You have a reason and a purpose and you're opening your eyes to start to see those things and I thank you that you want for us.
I think it's such a privilege that you actually want us to live fully in you, and I just thank you for that.
And I just ask as we listen to Benji today, as we talk, that we actually listen to you and that we receive the things that you have for us right now.
And ask these things in Jesus name.
Amen.
Beautiful.
Thank you, Jennifer.
Now we're about to see you Jennifer.
I'm in Australia, in Victoria, just come out of lockdown.
Have you?
Yeah.
Well we had a special guest lockdown.
Just a little three day lockdown stint where I was.
Yeah, we only had a five day one this time, so that was all right.
In good form the government, again, didn't give people good information so they said it was exactly 90 days ago there was another lockdown in New Zealand, in Auckland.
And so they said there's going to be another lockdown in Auckland. But what they didn't tell people is that they'd expanded the borders, so I don't live in Auckland but I woke up, and there was police roadblocks, and you couldn't go anywhere and they're just
surprised and so you ask the police where's the actual borders of this lockdown and they didn't even know.
They're like, well see this map here.
I'm not sure.
So, anyway, there's a fair amount of that going on with interesting, interesting dynamics, which is why we need you guys to be living your dreams right.
Make sure you sort this plan out.
Thank you.
Lavinia, great to have you with us.
Hi Benji.
Hi.
Lavinia made it. Yay.
Yes, yes.
I don't actually see you because you haven't got video on but I see you there. So great to have everyone here. Welcome for those that are watching the replay.
Hi everyone, welcome as well. Now this is our first Q&A chat in the 40 Day Extreme Ownership Adventure and the cool thing about this is it gets us to be a little bit more intimate, which is great.
Stoked to be, you know, hanging out with you guys and everyone gets to have a little bit more air time than you would if we had 50 or 70 people on here. So it's kind of cool to just to be connecting like this.
I love it.
So, what have you got? This is, this is not, there's no teaching specifically planned or anything for this session. This is a Q&A chat, ask you how you guys are doing with the 100 Dream Challenge and, you know, what's, what's been happening for you. So story time or questions.
Open mic.
I, I'm still working on boiling down my hundred, my hundred dreams. I'm down to the three per category and I've just noticed a lot of resistance in myself. I keep dancing and creating like I'm going to work on this for 30 minutes, you know, making a schedule of myself just to keep myself on task, but it's, it's a fight.
I mean, that's just me. And I guess things are needing healing and whatnot.
But I've also recognized that by even getting him in the seven categories that the doors are seeming to open, sparking ideas, like in the family category, like how can I take action on repairing relationship with my son and just meditative praises and prayers.
And I'm looking forward to getting to the declaration part, but it's a dance. I'm really wrestling.
Great. Oh, well, that's great to hear Louisa. Welcome Donna. Welcome.
Did someone else just join in there? I'm not sure.
Billy Joe, Billy Joe, here are you.
There you go, there you are, you're appearing there.
Cool. Who has dreamed a new dream? Who's found a new desire that was secretly hiding?
in their heart that they didn't know was there.
Rachel, you put your hand up first.
Why don't you share a secret dream that snuck up on you?
Yeah, so I haven't really got past my second dream yet
because so much keeps getting added
to the dreams that have just emerged.
One of them, the one that snuck up on me
is just such a desire to reach the young generation,
like I'm talking 20s, teens.
And a bit about my background is I grew up in church,
but then in my 20s went away,
got into kind of party scene,
did all that kind of thing, thought I knew best.
And then I actually came back to the Lord
in a nightclub on K Road in Auckland.
I went into the toilet of the nightclub one way
and I came out completely different
because I had an encounter with the love of God
while I was in there.
Much better than having an accident.
Yeah, that's right, that's right.
And so basically just got overwhelmed by God's love.
I just basically acknowledged that he was real
and just had this full-on internal conversation
from a deep, deep place with him.
And his number one message to me was,
I love you just the way you are.
And so that just totally rocked my world.
And since then have just been pursuing a journey with him.
And so God's placed this dream in my heart
to reach those people who are in that same scene.
Quite often we can concentrate or go after the orphans
or people like that who is really obviously in great need,
but then there's a whole generation of young people
who think they've got it sorted.
And so I just have a real desire to connect.
And yeah, it's developing, that dream, it's massive.
So way beyond me, but we'll see where that goes.
Well, that's beautiful.
That's a beautiful thing about the God dreams
that he gives us.
And I mean, that's good evidence that God's speaking to you
is that you're terrified.
Yeah.
You're like, perfect, love drives out all fear.
But when you start dreaming with God,
sometimes it's like, wow, are you serious?
Because he's always about expansion
and he loves dreaming on a whole crazy, wild scale.
I've been terrified by God so many times by his dreaming.
You're like, his ideas.
I'm like, are you serious?
But yeah, it's a beautiful, beautiful process.
Who's been scared this week
as they've looked at their dreams
or like, how's that even possible?
Oh yeah.
Can I go here?
I'm actually laughing at myself.
I'm so tenacious that I don't give in.
I've come up against so many giants,
but I'm glad they're being identified
because I think I've eaten into a place of denial.
And Elizabeth, what about for you?
I'm in Perth, Western Australia.
Wonderful.
And what's happening in Perth today?
Is it a nice day out there?
It's a bit cloudy,
but we welcome it because we've had extreme hot weather here
as you can tell by my colour.
It's fantastic, fantastic.
All right, why don't you carry on?
I just thought I'd connect in with where you were,
but that's wonderful.
You would be aware of where I am with the assessments.
I'm still learning the computer, would you believe,
at this age, goodness gracious.
And I worked with them for many, many years,
but for some reason I'm not able to keep up
with the modern technology,
but I have accessed help from my family members
who will be coming in today to help me with that.
Where to from here?
I sound confident, but I'm actually very nervous,
but I'm familiar with the Holy Spirit that's in me
that keeps urging me on when I felt like quitting.
I'm not a quitter.
What's really bothered me, Benji,
is that I'm not up to date with the assignments,
if I can put it that way.
I've lost sleep over it actually.
And my husband has had to call out, come to bed.
So I'm learning to relax in this new atmosphere
because I know God is at work
and I have a big agenda on my heart.
It's for the unborn child.
The abortions is what I'm talking about.
It saddens me that we're killing so many babies
and that Australia is adopting that policy.
I think they already have.
Excuse me for a minute, please.
Yeah.
Okay.
Abortions, let me just.
Just chuck this out there for you for everyone for a moment. I think everyone would be right on board with you on that
You know with that
cause
Another dynamic of abortion right if you just kind of zoom out on history for a little while
Just give you a little bit of the spiritual dynamics behind why abortions
Ramping up
If you kind of if you're going to go back there's always been a dynamic of human sacrifice right with yeah
If you go back to Israel, they were killing their babies
It was this whole dynamic of sacrifice to Moloch. Has anyone read my article on the three?
You know the dark trinity
Couple people read the article on the dark trinity. If you haven't read that article on the dark trinity
It's in the master class group. I'd encourage you to check that out
But it talks about this
there's three
The star trinity is three demonic entities that you can see
Playing out over over centuries over millennia. You can see how they destroy civilizations
So the first one is Baal and the whole agenda of Baal worship is to drive out the public worship of God
so drive the Word of God out from
Mainstream drive the worship of God out from mainstream drive the love of God out from mainstream drive the values of God out
From mainstream. All right, so you got to drive out the value system. You got to drive God's value system out of mainstream
So that's the first thing that that happens is because Baal
Baal's job is to drive the values of God out from mainstream. So people abandon
those values and then the next thing that comes in is Moloch, right and the reason that
Baal has to come first is because no one would get on board with Moloch unless they had completely abandoned God's value system
Because Moloch is all about
the shedding of innocent blood
so this is kind of really paraphrasing and just doing a real quick but Moloch is all about the shedding of innocent blood and
the shedding of innocent blood is
Important in the demonic, you know in the satanic realms because the shedding of innocent blood gives the satanic realm
legal access to oppress
plunder destroy, so if you look through the centuries
There's always been this dynamic where the you know
The darkness has always looked for the shedding of innocent blood a great way to see it over history as you look at colonization
Okay
And especially the British Empire
If you look at British the British Empire in the way that the British Empire went out all around the world
Every time there was a massacre
You can just about guarantee that the leader of the military unit that initiated that lead that massacre was a mason
almost every time
Because the Masonic Lodge
They were all about the shedding of innocent blood because that's going to empower satanic entities to have legal access
So this is why for us as the kingdom as a move of the kingdom
Like we are all about cleansing the land cleansing the people and cleansing the spiritual realm
So that's that's what we do it cleans everything. But the third thing that comes in is Asherah and Asherah is all about
Sexual perversion and
gender
confusion
Goodness, so even even back in the days of Israel
Like when they worship Asherah that an Asherah pole when it took about an Asherah pole. It was
Just a massive penis
And so they had these all over the horizon line
So if you're in Israel back in the day, you would have looked up if you saw an Asherah pole on the horizon
It was just a giant penis and they had this they had the Asherah poles even in the temple
So when Josiah did the big cleanse of of Israel and he cleared out all the idols
They had a giant penis in the temple that they were worshipping and the way they worshipped it was with shrine prostitutes
You know, so male prostitutes female prostitutes, whatever you like that was
When Josiah
Became king even for years afterwards, right?
That was the normal that Josiah grew up in is that people would go to the temple where they would worship a giant penis by
Having sex with prostitutes and that was the normal that Josiah grew up and you know
It's an eight-year-old he becomes king and he grows up in that mindset
It was so normal and that the conscience was so seared by that normal that it actually took it wasn't till Josiah's
Second reformation that he realized. Oh, maybe we shouldn't be worshipping a giant penis in the temple
Maybe this is not a good idea. So it wasn't actually something that he what he didn't kind of like, oh my gosh
Look at that. There's a giant penis that we're worshipping in the temple
It was like their mindset had been so seared that it actually wasn't until the second reformation that he actually got rid of that
They're like, oh, okay. Let's stop the prostitution
in the temple, that's probably a bad thing, but we'll do away with that.
So I guess what I'm saying here is just in terms of that abortion thing, the reason abortion
is happening right now, the reason that the satanic realm is so behind it is because it
creates legal access for the satanic realm to oppress and destroy.
And because we've been engaged in abortion for so many years already on a massive scale,
we're now seeing Asherah come in like never before with crazy things, and people believe
in crazy things now.
You can believe that you've got like possible 52 genders or however many genders.
All of that stuff, that's all a cycle that's been unfolding for millennia, and you can
watch it and track it through the destruction of Israel over and over again, and the societies
throughout generations.
So that's one reason why people standing for abortion really strongly is so, so essential
because it's stopping the shedding of innocent blood.
So it's a real big deal.
But just on that, if you want to stop abortion, you can't just make a sign and think that's
going to change things because there's a blood covenant that's already been created.
So we need to cleanse the land, we need to cleanse the people, and we need to cleanse
the spiritual realm and shut down demonic portals that have been opened up through blood
sacrifices that give satanic entities legal access to oppress, kill, and destroy.
