:14:15.000 --> 00:14:16.000 experienced it. 183 00:14:16.000 --> 00:14:18.000 It doesn't mean that we're not supposed to do it. 184 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:20.000 It doesn't mean that we're not supposed to do it. 185 00:14:20.000 --> 00:14:22.000 In rest, you're still supposed to work. 186 00:14:22.000 --> 00:14:23.000 Still have jobs. 187 00:14:23.000 --> 00:14:25.000 We still get up and do the dishes. 188 00:14:25.000 --> 00:14:27.000 So it doesn't mean that, Oh, I don't have to live life. 189 00:14:27.000 --> 00:14:33.000 This anymore. 190 00:14:33.000 --> 00:14:36.000 We still do, but we do it from this place of, Hey, I get to do this. 191 00:14:36.000 --> 00:14:39.000 This is me partnering with God and interacting in creation. 192 00:14:39.000 --> 00:14:40.000 You know, 193 00:14:40.000 --> 00:14:42.000 and allowing creation to partner with me as I'm, 194 00:14:42.000 --> 00:14:43.000 as I'm doing all of this. 195 00:14:44.000 --> 00:14:48.000 And I think that's a really important piece of it. 196 00:14:48.000 --> 00:14:51.000 From our rightfully knowing our position. 197 00:14:51.000 --> 00:14:52.000 So does that help? 198 00:14:52.000 --> 00:14:56.000 Yeah. 199 00:14:56.000 --> 00:14:59.000 I think I just don't find it. 200 00:14:59.000 --> 00:15:00.000 I don't know. 201 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:07.000 I don't know, I guess I just feel like generally there's too much of a focus on the enemy. 202 00:15:07.000 --> 00:15:13.000 I like when you talk about it, that you neutralize it. 203 00:15:13.000 --> 00:15:14.000 Yes. 204 00:15:14.000 --> 00:15:17.000 You know. 205 00:15:17.000 --> 00:15:31.000 So, for instance, there's a friend of mine who said that he taught this, and he happened to have a lady in the audience who was a deliverance minister, like, this is what she did for a living. 206 00:15:31.000 --> 00:15:43.000 She had written books on it, I don't know how many books and all this so in other words she's an expert, and she's got a lot of experience well she heard my friend talk about all of this, you know about the fact that we're in creation and we're 207 00:15:44.000 --> 00:15:53.000 and whatever, and that we need to battle, so to speak, interact with the enemy from that perspective from the perspective that we are who God says that we are. 208 00:15:53.000 --> 00:16:07.000 So that night she went to sleep, and, and she woke up in the middle of the night and there was that there was either a demonic spirit or some like witch or whatever that had high power I don't know whatever it was that appeared in her room. 209 00:16:08.000 --> 00:16:24.000 And so she gets up and she starts doing battle, and the way that she knows how to, in a way, you know, and so she knows all these spiritual laws and so she's interacting with this thing on on the same on the same equal level of like hey you know 210 00:16:24.000 --> 00:16:35.000 spiritual laws I know spiritual law, let's see who better, and let's see who's stronger, and all of a sudden her husband reminded her hey he sweetheart, you remember, remember who you are. 211 00:16:35.000 --> 00:16:38.000 She's like, that's right. 212 00:16:38.000 --> 00:16:51.000 And all of a sudden as soon as she remembered who she was. She didn't even do anything. Again with the old hag, you know, demonic thing. She just remembered who she was, and the, and it disappeared. 213 00:16:52.000 --> 00:17:06.000 So it's it so it doesn't mean that those things don't come it doesn't mean that there's not a real, a real, you know, tax out there is just we from a different perspective, the challenging thing is like what you're talking about is where we've 214 00:17:06.000 --> 00:17:24.000 approached it from a, we have so much trauma that has built up from having approached it from an incorrect place that we have a difficult time being in those old situations like say for instance here teachings or whatever, without that old thing coming 215 00:17:24.000 --> 00:17:39.000 that old thing of fear or whatever. And that is something, and, and you just talked to the Lord about how to strengthen you in that area but understand that, that you should be easy on yourself. 216 00:17:39.000 --> 00:17:46.000 In other words, just expose yourself to the degree that God says that you're strong enough to be able to handle. 217 00:17:46.000 --> 00:18:00.000 And that he wants to strengthen you in kind of like going to the gym or whatever you know you start lifting even more weights than you ever have before, that you don't, you don't, you don't go from like five pounds to 45 pounds, or you don't go, or even if 218 00:18:00.000 --> 00:18:13.000 you go from five pounds to 10 pounds, you may not do as many reps, you know, repeated you know motions at 10 pounds that you did at five, because you're slowly introducing yourself to it because you don't want to hurt yourself. 219 00:18:13.000 --> 00:18:25.000 We can do the same thing when we're when we're learning something like this. It's like, we shouldn't be on getting get onto ourselves because we're like well I should be stronger than this. 220 00:18:25.000 --> 00:18:34.000 I learned about how to approach it a different way like from rest. So I should be able to listen to all of this. And, and now just do it from this other place. 221 00:18:34.000 --> 00:18:45.000 So understand that God does want to strengthen us, but we should we should lean on him to give us, you know, guidance as to how strong are we Lord right now. 222 00:18:45.000 --> 00:19:03.000 Like what is it that you want me to what areas of my life are you trying to strengthen me right now. So to just be easy on yourself and know that, just like, just like as children grow or as our muscles grow, you only introduce them to what is what is 223 00:19:03.000 --> 00:19:22.000 helpful to strengthen them, but doesn't completely break them, or cause them to fail. 224 00:19:23.000 --> 00:19:41.000 that you end up being too hard on yourself and thinking, Oh, I should be better than this I should be stronger than this I should be whatever words that you use in your head of like better stronger whatever, or like well I should, you know, whatever, and, and, and really 225 00:19:41.000 --> 00:19:56.000 God doesn't expect out of us, what we're thinking that he does. So anyway, you can just so what you're experiencing is very normal. And so knowing that that is what you're that that's just where it is that you are just ask Lord. 226 00:19:56.000 --> 00:20:00.000 Okay, Lord, what does the journey look like now, because I want to strengthen myself. 227 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:05.400 myself. So there were certain areas of, of life that I just removed myself from 228 00:20:05.600 --> 00:20:10.080 for a time being, because I couldn't handle it. I was too young in this new 229 00:20:10.080 --> 00:20:14.800 thing I was learning. It's how to rely on God and, you know, anyway, so just 230 00:20:15.040 --> 00:20:18.840 encouragement. Yeah. But yeah, what you're experiencing is, yeah, that's 231 00:20:18.840 --> 00:20:25.000 normal. That's real. How do we do what we've always done? Dishes, job 232 00:20:25.120 --> 00:20:30.040 deliverance, you know, protect ourselves from it. How do we do it? But now from a 233 00:20:30.040 --> 00:20:33.960 totally different way than we've ever done it before, without getting triggered 234 00:20:33.960 --> 00:20:39.160 into those old fears, those old mindsets, simply by doing the actions again. So 235 00:20:39.200 --> 00:20:43.720 that's why we have gentle, easy on ourselves, not easy on ourselves, meaning 236 00:20:43.720 --> 00:20:48.000 like loving us loving on ourselves, you know, and not getting upset if we 237 00:20:48.000 --> 00:20:52.240 struggle or if we fail or whatever, and being sure to not expose ourselves to 238 00:20:52.240 --> 00:20:56.200 too much. And what is too much only God can show you, you know? 239 00:20:57.720 --> 00:21:06.920 Yeah, I think what has been difficult is that it's not just a kind of, you know, 240 00:21:06.960 --> 00:21:12.760 fear of that kind of thing. But because with this health condition, my body is 241 00:21:12.760 --> 00:21:20.560 in a tense state. If I, if I'm particularly tired, and just my body is 242 00:21:20.560 --> 00:21:26.440 naturally tense. And so then more susceptible feeling a bit anxious about 243 00:21:26.440 --> 00:21:30.200 things anyway. Yeah, that's been great. Yeah. 244 00:21:31.080 --> 00:21:38.480 Yeah. And so in cases like that, do I would recommend looking with the Lord, 245 00:21:39.280 --> 00:21:52.720 like I did, into how to explain this, and into how you can, oh, man, approach 246 00:21:52.720 --> 00:21:58.920 things from a different perspective to help kind of snap you out of that old 247 00:21:58.920 --> 00:22:09.680 that that tendency to, to, oh, man, sorry, how do I explain this? And that to 248 00:22:09.720 --> 00:22:15.760 whatever it is that you're that you have the tendency to do, and not having in 249 00:22:15.760 --> 00:22:21.720 struggling and getting so tense, like for instance, in your body or whatever. 250 00:22:21.840 --> 00:22:26.640 So one of the cool things about you is because you are so physically affected, 251 00:22:27.080 --> 00:22:32.120 you, you can be much more aware that something's wrong, as opposed to somebody 252 00:22:32.120 --> 00:22:35.520 who just has something that they're feeling a particular way. And then they 253 00:22:35.560 --> 00:22:40.680 felt that way for so long that they just ignore it. And they no longer remember or 254 00:22:40.680 --> 00:22:44.080 pay attention to the fact that some that their body is trying to tell their 255 00:22:44.080 --> 00:22:47.040 emotions are trying to tell them that something's wrong. So in other words, you 256 00:22:47.040 --> 00:22:53.000 can be more alerted to it. And so you can ask the Lord, like if ever I had 257 00:22:53.000 --> 00:22:57.560 certain things that I noticed, okay, I'm having a tendency to do this. And it's 258 00:22:57.560 --> 00:23:01.080 creating this kind of effect, like, say, for instance, for me, it was stress, you 259 00:23:01.080 --> 00:23:07.320 know, I'm getting this kind of effect. Okay, so how, how, what am I doing? In 260 00:23:07.320 --> 00:23:12.160 other words, internally, or what it is, or what am I believing that is creating 261 00:23:12.160 --> 00:23:18.520 that kind of a stress? Okay, Lord, how can I recklessly abandon myself to 262 00:23:18.520 --> 00:23:24.720 something totally different than what it is that I keep doing? That's creating 263 00:23:24.720 --> 00:23:29.440 this stress? How do I obey you in a totally recklessly abandoning different 264 00:23:29.440 --> 00:23:36.320 way? So that I can, so I can just sit. So for instance, I'm trying to think of how 265 00:23:36.320 --> 00:23:39.840 to say it. So in other words, though, I can actually be acting and believing in 266 00:23:39.840 --> 00:23:45.160 you. So I can actually be having faith in you. Is there some way Lord that I'm 267 00:23:45.160 --> 00:23:51.880 just struggling to have faith in you in? And what can I do very drastically to 268 00:23:51.880 --> 00:23:57.160 step out in a to believe you in a, in a brand new way, way that you're saying 269 00:23:57.160 --> 00:24:02.840 that you are? And what can I do to act on it, in order to and then just focus on 270 00:24:02.880 --> 00:24:09.200 doing it in such a way that you get a particular result. And hopefully, you'll 271 00:24:09.200 --> 00:24:13.560 be able to see this connection that I'll draw, I'll draw here, and you probably 272 00:24:13.560 --> 00:24:18.200 heard it from the teaching. But say, for instance, what I used to do is, I would, 273 00:24:18.640 --> 00:24:24.240 if I got very easily triggered by always apologizing to Lord, I was always 274 00:24:24.240 --> 00:24:27.720 apologizing to the Lord for everything, like I accidentally thought a thought 275 00:24:27.760 --> 00:24:33.600 about someone, or whatever, like that I was like, not about somebody mad towards 276 00:24:33.600 --> 00:24:37.760 someone or whatever. And it just came in. And then I would just feel so guilty. 277 00:24:37.760 --> 00:24:42.120 And Lord, I'm so sorry, I apologize. And then I would like, try to make myself 278 00:24:42.160 --> 00:24:46.160 feel guilty and try to make myself feel shame. So the Lord, we know I was really 279 00:24:46.160 --> 00:24:49.400 sorry. And so he'd forgive me. And I, you know, and I wouldn't have to stand 280 00:24:49.400 --> 00:24:53.280 against me into that. So I just like would make it into this huge thing. So 281 00:24:53.320 --> 00:25:00.160 what I did in order to, as a drastic, as a drastic, a drastic 282 00:25:00.000 --> 00:25:07.280 decision and action that I made was I was like, okay, that is triggering in me, me apologizing 283 00:25:07.280 --> 00:25:16.320 is triggering in me a, a desire to, um, or is, is triggering me the feeling that I, that I feel like 284 00:25:16.320 --> 00:25:21.920 I have to pay for what I've done. And God says, I have, I don't have to pay for what I've done. 285 00:25:21.920 --> 00:25:31.360 So in order to teach myself to not pay God for something, he says, I don't need to pay him for 286 00:25:32.160 --> 00:25:37.040 that. I won't apologize. There's nothing wrong with apologizing to the Lord, but I couldn't 287 00:25:37.040 --> 00:25:43.680 handle apologizing to the Lord and not considering payment with it. I couldn't, I couldn't separate 288 00:25:43.680 --> 00:25:49.520 the two. So in order to finally believe God, if he said I didn't have to pay for it is I stopped 289 00:25:49.520 --> 00:25:55.600 apologizing. There's nothing wrong with apologizing at all, but I had to abandon that in 290 00:25:55.600 --> 00:26:02.560 order to teach myself this. And because it's so drastic and I just basically abandoned myself 291 00:26:02.560 --> 00:26:06.720 onto the character of the Lord, like God, I believe that you're this good. And I'm trusting 292 00:26:06.720 --> 00:26:13.280 that you're not going to strike me with lightning then that. And, and so I, so I'm just like 293 00:26:13.280 --> 00:26:20.640 literally casting my existence, you know, on your mercy. I'm not going to do this just in efforts to 294 00:26:20.640 --> 00:26:26.400 try to actually believe you, because I can't seem to do this and do the thing that you say pleases 295 00:26:26.400 --> 00:26:31.600 you, which is have faith in you. I can't do both. So I'm going to pick this one. Which one do you 296 00:26:31.600 --> 00:26:37.040 say pleases you believe in you? So this keeps getting in the way, Lord, I can't seem to handle 297 00:26:37.040 --> 00:26:44.400 this one that you also say is good and this one. So I got this one down, but I don't have this one. 298 00:26:44.400 --> 00:26:50.480 So in order to finally get this one, I'm going to stop doing this one. And so just, and I don't 299 00:26:50.480 --> 00:26:54.480 know what that would be for you, but I'm just saying, just think of like what way in which 300 00:26:54.480 --> 00:27:00.320 you can abandon yourself on who God says that he is. You