So that's just a little aside there for you.
If you're standing for that cause, that's amazing.
And for all of us as we're standing for causes, we have to realize the context that we're
in.
There's not many causes that you can stand for right now that that context isn't important
from.
For all of us who are standing in this place right now, with the context that we're standing
in this time in history is really significant.
And so for us, we're called to clean the people.
If you're willing to reach out to those people in the nightclubs, Rachel, if you reach people
in that scene, it's cleansing the land, cleansing the people, cleansing the heavens.
And yeah, so that's kind of like, we're all in the mix of that context right now on the
planet.
Yes.
Benji, I love your knowledge.
I love your knowledge.
Thank you.
Thank you so much.
I know it's a lot to take in, but a lot of what you said, I have heard and I thank you
so much.
That's given me more encouragement to continue knitting with the group here in Perth for
that purpose.
Yeah.
Thank you.
Beautiful.
And hearing you talk about that, I think about kind of a vision to either fund or develop
homes for these young pregnant people that have no resources.
I worked at the Colorado Springs Pregnancy Center where our main goal was to offer abortion
alternatives and counsel.
And we offered free pregnancy tests back before you could buy them at the store.
And the resource sheets, I mean, everybody was full.
I would love to see a wraparound program to just embrace these young women and give
them what they need to succeed.
I think that's one of the things we're fighting against as well.
Totally.
I mean, I think everywhere you turn right now, there's another reason why your dreams
are absolutely critical.
Yeah.
You know, like everywhere you turn, your dreams carry the solutions.
That's the whole dynamic about the dream that God's placed in you.
It's a vision as a solution to a problem.
And what I love about this 100 Dream Challenge is that actually when you discover these dreams
that are hidden on the inside of you, it's solutions that God's put there before the
foundation of the world.
And he's like, I've already put the solution in there.
It's just time to start dreaming.
Thank you.
Yeah.
Oh.
All right.
Who wants to share with us a dream?
Something that's so big, it scares you?
I will.
Actually, last night, well, ever since we've started this dream activator.
I've been asking the Lord just to give me dreams.
Before I go to sleep at night, I'm like, I want to dream with you, Jesus.
So bring me the dreams.
And last night, I was kind of restless.
And when I woke up at some time in the middle of the night, the dream was so tangible.
It goes along, Lavina, with what you were saying.
I was like a bystander looking in on white children
were in the first stream.
And actually, there were these siblings being divided.
They were only they, evil people,
were only taking two of the four siblings.
And the other two had to go elsewhere.
And I know that I know in my spirit
that that was a human trafficking situation.
And on the second part of that dream was more tangible.
I was in the midst of hundreds, if not thousands,
of Black little children.
Not here in America, where I'm from, but in another country.
Little children taking care of babies.
And then I'm holding the babies, helping.
And actually, I don't even think I had anything on.
I went to go look.
And I squeezed myself into this dress
that had a lock on the back of it.
And if I left the premises, it would have beeped.
But my heart in the dream, my heart in the dream
was breaking because these children were left orphaned,
abandoned, barely any food, barely surviving.
And one of my dreams, always and forever,
I'm a child caregiver.
I'm blessed with seven children.
I've been with children forever and ever and ever,
as long as I can remember, is children.
And I'm waiting for God to show me what that dream meant.
He took me.
He gave me that dream.
I know it.
And I want to know.
I'm asking Holy Spirit to reveal to me the meaning of it
and what I am to do with it and how I can be instrumental.
Beautiful, Donna.
Thanks for sharing.
That's powerful.
And I think that one of the things that
fuels our dreams more than anything is the pain, right?
Is the significance of the cause.
And the significance of your cause
and the significance of your dream
is directly connected to the pain caused by the issue.
What's the problem?
Because every vision, every dream
is the solution to a problem.
And so part of the way that you're
going to find your dreams if you're stuck as well
is what breaks your heart?
And what is it that breaks your heart
if you're stuck on dreaming?
Now, remember, it's really important
when you're doing the Dream Activator and the 100 Dreams,
don't get so caught up in the analytical side of things
that you're too worried.
You shouldn't think about any of the logistics of this
right now.
This should just be all imagination, desire,
wildest dreams, just taking off the limits
and just writing, like, what's a desire?
What's a desire?
And any size, right?
So how are you going with the 100 Dreams Challenge, Donna?
I'm almost done.
And I'm filling them in now, the faith, the family, et cetera,
et cetera.
And I was a schoolteacher forever, too,
as long as I can remember.
I'm still tutoring.
But I work with those children who
have been through trauma, been through trauma,
I mean, major trauma.
And it's just what I do and where the Lord placed me
and what He's put in me to be able to reach out with them.
And I've led a lot of little children to Jesus,
to know Jesus.
But I'm still going to seek the Lord on.
If this is last night's vision was something
where in the future I will actually
be a part of even more so than I have been here in America.
Beautiful.
One of the great things about the community
as well is the cool network.
So whereabouts are you guys all from?
I see Canada, Australia, Texas, the UK, New Zealand.
Is everyone else from anywhere else?
I think that might be the gist of where everyone's from, eh?
Is there anyone that's not from, oh, whereabouts are you Elise?
I'm from the UK, but I'm originally from South Africa.
South Africa. So my heart is pretty much still for Africa and for South Africa.
That's great.
My, yeah, it's, I have a heart for the UK as well. There's a lot of fear here.
As someone else in another meeting shared, you know, really, we are in a strict lockdown.
And we as a family are actually quarantining at the moment. We may not leave our house.
Because my husband went to South Africa, came back a few days ago.
His mother died, so he slipped through there.
Managed to go and, but, so I have, I have a heart for that as well.
But I listen to the dreams and mine feel so, because I've always, I've been stuck in religion.
And my heart is for, for the women. I want to minister to those that actually don't know that God is actually intimately involved in their lives.
Anyone here being stuck in a religion before? Anyone on that? Anyone been on that train?
Yep.
Anyone not been on that train? Put your hands up if you haven't been caught up on that train.
Maybe, Jamie's like, maybe she hasn't. I can't tell if that's a maybe or a definitely.
Well, that's good news. But I would still say that the majority of us have, have been on that train of religion.
Oh, I'm seeing, oh, Mexico, Billy. So Billy Jo is saying Mexico. You can't see her video.
But there she is. She's in Mexico. And Ross is from Kentucky.
Ross and Dorcas. Very cool.
All right. So who is struggling with the dream challenge? You know, you're like, ah, this is driving me crazy. I can't read. What's going on?
Jamie, did you say, Jamie, you say you've nearly done your hundred dreams though?
Yeah. Basically, same thing I said before. I've got the dreams and I, I need some more because they're somewhat practical.
But it's just a wrestle. And I think one of the cores is what I've been through this last year.
I'm like, I feel like maybe I'm disqualified for some of the things that were on my heart before.
I mean, it's hard to explain. I'm warming up, though. I'm getting there.
It kind of hurts. Kind of hurts in a weird way.
It's good, though. It's good in the sense that, you know, that you're doing this because otherwise the pain could be hiding.
You know, you'd still have the issue. But you might not realize that because your normal doesn't require you to step out of your comfort zone, if that makes sense.
So doing this forces you outside of your comfort zone and you find like, oh, I didn't realize that was sore.
Dawn, if you want to jump on, just love to hear how it's going for you and what the vibe is.
It's going good. I'm almost done. I'm halfway done.
What I did is I out of 100, I couldn't wrap my head around 100.
So I broke it into 15, which is it was 105 dreams instead of 100 dreams.
And I figured, well, God does more than you ask or think.
So I'm going to go with 105 because, you know, the even round number was easier for me to do 15.
So I just kind of broke it down and really like meditated not on what I want, but that my heart is aligned with his heart so that I want what he wants.
Because I think I, you know, in the journey that you are with the Lord, I think sometimes, you know, there's so much chatter of what you think is important.
And that chatter is my soul and my emotions, not necessarily the Holy Spirit saying, you know, I want to give you your heart's desire, but you what you are desiring isn't the best.
That's not my best for you, even though it's not bad. It's not a bad thing.
And so I think that is where because I've already done this dreaming.
It's God being like last year on the, on the Holy spirit.
He was like, Dawn, I need you to write down 10 things.
And I, and I was struggling.
I was like, God, I can't, I'm not equipped.
I'm not qualified.
I have no money, you know, all of those things.
And then this time when you had the, you know, the hundred dream thing, I was like,
okay, well, I really have to do it now because now I'm like accountable to like
people I've been really diligent about doing that.
Um, you know, in my private time, just making sure that, you know, I'm really,
you know, I just really want to honor the Lord in the dreams that, you know, even
though they're outlandish and it's like, some things are like really crazy things
that, you know, um, you might need insurance, like life insurance for, you
know, like, you know, and I'm like, God, really?
And he's just like, you know what?
Like sometimes dreaming is taking a leap.
And sometimes that, that leap, you know, where I'm going to have you take to open
the door, it could be, you know, like, I don't know, go to, no, I'm not saying
this is on my list because I'd have no desire to do this, but you know, like
bungee jump or something,
we'll stall the bungee jump.
Yeah, I don't, I don't want to bungee jump.
I'm using that as an example, you know, to kind of open up, you know,
sometimes you need a big shake, you know?
And that's what God was saying.
He was saying, you know what, God, you know what, Dawn, you, your fun and my
fun are not the same thing.
And I want you to have fun.
Like my fun is, you know, I'm with my kids and playing snowball fights in the
yard and God's fun is like, yeah, I want to take you skiing on like a really
large mountain, but I don't know how to ski and I don't have skis and I
know nothing about skiing.
And why would that be my dream?
This is kind of the journey that God has me on that.
I know it's not me.
There was nothing in me that wanted to do that.
And then when God gave me the picture of it in my mind of me, like ski, I'm like,
wow, yeah, I do want to do that.
So it's been this kind of weird thing happening, um, that has sparked and then
it's, it's sort of a momentum now, you know, and then, you know, on all of your
things, you do kind of overlap, like you do the school of sonship and then these
other things.
So I'm like reading the book and I'm reading this and I'm doing this and I'm
going, ah, you know, so it's just kind of going, going, going, you know?
And so that's kind of a little peek of window is where I am right now.
Beautiful.
That's great.
Yeah, you're right.
Everything, everything, uh, overlaps.
Yeah.
Louisa will come to you in just one second.
Everything definitely overlaps like the, um, the core of it, the core of my, what I
know I'm on the planet for is to help people bring dreams to life.
But you can't, it's not just a one solution to do that.
It's like, oh, okay, cool.
Well, I'll just train you on vision.
It doesn't work because if your identity, if you're struggling in your identity,
then it doesn't matter how much vision training you've got, it's not going to
work out.
Um, you'll end up self-destructive and if, uh, if you've got your identity
sorted and you've got your vision sorted, but you just flat broke, you know, you
don't understand kingdom economics and finances, then, uh, uh, then, you know,
you're going to be like, oh, this is, this is difficult.