know, I'm talking like emotionally, 301 00:27:00.320 --> 00:27:05.280 but I'm talking like by faith, like, like who does God say that he is? How do I actually believe that 302 00:27:05.280 --> 00:27:11.440 he is who he says that he is? And then Lord, what is something that I can do? And by doing sometimes 303 00:27:11.440 --> 00:27:16.480 it's simply like making this, it's, you know, you just make a choice that what God said really 304 00:27:16.480 --> 00:27:21.680 is true. Like, okay, if that's true, well then, then I'll do this. Then this is how life would, 305 00:27:21.680 --> 00:27:28.320 this is how life would actually work. And so anyway, I don't know if that makes it can, I know 306 00:27:28.320 --> 00:27:34.640 what I'm saying. I bet I, and I was just feeling that for you. So hopefully you, you know, that 307 00:27:34.640 --> 00:27:39.440 helped and made you were able to make that some kind of connection to your own personal, unique 308 00:27:39.440 --> 00:27:55.920 situation. Yeah. Oh, I'm sorry. I can't hear you very well. There you go. Yeah. Yeah. No, that 309 00:27:55.920 --> 00:28:13.920 makes sense. Yeah. So when, so, okay, so let's say I'm triggered, then I go into union and there's 310 00:28:13.920 --> 00:28:18.880 no separation, it's love and relationship, you know, and I've been really loving doing that. 311 00:28:19.600 --> 00:28:27.040 And, you know, there's also just, yeah, like in that place, letting go of anything. Yeah. 312 00:28:29.760 --> 00:28:36.000 So, and then, you know, then you're in the place of, you know, the new man and just effortlessly, 313 00:28:36.000 --> 00:28:42.320 that's who you are. And then you talk about, but do, do you ever just, 314 00:28:43.120 --> 00:28:48.640 like, speak the truth over yourself kind of while you're doing that? Like, 315 00:28:50.480 --> 00:28:55.760 you know, there's no separation. I'm perfectly safe and stuff about peace, stuff like that. 316 00:28:57.360 --> 00:29:08.960 Yeah, I do. I, so, yeah. Did you get to a part in the, in the conference? I don't remember which 317 00:29:09.920 --> 00:29:16.400 session this was in. Oh, I think it was in number four, where I talk about affirmations, 318 00:29:16.400 --> 00:29:22.560 speaking affirmation. Okay. Same deal. It's the, it's the fact that what you're doing is you're 319 00:29:22.560 --> 00:29:29.120 trying, it's, it's, you're trying to, you're not trying to convince yourself, but in sort of kind 320 00:29:29.120 --> 00:29:35.920 of a way you are. Yeah. You just like you speak something out to just kind of like, okay, I'm 321 00:29:35.920 --> 00:29:39.440 going to choose to step into that. It's kind of like this tool, this thing that you can kind of 322 00:29:39.440 --> 00:29:45.520 like connect with. Once you hear it out loud, it kind of makes it feel a little more real sometimes. 323 00:29:45.520 --> 00:29:51.040 And then that can dissipate and you say it again and whatever, just the saying of it though, 324 00:29:51.040 --> 00:29:55.520 without engaging with it or without believing or whatever, isn't going to do daggum thing. 325 00:29:56.080 --> 00:29:59.840 But what is, what is actually the powerful thing. 326 00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:04.560 and maybe you haven't gotten to this one yet. Did you get to the power of intention? 327 00:30:05.440 --> 00:30:10.720 I have listened to that but it was quite a while ago so yeah I'm going to get to that again. 328 00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:17.840 Okay so anyway that one, I talk about this you know the fact that it's your intention 329 00:30:17.840 --> 00:30:24.320 that has to be engaged. It's you as a son of God making a choice and a declaration that's 330 00:30:24.320 --> 00:30:30.320 something that God said is actually true. When you make the decree as a king in your kingdom, 331 00:30:30.320 --> 00:30:36.640 in other words here in creation, that something that God said is true it makes it actually it 332 00:30:36.640 --> 00:30:43.520 gives it authority to take effect into creation. Without our agreement it won't take effect. 333 00:30:44.880 --> 00:30:50.000 Or in certain aspects obviously sometimes God you know because we're babies in the faith in so many 334 00:30:50.000 --> 00:30:54.880 areas God will come in and he'll do stuff for us. But what we're talking about is the journey 335 00:30:54.880 --> 00:31:02.080 of maturation in the Lord where we're like well it used to happen this way. God used to do 336 00:31:02.080 --> 00:31:06.480 all this stuff for me. He's like I know but now I want you to engage with it as well. Now I want you 337 00:31:06.480 --> 00:31:12.240 I'm trying to teach you to go from a prince to a king. So in that process we take 338 00:31:12.240 --> 00:31:16.720 on more and more responsibility and God doesn't feed his spoon feed us. You know so that's what 339 00:31:16.720 --> 00:31:21.040 I'm talking about. I'm not saying he never does this other. I'm just saying that you know if we're 340 00:31:21.040 --> 00:31:26.320 finding ourselves on this maturation journey well what's going on there? What's going on is the fact 341 00:31:26.320 --> 00:31:33.120 that God is teaching us how to how to do it um how to by agreeing with him by giving him permission 342 00:31:34.000 --> 00:31:40.400 for his word that he spoke his thing that he said was true to actually take effect into creation 343 00:31:40.480 --> 00:31:50.880 into our bodies whatever. Yeah yeah okay um and I know you mentioned for creation has a free will 344 00:31:50.880 --> 00:31:59.200 it doesn't have to respond. Okay because you know when Jesus calmed the storm obviously it didn't 345 00:32:00.160 --> 00:32:08.000 have a choice because I think something God showed me is um like going into that place of rest 346 00:32:08.000 --> 00:32:14.480 and the new man and then kind of saying to my body and my soul peace be still. 347 00:32:15.280 --> 00:32:24.480 But does it then have a choice whether it wants to you know? I think it does but it has a tendency 348 00:32:24.480 --> 00:32:30.640 to come into agreement because that's how it was made. But of course the angels were made to do 349 00:32:30.640 --> 00:32:37.520 that too and look what Lucifer chose um or a look at the fig tree you know Jesus watched by the fig 350 00:32:37.520 --> 00:32:43.360 tree and he cursed it and he said the reason that he cursed it he told the tree is because you didn't 351 00:32:43.360 --> 00:32:51.200 feed the son of God. Well you know anyway so I mean so apparently it had a voice and and it didn't 352 00:32:51.760 --> 00:32:59.040 and uh so and then the same within um within uh I think it was in Romans 8 where you know when it 353 00:32:59.040 --> 00:33:03.440 talks about the fact yeah it is where it says you know creation is subjected to frustration 354 00:33:03.440 --> 00:33:09.360 has been subjected to frustration not of its will not of its own will but by the will. 355 00:33:12.240 --> 00:33:18.240 Whatever so it does have a choice but it has a tendency because it was created to come into 356 00:33:18.240 --> 00:33:22.800 alignment with the Lord I mean that's what it was all like before the fall it has a tendency to make 357 00:33:22.800 --> 00:33:28.640 that choice just like for instance Lucifer and the and the angels only a third of them fell 358 00:33:28.640 --> 00:33:38.240 the other two-thirds didn't you know so yeah yeah okay yeah okay yeah um I think 359 00:33:40.720 --> 00:33:45.120 like in addition to that just just a little segue into something else to just show you how this 360 00:33:45.120 --> 00:33:49.680 principle expands into things when God will call you to things like say for instance he would call 361 00:33:49.680 --> 00:33:55.040 me to particular um particular jobs or say for instance particular relationships that you might 362 00:33:55.040 --> 00:34:00.320 have or whatever you're bringing in the kingdom and if it's not operating in alignment with the 363 00:34:00.320 --> 00:34:04.800 kingdom it's going to be thrown into chaos the situation the relationship whatever and all of a 364 00:34:04.800 --> 00:34:09.120 sudden it's just like oh my goodness everything was fine and then I showed up and everything went 365 00:34:09.120 --> 00:34:14.239 bad and it took me a while I asked the Lord about it I'm like Lord am I like causing all of these 366 00:34:14.239 --> 00:34:21.600 problems because I knew that if I held out long enough that everything would like blossom and grow 367 00:34:21.600 --> 00:34:26.400 and become so much more healthier than it ever had been and and all that so I thought but Lord 368 00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:32.480 the initial part is always really really bad and I was like it you know something wrong with me am I 369 00:34:32.480 --> 00:34:36.960 like bringing in something bad and he said no Ashley it's all it's not in alignment with the 370 00:34:36.960 --> 00:34:44.400 kingdom you're bringing in and so um so anyway give it give it time to shift into making the 371 00:34:44.400 --> 00:34:49.040 choice to come into agreement or not so here's my point that I wanted to make is something 372 00:34:50.000 --> 00:34:55.360 it usually in my experience things come into alignment usually it takes time it takes sometimes 373 00:34:55.360 --> 00:34:59.920 a lot of time but they usually come into alignment but there are two cases there's 374 00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:01.440 some cases in which they don't. 375 00:35:02.040 --> 00:35:05.000 And there are two different types of things that happen when they don't. 376 00:35:05.040 --> 00:35:10.160 Either God will remove the thing from you, like he'll remove the person, 377 00:35:10.160 --> 00:35:15.440 he'll remove the situation, he'll whatever, or he'll move you out of it. 378 00:35:16.480 --> 00:35:20.100 And so the same thing with the disciples when they, when they went into all of 379 00:35:20.100 --> 00:35:23.160 those towns and Jesus said, Hey, look, here's the two different scenarios 380 00:35:23.160 --> 00:35:24.120 that are going to happen, either. 381 00:35:24.120 --> 00:35:25.320 It's going to receive you. 382 00:35:25.640 --> 00:35:29.800 And if so, you know, allow your peace to stay, or it's going to reject you. 383 00:35:30.120 --> 00:35:34.480 And if it rejects you leave the town and shake the dust of it off of your feet 384 00:35:34.720 --> 00:35:37.040 and take your peace back to yourself. 385 00:35:37.440 --> 00:35:37.680 Yeah. 386 00:35:37.680 --> 00:35:39.760 And so everything has it. 387 00:35:39.760 --> 00:35:44.040 That's another example of where things have a, have a choice, you know, whether 388 00:35:44.040 --> 00:35:48.760 it's other people, which their souls and bodies have creation, just everything 389 00:35:48.760 --> 00:35:53.920 else, you know, you know, they can choose they in the trees and the bars and the 390 00:35:53.920 --> 00:35:57.200 town or whatever they can choose to come into alignment or not. 391 00:35:57.440 --> 00:36:02.040 And so if they don't, God will either remove it or he'll remove you. 392 00:36:02.280 --> 00:36:05.200 So just FYI, how that also plays out in other areas. 393 00:36:06.680 --> 00:36:07.040 Yeah. 394 00:36:08.080 --> 00:36:08.440 Yeah. 395 00:36:09.240 --> 00:36:16.440 Um, I know one of the sort of meditation sessions, they were great. 396 00:36:16.560 --> 00:36:20.960 Um, you was one of them, the kind of purpose was to see that I'm 397 00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:23.040 in control of my thoughts on. 398 00:36:23.160 --> 00:36:35.160 So, um, but I don't know, like with this condition, um, so there's kind of a 399 00:36:35.160 --> 00:36:43.200 cycle of a thought triggers, a stress response, um, which then produces a 400 00:36:43.200 --> 00:36:49.960 physical reaction and there's a cycle, which like naturally speaking feels 401 00:36:50.000 --> 00:36:54.080 outside of my control because it's kind of semi-subconscious. 402 00:36:54.880 --> 00:37:00.080 Um, so I guess that that perhaps that's just a different situation. 403 00:37:00.080 --> 00:37:01.440 It's a unique situation. 404 00:37:01.440 --> 00:37:03.640 Is that, you see what I mean? 405 00:37:05.840 --> 00:37:11.160 Is that relevant activity relevant, that activation relevant to this? 406 00:37:12.120 --> 00:37:12.320 Okay. 407 00:37:12.320 --> 00:37:12.720 Yes. 408 00:37:13.040 --> 00:37:19.000 So because what you're doing, all of it, that activity was doing was teaching 409 00:37:19.800 --> 00:37:26.200 how to take back your ownership of your own self so that you'd start to do it 410 00:37:26.200 --> 00:37:30.080 subconsciously because those thoughts that you're talking about are subconscious 411 00:37:30.080 --> 00:37:33.760 thoughts that are subconsciously triggering stress that are subconsciously, 412 00:37:33.800 --> 00:37:35.240 you know, creating bodily result. 413 00:37:35.240 --> 00:37:35.520 Right? 414 00:37:35.800 --> 00:37:40.440 So the thing is that with this exercise, it's only an exercise. 415 00:37:40.680 --> 00:37:45.320 It's only to basically strengthen a muscle so that you realize, Oh, wait a minute. 416 00:37:45.640 --> 00:37:46.880 I am in control. 417 00:37:47.120 --> 00:37:51.920 I'm not a victim to my own thoughts or my, or this, there are this chain reaction. 418 00:37:52.240 --> 00:37:53.320 I need to regain it. 419 00:37:53.320 --> 00:37:58.000 And so that as you do that, as you make a choice, again, you're calling your 420 00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:03.800 soul to come into alignment, including all of its subconscious chain reactions 421 00:38:03.960 --> 00:38:07.960 that it's because all those subconscious train reactions have been created 422 00:38:07.960 --> 00:38:10.280 because we've had particular beliefs. 423 00:38:11.040 --> 00:38:12.880 So therefore we have particular beliefs. 424 00:38:12.880 --> 00:38:17.000 And so it, it, you know, meaning like the soul is stared, you know, of your, of 425 00:38:17.000 --> 00:38:20.800 your spirit, which is how I kind of look for refer to it, to help people, you know, 426 00:38:20.800 --> 00:38:22.720 understand like, what's really going on. 427 00:38:22.720 --> 00:38:23.200 Why is that? 428 00:38:23.200 --> 00:38:26.960 Why do I want to do these things, but my, but I don't do these things that, you 429 00:38:26.960 --> 00:38:29.880 know, just like Paul talked about, he's like, I do what I don't want to do. 430 00:38:29.880 --> 00:38:31.480 And, you know, and I don't do what I want to do. 431 00:38:32.560 --> 00:38:37.400 Um, and, uh, so it's, it's what your body's your soul and your body, you're 432 00:38:37.400 --> 00:38:41.840 doing, they're carrying out the instructions that we've given it, you 433 00:38:41.840 --> 00:38:46.120 know, it's not just, you understand, don't take on any of this on a shame 434 00:38:46.120 --> 00:38:51.200 of condemnation, some of it's been, some of it was, um, is because of 435 00:38:51.200 --> 00:38:53.120 decisions that your ancestors made. 436 00:38:53.160 --> 00:38:55.080 And so you're carrying it in your DNA. 437 00:38:55.640 --> 00:38:58.560 I mean, it can go all the way back to Adam, you know, I mean, 438 00:38:58.560 --> 00:39:00.440 just some of this stuff is so old. 439 00:39:00.760 --> 00:39:07.320 So, but what we're called to do is, is to take responsibility for it 440 00:39:07.320 --> 00:39:09.080 so that we can finally let it go. 441 00:39:09.880 --> 00:39:14.960 If you take on the responsibility for something, you can choose to let it go. 442 00:39:14.960 --> 00:39:16.760 You can choose to overcome. 