Um, more difficult than it needs to be.
And the same with, you know, it's, it's great to have all those dreams, but if
you're so sick that you can't get out of bed, that makes things more difficult.
Or if you did, it's really hard to like go up those dreams.
Same thing as if you're, um, you're in a marriage and your identity, you think
your identity is doing real well and, uh, you're dreaming real well and you've
got some money, but your relationship's a total mess.
Uh, that, um, that makes things a lot harder.
Like who's, who's walked through a lot of pain in relationships.
Who's walked through betrayal, uh, or like disconnection in relationships.
Yeah.
I mean, who hasn't walked through crazy amounts of pain, betrayal, broken
relationships that just crush you to the core of your being.
You're like, ah, you've got to be like, man, I would definitely
try to like a broken leg for this.
Broken leg would feel awesome right now if I could trade it for my broken heart.
Um, you know, so that's why relationships is absolutely critical and key.
And then, you know, if you've got all those things, but you've got no work
ethic, you're going to see no progress.
So it's kind of like for me, all of those things.
things they're all critical and all we've been together.
So yeah, but Louisa, let's hear from you.
We're about to see you, my friend.
Hi, where are you, Louisa?
Yeah.
Arthur, Ontario, Canada.
Originally from the high Arctic, close to the North Pole.
So dreaming is kind of a challenge for me
because I never really had, I have lots of desires.
I have lots of wants and some of them become dreams
but you said dream challenge, it's a challenge
because for years, my heart's been really closed and cold.
So when your heart is closed, it's hard to think ahead
like into the future and into seeing what you can desire.
Like you said, you mentioned about colonization,
they tend to shatter your dreams.
So constant shattering of your dreams, you stop dreaming.
So it's coming back to that and it's scary
and fun at the same time
because it's like a new journey to conquer.
I wrote down a lot of things when I did that,
the family, funds, like those,
like top three, I wrote them down as my dreams
and, but I haven't made it as a declaration yet.
So it's another step to overcome.
So overcoming is huge now.
I spoke up and thank you for letting me speak.
Well, thank you so much for speaking.
What a treat for us.
Wonderful to hear from you, Louisa.
Thank you very, very much.
Now, high Arctic, is that the Inuit?
I don't know too much about the high Arctic.
Is that the Inuit area?
I don't, I'm not too familiar with.
Yes, top of the world, maybe about four countries.
There are Inuit people living in them
and they're all called different names,
but the Lord made it that they connected
and organized our circumpolar committee
to start speaking as the Inuit group.
So we're the crown of over the world.
Yeah, come on.
That's amazing.
The only reason I know so much about the Inuit
is because there was an amazing move of God there
a number of years ago.
The testimonies of the move of God among the Inuit people
have gone, so yeah, so really, really good to have you here
and thanks for sharing.
Really appreciate it.
I'm excited.
I'm excited for your dreams.
And one thing I just, pardon?
That move you're talking about
is called Pond and Lit Blessing.
Yes, Pond and Lit.
And look at you there with the Transformations DVDs.
Yes, yeah.
I've got the Transformations DVDs downstairs
and it was actually the thing that lit my heart up
when I was 18 that really sparked me
when God really called me for revival
was when I watched the Transformations DVDs.
I was sitting on my couch.
I was stuck, totally stuck in religion at that stage.
18 years old, my brother brought home a video
of the Transformations videos and watched it on a VCR.
And he's like, you know, just chuck this on,
check this out.
I was like, I'm not expecting that much.
And it was just while I was sitting on the couch
watching that, that God, for the first time in my life
on like a really significant level,
just got me.
And I went from just a casual dude with no real,
you know, like a couple of,
I've got some dreams and that I was working on,
but like that's when God got me
was watching Transformations.
So those testimonies there are really, really special to me
because that's what grabbed my heart
and set it on fire for revival.
Yeah, so, and I'll chuck this out there for our dreams, right, because all of our dreams
they're trying to solve the problems of the world, right, that's why God's put these dreams
inside of us.
They're there.
Our dreams are in us to solve all the problems in the entire planet, and you know, like,
the cool thing about every time you make, you know, you get, make progress on any dream
is that every dream starts a chain reaction of fulfilled dreams.
There's not a dream that you can have that won't bless someone else's dream.
There's not a dream that you can pursue that won't breathe life on other dreams.
Every single dream that you carry will inspire dreams, give life to dreams, and, and I think
that, you know, like, when I think about the scale of the issues that our dreams are trying
to solve, I'm like, flip God, we just need revival on every type of revival.
We need revival, we need awakenings, we need outpourings, we need a viral outbreak of dreams,
we need a viral outbreak of sonship, it's like, come on, God, we need this.
So what I was going to say about dreams and desires is that a dream or a desire when it
comes to the 100 dreams list, it's exactly the same thing, right?
A dream or a desire, it's the same thing.
Delight yourself in the Lord, Psalm 37, verse 4, and he will give you the desires of your
hearts.
That's your dream.
So if you're wondering about that, that's all good.
And Dawn, on your comment before, when you're like, oh, God, is this your dream, my dream?
I'll give you, I'll just give you a couple of thoughts on that.
One, you know, like, when we don't know who we are, when our identity is mixed up, when
we're on that orphan journey, and we're struggling to receive love, and we're struggling to express
love, then our dreams are, you know, aren't quite as filled with love as they could be.
But as we go on that beautiful journey into sonship, and we start getting completely filled
with love and becoming beautiful expressions of love, we find that it's so easy to, like,
dream perfectly in alignment with God's heart.
But wherever you're at in the journey, right, whether you, you know, you're just starting
out, and you're still stuck there in that orphan place, and your heart is really, you're
not got that much love in it, and you, you know, and you don't have that much love in
your dreams.
It's actually, this is always going to be a journey for all of us of like, okay, sweet,
I'm taking another step and making some progress here.
What's important, right, is not to actually get your dreams just right before you have
them, okay?
Think of your dreams like a big sale that you're putting up.
It's not important to get all the dreams right before you put them on paper.
Don't worry.
Don't worry about getting it right.
Just get it out.
And it's like putting up a big sale, and God will breathe on that, right, you know, and
if the dream's not just perfect, exactly in terms of just what God would, just the way
God wants it, He'll refine it over time, but if you keep it in your heart and you don't
bring it out, He can't refine it, you know, if it stays hidden, it's hard to refine, but
if you just get it out there, even if it's a mess, just get it out there, rather than
going, oh, I've got to wait till this is perfect, it's never, it's never going to be perfect
when you start, just get it out there, and watch what God will do with it, and some dreams
you'll find, they will fall away, and others will catch on fire in the best possible way,
so never feel like you need to get it right before you start.
And one thing about dreams is that I always set my dreams in jelly, in a sense that it's
better to set a dream in jelly than in concrete, because if you have a dream, it doesn't, like,
we so often go, I've got this dream, and we think that we've seen the whole lot, you haven't.
It doesn't matter, like, if you think, I know the entire dream, you don't, like, you don't,
it's always going to expand.
The moment you let God, like, just touch that, breathe on that, it's going to expand.
The moment you make some progress, it's going to expand.
So with your dreams, like, set them in jelly rather than concrete, because they have to
be able to expand and be fluid, and if you're too rigid with it, you'll find that, like,
your dream can actually start to oppress you.
You know, so some people, they had this dream 10 years ago, and what they saw, it's not
how I saw it, and actually being oppressed by what they saw 10 years ago, because it's
not what they saw then.
So if you're not flexible with your dream and dynamic and understand that a dream has
a life of its own, you can actually, your dream that you had 10 years ago can actually
end up oppressing you, and you can actually be like, oh, no, and your goals can start,
like, your goals are there to serve you, and your dreams are there to serve you.
So sometimes people kind of get it wrong, and they're like, it was supposed to be like
this, but you've just got to be flexible with them, go, actually, your dream's alive and
dynamic, it's going to change, it's going to rearrange, it's going to morph, it's fluid,
it's flexible, and that's okay.
Make sure that your dreams and your goals aren't oppressing you, but they're serving
you, it's a big deal.
All right, someone we haven't heard from who would like to share with us.
Kiri, come on down.
Gary. I've had my life when I was younger. I I came into
Pentecostal Christianity when I was 19. I walked with god. He
gave me a vision of sonship and somehow he just gave me so much
that it held me but through my life I a psychiatrist told me
just believe that god loves you and you love god. Well, I
couldn't leave it at that. So, I looked into everything. I I
went through everything but I always had Jesus there and
even eventually I went into new age. So, that trinity of
darkness really spoke to me because it was about 10 years
ago when it came this thing came up. You know, about
absolute, you know, truth. And I thought, no, god's good.
So, then all of that got all mucked up and you know, I've
seen through my life that god's actually given me the desires
of my heart when I haven't asked for them. So, when I came
back from Cairns with Diane Pollard, I I connected with the
embassy. I've done a you know, like 100 dreams before. I saw
those dreams actually happening. So, I I I just
wanted to be a fountain of joy and put my love on. Well, over
my life, god has taught me to walk in unconditional love
pretty well. So, I've got a community of 50 people here.
That's that's and I'm just really waiting for this to be a
beacon and a light. I have a little church that I've been on
and off with and one of the, you know, so I know a few
pretty well. I rang her this morning and I told her what I
was doing because I saw her. I've got to church on Sunday.
So, she's just over the moon with what I'm doing and I'll
send her a bit of information. So, she's praying for me. So,
just blessings have just been everywhere. This morning, I've
been, I was so tired, I thought, I can't get up. I can't
get, you know, so I'm focusing on working on all of those
areas of my life to get all of that together and I've with my
dreams, I've got, I've got the hundred dreams and I'm and in
the areas and I'm, I've got four done. This, they end up so
long. I'm going to have to try and speak them into my phone.
That'll be all of this and then, and then with yesterday,
when you say next week, next week, we're going to. I've got
my declaration on my phone so I can either listen to them or
read them or put them on as I'm going to sleep. Yeah. So, I've
been, I've been keeping up but it was, it's really been and I
remember I saw you because I, I started off with norm and I saw
you and I thought, oh, I couldn't handle that because
Jesus had, I just couldn't, you know, it, it was too full on
and I thought, I don't know if I can handle that and so then I
started, I, I connected with you, I did the science of
dreams, I got the book early, I did the school of, you know,
the free school of sonship. So, just with the blessings of
doing all of this and yeah, so I'm in an excellent place. I'm
a and I'm continuing on to get the declarations down and just
wish I was a bit more tech savvy but just things are coming in,
waiting for divine appointments, just sitting back,
waiting, resting in God and making the most use of my time.
Great. Great stuff. Thank you. Who would like to share with us
their top seven dreams? Is there anyone here that's done, you
know, it goes to your hundred dreams and then you've got your
top seven dreams for each area of your life? Has anyone done
that that would like to share us with their, share their top
seven dreams? I see some shuffling, some murmuring, some
maybe. I see Donna baring her teeth. Anyone wave your hand if
you've done those top seven dreams and you'd be happy to
share? Wave your hand around if that's a sign. Not that far yet
Jamie says. Are you nodding Angela? Are you? I wasn't. I'm
not. You weren't nodding. I couldn't. Not that far yet either
Benji. I wasn't sure if you were nodding or if you were excited
or just agreeing with Jamie. I haven't got that far but I would
like to share something if I may.
Just because I've been part of your online school for a couple of years, I remember when we did this
quite some time ago and back in those days I was still kind of getting my identity right and all
the rest of it. Now I limited God by my circumstances. I'm stuck at home here housebound
with an illness so I had and also lived most of my life helping other people get their
dreams up and running and I lived for them. I sacrificed my life for them so it's like throughout
that process I had lost me, lost how to dream for me or even what my dreams might be so I found it
really really hard the first time we did it and the only thing I came up with at that time was
oh I like writing and that fit within the limitations of my life right now and it's like
I put those limits on. I couldn't get beyond and into a place where I could
dream limitless. This time around after having gone through all the other teaching and particularly
the science of dreams and all those things I've actually gone full in this time around so I've
actually gone through and did the hundred dreams and it was still hard because my thinking
is okay I live for others. I've got to think ministry. I've got to like okay I love the
elderly that's where my passion is. I don't know what it's going to look like or how it looks because
I've still got those limitations but nevertheless I put those dreams down. I think
it wasn't until after 50 or 60 and I put big and little and all sorts that I started to think
actually not what is it that I want to do for others you know like I'm doing for God again.
I'm looking for things to do. I'm thinking what is it that makes me come alive and it wasn't until
I got to the latter part that I started to think oh actually and I still couldn't think beyond
the limitations so I had to take myself beyond just financial limitations and all that. I had to
take myself into heaven in terms of being able to take those restrictions off that all the demands
on me and that they would no longer be there. What would I do if I was in heaven? What would my
desires be and I realized at that point it's creativity. I love to create and because it always
felt like previously even thinking about that was selfish like it's for me but no it made me
recognize that actually when I create, when I write, when I do whatever music it really makes me feel
so much more alive and I thought that's a really interesting concept for me to explore because I
know that God can take something like that and make it you know useful to the world or whatever
if I when I get that far but it was just rediscovering those parts of me that I had
stuck away in the attic of my soul and locked in a box because I was too busy living for everybody
else or too busy trying to do things so that to me has been a really interesting breakthrough
in terms of recognizing those things that make me come alive and how God can use that
even within my current limitations but I still look for healing obviously to then still
become something that in the kingdom could have an effect. It's not just going out and saving the world
and it can actually be something that really makes me come alive as well
and at the same time also joining Raising Royalty in a Circle and watching other people's dreams
come alive and seeing that and be participating with that has been a new area that I had no idea
that is something that I really love to do so it's just been an amazing exercise and I really
would encourage you to keep going with your hundred even if you can't think of anything I
just put down you know lots of different big and little things because through the exercise you
actually start to take the layers off even in terms of my own lack of healing in various areas
God gets through and then you suddenly it's almost like you break through and that's when I'm beyond
a hundred now so it's the flow starts going so don't let it intimidate you just keep on you know
and don't let also your own limitations even if you have to go to heaven in your mind where
they've all gone to be able to get to that level of deep dive into your own who you are
so yeah I just I thought that was that's been really cool so thank you. That was brilliant
thanks so much Angela on that note like one of the you know
the big aims of this is to let you know help you guys with that process of letting your heart speak
authentically and like the language of your heart is limitless your heart that's its native
language right so until you learn that language of limitless it will be hard to have a really
really good conversation with your heart like if you're if you're trying to have a conversation
with your heart but you're putting all these restrictions on and limitations on and like cages
and chains and rattles and like keeping it kind of bound up well your heart doesn't speak that
language so you'll only ever get a small part of the picture but when you start getting limitless
your heart's like oh now you're talking my language oh yes oh like i can i can uh i can
relate to you now i can talk to you now like oh yes i've been waiting your whole life to be able
to talk this language oh thank you that's great finally you're not speaking with a stutter this
is beautiful you know your heart's waiting your heart's just waiting for you to take those
limits off and it's just so beautiful Angela to go okay when it comes to dreaming yeah it's not
about circumstances it's not about that's why it's not about logistics this part right it's
about connecting with your heart um and i'd say on on the on top of that right like so often you
hear parents say things like you know i've sacrificed my dreams for my kids now i i just
want to suggest to you that that's a really bad idea because then what do you teach your kids
you know you teach your kids your dreams aren't important enough to fight for
like the the the silent message the message between it when you're sacrificing your
dreams for your kids like if that becomes a cycle in your family
then who actually ever gets to live their dreams on that model no one if the model is we sacrifice
our dreams so that for other people the model becomes oh actually no one here is living their
dreams and one of the most valuable gifts that you can give to the world is one of the rarest
things that the world has ever seen is a is a model an example a testimony of someone who is
actually living in their dreams that's what your kids want to see you know like that your kids want
to see you modeling what it looks like to live your dreams they want to they want to see what
it looks like for you to fight for it like for you to go all in if you go right that's what your
kids want to see they're like yes because then you can become their hero their model their champion
their example and then they go yes i've got something to model they don't want to mock
like it's not inspirational to see someone saying yeah i never lived my dreams like oh i sacrificed
my dreams for you like that's not going to inspire your kids that's not going to inspire your church
it's going to that doesn't inspire the world right like what inspires the world is when someone gets
in that creative flow and they go all in and they just do whatever it takes like yes i'll live my
dream and then people everyone around them goes whoa that's wild and their hearts start bubbling
and sparks start flying like yes yes yes yes so um so no don't sacrifice your dreams for anything
great right that got me excited uh who else wants to jump in here and have a chat share with us
what's uh happening for them in this adventure
oh yes please louisa yep and then linda after louisa
i wanted to share some of my dreams at least seven
um i'll just follow the faith family that list and my deepest desire in my faith is to find someone
to intercede with to pray with to um bombard the father with our love and his greatness and
and let him do the battle
and what goes with that is the fellowship um
i'm in a tiny uh community in just outside of toronto about an hour and a half west
and we just started a church but because of um lockdowns we haven't connect we haven't gotten
together for a long time so my desire is to have a large place i like to i like to flag and drum
i'll show you my drum
up there. Oh, come on. That's a drum. I drum. That's my worship. My worship. Hey, you're
rowdy aren't you Louisa? I bet you're always keeping the neighbors awake at night with
your drum and your dancing and your flags. And even the kids are really drawn to it.
So they become, they start worshiping with flags. I only have one drum. So some of them
try it. So it's, it's going on, it's exploding, but the lockdown is sort of shut it down for
a bit. The Lord is revamping everything. I didn't, one of my, one of my comments was
to revamp my whole self. So the next one is family. Like all my family, I have all in
the Arctic, every Inuk person have accepted Jesus as Lord. My desire is for them to get
a discipleship. They need discipleship in big time. And it's hard to do with Zooming
because the internet, they're slow. So that one is one of the dreams is for a connection
to become better so we can do discipleship. Finances is to have enough, like limitless
freedom. So I can have an accountant, a secretary, housekeeper and all that sort of thing. So
I can focus on what the Lord wants to do. And because when I do that, I forget about
the house and I, the house goes into chaos or whatever. Anyhow, I live alone and it still
goes crazy. So anyhow, the fun for me is to have someone also to go out for nature walks.
I love to go for walks. I love, I love the videos. I love the videos you do of your runs
when you go out on the land and see all those goats and beautiful beaches and stuff like that.
Louisa, I just need to clarify, Louisa, were you meeting a boyfriend?
I'm just trying to clarify if you're looking for a boyfriend, if that's what you mean.
No, are you sure?
Oh no, no. I'm still married, but I'm separated.
Oh, okay.
I consider that still married. Even when we're been separated for a long time,
I talked to the Lord about it. I said, I have no interest in any other relationship.
And he sort of hints sometimes. And I said, I thought you don't like divorces. And he said,
he doesn't, he doesn't like divorces. So he's, he's up to something.
Yeah. It's very interesting guys. It's very dynamic. Doesn't like
lonely people. Doesn't like divorces. Very interesting God.
But he brings, I have the gift of drawing young people to me and especially the young men,
because they see the mothering, the mothering in me. So that brings in the dynamics of a
relationship between the male and female, but more like mother and son.
So I don't really need that.
No, don't need a boyfriend right now. That's I will talk later. It's fine.
Sorry.
My profile doesn't, you don't see a picture of me because even at this age, I get a lot,
I get, I get a lot of, I get a lot of friend requests from people from all over the world.
It's amazing. So I had to stop my profile picture from being the real me.
And that's, you've had that problem your whole life.
That's all right. Before, before Jesus, I used it in a really bad way. And now the Lord put
in my heart that what I did in my past is like,
chasing men or stuff like that. And he said, I'm going to chase men for him.
Wonderful.
Thank you.
I think that last one is complete healing from top to bottom of my whole body, my whole being inside and out.
That is wonderful. I love it.
Great stuff. Now, Ross and Dorcas, I don't think we've heard from you guys. And so Linda's next, but we really want to hear from you guys.
So Linda, why don't you take it away, jump in there. Now, if there's anyone else that we haven't heard from as well we want to hear a little bit more from Lorraine and Ron.
We want to just connect them with make sure everyone has a chance. So jump on board, you know, like, don't be shy.
Hey everyone, you can hear me. Yeah.
Okay.
I love you. I love the simplicity of, of the Inuit people and I've been up there and maybe even seen her there. It's crazy what a small world this is.
But, yeah, I would love to intercede with you to, to storm heaven's gates. That's my heart too.
And just watch and see what God will do. But I found it interesting.
So, I've really been coming alive through this whole process of the science of dreams and your teachings Benji and just your spirit to spirit.
So the dreams part, I found a little challenging to begin with, but got started and found certain areas I had more than others and I didn't know what like the fun area was really hard for me and because I just a lover of truth.
I just wanted to pause you on that one. Just put your hand up if you found the fun area hard to dream in. Who's been told that they should be dreaming that they're having more fun? Should be having more fun? No, just a few of you. Who's really good at fun? Who feels like they're a fun master?
Like you own that. Like a boss. Okay, that's pretty cool. Linda, carry on. That's beautiful. I'm loving what you're sharing.
Okay, so fun and I don't know. I feel like I'm just sort of off like a couple of numbers on those others. I've lived a lot of life experiences. So it's time to just really crack down, get on there and live it. Live those dreams. Not that I haven't lived some of them already.
But I found the declarations, like I could do those no problem. The decrees, you know, your declarations. Well, I mean, I just found that they brought me more strength and I'm wondering what kind of disconnect I have there. Like, why is it harder for me to get dreams? Although I did relate to what Don said about, is this selfish or is this me?
Or is this God? And like what you're saying, you know, like the orphan spirit is like, no, God wants you to have fun. God wants you, you know, he's a good father. He'll speak to you through ways you can't even imagine that, you know, like the silliest of things. You're the little kids. I love being with kids. I love having fun.