443 00:39:17.240 --> 00:39:21.000 You can't overcome something you don't choose to take responsibility for 444 00:39:21.240 --> 00:39:23.600 responsibility does not mean blame. 445 00:39:24.080 --> 00:39:25.960 It does not mean that it's your fault. 446 00:39:26.200 --> 00:39:31.400 It simply means you're choosing to take on ownership because it's only things 447 00:39:31.400 --> 00:39:36.000 that you own, that you have the authority and the spirit to say that you no longer 448 00:39:36.000 --> 00:39:39.560 want this thing and to cast the thing out, so to speak, you know, to let the 449 00:39:39.560 --> 00:39:44.040 thing go, so that's all that I mean by responsibility, but don't take any kind 450 00:39:44.040 --> 00:39:49.000 of responsibility as to mean blame either for something that you did either, either 451 00:39:49.000 --> 00:39:53.720 for like beliefs that you made, you know, that you had and choices that you made. 452 00:39:53.920 --> 00:39:57.080 So we're not, not even talking about answers, even talking about yourself. 453 00:39:57.560 --> 00:39:59.800 Don't take the blame on for it because. 454 00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:03.320 So if you take the blame on for it, you're holding onto it and you won't let it go. 455 00:40:03.880 --> 00:40:08.280 So you have to, so we have to kind of, uh, you know, just release all of that. 456 00:40:08.280 --> 00:40:12.760 The more, and we feel like if we let something go, like, like we stop. 457 00:40:13.320 --> 00:40:18.360 Getting upset about it or whatever, you know, that it's going to stay with 458 00:40:18.360 --> 00:40:21.320 us, that we have to fight everything in order to get it out. 459 00:40:21.320 --> 00:40:22.320 And that's not true. 460 00:40:22.560 --> 00:40:27.480 You'd have to take authority over something and no longer be affected by it. 461 00:40:27.480 --> 00:40:31.560 And now you have enough power to be, so to speak, you know, you, you stepped 462 00:40:31.560 --> 00:40:35.120 into the place of power that the Lord says you are in, you know, in Christ. 463 00:40:35.560 --> 00:40:38.280 And now you have the authority and the power to let the thing go. 464 00:40:38.680 --> 00:40:43.720 Um, but yes, your soul is all of the, all, everything that I'm talking about. 465 00:40:43.720 --> 00:40:45.240 The majority of it is subconscious. 466 00:40:45.720 --> 00:40:49.680 Everything, all of the beliefs that we have, that we don't know everything 467 00:40:49.680 --> 00:40:51.240 that we don't believe about God. 468 00:40:51.640 --> 00:40:53.440 We don't, it's all subconscious. 469 00:40:53.840 --> 00:40:59.520 So what I do with those exercises is to give us a conscious way to choose 470 00:40:59.520 --> 00:41:04.640 intentionally to step into something, to step into God says it is who I am. 471 00:41:04.640 --> 00:41:05.720 So I'm going to act on it. 472 00:41:06.080 --> 00:41:11.400 So that's so that we change the, the, the choice that we make in our soul 473 00:41:11.720 --> 00:41:16.720 from feeling like a victim, which is going to just keep those instructions that are 474 00:41:16.720 --> 00:41:20.920 causing those chain reactions to keep going, which choosing to shift from that 475 00:41:20.920 --> 00:41:25.880 to all my word, I own myself and I'm safe with the spirit and God is protecting me. 476 00:41:25.920 --> 00:41:27.760 And therefore I don't have to protect myself. 477 00:41:27.760 --> 00:41:33.840 And so all of this subconscious chain reaction stuff will let go on its own and 478 00:41:33.840 --> 00:41:35.560 you won't have to do anything about it. 479 00:41:35.960 --> 00:41:39.880 Uh, like consciously, and you remember session eight as well. 480 00:41:40.280 --> 00:41:44.360 I really recommend that you focus a lot on, on session eight, meaning 481 00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:46.560 like, like the actual practice of it. 482 00:41:46.840 --> 00:41:54.280 Because, because so, um, because so much of what you're probably dealing with just, 483 00:41:54.400 --> 00:42:00.160 uh, is, um, it, you're, you sound like you're easily triggered by certain things 484 00:42:00.160 --> 00:42:02.400 that are causing physical responses. 485 00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:06.800 So if you go, if you just talk to your soul and your body and just say, Hey, look, 486 00:42:06.800 --> 00:42:10.280 I don't know what's going on, but whatever it is, you know, come into alignment, 487 00:42:10.600 --> 00:42:15.760 be safe, be whatever, as opposed to doing so much, that's probably 488 00:42:15.760 --> 00:42:19.560 triggering work, stress, you know, strife. 489 00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:25.640 But if you just, just tell it to do what it needs to do on its 490 00:42:25.640 --> 00:42:30.360 own, without your involvement, you know, it'll start obeying you and 491 00:42:30.360 --> 00:42:32.360 it'll start, it'll start switching. 492 00:42:32.600 --> 00:42:37.960 Then just be a safe place for it to change, you know, just love on it fully 493 00:42:37.960 --> 00:42:40.280 love and accept your body the way that it is. 494 00:42:40.520 --> 00:42:44.360 That's a big thing that I talk to a lot of people about is fully love and 495 00:42:44.360 --> 00:42:49.760 accept your soul and your body exactly as it is without requiring it to change. 496 00:42:50.160 --> 00:42:51.040 So safer. 497 00:42:51.040 --> 00:42:54.760 And what that means is, and for instance, I talked to a lot of people about like 498 00:42:54.800 --> 00:42:57.320 losing weight because they, they end up bringing it up. 499 00:42:57.320 --> 00:43:01.480 It's not like I have like this ministry of teaching people this way that that's 500 00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:03.280 one of those things that people keep bringing up. 501 00:43:03.320 --> 00:43:03.480 Yeah. 502 00:43:03.480 --> 00:43:05.040 But how do I do it in this area? 503 00:43:05.480 --> 00:43:08.840 And so one of the things that I mentioned is I say, say for instance, and you can 504 00:43:08.840 --> 00:43:12.560 apply it to your own situation, like say for instance, pain that you experience 505 00:43:12.560 --> 00:43:16.480 in certain parts of your body, or the fact that you're just tired and you're 506 00:43:16.480 --> 00:43:18.240 like, I am tired of being tired. 507 00:43:18.280 --> 00:43:22.080 You know, that say, I talked to people about like, say for instance, they have 508 00:43:22.080 --> 00:43:26.600 like fat pockets where they don't want them, you know, and so I said, you're 509 00:43:26.600 --> 00:43:29.880 not loving the fat pocket. 510 00:43:30.360 --> 00:43:32.280 You're not agreeing with it. 511 00:43:32.280 --> 00:43:34.480 You're not saying that that's okay to stay. 512 00:43:34.840 --> 00:43:41.040 You're accepting unconditionally the body or the soul, whichever, you know, 513 00:43:41.240 --> 00:43:47.560 that made the decision out of fear that it needed to protect itself because 514 00:43:47.560 --> 00:43:48.640 it thought you weren't doing it. 515 00:43:49.240 --> 00:43:50.280 So it's Trent. 