And then recently, just the last week or so, it's almost like I have a real heart for identity and for young people just struggling with identity and purpose. So he's putting them right in my home. Like I had a pastor's young son here today and just struggling. Like just, I see such hopelessness and just, you know, really the struggle for identity and purpose. And that's where my heart is.
Yeah. Tell me about the disconnect. I don't know. Is that something that is, if decrees, because I just love truth, like it's just, I love the word and it's just like right there and yeah, that's it. And I'm going for it.
I think the disconnect is probably that you have more faith in God than you have in yourself.
Good one. That's it. Because I doubt myself a lot. Self-doubt.
Exactly. So, you know, who could relate to that? God probably got this, but I don't really know about me. You know, I might be stuffing this up quite badly. I've had plenty of times where I was so sure I heard from God.
And then it was such a fail that at the end of it, I was like trying to process my life
and thinking, well, God's probably not the reason why this went bad.
He's probably like, yeah, he's probably got clean hands and a pure heart.
It's probably me that stuffed this up pretty badly somehow along the way, you know, if
I had to like take an educated guess on who wrecked this, it's probably me.
And so you kind of have like this high value for God and his word.
And yes, like God said that, but it then creates this self-doubt within yourself.
You're like, yeah, like God's word is awesome, but mine's kind of like me, I don't know.
So what that then does is it actually restricts us from, we get a fear of failure, fear of
risk taking, get a fear of, yeah, if we're going to get it wrong.
And next week, next week, what we're actually, what we're going to be doing is we are going
to be doing the template that we're doing next week is processing failure, which is
a really, really deep, deep template, but it's going to be a lot of fun.
So actually when it comes to next week, if you can, just a quick info bloop about next
week, next week, all the sessions are going to be 7 a.m. New Zealand time.
I'm just going to try and like each week, just try and like do a slightly different
time that works better for different time zones.
So that's what I'm going to try and do for everyone is just stagger it around.
So, but it's connected with what you're working through right there.
So if you haven't processed failure correctly within your own heart, whether it's big or
small, you come to this place of real self-doubt.
So when, if you come to that place, then Ephesians 3 is even more important because Ephesians
3 doesn't have like a little proviso attached to it.
It doesn't say God is able to do exceedingly abundantly more than you've ever did to ask,
dream, or imagine unless you've failed before, and then this doesn't apply to you.
Yeah, because I've taken.
Consciously, it's almost like we.
Yeah, maybe, maybe it's like disappointment in myself.
Yeah, which is all connected to our failure, you know, it's all connected.
Right, right, right, right.
Because I've taken great risks and he's honored that, you know, like, it's just like, I'm not,
not afraid if I really believe I hear him correctly and take the risks, but then,
yeah, yeah.
Okay.
I'm connect.
Yeah, it's more like the biggest when, when I, when it didn't happen.
So believing for healing for someone and that didn't take place.
And I felt like I didn't do the things that I probably thought I should have been doing
or that, that, you know, then it's like, oh man, like what?
Very grateful.
Who's what?
Sorry.
Who's buried people that they love, that they've been praying for and nothing happened and
they just, you know, died and you had to bury them.
Yeah.
You know, multiple times.
Here's a crazy thing.
Alana, when we were in Mozambique, Alana got, went into this house with, I would, my team
was somewhere else and her team was in this other hut in a village and they went in to
pray for this guy who was really, really sick.
So there they are praying for him, you know, but he died like while they were praying for
them, he just died right there.
It was like, oh, it's kind of like the opposite of what we were hoping for right there, God,
like we were going, hoping for like a slightly different outcome here.
They literally died while they were praying for them, like, oh, um, so yeah, I mean, I
think all of us have been through that in one way or another where there's people you
love deeply, you've been praying for them and you're just not getting the breakthrough
and, and they die and it's literally terrible, heartbreaking process.
And we can, we can process that wrongly.
And like I say, come out carrying disappointment and, and all of those things, disappointment,
discouragement, you know, like not trusting ourselves anymore, not trusting God anymore.
And all of that just starts to diminish our whole world, just starts shutting us down,
restricting us.
And so, yeah, I think next week will be really cool.
Just processing failure because it's a big deal and we all have to, we all deal with
that relentlessly.
So really powerful there.
And I think you're, you're the good news.
is that Ephesians 3.20, which is such a key kind of scripture for us in this journey,
God is able to do exceedingly, abundantly, above and beyond all we've ever dared to ask,
dream, pray, or even imagine, even if we've had the biggest fail we could ever imagine.
The big fail, and they keep jumping up, and they keep coming up,
and there you are chasing down your destiny, and these ghosts, phantoms from the past say,
no, no, no, no, no, you can't because of this, you can't because of this,
that voice of condemnation that's going to use any excuse that it can just to shut you down.
So that's kind of like a par for the course in terms of chasing down your dreams. The more you
chase, the more resistance there's going to be, but that's where the renewed mind comes in,
telling yourself the truth, figuring out the lies, and replacing the truth changes that all up.
Yeah, and I think Benji, just one last thing that I've been encouraged or just really grabbed hold
of is it's work, it's work, it's hard work, it's not just, it's practice, it's, like you said,
the declarations, listening to the, it's an intentional purpose, laser-focused decision
and choice we make every day, every moment, so that's huge. Extreme ownership. Extreme ownership.
Thank you. Thanks so much, Linda. Hey, Ross and Dorcas, why don't you guys jump in here,
love to hear what's happening for you guys. Yeah, hi, I'm pretty new to the group.
I'm Ross and haven't been very active, haven't had time to do much really,
I have a pretty busy life, but I think it's awesome what you're doing here with us.
Yeah, I'll let Dorcas take it away, she's been with you a lot longer and stuff.
All right, Dorcas, you're on. I actually have a question, I've been working on the
Hunter Dream Challenge, I got to about 30, and I'm, what I'm struggling with is
is I'm feeling selfish because I always separate dreams and wants, and so dreams is like, in my
mind, something I want to pursue for someone else's sake and wants is like selfish, not just
selfish because I know that God is a good father and he wants to give me good gifts, but if I just
write down what all my wants are, then I start feeling really selfish and I get frustrated,
I can't go on, I'm not sure what to do. Oh, well, very interesting, very interesting. Why
would you be feeling selfish? Why do you, have you got any guesses on why you feel so selfish?
Well, it just seems like so many things, like I want this, I want this, I want a big house,
I want a nice, you know, I want nice vehicles, I want a lot of land, I want
all these things for me and my kids and there's so many people in the world that don't even have
enough food to eat, so I'm like, why do I want all these nice extras when others don't even have
enough to eat? Okay, let me ask you, let me ask you this, Dorcas, if you had an infinite amount
of money, right, you had an infinite amount of money, so you had all of those things that you're,
that are your wants, if you had all of your wants, what would you do then? What would you do with the
rest of your money?
Then I would help other people and help people that need, that are in need.
Right, right, so it's not really, so how about this, if you had, you know, a nice house and
nice car and you were happy with your life, what would you do with the rest of your money?
Right, so it's not really, so how about this, if you had, you know, a nice house and nice car
and you were happy with your life and then you had a whole bunch of extra money, would you want
to help other people have that? Yeah, definitely. That's great, so if that's what you would want
for other people, you want to model it in your own life first.
Like, why would anybody else?
I'm just as worth, I'm worth just as much as anybody else.
Exactly, exactly.
So this is not a selfish issue or anything, it's actually an identity question and this
is why identity and vision is all wrapped around together. So it's really, you know,
like we could ask a question like, when did you...
You froze up there, I didn't hear what you're saying.
Are you happy to go deep for a moment, Dorcas?
Are you happy to go deep?
Freezing up, Dorcas, can't hear you.
Can't hear me, what about now?
Yeah, I didn't hear what you were saying because it was cutting off.
Okay, so what I'm saying is, would you be happy to go deep with us for a little bit,
do some Jeremy Kyle styles?
But like Christian version.
Oh, we lost them. Oh, they're back.
We're there now.
Yeah, our internet. Yeah, now I can hear.
Okay, cool. So what I was saying is, would you be happy to go deep for a little bit if I just
ask you a couple of real deep questions?
Sure, that's fine.
So this one, you just want to like ask Holy Spirit, you know, to help you answer this.
But the question is, and we could all ask ourselves this question, to be honest, is
when did you start believing the lie that you weren't worthy of good things?
Cut off again, I'm not sure what you said.
I'm going to put it in the comments for everyone.
So if you missed this, I'll put it in the comments.
But you're clear now.
So the question is, when did you start believing that you weren't worthy of good things?
Probably my whole life, because that was our background.
I was raised with the idea that it's not right for us to have
nice things. We shouldn't have pretty things. We shouldn't be too blessed.
We shouldn't have lots of money.
And you think that's true?
Not anymore. I'm learning that it isn't. I know that that's not true now. But
still, when I went to write my dreams down, it was an issue.
So there's this thing, right, like what our minds believe and what our hearts believe.
And we can have this great head knowledge, but really our hearts are like, whatever,
I still believe that I'm not worthy. I still don't believe that I'm worth this.
And so when you get confronted with something like 100 Dream Challenge,
that's when that's going to really test you into what do you actually believe?
Like that's where it's going to flare up.
So let me just picture this though, right? Is our calling and our mandate to bring heaven to earth?
Yes.
Well, do you think that heaven looks like a slum?
No, definitely not.
Do you think that heaven is like a slum?
No, definitely not.
Definitely not.
Do you think that heaven is like struggling,
you know, struggling for provision or just like, you know, got an atmosphere of lack all around it?
No, I don't think so.
No, it's not. Heaven is outrageously abundant.
And not only are you worthy of it, but it's part of your calling. It's your birthright.
It's what you were created for, right?
This actually goes back to the whole dynamic of the divine dance, you know, like,
do you think God loves you extravagantly?
Or does he just, you know, like just give you little teaspoons of love every kind of four or five years?
I used to think it was that he didn't love extravagantly,
but I've been experiencing his love a lot more.
So I'm learning. I'm in the process.
Well, that's the most powerful thing to change all this,
because your heart is going to learn extravagant love as you dance with him.
And when your heart learns extravagant love, poverty will lose its grip on you.
Because poverty is never a circumstantial thing.
It's always a mindset before it's a circumstance.
That's why some people can't be held down by poverty, because their mindset is abundance.
And if your mindset is abundance, then you will lead.
poverty behind. But if your mindset is poverty, you can be in the middle of great wealth and still
be totally poor. So what I'm saying is, if your heart's in that place of the divine dance, but
the opposite can be true as well. You can have lots of wealth and be totally stingy. I know so
many people who are super wealthy, but they're stingy. I'm like, man, you guys are so lame
because you've got all this wealth, and you know what they could be doing with it. But you just do
dumb stuff with your money. Why don't you do something awesome? So you can have people who
are really wealthy, but they're just as poor in a sense. They're just poverty-minded in their
generosity. But if they were wrapped up in the divine dance, if they were getting totally immersed
and blasted and undone and overwhelmed with divine love, that would change that because it would
flow. And what you would find the more you dance with God is that you realize,
okay, actually the whole purpose of what we're doing is actually recreating that love.
So bringing heaven to earth is about an expansion of the divine dance.
That's what it looks like. So bringing heaven to earth is when it actually, like what
bringing heaven to earth actually looks like is you've got that cycle of divine love that the
trinity is sharing. Like first stage is jump in there and experience it to the fullness for
yourself. And then the only way to bring heaven to earth, like heaven is not stuff or a thing.
Heaven is a relationship. Before anything else, everything that you love about heaven is the
overflow and is the atmosphere created from an unbroken cycle of divine love.
The divine dance, this unbroken cycle of divine love is the foundation of heaven. It's the
catalyst. That's the epicenter. So everything about the atmosphere of heaven that you love
flows from that. Everything that you love about heaven is built on that. Absolutely everything
on it, that's what the heart of it is. So if you're living as an orphan,
so the orphan is the inability to receive divine love and the inability to give perfect expression
to divine love. And sonship is the ability to receive divine love perfectly and give perfect
expression to divine love. So an orphan can build a really, really big organization,
but they can't bring heaven to earth. But sons are really good at bringing heaven to earth because
they understand that heaven is relationship and heaven is actually bringing people into that
divine dance. And if all of us are participating in the divine dance, that's heaven on earth right
there is in the relationship and the atmosphere that flows out from that place of people
participating in the divine dance is extravagant abundance. Everyone is receiving love extravagantly
and so everyone is expressing love extravagantly. So then if he says, love yourself,
how should you love yourself? Extravagantly. Well, how should you love the orphan? Extravagantly.
Well, how should you love the people? How should you love your enemies? Extravagantly. How should
you love the people who've been betraying you? Extravagantly. How should you love your neighbor?
Extravagantly. Right. But you just don't get missed out on. Right. Because everything's
extravagance. Everything's over the top. Everything's abundance. Everything is
outrageous and amazing and limitless. So when that's your home, when that's where you live,
it's actually pretty easy to dream awesome things for yourself, to dream wonderful things,
to dream extravagant things for yourself. It's like, yeah, this is amazing. Of course, you know.
Yeah. So it all starts there. And then, you know, so if you're in this place of total poverty,
it's really hard to express heaven on earth. Poverty hearted, poverty minded, poverty stricken.
It's hard to express the fullness of heaven, but abundance and, you know, it helps, you know,
it's part of that process. Like that's why there's no lack in the kingdom. It is outrageous
extravagance. And so the more we step into who we are, the more extravagant everything becomes,
because it's like we're stepping into the divine dance.
Yes, it is very helpful. And just to make that that connection that I
do it for someone else then I'm just as worthy as anybody else was like really eye-opening for me.
So like going through the 100 dream challenge, excuse me, the 100 dream challenge, so you're
saying like all my wants are dreams? Absolutely, everything that's a want or a desire, whatever is
in there that was, you know, speaking there is trying to disqualify you, even that whole concept
of designing, dividing desires and what like dreams and wants is crazy thinking, you know,
like that is self-sabotaging thinking, so whatever that lie was that was in there, it's trying to
like, it's trying to justify you living less than, it's trying to justify you not loving yourself,
but yeah, like desires, anything that's a desire goes on the 100 dreams list.
Yeah, because, yeah, loving yourself, loving your neighbor as you love yourself, right, so that's
the model and the model for love is the trinity, so you're loving your neighbor, you're loving
yourself, everything gets to be extravagant, no one misses out, right, no one misses out,
in the kingdom, no one misses out, in the orphanage, someone has to miss out and it's
probably going to be everyone. Yeah, probably so, but in the kingdom no one has to miss out
and definitely not you. Yeah, loving myself was a huge thing for me because all my life
I was like, I was always the one that put myself down and hated myself and hurt myself and
I was suicidal and depressed all my life until about four years ago, five years ago,
so it's been a process. Yeah, and all of that is identity because all of that comes out of,
you know, all of that comes out of the belief that there's something intrinsically wrong with you,
it's the exact opposite of what God wants to say about you,
you know, like, so that's why it's so cool when God says to us things like, no, you're perfect,
and we lived our whole lives fully convinced that there's something intrinsically wrong with us and
then God jumps in our space and said, oh actually, the cool thing about being God is I have the right
to define reality, it's one of the perks is that I get to define reality and I said you're perfect,
so you're just going to have to swallow that. That's cool, thank you so much, that's very helpful.
Pleasure, and you're very perfect, by the way,
but just keep sucking on and keep meditating on that Sanskrit training because it'll really
help you in that process. Cool, cool, right, we want to wrap it up soon, but it'd be cool just
to make sure we do hear from everyone, so I'm just going to duck to the side for a second,
but Lorraine and Ron, if you want to unmute and just share something with us.
You go ahead. Okay, I'm just really thrilled with this process. I'm really thrilled with
the community and just the openness that people have and just willingness to explore their dreams
and I haven't got very far in the process. I've got to 48, and I haven't narrowed them down at all,
but as I read them over, I'm really happy with a lot of them. I've had to start all over again
with dreams because I actually have had a lot of the dreams I had as a young person fulfilled
in a lot of ways, and so I think I was sort of resting and not really striving for anything and
just sort of sitting back and watching the waves roll by, although I live in the center of the
continent, but it's been a good process for me because I've had to, I've really been asking the
Lord, what are the dreams that you have for me because the dreams that I had for myself, I mean,
a lot of those things were absolutely wonderful and God has done amazing things in our marriage
and just amazing things in our kids' lives and I've seen my daughter healed of gluten intolerance
and I've been healed a number of times and I just, the last few years, it's just been
this amazing journey and I've just really, really been loving this process because it's allowed me
to have new dreams.
And one of the things that keeps resonating
over and over in my head is bringing heaven to earth.
And Jesus saying, pray like this,
you know, pray your will be done on earth
as it is in heaven.
And I've just, my eyes have been really opening lately
to just the reality of that
and how God has so much more for us
and so much more for this earth
than we ever thought possible.
Like I'm, I've, even as I started this process,
I actually had a relationship that I thought I had lost.
I had a connection today with that person
who I thought I had lost that relationship
and God just brought it back through me,
just bring me to prayer over that
and just that connection.
And I just sent a text and I said,
I just want you to know, I've been praying for you.
God's brought you to mind many times.
I've been praying for you.
And all of a sudden we went for a walk today
and it was like, no time it passed.
And it was just, you know,
and that's, that was one of the dreams
that I had written down, not like three or four days ago.
So I'm very, like, I'm almost overwhelmed
with what this has done.
Just super happy, super, super happy.
Yeah, if I can add some of it too,
like I've never been able to compartmentalize dreams
and, you know, you got the faith, family, you know,
finances and like, you know, fun.
And all of a sudden it's like,
you get to see things from a different mindset.
And one of the things that God has really shown us
is the mindset of heaven on earth.
And we, cause we've started writing things down like fun.
We've done so much fun things that a lot of people,
that would be their wishlist fun.
And they weren't so much fun anymore
because it's coming from a different mindset.
And God has opened up my mindset to think up here
instead of here.
And all of a sudden it's like,
but I want you to step into this mindset.
And all of a sudden it just opened everything up.
It's like, this is dreaming big.
And in the last couple of years, I thought,
I just, okay, I'm in, I want to start moving in.
And the phone calls of people coming and saying,
will you, you know, there's something about you.
Will you mentor me in, like, they're not even believers.
What do you have that I, and it's like,
what, I get to mentor you?
You're holding me for mentorship.
It's like, God's opening up the door and saying,
you want a dream?
You want the opportunity?
Here, they'll phone you.
And they've been phoning and we started a group.
Like, it's like, we can't go to church.
Well, maybe we should start one.
We'll phone somebody.
I phoned a bunch of people and it's like,
when can we start?
And, you know, it's like stepping out into your dreams
by actually moving, like speaking and declaring.
So one of the biggest revelations that I've had is
speak your dream, use the word,
give, put the word into your mind and your heart
and think big, but start speaking it and moving.
So all of a sudden, this last few weeks,
it's just been mind boggling where God is our provider.
He'll provide it if we say yes and start moving
or start speaking these things.
So, yeah, this has been just.
And that's actually one of the things
that God's really been putting on my heart
to declare the things that,
to declare things that as if they were, right?
To declare over, not just our finances,
but over our friends and over our family
and over this country and over even our leadership
and our prime minister and the president.
And, you know, just because God wants to use us
to literally break the strongholds of the enemy.
And we have.
the power and authority to become warriors in the kingdom.
Like we, I look at this zoom call it and every one of you is
a warrior. Every one of you carry so much power in the
kingdom. And it's just a matter of time until we totally
discover that. And we walk out in faith. I'm literally burning
up as I say this, because God is just filling me with so much
passion for that. Just that warrior stance. Anyways.
Love it. Thank you. And that's that whole, you know, that whole
chapter in the science of dreams is about building in the spirit.
Yeah, I am building in the spirit. And that's where you
know, that's where it all starts. It all starts right here.
Imagine it. Yeah, like dreaming, imagining. And that's the first
part is imagination. And after that, that's why we you know,
that's why I'm partnering up the declarations with it. You
know, so that's one great stuff, guys. So good. Beautiful. Cool.
Now wave your hand around if you haven't really had a chance to
chat yet. I feel like Rachel hasn't, Jennifer just jumped on
and the other Jennifer. So is that right? Like Elise, you had
a chat before. Hey, am I right in thinking that? Yeah, cool.
Okay, sweet. So I think just hear a little bit more from
Rachel and Jennifer and Jennifer. So Rachel, why don't
you jump on?
Sure. Um, so one of my other dreams that I had is kingdom
business. It's been rattling around in my husband and I's
minds for a while, but just got to the stage of dreaming
together about it. But then like, what? That's impossible.
Like, he's a high school teacher, I work at our church,
you know, the dream to fund, I just see so many peoples who,
who have massive dreams and can't do it because they just
don't have the money to do it. And it breaks my heart when I
say that. And so that's been one of our dreams to see. I don't
know, somehow be able to fund the kingdom or get people into a
business set up in a business so that they can do it. And then
so we've been praying for the opportunity. We started our own
online business, and that's going well. But we've always
thought, wow, wouldn't it be cool if there was a cool
Christian group that would run with the idea. And then we got
introduced to the raising royalty in a circle. And we're
like, wow, this is an answer to prayer. This is so cool. And so
just yeah, that's really excited us. And so, you know, we're just
talking to people and just sussing people out seeing where
they're at. And so yeah, so I'm just really happy that that
dream is going to come alive. And the other one that I was
talking about before with the young people in the kind of
party scene, we think they've got it all sorted. Because just
showing me that he gave me a picture of massive open air
festivals with like full on lights, special effects. And it
was like, it was, I call it a glory zone. It's like there's a
dome of light over this place, that literally when young people
were like running in, and as they were coming into this
glory zone, they're being healed, delivered, saved all in
one go. And it was like there was a sound that was coming out
from the music. My husband's a DJ. And so I think somehow the
dream is connected with him. I'm like, how come you give me this
dream? But anyway, there you go. And then literally, I've just
been talking about that with my husband. And he's like, yeah,
that sounds awesome. And then literally, because he's
English, so and I'm Kiwi. He was on a Skype call with four other
DJs from England, Christian DJs that he knows that he used to
work with in the youth music mission quite a few years ago.