516 00:43:50.280 --> 00:43:53.960 So it thinks you're evil because you're not doing the good thing of protecting it. 517 00:43:53.960 --> 00:43:58.400 So what's going to be the good guy and protect you or protect the body. 518 00:43:58.640 --> 00:44:02.520 And so it's going to take all these toxins, neutralize them into fat 519 00:44:02.520 --> 00:44:07.400 cells and then store them, you know, to try to, because it thinks that it's the 520 00:44:07.400 --> 00:44:10.480 good guy, the soul thinks that it's the good guy. 521 00:44:11.080 --> 00:44:13.680 They're not in rebellion, trying to do evil. 522 00:44:14.040 --> 00:44:17.800 They think that they are on their own against the evil. 523 00:44:18.000 --> 00:44:19.640 They think your spirit is evil. 524 00:44:19.880 --> 00:44:23.120 They think they think everything's just like against me. 525 00:44:23.120 --> 00:44:28.280 So it's trying that teaches us to kind of like view our bodies and our souls and 526 00:44:28.280 --> 00:44:32.000 the decisions that they're making out of fear that are honestly very destructive 527 00:44:32.000 --> 00:44:36.520 results, they're doing them because they're trying to do the right thing. 528 00:44:36.960 --> 00:44:40.520 But need tried to do the right thing by eating from the tree of the knowledge 529 00:44:40.520 --> 00:44:41.280 of good and evil. 530 00:44:41.280 --> 00:44:45.160 And it's because it wasn't the right thing and it wasn't trusting in God. 531 00:44:45.440 --> 00:44:47.080 It's called rebellion. 532 00:44:47.720 --> 00:44:50.600 Rebellion is simply not trusting God. 533 00:44:50.840 --> 00:44:53.320 It's not choosing evil intentionally. 534 00:44:54.480 --> 00:44:55.680 That's not rebellion. 535 00:44:55.680 --> 00:44:57.840 Rebellion is simply trying to do that. 536 00:44:57.840 --> 00:44:58.240 I mean, sure. 537 00:44:58.240 --> 00:44:59.720 Some, some of the evil is, but. 538 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.200 I mean, I mean, some rebellion is, but in general, so much rebellion is simply 539 00:45:04.400 --> 00:45:08.920 trying to do the good thing, trying to do, but you're doing it from the wrong source. 540 00:45:08.920 --> 00:45:10.240 You're doing it for the wrong reason. 541 00:45:10.240 --> 00:45:11.840 You're doing it thinking you're a bandit. 542 00:45:12.040 --> 00:45:16.760 So anyway, with your body, like, say, with pain or your soul or, you know, 543 00:45:16.960 --> 00:45:20.920 whatever it is that, you know, depending on whatever it is you're focusing on, 544 00:45:21.120 --> 00:45:27.200 you love and accept the thing that is making the decision to do what it's doing. 545 00:45:27.400 --> 00:45:33.280 You're loving the, the entity of your body that has that will that's making 546 00:45:33.480 --> 00:45:38.240 the decision or the soul, the aspect of the soul that's making the decision. 547 00:45:38.440 --> 00:45:43.800 So you're not three separate beings, but kind of think of it like three 548 00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:47.560 separate beings, like they all have their own will that they're choosing. 549 00:45:47.760 --> 00:45:50.360 What what instructions am I following? 550 00:45:50.560 --> 00:45:56.760 Something in your body has to receive the instruction of your soul, your soul believes. 551 00:45:56.920 --> 00:45:58.480 So anyway, 552 00:45:58.680 --> 00:46:04.120 you get it kind of like that and and just start loving and fully loving 553 00:46:04.320 --> 00:46:07.880 and accepting your soul and your body, talking to them like that. 554 00:46:07.880 --> 00:46:09.720 You know, like I mentioned in session eight. 555 00:46:09.920 --> 00:46:14.240 And I think that that will be a really, really big thing for you 556 00:46:14.440 --> 00:46:19.880 to stop fighting your body and your soul and who and you and what you're going 557 00:46:20.080 --> 00:46:23.680 through so much and to just kind of let it go. 558 00:46:23.880 --> 00:46:26.640 Not you're not giving up and you're not giving in. 559 00:46:26.840 --> 00:46:30.600 You're stopping fighting it, meaning you're neutralizing it and you're 560 00:46:30.800 --> 00:46:33.280 choosing that you're powerful, not a victim. 561 00:46:33.480 --> 00:46:37.160 You're choosing that you're in Christ, not outside of him. 562 00:46:37.360 --> 00:46:39.160 And you're then your body and your soul 563 00:46:39.360 --> 00:46:42.040 will realize it's stopping being fought against. 564 00:46:42.240 --> 00:46:45.520 And it will feel safe enough to start to change. 565 00:46:45.720 --> 00:46:50.080 It won't make you more vulnerable and succumb to more attacks. 566 00:46:50.280 --> 00:46:51.040 It won't. 567 00:46:51.240 --> 00:46:54.680 If you submit yourself fully to the Lord 568 00:46:54.840 --> 00:47:00.240 and you're vulnerable in the Lord, then you don't have to worry about 569 00:47:00.440 --> 00:47:04.640 letting things go in your soul and body to the point that you're going to be 570 00:47:04.840 --> 00:47:08.360 further attacked, you're going to get more sick, that kind of a thing. 571 00:47:08.560 --> 00:47:09.960 Anyway. 572 00:47:11.920 --> 00:47:13.480 Yeah, yeah. 573 00:47:13.680 --> 00:47:15.080 OK. 574 00:47:17.560 --> 00:47:19.800 I didn't know, so 575 00:47:19.960 --> 00:47:23.080 the issue in my body is basically the H is 576 00:47:23.280 --> 00:47:27.280 called the HPA access and it's dysfunctioning. 577 00:47:27.480 --> 00:47:29.880 That's kind of the core of it. 578 00:47:30.400 --> 00:47:32.000 And. 579 00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:38.120 So, you know, really, it's. 580 00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:45.080 That this cycle is acting according to a law of how God created it, kind of 581 00:47:45.280 --> 00:47:48.040 is it's reacting within that. 582 00:47:48.240 --> 00:47:49.960 Yeah. Within that sort of law. 583 00:47:50.160 --> 00:47:51.640 So. 584 00:47:52.760 --> 00:47:54.880 But I didn't know if it was relevant that, 585 00:47:55.080 --> 00:47:58.760 you know, you talked about, OK, well, we're not subject to physical laws. 586 00:47:58.960 --> 00:48:00.160 Correct. Yeah. 587 00:48:00.360 --> 00:48:02.160 So this all kind of feeds into it. 588 00:48:02.360 --> 00:48:04.240 Yeah, right. It's the same thing. 589 00:48:04.440 --> 00:48:09.040 So we never want to deny physical, spiritual, medical laws. 590 00:48:09.240 --> 00:48:12.040 God created them for good. 591 00:48:12.240 --> 00:48:13.400 There's nothing wrong with them. 592 00:48:13.600 --> 00:48:16.080 But the thing is, we're not subject to them. 593 00:48:16.280 --> 00:48:18.800 So just like the Jesus in the middle 594 00:48:19.000 --> 00:48:22.680 of the storm that was acting according to physical law, there was nothing wrong 595 00:48:22.680 --> 00:48:25.760 with what with the fact that it was acting according to physical laws. 596 00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:28.600 It was acting according to the way that God designed it. 597 00:48:28.800 --> 00:48:32.920 And yet it is decided, no, that's not what we're going to do right now. 598 00:48:33.120 --> 00:48:34.000 Peace be still. 599 00:48:34.200 --> 00:48:36.240 And he brought in a higher reality. 600 00:48:36.440 --> 00:48:38.600 He brought a reality that had more power, 601 00:48:38.800 --> 00:48:42.920 that had more authority, that trumped, you know, the law. 602 00:48:43.120 --> 00:48:46.760 So it's the same thing like if someone had cancer or whatever. 