And they're all in lockdown. And what it's done to them is that
they've all had the time to stop and assess where they're at, and
what's important and what their dreams are. And I'm like, Oh,
that sounds like they've been dreaming while they've been in
lockdown. And so they're all just starting to collaborate and
come up with these ideas and praying together and talking
about things that I've just dreamed about.
what's happening just out of the blue seemingly so you know God's just starting to piece things
together yeah I'll just say to you as well like expect that type of stuff to happen when you
start dreaming hey welcome Ken great to have you bud good to have jumping in here um just expect
those types of things to happen when you start dreaming yeah Lorraine for example she started
dreaming and then instantly within like within you know days a relationship that was totally
disconnected and didn't seem like it didn't exist boom back to back to the best of times
almost effortlessly and that's actually sometimes what we don't realize and that's what I was trying
to communicate that dimension that you can live from in my uh live on Wednesday when I talked
about the power of declarations and faith and dreaming is actually you it's like reality is a
substance that can work for you or against you and what are you going to energize that substance
with you know like the cosmos all around you so it's faith right it's faith that you're going to
energize it with but when you energize the fabric of reality around your life when you energize it
with faith when you supercharge it with faith what happens is reality itself starts serving
your dreams whether you're awake or you're asleep whatever and so what happens starts to happen
is you start seeing favor you start seeing divine appointments you start seeing miracles you start
seeing these you're like oh what I'm just I just had that dream and then I just met three people
who've got that same dream like oh my that type of stuff just starts becoming your new normal
because faith is energizing the fabric of reality around your life and it's just like it's just like
god says my word goes out and accomplishes that for which it was sent it's because like his word
there's a creative dynamic that if you imagine if you imagine reality as a blank canvas
um or almost like it's not just a blank canvas but imagine a canvas that if you're not doing
anything with it it goes backwards you know if you're not going to paint something on it it'll
paint something negative yeah like if reality is a canvas and if you're not doing something
positive with it it'll paint a negative picture there but as soon as you start any like releasing
your faith to start dreaming just the very fact that you start imagining all of a sudden that
canvas lights up get set on fire and it's like it's going to start like coming alive and start
doing things um you know but then you take it to the next level and you go beyond just
um you go beyond just imagination you're like you're starting to write your dreams down it's
like whoa like this canvas this reality comes alive around you and then you go to the next
level you've written it down you just start making declarations it's like this thing starts fizzing
and popping and it's got an energy in the life of its own it's like whoa what's happening my dreams
are coming to life before i've even gotten out of bed you're like you're going to sleep and
reality is actually like building and making your dreams happen while you're asleep but then you take
it to the next level you actually you get up you get out of bed and you're declaring these things
believing these things but then you take action and it's like boom the whole thing explodes into
life and you find that reality starts doing your bidding you know the the canvas the the very
fabric of reality starts working for you it's faith is redesigning your reality it's literally
redesigning reality and supercharging reality to do your bidding it's i don't know any other way
to describe it but what i'm trying to describe is the reality that in the dimension that i live in
and just it's just like wow this is what i keep seeing over and over like this happened the exact
moment that i needed it before my head it was all right there in my hand it's like oh my gosh this
is not live it's happening and and then you know if you if you dial back your faith you dial back
your declarations you just kind of sit back and you kind of start getting slothful you can start
seeing things just kind of slow down but then you start dreaming again and like wow you make
a declaration and like wow what's happening it's like you're energizing the very fabric of reality
around your life um and you're partnering with god your word will go forth and accomplish that
so choice right now jennifer jennifer jennifer let's have jennifer and lanceville
unmute and then we'll have jennifer we'll have our um our backup jennifer after that
we've got two jennifers right now which is fantastic you can't have too many can you
you can never have too many jennifers it's wonderful you can have a whole pile if you
like you just pop them over we've got a pile of jennifers over there it's great um i actually
almost threw all this away because it was too hard. I had too much else going on in my life
and I got to a crisis point and rang my friend Red Miller who's also doing the course and
we prayed together and then I realized what I need to do was ditch all the other stuff and do this.
Yes good winning. Yeah so and once I made that decision I found it easier and I started getting
excited and I've got to about 80 and then I've hit the oh um oh sort of not really and I and
a bit of that oh is this just because I've taken the approach of what would I like my life to look
like and and I started remembering things I thought about as a kid and put those in and
it's all totally unrealistic I mean stupid things but still I don't have time for all this you know
oh that's all right because reality will get busy and do it for you yeah all of it but some of those
things I just um just on that note a few people may have like put in the comments in the group
this week that they'd started a process like this years before or whatever and you know maybe they
wrote a few dreams down and gave up but they don't like they put down ridiculous dreams and now when
they look back they said all the practical things they hadn't happened but only the ridiculous crazy
out there stuff that they never imagined or thought would happen those were the only things that had
happened and they'd all happen. Yeah I think mine are basically terribly practical though so I might
miss out it's just there's so many practical things I don't may not have time for that.
Oh you don't you don't have to miss out. It's the big stuff so what what's God doing with me stuff I can't
get my head around so it's the you know where I'd like to live what my house like um relationships
with my kids things like that I've got to handle. That's great. Yeah I guess you've got to start somewhere.
Well remember the whole thing is about the process right so it's it's um it's the process of dreaming
with God is what we're sparking because this the value of this will come into play um so here's how
God works right God like uh Ron was talking about coming up here and God's always having conversations
on a and his language is limitless right so his language is this limitless language
and he's wanting to talk to you in this limitless language but if our ears are shut down to the
limitless we hardly ever hear him right but what happens if say like for a moment we take our hands
off our ears and we hear God's limitless language for a moment to be honest usually what happens
for people is their mindset of lack hears that and because they are so hardwired to think there's not
enough everything that God wants to do that's on a higher plane requires ridiculous abundance
and for him he seems like well that's fine because I've got ridiculous abundance right
and so he speaks at a level that's outside of our comfort zone outside of our realities outside of
our circumstances uh outside of our limits he speaks from that higher dimension because that's
his language of limitlessness and but then what happens usually is people hear God saying
something it's so crazy so far out so outrageous that lack kicks in produces fear and shuts down
and so they never hear the rest of what God's saying whereas if you actually listen like if
you can get to that place where you can go okay right perfect love casts out all fear and why
because it's the nature of love to supply so if you step in you actually can you know like love
just will shut down that fear and actually can step up into that higher dimension and listen to it
and like actually catch what he's saying well actually it's like the words that he speak
actually impregnated with the provision and they're impregnated with the ideas they're
impregnated with the creative strategies they're impregnated with the power that literally redesigns
reality all around your life so when you tap in and you're here and you listen to God in a higher
dimension normally what's happened what we're accustomed to and out the ways that our minds
usually work is you usually hear God make like whisper something and then shut down as opposed to
God whispers something and we light up because we wish he whispers something we shut down
and then that's the end of the conversation right but if he whispers something and we light up then
it's a limitless conversation with limitless resources and limitless possibilities attached
to it and so the process of dreaming with God and just starting what you're doing right now
what that's going to mean is that one day God's going to speak and instead of shutting down you're
going to open up instead of going oh no you're going to go say wow but it starts with this prophecy
is here. So if it's just a little thing, it might just be a little thing right now, but you're
actually building a muscle, building a strength, building a capacity that's actually going to start
opening your heart up, opening your ears up, opening your eyes up. One day God's going to
whisper and you're going to hear it. And instead of us doing our normal of shutting it down,
one day you're going to go, wow, God. And it's actually, you're going to find that as you go,
wow, and you journey with him, everything that you need to redefine reality is right there,
present in the word. There you go. So what's some of the fun things that you've been dreaming up?
Oh, well, one thing sort of is something I was going to do anyway, is sell my home and move
to another place. So then I'm imagining what that place will be like and what I'll do when I get
there. But I feel like that's a bit of a cheat because I'd already decided that, or sort of
It's not a cheat at all. And I'll tell you what, here's another thing, is when it comes to to-do
lists, right? Even if you've got a to-do list and you've already done something, write it on
the to-do list and cross it off anyway, because... I always do that, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. There you go.
Well, you know how to roll the system then, but you will actually trick your brain
into giving you free dopamine. You'll get free chemicals out of the process. So it's not a
cheat. It's legit. Anything, whether it's present, whether it's something, a dream you already had,
doesn't matter. Get it down there. Get that desire. The thing is about engaging with desire and
letting your heart have a voice. So go after it. This might be really helpful or it might
be completely useless, but once when I was at my friend's house, I was reasonably being
a very good Christian boy, behaving myself at my non-Christian friend's household, and they put
some sandwiches out and so I was very politely eating my sandwiches and he was hoeing in, like
my friend's dad, and he looked at me and he said, don't be shy boy, your mother wasn't.
Those types of things didn't get said in my house, so I found that
mildly entertaining, but I didn't know quite how to respond. But the moral of the story is, don't
be shy. It's a slightly more memorable way of saying it, and I don't know if he was actually
that accurate about my mother, but don't be shy when it comes to the desires, like light it up,
like challenge yourself to be more extravagant than you've ever been.
Well done. Anything else to add, Jennifer? Where's the place that you were thinking of moving to?
Bendigo, it's further north. Bendigo, what would be your favourite thing in Bendigo?
Sorry? What would be your favourite thing in Bendigo? I mean, it's mainly a financial thing, I
sort of need some spare cash, so I need to sell this and buy something cheaper, but I like Bendigo
because it's, like I'm in a small country town, it's a bit bigger, but it's got the character of
Melbourne, which I like as a city, without the big hassle of being in a big city. Yeah. I guess
that's, yeah, so I mean, the son, only one of my sons is coming with me, and he wants to have a
big veggie patch, and he wants to do this, he wants to do that, and so I'm starting to imagine
what I've always wanted to be able to do in a home and in hospitality and stuff.
That is great news, fantastic. Right, oh, now let's access our pile of Jennifer's
and grab the next one. Thank you, Jennifer, we appreciate that, and Jennifer,
how are you doing? Okay, I'm great, how are you? I'm very good. Now, what's the weirdest thing you've done
this week? The weirdest thing I've done? Yeah, we're all on the edge of our seats. Oh my gosh.
I had a lymphatic thing done to me. It was weird. It was with like these glass tubes and
electricity, and it was detoxifying my lymphatic system, so that was super weird.
No, no, no, no, but yeah, no, that was weird, but it was good. Okay, that's good, that counts.
A weird lymphatic thing with glass tubes, that counts, very cool. So how are you going with the
100 screens? Well, you know, I think this is just fantastic.