603 00:48:46.960 --> 00:48:50.760 So, in fact, a couple of rest intensives ago, 604 00:48:50.960 --> 00:48:54.440 there were two people going through my group that had that had cancer. 605 00:48:54.640 --> 00:48:57.760 And so I had to kind of like walk them through, well, 606 00:48:57.760 --> 00:48:59.760 what does this mean where my body has cancer? 607 00:48:59.960 --> 00:49:02.600 And like you then you really do have it. 608 00:49:02.800 --> 00:49:04.960 We never want to deny this reality. 609 00:49:05.160 --> 00:49:07.720 It's just that we have access to calling 610 00:49:07.920 --> 00:49:10.320 on a higher reality to have that authority. 611 00:49:10.520 --> 00:49:12.840 And that's what the only way you have 612 00:49:13.040 --> 00:49:16.840 the authority to call on the higher authority is if you choose that you are 613 00:49:17.040 --> 00:49:20.360 who God says that you are, that's the only way. 614 00:49:20.560 --> 00:49:25.200 Everything else is simply a victim just waiting and hoping for God to act. 615 00:49:25.400 --> 00:49:27.800 Yeah. And God's like, you know, I've already done it. 616 00:49:28.000 --> 00:49:31.640 You choose this and then operate and work with me. 617 00:49:31.840 --> 00:49:37.920 I guess in other words, he'll teach us how to bring in the authority so that it so 618 00:49:37.960 --> 00:49:43.680 that the higher authority comes into the lower authority and overcomes it. 619 00:49:43.880 --> 00:49:46.600 You know, in other words, there's a miracle or whatever. 620 00:49:46.800 --> 00:49:48.000 You're not denied. 621 00:49:48.200 --> 00:49:52.760 It's just that two laws are existing at the same time, the lower law and the higher 622 00:49:52.960 --> 00:49:58.080 law, but this higher law always trumps the lower law whenever they're in the vicinity. 623 00:49:58.280 --> 00:49:59.560 Yeah, that's all. 624 00:50:00.000 --> 00:50:04.380 not denying this one in favor of this one, because if you deny this, 625 00:50:04.400 --> 00:50:09.280 this one exists in the favor of this one, or that this is not as powerful 626 00:50:09.280 --> 00:50:14.180 as it actually is, as it actually is, well, then you can't actually call on 627 00:50:14.180 --> 00:50:18.120 this one because you're, you're not operating and you're not operating in 628 00:50:18.120 --> 00:50:22.800 reality. It's as if we don't think this is strong enough, unless we just get 629 00:50:22.800 --> 00:50:25.960 rid of this one. If we get rid of this one, then, but because this is the only 630 00:50:25.960 --> 00:50:31.040 one that exists, it's really powerful. No, no, because then, then we're not 631 00:50:31.040 --> 00:50:35.240 actually agreeing that it's as powerful as God says that it is. It's as powerful 632 00:50:35.240 --> 00:50:41.120 as he is while this one's existing. So they don't cancel each other out. They 633 00:50:41.120 --> 00:50:44.560 can both exist at the same time. It's just that this one's higher. 634 00:50:45.200 --> 00:50:49.740 Yeah, yeah. I was just sort of, yeah, thinking of it in the sense of, okay, 635 00:50:49.740 --> 00:50:54.040 well, so I'm not actually subject to this cycle that's going on. So 636 00:50:54.040 --> 00:51:02.800 essentially, like, in my position in Christ, you know, I am free of it. I'm 637 00:51:02.800 --> 00:51:04.680 free. Well, yeah. 638 00:51:05.360 --> 00:51:11.520 You're spiritist, and understand that your soul is, you know, you know, we're 639 00:51:11.520 --> 00:51:16.520 afraid in certain areas, and then your body is manifesting the is, is, it's not 640 00:51:16.520 --> 00:51:21.920 just manifesting a fear, it's because it's afraid. It thinks that it has to 641 00:51:21.920 --> 00:51:28.160 follow these laws. So what happened, there is a scientific reason why, you 642 00:51:28.160 --> 00:51:32.880 know, there could be a spiritual reason, but usually, all of the a lot of these 643 00:51:32.880 --> 00:51:36.240 things, there's a spirit, there's a physical reason that doctors can track 644 00:51:36.240 --> 00:51:40.040 and say, look, it's here in the DNA, or it's because you did this, or it's 645 00:51:40.040 --> 00:51:44.600 because such and such happens, right. And so there's reasons for it, but it 646 00:51:44.600 --> 00:51:51.000 doesn't mean, excuse me, but but so it means that the body felt like it had to 647 00:51:51.000 --> 00:51:57.400 succumb to it, because it didn't know it had a higher authority to pull on. It 648 00:51:57.400 --> 00:52:01.640 thought this is the only one that there is. And so what we want to do, and so 649 00:52:01.640 --> 00:52:06.520 anyway, that's why I say that, yeah, you're in Christ, you are, you're not 650 00:52:06.520 --> 00:52:13.880 threatened by, by earthly laws. But your body is succumbing to it, because it 651 00:52:13.880 --> 00:52:18.960 thinks it's, it's its only option, you know, as of other things that we believed 652 00:52:18.960 --> 00:52:22.880 or our ancestors believed, or whatever. So it's not like your body is just 653 00:52:22.880 --> 00:52:27.680 simply manifesting the fear. It's because it's afraid it's succumbing to the laws 654 00:52:27.680 --> 00:52:32.520 that it was born into. It's operating the way that God intended. I don't mean God 655 00:52:32.520 --> 00:52:37.280 intended for us to get sick. I mean that he created all these laws to work this 656 00:52:37.280 --> 00:52:43.000 way. And because there's so much sin and unbelief in the world, that the laws 657 00:52:43.600 --> 00:52:49.080 operated are operating in so much chaos, but they're still operating the way that 658 00:52:49.080 --> 00:52:53.880 they were intended to operate. But they're operating on a chaotic side, not 659 00:52:53.880 --> 00:52:58.760 on their order side. Yeah, yeah. And we're just trying to, we're not trying 660 00:52:58.760 --> 00:53:04.360 to eliminate the physical laws by overcoming them. We're just trying to get 661 00:53:04.360 --> 00:53:09.240 them to all come back into order and to stop being so chaotic, like sickness, all 662 00:53:09.240 --> 00:53:13.440 that, but, but we're not going to get rid of gravity by trying to overcome. God 663 00:53:13.440 --> 00:53:18.240 didn't intend that, but he wanted just like Jesus, he could walk on, on the, on 664 00:53:18.240 --> 00:53:23.400 the road to Emmaus, or he could ascend. He could choose when he wanted to operate 665 00:53:23.400 --> 00:53:28.200 within the laws. And when he wanted to operate, you know, not subject to them, 666 00:53:28.680 --> 00:53:32.760 when he wanted to partner with them and walk on the ground or eat. And then when 667 00:53:32.760 --> 00:53:36.960 he didn't, he can do that once he resurrected, that's what we're doing. 668 00:53:36.960 --> 00:53:40.720 We're simply bringing all the laws back into order. We're not getting rid of 669 00:53:40.720 --> 00:53:40.960 them. 670 00:53:41.560 --> 00:53:50.760 No, yeah, yeah. I think it's just one, one last thing. You talked about like, 671 00:53:50.800 --> 00:53:57.320 when you're walking according to the tree of life. And I, you know, I think, 672 00:53:57.320 --> 00:54:01.640 you know, I'm on a real journey with that, because I've been very much one to, 673 00:54:01.720 --> 00:54:06.800 you know, go according to principles and wisdom and stuff like that. But no, I 674 00:54:06.800 --> 00:54:11.040 mean, I'm growing in that area. But you talked about like, you just know 675 00:54:11.080 --> 00:54:18.560 something, you know, when you're, when you're in your position, you know, of 676 00:54:18.600 --> 00:54:26.360 union with God, and you just know, I don't know, I guess that feels like a bit 677 00:54:26.360 --> 00:54:30.680 unsafe to me, but then that's probably normal. 678 00:54:31.680 --> 00:54:37.400 What do you mean? I'm missing the context. What did I say? I know things. 679 00:54:38.560 --> 00:54:45.200 So it's like, okay, when you get into that place of, you know, okay, I'm, I'm 680 00:54:45.200 --> 00:54:50.480 in union with God, you know, I'm, yeah, the new man and everything. Then you 681 00:54:50.480 --> 00:54:54.160 talked about, you know, you have everything that you've ever needed. And 682 00:54:54.160 --> 00:55:00.600 you, you know, you know, everything. So, you know, sometimes you talk about 683 00:55:00.000 --> 00:55:09.680 about like you just know something rather than okay well the bible says this or you know principles or 684 00:55:10.320 --> 00:55:15.440 and you know of course you can use those that's like knowledge tree of the knowledge of good 685 00:55:15.440 --> 00:55:20.960 and evil is not wrong thing but there was did seem to be a sense of okay in the tree of life 686 00:55:21.920 --> 00:55:31.360 um you can just know the answer is that some sort of so in it when i i used you know operating 687 00:55:31.360 --> 00:55:35.440 point of the tree of life just as kind of like a an anchor for people to realize okay it's not 688 00:55:35.440 --> 00:55:39.760 the tree of knowledge you can heal it's tree of life but really what it is is we're just abiding 689 00:55:39.760 --> 00:55:47.840 in god yeah we're abiding god and we're in him and he's in us then and he knows all things 690 00:55:47.840 --> 00:55:54.000 then you're in the thing and you're existing in the environment in which there's all knowledge 691 00:55:54.000 --> 00:56:00.720 so to speak and i don't mean like just physical knowledge i mean just like i don't know uh i 692 00:56:00.720 --> 00:56:06.880 don't know spiritual things you know etc so you have you have access to it and then the lord you 693 00:56:06.880 --> 00:56:12.240 have access to what it is that you know he knows and you have access to you know spirit of wisdom 694 00:56:12.240 --> 00:56:17.040 and all of that i don't mean that we're so powerful that we can just know whatever it is that 695 00:56:17.040 --> 00:56:23.920 we want and then we can just uh whatever what i mean is that because we're operating from that 696 00:56:23.920 --> 00:56:32.960 plate when we're operating from that place of like that union with the lord he he um that's the 697 00:56:32.960 --> 00:56:39.680 the i'll just say that's the place from in that connection from which we get revelation from the 698 00:56:40.640 --> 00:56:46.880 in other words you're seeing things and god's talking to you and you have less resistance to 699 00:56:46.880 --> 00:56:53.120 hearing him so that's what that that's what i mean it's not that in every single situation 700 00:56:53.120 --> 00:56:57.440 that you're going to run into when you're abiding in the lord you're going to now know everything 701 00:56:57.440 --> 00:57:02.720 it's it's like it everything is based on relationship it's like what does god want 702 00:57:02.720 --> 00:57:09.200 to tell you in that moment it's just what i would just meant was there's no longer a 703 00:57:09.840 --> 00:57:17.600 um avail there's no longer a separation there's no you know from you and um and the spirit realm 704 00:57:17.600 --> 00:57:24.880 and access to knowledge but we're still reliant on what does god want to tell us what do we know 705 00:57:25.520 --> 00:57:29.840 i mean not what do we know and what does he want us to know what does he want to reveal 706 00:57:30.400 --> 00:57:35.040 that's all that i mean about knowledge what is god revealing to your spirit 707 00:57:35.920 --> 00:57:41.680 it's not us operating just because oh well i'm because i'm here you know without god's interaction 708 00:57:41.680 --> 00:57:47.600 i can just get knowledge to access to whatever knowledge that i want people have done that 709 00:57:48.400 --> 00:57:55.440 but when they do that they're starting to operate outside of god and um uh and that's extremely 710 00:57:55.440 --> 00:58:00.560 dangerous in other words that's not operating in the tree of life anymore that is now using 711 00:58:00.560 --> 00:58:08.400 uh very dangerous uh spiritual tools to uh do things that you want i mean that's things that 712 00:58:08.400 --> 00:58:13.280 like witches do and and whatever we don't want to do that so we're not i'm not talking about that 713 00:58:13.280 --> 00:58:20.240 i'm talking about both things because god there's no longer resistance to you hearing something that 714 00:58:20.240 --> 00:58:26.720 god wants you to know when he wants you to know it all that i was talking about with the knowledge 715 00:58:26.720 --> 00:58:33.360 is simply revelation to your spirit that god's spirit is giving you yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah 716 00:58:34.240 --> 00:58:41.840 and that is something we can we i mean i think i need to grow in that you know this yeah yeah 717 00:58:42.560 --> 00:58:51.120 yeah yeah yeah yeah um oh okay yeah thank you so much for 718 00:58:54.640 --> 00:58:57.040 yeah absolutely yeah um 719 00:58:59.680 --> 00:59:06.000 well i don't know when i will get this recording and uh because we're we're about to go on a trip 720 00:59:06.000 --> 00:59:12.320 but i um as soon as i get it up i will um i'll let you know how to be able to access that you'll 721 00:59:12.320 --> 00:59:18.080 be able to access it via the internet yeah like on my website so yeah yeah brilliant oh thanks so 722 00:59:18.080 --> 00:59:29.200 much ashley yeah welcome i'm glad that you've enjoyed it everything and so amazing yeah um 723 00:59:29.760 --> 00:59:38.880 we'll just have a wonderful road trip thank you i will and let me pray over you if i may really 724 00:59:38.880 --> 00:59:46.160 quick yeah yeah yeah lord pray that you'd be with them susanna and pray uh ask that you would touch 725 00:59:46.160 --> 00:59:53.200 her body touch her touch her soul lord touch her spirit um that it you would just strengthen all 726 00:59:53.200 --> 00:59:59.120 three of them that she would come into greater knowledge revelation of who it is who it is that 727 00:59:59.120 --> 00:59:59.920 you are that she would 728 01:00:00.000 --> 01:00:08.960 feel that intimate bond with you, that you would strengthen, Lord, her faith by just 729 01:00:08.960 --> 01:00:13.520 interaction with you, by connection, by, again, Lord, that revelation, just knowing you, Lord, 730 01:00:13.520 --> 01:00:20.320 as a being. And thank you for showing her such favor that she has the desire for you that she 731 01:00:20.320 --> 01:00:27.600 does, and for having met her, for having always given her the victory whenever you've invited her 732 01:00:27.600 --> 01:00:31.920 into something that you meant to fulfill it, and that you mean to do the same thing here. 733 01:00:31.920 --> 01:00:39.920 Pray that you would show her, Lord, how to rest, how to release, how to let go, how to love, 734 01:00:40.560 --> 01:00:47.600 enjoy, and pour into the different aspects of her, Lord, that you've given. In Jesus's name, amen. 735 01:00:48.400 --> 01:00:50.000 Amen. All right. 736 01:00:50.880 --> 01:00:54.800 You take care, and I will let you know when this is uploaded. 737 01:00:55.520 --> 01:00:56.880 Great. Thank you so much. 738 01:00:57.760 --> 01:00:58.640 You're welcome. 739 01:00:59.280 --> 01:00:59.920 Yeah. 740 01:00:59.920 --> 01:01:00.400 Bye. 741 01:01:00.400 --> 01:01:02.240 Thank you again. All right. Bye. 742 01:01:02.240 --> 01:01:03.120 Bye.