I just, I, I mean, I just can't even tell you how cool it is to
go through your material because every time I do, I get an
incredible encounter with the Lord. I mean, every single time
it's like, it's awesome. You know, I just, it's, it's crazy.
And so anyways, what's cool about it is that, you know, I
was one of these organic people that found you organically like
nobody, you know, it was just, it was really truly the Lord
because before I ran into your ministry, the Lord started
talking to me about, about royalty, how I'm royalty. And I
really do. I think that there's royalty actually in like
physical royalty in our bloodline in my bloodline. And I
come from a line of royalty. I really believe that. And so, and
I think that royalty was actually stolen from our family.
We were actually like, as kids, I was, one of our good friends
was the Fayette family of like, you know, Salafayette, Dodie
Fayette.
Sounds like a gang, but I don't know.
Oh, you don't know who that is?
No.
That, oh, Princess Diana married, or was dating Dodie
Fayette.
Oh, okay. All right.
His brother, his kids were my, you know, childhood family, like
family friends. But anyways, so a couple years before this, the
Lord was really talking to me about being a priest. And that
priestly function, priestly role. And then just like last,
last, I would say the last six months God's been talking to me
about what, you know, my kingly function. Does that make sense?
So, um, so then I found your ministry, and I just connected
to it right away, just because of the name, you know, and I
just like, and then in the beginning of the year, the Lord
started talking to me about Ephesians 320. Like that was my
verse for the year. And then my word for the year, I asked the
Lord for a word for the year. And my word was believe. That
was my word. And so it's it doing this exercise has been
really cool. And really, I haven't gotten super far. But
what was very interesting about it was the second page, where it
says, you know, what do you want your fitness, future fun
fellowship? Well, my eyes immediately went to fun. And
like, it's like, I didn't even see fitness, future fellowship,
I was like, it was the paper was blank. All I could see was
fun. And which is funny, because, you know, and it's
because God had this like download for me in this area of
fun. And I really think that I've had so many years of so
much not fun, like so many years of, you know, hardship, and
lack and tragedy, and just difficult, difficult, difficult,
like, crazy difficult. And so the, the Lord, like, just drew
my eyes to like fun. And, and I really feel like I am in this
season of, and not just me, but I think we all are. I think
it's, you know, he wants us to engage in fun because the old
season is over, you know, and now we are in this new season,
where we are ruling and reigning. But it's supposed to
be fun. You know, like, it's fun. So anyways, so it was
really cool. And I got this download, where one of my
dreams would be to have a house, or a spa or a retreat center,
something like that, where, where people can come for a day
or a half a day and just be pampered. Like, I love it.
manicures, pedicures, spa treatments, you know, like,
right, all that, because as I've been in ministry, and when
you're in ministry, you know, you get like tired. And you
need a time to recharge and just like, because you end up
pouring out so much that nobody ends up really pouring back into
you. And just like lavishing on you, you know, because you spend
so much time pouring out and everybody else and so and and
then I was thinking, well, you know, and that could be called
like
royal palace, you know, right. So, um, you know, what's a
kingdom without a palace?
And then I was thinking, you know, it, it doesn't, it
doesn't, you know, you can have like one day where you just
bring in, like, you just bring in ministers and you treat them
and you know, people who, who like, I have friends who are in
they're in another country and they are, they are like, you
know, in the slums and they're like building a house and they
send me as pictures and we support them and, you know, like
I would love to bring them in and just like pamper the crap
out of them. I'm saying, right, you know, in the trenches.
Well, sounds like a detox.
Yeah, exactly. And, and then, you know, have another day
where, you know, people who can't afford it, you know, you
bring them in, you know, and it's not, they're not
necessarily Christians, but you, you start engaging them in who
they are, who their identity is, you know, who God created and
called them to be and stuff like that. So anyway, it was just
like, I got this like download and I'm like, oh my gosh, it's
like amazing, you know, and to me, that's very fun because I'm
very girly. And I like all that stuff. So anyways,
I like that Royal Palace sounds like a good vibe.
The Royal Palace, right? Yeah. So that was that was very cool.
And but then, you know, I was thinking I was thinking about
some of my other dreams. And to be honest with you, you know, a
lot of my dreams really hinge on I have a son who I'm who I
fighting for, for, he was diagnosed, you know, at age two
with autism. And I've been, you know, fighting for his freedom,
and his wholeness and his recovery. And, you know, I have
so many dreams that are connected to him walking out of
that diagnosis completely. You know what I'm saying? And so
those dreams can't can't materialize until, you know, he
manifests what God has promised. Yeah. And then, you know, and
then same thing with me, like, you know, I have dreams that I
can't actually do until I get, you know, manifest physical
health. Yeah. Oh, that is I'm expecting a change this year.
You know, and I think that, you know, one of the things that I
think it was the rain that she talked about was and you were
talking or no, maybe it was somebody else. But anyways, you
were talking about processing failure. Well, I have been
praying for my son, for he's 21 for 19 years to walk out of
this diagnosis. So in that process, there's obviously been,
you know, a lot of failure. And what I found, I did, Andrew
Womack's Healing University. I don't know if you know who Andrew
Womack is, but with Cherish Bible College, but
I drove to Bible College not so long ago.
What?
In Colorado, Colorado.
Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I was there.
Yeah, yeah. Oh, you're kidding. He's fantastic.
I wasn't at the college. I was, but I just I drove past it.
Actually, we went to campus, I think.
Oh, okay. Well, he's fantastic. I just did like this four month
intensive, did his universe, his healing university, when I
realized was like, you know, some of those disappointments
were because I had a wrong way of engaging in prayer, you know,
wrong mindsets. It was like, you know what I'm saying? Like,
different lies that I had believed I had, you know, this
one lady telling me, oh, you know, it's all in God's timing.
It's all in God's timing. It's all in God's timing. It's a
load of crap. You know, healing God, you know, doesn't withhold
healing from us for years and years and years and years, you
know what I'm saying? Like, and so when you get caught up in
that, you think, oh, you know, it's all in God's timing. So and
that makes you like, wait and think you're waiting on him when
he's really waiting on you. You know what I'm saying? But that
can make
you think like, you know, it can make you think that that's, that
that's failure. But it's really just a faulty mindset. Yeah. So
anyways, but that's, that's, I would think the only struggle
that I have is a lot of my dreams are like, because I have,
I have, I have massive dreams for the autism world. You know,
I would like to see every single child, like set free, you know,
I just, like, burn with an intense hate for, you know, that
diagnosis, and what has happened to these children, and the
injustice and the tragedy that is, you know, and, you know,
what Satan has done to that, to a whole generation of boys, and
it's mostly boys, you know, it's, but anybody with that
diagnosis, you know what I'm saying? So I have to see some,
you know, some things fulfilled before I can walk out those
dreams. So
a good quote for you. We'll probably wrap it up. In a
moment, I'll just, I'll give Ken a moment. But a really good
quote that I heard years ago is advances conditions permit. If
conditions do not permit, create those conditions. Which means
you're never waiting. There's always something you can do. And
it was it was a quote from an anonymous general, right? So if
you're in advances conditions permit, if conditions do not
permit, create those conditions. So that might be like, we can't
go around it. That's right. We'll blow it up and we'll go
through it. You know, so there's just, you know, there's always
something you can do. There's always an angle, there's always
a way. And when you when you lean in, God always has a strategy
for every season. So beautiful. Thanks very much. Now, Ken, my
man, good to have you here, bud. Great to have you there. And did
you want to jump in and chuck anything in? Have you been
tracking with us on the 40 Day Extreme Ownership Adventure?
Tēnā koe, bro. Yeah, good to see you. I'll be honest, I'm bits
and pieces and the spirit just led me to jump on with you,
whānau. So that's why I'm here.
Good stuff. You've been enjoying it?
Yeah, it's been quite challenging.
Yeah.
Because of course, when you're in that space, like you're talking
about, of reality shaping, or being shaped by reality, it's
not neutral. Yeah, sometimes, sometimes those around you
aren't uncomfortable with that yet.
Yeah.
So I guess comfort can be sometimes. Yeah, an obstacle.
Yes, or a slow death to your dreams.
Yeah, so I heard you say earlier, bro, about take a dream off if
it's accomplished. And one of the dreams I had was to be in a
church that demographically represented the area that it's
in. Yeah. And so I'm in a town of 1000 people when 80% of
population are Māori.
Where are you?
I'm in Raitihi, just just down there, Mount Ruapehu.
Yeah.
Little place there. And for the Australians and Americans there,
the Māori are the indigenous people of Aotearoa. And in our
history, up to 70% of our people came to Christ. So my dream is to
see that happen again.
Come on, man.
Yeah, bro. So one of the places, one of the health indicators is
that our local churches reflect the local people. And so when I
got here, 80% of our church whānau weren't Māori. So it was
bit of a odd thing, odd anomaly. But now we've grown in the
spirit and in belief and we've got nearly 60% Māori and women
just walking in the power of God. And that's health indicators
for us. That's not at the expense of everyone else, by
the way. It's just targeted inclusion.
I went to church there once. Is there a Baptist church there? I
think I'm in the wrong town.
That's why I'm pastor at that Baptist church.
Yeah, well, I went there once and they had a fire drill in the
middle of the service.
That's the one.
And we all had to leave the church and it was just kind of
funny. Fire, you know, fire brigade was there just checking
we're doing everything right. And it was kind of funny.
So yeah, so my dream of
I've had it since I was 15, so I'm 45 nearly.
So I've had it for 30 years
and it just hasn't had the right time or can...
A lot of things weren't lined up by the law,
but the dream was to advance in the area of performing arts.
So thinking drama, music,
even break dancing, you know, bringing that back
and just having a ship full of performing arts believers
from every nation, bro.
Like a literal, a massive steam liner type thing.
Steam liner, is that the right word?
I don't know.
Holiday cruise liner and on it are just the kingdom people
from every nation with their expressions and dance,
music, testimony, crafts, whatever.
And we just get on this waka and go through China
and just go to port there and just...
So it's Hikoi through China and India to Israel.
And just, it just explodes in those two countries.
That's my dream.
Wonderful, wonderful.
Well, thanks everyone.
Lots and lots of love to you all.
I think we'll wrap it up there.
Great effort, bit of a marathon,
but I don't think anyone minds that.
It's just a casual chat and just giving people space
and a voice and a place to connect.
So thanks heaps for all your chats and your dreams
and sharing the journey together.
And this is week one of seven.
So it's not exactly 40 days.
I could have squeezed it in to make it 40 days,
but I'm kind of like,
let's just relax the pace a little bit.
And so this is week one and I'm excited for you guys.
So stay tuned, Monday, 7 a.m. New Zealand time.
We'll do the next one.
So lots of love to you all.
And I'm going to wrap this up.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Welcome, great stuff, guys.
We'll catch you real soon.
Thank you.
Bless you, Benji.
Thank you.
Bless you.
Bye.
Lovely to meet you.
Thank you everyone.
Bye-bye.